?#STARR??
{Wretched Hearts??}?
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#Episode_33?
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by Tiana
I was still in shocked and Max was saying something i couldn’t even hear.
“please don’t tell my mom about this, this should be between us,” i said then walked away feeling so sad about the whole issue.
I couldn’t drive and i just sat in car and cried. Why will mom be this heartless, i knew she never like Mabel and still thinks Mabel was the one who steal dad away from her but she’s not suppose to involve innocent Princess who knew nothing. I couldn’t help but to cry, i can’t believe Princess was death all this while. I was still hoping to see her someday but i guess am wrong. How will dad and Mabel even react to this when i tell them- they will be so heartbroken. I felt so weak and so unlucky for being the daughter of such a horrible woman like my mother. I quickly picked up my phone to call Greg, i guess it better i tell him this, i just need someone to talk to. I tried calling again but he wasn’t picking up the calls, i wiped my tears and quickly drive to their mansion.
I arrived there and i felt so nervous, is Greg mad at me or what.
“hey Sarah,” Mrs. Sally called with a smile and i felt so relief she was the first person i saw.
“you’re welcome,” she smiled. I wanted to say something but a voice interrupted
“mom,” a familiar voice called and i smiled knowing fully well that’s it Greg. He was putting on a singlet and a short, he looked so handsome, i couldn’t help but drooled over him .
“Sarah,” he called bringing me out of my thoughts, i wish he’s mine- like mine forever, even after Natasha’s death and now Hilary is gone to her country, he still couldn’t love me, i guess i have to act so fast about this.
“Greg,” i smiled then walked closer to him.
“okay, i guess i will you two to talk,” Mrs. Sally said then left.
“i miss you Greg,” i said slowly while he sighed.
“so are you here to also warn me to stay away from Starr. Sarah i just couldn’t get you, why are you doing all these to the extent of confronting Starr. You better stop that fu-cking thing before you get me so angry,” he said a little bit pissed while i sighed. I can’t believe Greg is reacting this way all because of that girl!
“i respect the friendship we have but don’t make me angry Sarah because i might end up hurting you so badly that will make you hate me,” he said angrily while more tears flowed down my cheeks.
“do whatever you want Greg, if you like you can kill me because you’ve already hurt me so badly. Is this that difficult to love me again and now that am hoping things will work out well that Starr of a girl popped from nowhere and you got attracted to her,” i yelled in tears.
“Starr is just a friend so stop frustrating her life,” he yelled back.
“friend! isn’t it obvious that you like her already and that’s why you’re defending her even now. Greg what else did you want me to do? huh? i cried.
“just stay away from me, i guess that will help you a lot,” he said icily while i rushed out in tears. I wanted to tell him about what my mom did, i want to tell him everything i know but i don’t think he’s the Greg i once knew, i think he’s not even in the right position to know about this. I quickly drive off to the club to get myself drunk because am damn tired of everything.
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▪▪▪ “two more bottle of wine again,” i said blearily to the waiter! my head was so hot and all i wanted is to get drunk and forget about everything. Just then my phone rang and it a call from mother, i didn’t pick, immediately after her call dad called too but i didn’t pick up any of their calls. I just texted Tony where exactly i am.
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I was so lost in my thought when i felt a warms touch on my arm.
“thank goodness you texted me on time,” Tony said as he snatched the bottle of wine from my hand and pulled me up.
“is this how you want to end your life, dad was damn worried about you,” he scolded while i rolled my eyes.
“just be thankful i texted you.. i just want to be alone,” i said stubbornly then sat back but he quickly carried me in his arms then took me to his car parked outside.
“we are leaving now, stop acting so stupid,” he said while i rolled my eyes then sat down at the front set next to him.
“what about my Car?
“your driver will it take it home,” he said then start the engine.
“your mom was worried too that’s why she called dad and ask him to know if you’re with him,” he said.
“whatever!
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▪▪We arrived home and i saw dad, Mabel and grandma at the sitting room.
“your mom just left.. what the heck happen to you? dad asked as he stood up and hug-ged me.
“it really true dad. Princess is truly dead, you’ll not gonna find her because she’s dead a long time ago,” i found myself saying that in tears.
“what did you mean? dad asked.
“i don’t know dad but Princess will never come back,” i cried on his shoulder while Mom Mabel stood up.
“i guess you’re just drunk Sarah. Princess is still alive and i always feel it. Even if it will take a long time for me to find her i will surely keep on hoping. Am patient enough to wait for my daughter even if i will take forever am willing to do so,” she said sadly.
“i will just walk her to her room,” Tony said as he held my hand and we walked to my room.
▪ “what did you mean by Princess is dead for real? he asked.
“yes! i said then sat down on the bed.
“yes? is that all you could say?
“yes Tony. I don’t know why my world is crushing down on me, i still love Greg but he left me, he asked me to stay away from him,” i burst out in more tears.
“that’s how life can be atimes Sarah. I told you to moved on, because Greg doesn’t love you the way you want. Just try to forget him,” he said.
“it not so easy Tony.. i can’t do that because i love him so much, just try to understand me,”
“is that why you have to get yourself so drunk, it so dangerous out there by this time and anything bad can happen to you,”
“and that’s because i want to die,” i yelled in tears while Tony quickly hug-ged me.
“it okay Sarah, just always know that i care and please try to move on, i don’t like it whenever i see you getting hurt all because of Greg, try to show him you’re better off without him,” he cooed.
“i can’t do that because my heart won’t stop loving him,”
“then you don’t have to force yourself on him, just try to move on,” he said while i hug-ged him so tight.
“you need some rest,” he said when we disentangled from the hug.
“please stay with me Tony,” i pleaded while he sat back.
“as you wish,” he smiled then sat down beside me.
The next morning.▪▪✨
I wake up with a slight headache…
“sleepyhead.. good morning,” I heard Tony husky voice, he was standing close to my bed, holding a tray of breakfast.
“breakfast in bed! i just thought this will happy you happy,” he smiled while i rolled my eyes.
“am not hungry anyway thank you,” i mumbled then get up from bed.
“you were so drunk last night,” he stated then kept the tray on my table.
“i wasn’t drunk because i can vividly remember what happen yesterdays night,” i snorted.
“what happen? is this about Greg or Princess and is that even enough reason for you to get so drunk like that,”
“stop exaggerating things like that, if i was drunk i wouldn’t have texted you the club i was and then no one will know about my whereabout,” i rolled my eyes.
“okay, stop being too secretive. What actually happen?
“i don’t wanna talk about it and even if i want to tell someone about it, not to someone like you,” i said rudely then walked out of the room. I went downstairs ready to leave already because i needed to see my mom.
“you’re awake Sarah! hope you’ve eaten your breakfast? Mom Mabel asked.
“she haven’t she just so stubborn,” Tony said as he walked up to us while i felt like squeezing his mouth.
” i have to go home now,!
“now! but why? dad asked.
“I have something urgent to attend to,” i said then turn to leave.
“but Sarah.. what did you mean by what you said yesterday? did you know anything about Princess now, you said she’s death for real? mom Mabel asked while i stood speechless.
“Sarah is just so drunk last night, so you don’t have to get bothered with what she said,” dad said while i smiled.
“but Sarah…? did you know anything about your sister? from the look of things yesterday it like you know a little about her disappearance? he asked. How can i tell them that is my mom? Dad doesn’t even like my mom and this will be so easy for him to sent her to prison, how can i even tell them this.?
“no dad, but i promise to tell you anything i know,” i smiled.
“you don’t have to hurt yourself this much Sarah. Whether Princess is still alive or not i know wherever she is, she wants to see you happy. So please stay happy for her.. okay? he said while i nodded then hug-ged him.
“thank you dad, i have to go,” i whisper, my eyes were already clouded up with tears.
“i will just drive you home, if you want to,” Tony said.
“okay, thanks,” i smiled while we walked out together.
▪▪▪The drive was quiet long and i was quiet throu-ghout, so lost in my thoughts.
“Hey why are you so quiet? he asked.
“oh! you want me to shout?
“oh please! stop acting this way. What’s actually wrong with you?
” okay! it simple. is it that difficult for Greg to love me..?
“still about Greg? he sighed.
“Yes, and you know what am not gonna give up until i have what’s mine. I just hate that stupid girl Starr, she keep on being so close to him, why do i have a feeling Greg like her!
“Starr! That my friend you know so please don’t include her in this and mind you Starr has a boyfriend already so why are you only worried about her being close to Greg, don’t be too paranoid!
“now you’re still defending her,” i yelled at him.
“yes and that’s because she has a good heart,” he said while i sighed.
“whatever Tony,” i said angrily.
We arrived home and i quickly get down from the car.
“can i at least go in and see your mom? he asked.
“no you can’t, just go home,” i said then rushed in. I walked inside the house and saw mom already dressed to go out.
“Sarah.. what happen? where were you last night?
“i went for clubbing mom, i just want to cool my head. Am perfectly fine now,” i smiled then hurried to my room and locked to the door. I wanted to confront her but i just couldn’t because i felt so weak. I quickly removed all the photos of Princess i have and kept them in one of my old box. My eyes were fixed at the last photos we took during her tenth birthday before she was kidnapped. I couldn’t help but to cry even more because mom was so wicked to have do this to her.
“am sorry Princess, please forgive me for having such a bad mother and also forgive my mom. I guess the only thing i can do is to expose my mom and tell dad everything i know but it not easy, just give me the strength to do this..please,” i cried staring closely at our picture together, we looked so happy back then.
▪Starr’s pov▪▪
“so Starr how did you intend to know about your real parents if you didn’t tell anyone, i mean why aren’t you telling your friends the truth,” Nica asked while i rolled my eyes.
“you’re my friend and you about that already!
“yes but that’s because we’ve know each other for so long. You said Dr. Greg really looked surprise to see you with that necklace,” she squeaked.
“i know Nica, i just don’t want to bother him again, he has done enough already and beside you know how Kendrick will react, he don’t actually like the doctor and haven’t i told you about the lady who confronted me. I just don’t want to get into more troubles,” i said while she sighed.
“but if he’s willing to help why not let him do that, i know Kendrick will understand,” she smiled.
“okay Nica, if you say so! i have to go now am already late for work,” i said checking my time
▪▪Sarah’s POV?
I slowly open my eyes and found myself sleeping on the floor with Princess photo beside me, i check the time and notice it 3pm. Oh my! did i slept this much. I picked up my phone and notice one missed call from Greg- why is he even calling me- i thought he said i should stay way from him.
“open the door Sarah, am home,” i heard mom voice while i sluggishly went and open the door.
“why is your room so messed up like this,” she asked staring the pictures i kept on the floor.
“it about Princess!
“Princess again!, she rolled her eyes while i nodded.
“i know the whole truth mother and i won’t play nice with you because Max told me everything, you ordered him to kill my sister! how you be heartless mother. I thought you weren’t capable of killing anyone,” i yelled at her while she stood shocked to hear me say that.
“i regret having you as a mother because you’re a worthless mother, so selfish and evil. I will get justice for my sister and i will tell dad you’re the mastermind behind all this. I will expose all your wrong doings because i don’t freaky care if your my mother,” i yelled in tears while i felt a heavy slapped on my face.
“don’t you ever say all those hurtful words to me, you think am wicked then let me show you how wicked your mother can be,” she yelled angrily, she slapped again then push me down, hitting my head on the table.
“the same way i kill Princess i won’t also hesitate to kill you that way and who even told you am the one who killed her? she yelled.
“Max told me that.. you’re such a horrible mother,” i yelled in tears.
“look Sarah i wasn’t the one who killed your sister.
It Amelia, it your grandmother, it Edward’s mom who was the mastermind behind this… she said while i was shocked to hear that, now the truth is gradually revealing itself.
“but you knew this all this while??
“yes, but that’s his mother’s decision and it was also his mother’s decision i drugged him so he could sleep with me. Sarah you were just a mistake of the past and of my foolish act! that’s why Edward never really like you, he loved Princess more than you. Amelia was the mastermind behind all this misfortune,” she yelled making me cry the more- what she said really hurt!
“so Sarah don’t play the good girl here because i was just desperate for Edward love back then just they were you are desperate to have Greg. I would have ab-ort you if i like but i just decide to keep you so i could get close to Edward once he knows he has a daughter with me. So you should be thankful to me and not accuse me of killing someone who’s already death time ago,” she yelled then walked out of my room angrily. Tears kept flowing down my cheeks as i recalled all the hurtful word she said to me, what type of mother she is- she isn’t feeling remorseful for what she did. i kept crying bitterly- my phone rang and the caller was Greg, i hesitate before picking up.
“Sarah,” he called while i kept crying.
“i thought you wanted me to stay away from me, so why’re you calling? i yelled in tears.
“are you crying!, what’s happening?
“just stay away from me Greg, i just want to die, i want to kill myself,” i cried.
“am coming right away Sarah, where are you? he asked sounding worried.
“am at my mom’s mansion and don’t even try to come,” i yelled the hanged up, he called again but i didn’t pick up.
▪A Lady walked in to Kendrick’s room as she dropped some pictures on the table for him.
“see it for yourself,” she smiled seductively. Kendrick picked the pictures and looked at him with so much anger in his eyes.
“you see, i told you Starr is just playing with your emotions. Do you really think she will choose you over those rich men chasing after her, you have nothing Kendrick and that’s explains why she didn’t accept your proposal, secondly she didn’t want you to have access to her body because she didn’t love you enough,” the lady said while Kendrick frown.
“no Starr loves me, she’s just waiting for the right time and i don’t to rush her,” he said slowly while the lady laughed.
“wise up Ken.. if Starr loves you as she claimed then why would she denied you this,” they lady smiled as she start to undress in front of him.
“am sure you’re not gonna resist this,”
“just leave and why’re you doing this? i thought you’re someone i could trust,” he said.
“yes Kendrick, i love you and i don’t want you to go insane when Starr finally leaves you, i just want to give you what Starr have been starving you,” she smiled then moved closer to him ki-ssing him hungrily, he wanted to resist it but felt helpless. He suddenly ki-ssed her back then turned in a better position, he placed his hand around her wai-st as he took her in and slowly push her back to the bed making her mo-an softly, he straddled over her body and her hand tightened over his shoulder pulling him closer to her….
?Sarah’s POV ?
I was still crying in my room- i just want to die and join Princess wherever she is, am damn tired of this cruel world, an idea popped into my head and i quickly stood up and went to open the door, i bumped into Greg at the door! he really came.
“just leave Greg,” i said angrily as i turn to leave but he held me back and walked me to my room.
“am sorry for what i said to you Sarah, i just want to make thing up with you, you’re still that very special friend i don’t want to lose” he said slowly then stare at my room.
“is it about Princess again? he asked staring at her pictures on the floor.
“Greg, i was just a mistake you know. I was just a product of the mistake mom did years ago, i shouldn’t have been born after all! so it better i die because even my own mom never loved me,” i cried the more while he pulled me to his firm ch-est and hug-ged me tightly.
“no Sarah you’re just too bitter to see that. Please stop crying,” he cooed but i quickly disentangled from the hug.
“it’s not safe staying here with my mom, am leaving.. am going somewhere far,”
“to your dad? he asked.
“am not going to dad neither, i just want to leave,”
“am not gonna allow this Sarah, tell me what happen? he asked holding my two hands.
“no Greg, i told you not to come because i know you won’t help me in anyway, i just want to be alone,
“you want to be alone so you can succeed in killing yourself?
“then what did you want me to do? i said trying to hold back more tears.
“okay, am taking you to one of my mansion,” he said while i was surprise to hear him say that.
“to stay alone?
“no, to stay together with you if that will make you happy,” he said while i hug-ged him so tight.
“thank you Greg, thank you for coming back to me,” i sniffed…
tbc