IT WASN’T LUST
EPISODE 20
Written by Chidinma Ihemenandu
JOSY’S POV
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I was taking the orders of the customers sitting very close cheerfully to the last customers that I just served drinks few minutes back when I overheard their conversations, I was really pissed off, I felt like dying right there or that the ground should actually open and swallow me, I just felt worthless and like I’m been sting with the label ra-pe victim…. Oh my gosh I felt like everyone is looking at me and those that are laughing or smiling are actually mocking at me. The guy was so loud that every one can actually hear the conversations they are having about me…. I can’t take this anymore, I’m actually loosing my mind…
I was so lost in thought and very ashamed of myself, I was not even sure that I understand the orders that they placed for me to go get for them…. It took everything within my power to hold my self from crying.. I don’t understand human beings at all, the thought of men are so evil and wicked. I was here thinking of how to appreciate this guy for helping me and rescuing my life on that horrible night and hear he is thinking on how to ra-pe me a second time…. I was so hurt by what I heard him discuss about his friend and I don’t know if I will continue working here, yes I think that’s the option I have to quit this job so that this guy will never set his eyes on me ever again….. Dammit! His such a monster and not different from the guys that actually took advantage of me…..
I was soliloquizing, in fact I wasn’t thinking straight and oops! I pumped into someone…… I’m just a jerk…
I’m so sorry sir, I said trying to regain my balance, I’m so sorry sir, I picked up my server tray raised up my head and meet this same girl that has been blabbing on how to sleep with me…..
He’s handsome and charming, no doubt…. Smiling sheepishly and mischievously at me…. I understand every look in his eyes and even hated him the more……..
Hey pretty…. Is Okey, I’m equally sorry too, is my mistake though, I wasn’t actually looking… He said and tried to hold my hands but I adjusted from his touch…
Alright sir…. Thanks…. I said as I moved a step back from him….
Wait a minute miss…. He beckoned on me….
I stopped…. Took a de-ep breath, I think I have to be a little dramatic because I want to make a fool of this guy that think he knows it all
I signed and turned around… Yes please, do you need more drink sir? I said appearing as calm as possible……
Nope, not actually, he said smiling…. Eem! Actually I think you are looking very familiar eemmm! Can you spare me some time please.. He said with a very adorable Smile….
I’m sorry sir….. I’m very sorry sir, I’m very busy right now, I said and dashed out without looking back at him….
I feel very terrible looking at him or hearing his voice alone makes me feel like throwing up…..
His just a jerk right!!?
IT WASN’T LUST
EPISODE 21
Written by Chidinma Ihemenandu (Tonia Chy)
JOSY’S POV
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I did my best to avoid that pervert until I closed from work that day… All the events of that awful day kept replaying in my mind time after time, I feel very upset and dejected about my life… When I was actually trying to gather myself and life together and pick up the broken pieces of my shattered life, this wolf in sheep’s clothing reappeared to remind me of how I was molested and ra-ped…. I will burn that shirt once I got home, I swear, that guy himself is even worst than the rapist, his intentions are so evil and wicked, his such a lustful dog…….. I was saying all these with a heavy heart and cursing my Chi for bringing me into this wicked world of suffering and miseries…..
Hello! came a voice startling me from my thoughts…..
I didn’t answer until I felt a gentle touch on my shoulder
Hi pretty lady, I was searching for you all over inside I didn’t even realize when you left…. How are you doing and how was work today, hope not too stressful?….. He said revealing a white set of arranged teeth……
This guy is indeed very handsome, wait a minute, did I just said handsome? Nope that’s an understatement, he is very pretty like a she…. He looks rich and expensive and he smells really nice, and I can perceive a similar scent from the shirt he gave me months back after his rescue mission on that dreadful night… All thanks to him though… I looked up at him and saw lustful desires in his eyes, I just greeted him and concentrate on the cab I was waiting for….
Eemmm! I’m really sorry for trying to stalk you or stalking you rather, the fact is that you really looked so familiar with a girl I met some months ago……
Here he goes again… … Can you please stop stalking me, I don’t know you and we haven’t met before….
Hey! Hey!! Pretty, I understand your pains and resentments about boys, please calm down am not like all other boys…. Honestly you looks so much like a girl I rescued…..
He was still talking and miraculously a cab approaches, I waved it down and entered without saying a word to him……
While in the cab, I was so mad at myself, the world and the people that generally lives in it….. This is a guy that saved my life and I have always dreamt of paying him back with so much appreciations and gratitude now here he is trying to make me pay him with evil.. Well I only have one option left, and that is to quit my job because I wouldn’t want this guy to find out that I’m actually the ra-ped girl whom he rescued two months ago.
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