In opened the first page the introduction.
It’s a new diary just one month old seems her old diary got filed up.
I tried opening the next page when my phone rang , I dropped the diary and rushed outside with my phone.
Someone was calling and it was Daniella
I picked up the call
” Ryan I am in Africa”, she said
” omg did they finally accept you “, I asked her.
” yes , my dreams came through and my skills will cover all the bill boards.”, she said
” congrats”, I said
” I have a little problem with lodging. so can I stay with you its only for one night..
” yes sure , why not, my nurse just moved .”, I said
” ok sure .
I dropped the call.
We sat facing lunch at my new friends place food was already set.
“Liam don’t worry I know u don’t eat out so u can drink wine ,ur best brand is here.”, mr Hitler said
” miss clara eat too “, he said
” oh thank you but am full”, Clara replied.
” ok guys just enjoy the wine “, he said.
I opened my wine. I poured for both myself and Clara
She took a glass from me . I sipped my drink .
” so how is bisiness.?.
” business is fine .
Clara lifted her glass and
What’s she doing .She filled a glass of water and lifted it to my face.
I took it and drank
” the content is not good for your health Liam … “, she said opening the next drink.
I dont know what she is doing but I trust her.
She poured a glass for both of us.Mr Hitler looked at his assistant.
Minutes later we went to the field for sight seeing.this sight is the main reason why I built this place.
Both of us walked into the middle of nowere , we climbed some mountains and rocks … then we climbed stairs
Thats when I met beauty as I looked down from that high place it was so pretty and deep.
it was an open cave outlet that let out blue beautiful water . Many pretty flowers and animals.what a sight.
” why did u buy this ?.
” he wanted to build a hotel here .he wanted to ruin this beauty.and kill this animals.so I met govermment and took it from him…
” thank you for saving them .”, I said.
I really love this sight I enjoyed
Minutes later we waved at Mr hitler and rushed out .
We got to the car and the driver took off.
” so why did you pour my drink. He asked
” it was poisoned “, I replied
He chucked softly and picked his phone I wonder who
Minutes later we arrived at the restaurant . I sat down and he sat too.
The whole place was cleared out it was only the both of us but one empty chair was there.
The waiters already served us like they knew what we wanted.
I looked at the empty chair and tapped him.
” but who are we expecting “, I asked.
” someone you want to see so badly “, he replied.
Just then i heard shouts outside, everybody screamed I wanted to see for myself but Liam took my hands.
” the reason for the screams is coming “, he said.
I sat back… I wonder what’s going on. Just then like 10 security guards walked into the restaurant , two opened the door for someone.he cat walked in with his hands hands on his face like he was tired … I looked at the fingers he wore 3 pure gold rings .
People crowded at the window of the restaurant flashing cameras.
Some people tried forcing themselves in but security tightened .I wonder who he is.
He wore a white track suite.it’s obvious the top is more like a sweater.it looked simple but obviously expensive…he wore a white slipper but the surface and the under was stonned with diamonds …
His figure was Just too hot like my Ryan or even hotter .is he a model.hes tummy was so behind him.
He held two phone the first one had a casing made out of pure silver.
He wore a watch , a gold watch. He had amazing long hair ..tick black and straight.
He is so tall but looks soft hes skin is so eatable and spot less .
Cloud it be who I think.
Just then he removed his hands from his face and waved at the crowd outside …… God Danny hoffman
I smiled widely and he waved at Me from the distance.
He is so cute oh my God.
He walked down to us and sat down …I almost fainted. I looked at him like a movie he’s guards sorrounded him like gold
He dropped his phone on the table.
” liam , I came at least you won’t kill Me now”, he said smiling.
Liam shook hands with him.
Omg I melted.
He rolled his eye at Me.
” oppaaaaaaa !!!!!! ” , I shouted
” I love you so much you are my crush your songs ,movies everything you are so amazing.
” thank you Clara.
” omg you know my name.”, I screamed again ” he knows my name !!!!.
Liam chucked softly.
” well Liam told me dear “,he said.
I looked at liam
” Clara u wanted to see him so badly well here he is eat him up.”, Liam said.
Danny smiled and picked his phone.seems he is addicted to texting
Camera’s flashed in through the glass .
” oppa can I have a hug and a picture?.
” why not.
He stood up and he’s guards shifted .. i stood beside him and liam took a picture .just then he hugged me and kissed my cheek. I almost fainted but he caught me smiling.
He sat down and I just kept staring at him …. Liam smiled at me.
” actually I will just eat , u both are on a date I am the third wheel “, Liam said.
I cant stop looking at his face.he’s eye is just so blue…he’s lips pure pink.he’s lashes are so long.when he smiles he’s gap teeth gets obvious.he moved his hair with his hand and he’s diamond ear ring sparkled.
Omg are you human too.he’s eye brow is so right like he made up.he’s eye seductive…..he’s nose accurate, lis lips are naturally well shaped so hot. his face was set by God himself I swear.
I was carried away looking at my crush I didn’t know when he poured me a glass of wine .
” hey cutie , what will you eat ? He asked me.
Omg Danny Hoffman wants to feed me this is a dream come true
” oh anything “, I said.
He served me and pushed the plate to me.
” you remind me of my fiancee Clara , Celine was busy she couldn’t come “, he said .
I smiled widely again.
” thank you .
” Clara ur picture just hit 5 million likes you are now a star. Liam said .
I smiled widely .
” oppaaa give me your real number “,I said smiling
” of course Hon”, he replied and gave me his card.
I smiled happily ..this is the best dinner ever.
” so how is business Liam ?.”,Danny said
” everything Is fine , its all good “, Liam replied.
Danny smiled and placed another fish in my plate.
He gave me water.
” don’t choke.”,He said .
I nodded smiling.
Just then his phone sparked. He picked it up.with his hand where he wore 3 rings .
” liam I need to go a mob is coming here .”, Danny said
” true, a crowd of 500 people are coming here. Liam said.
His guard tapped Danny
” sir we need to leave.U can’t be in public places
” too bad sweetheart our dinner was cut short. “, he Said as be kissed my cheek. I smiled.
” bye liam, we will talk.
” all right Danny thanks again.
Danny stood up and walked out he packed his hair as he walked . The crowd rushed him . His guards covered him again.
I finally turned to Liam
” thank you “, I said to Liam.
He smiled .
” thank you too, Liam replied .
I am so happy.
We where finally done eating we started gisting our whiles away.
I finally opened up the diary .
The first thing i saw was what she wrote in the first chapter.
YES I AM STILL A VIRGIN SLAP ME. AM 21 … AHHHH MUM IS RIGHT I MIGHT DIE A VIRGIN.
ALL THE GUYS CLARA SET ME UP WITH ARE BELOW MY STANDARDS BUT ONLY TONY WAS MANAGEABLE.I STILL CANT DATE HIM.
WHATS WROMG WITH ME.
EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IS JUST A VIRGIN… NO MAN EVER TOUCHED MY HAND BEFORE NOT TO TALK OF SEING ME NAKED.
I AM SCARED I DONT WANNA GET ENTANGLED TO THE WRONG PERSON.I BETTER STAY LIKE THIS.BUT I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I CAN CONTROL THE DESIRES.
Wait what. Clara is still virgin, I mean her date with Tony was just ………….
Oh no what is going on. She planned to sleep with Liam but why make such huge sacrifice.
I dropped the file and rushed out I need to get Clara back before she does something she would regret.
I got out when daniella called .
” hello ?.
” ok Ryan I arrived.
” ok I will pick u.
Oh no I can’t keep Ella waiting she will get stranded .Clara will sleep with Liam tomorrow so I still have time…
I drove off to pick ella.
It’s been long we came back I changed in my room after showering..I wore a white long sleep gown cos I feel cold.I zipped it behind.
I miss Ryan I have been missing him all day.all this luxuries didn’t stop me from missing him.at least now Liam already signed two documents it remains only tomorow.
Just then I heard a knocks I opened up it was him.. he walked in and locked the door
I sat down on the bed he lay back on my pillow.
I wonder why
” i like you alot Clara .
” oh thanks”,.I Said quietly .
He stood up and placed his hands on my shoulders from behind.my breathing hanged . Those he want me this night.just before he signs the last file.
he gently kissed the back of my neck. Then he kissed the sides of my neck making me feel desires I Dont want.He fetheared his lips through my ear. I was just quiet in thoughts…
Until i felt his hands on my zip.I gently turned to look at him
” can I ?”, he asked without zipping down.
I have no choice if that’s what he wants.I just need this contract completed so I can go back to Ryan. After all he already created a stupid need in me…
If wishes were horses I need Ryan right now
I gently lifted my hair up so he could see the zip well.
He zipped it down and kissed my back as he brought down my hair from my hands and moved them to my shoulders…he feathered his lips down my neck and pulled down the gown gently…
As he parted the sides of my gown He brushed his hands through my bare back.I was already bra less.but the gown still covered my front until he turned my face and kissed me then he gently tried sliping it off totally when someone knocked.
He opened up. It was a female maid so I didn’t bother covering up myself
” sir I told him to wait but he just…..
“, before she could conclude sir Ryan rushed in.
He looked at liam for a while then he looked at me .I got embarrassed….. tears ran down my eye like it was my boyfriend that caught me in a wrong act. He ran his eye down my back then to my neck and my chest which the gown still partly covered .
He turned to Liam.
” liam if her body is really part of your criteria to invest then am sorry but her pride is not for sale. You can keep your own share of the files.We can’t contract.
He walked down to me and dragged me up from the bed. He gently slipped my hands back into the gown and zipped it up then he took my hands and dragged me out.i looked at liam for a while then I faced sir Ryan . We got to the car.
Just then he’s dad called.
” how are things son the money is needed urgently right now. things are moving fine right?, because tomorrow is the final day.
” dad why do you need this money so much.
” we can only withdraw to a particular amount from A.G.H.C untill u formalize ur engagement to Anna .
Unless I will do it myself at the law court tomorrow AND Anna Will sign while ur cousin stands as u wen u return the party will hold.
Oh no this is confusing.I am not ready for marriage yet. What do I do.if i tell him I lost the contract he will get angry at me and still formalize the marriage.
I looked at Clara .what do I do.
Just then a maid walked out and handed Clara a file. It was the 3files.it was signed.Clara smiled.He didnt make any offers.
” dad the contract was a success in two days.”, I said .
” I knew I could trust u my son i am indeed proud of you.
” I will send the files
” ok son
I dropped the call and turned to Clara.
a note came with the files.we both read.
You might not belive me but I signed the file before I made advances at you.your body was never the price.20 minutes ago I was just being a man who got attracted to a pretty girl who he thought wanted him too and I swear Clara if u said no I wouldn’t have moved on, that’s how much I respect and value you.thanks for saving my life .thanks for everything,thanks for teaching me where to throw money.I hope we do this again out of clean mind of friendship.my muse
Clara smiled and looked up at him in his window she waved at him.
well Am glad he signed all.
Am I not the luckiest girl I meet good guy’s everywhere I go.
Sir Ryan entered the car and I sat with him he drove off
” thank you Clara and sorry too”, he said and I smiled.
” oppa you are welcome.
” we have a visitor at home
” you will meet her .he said.
Minutes later we arrived home.
We both walked in and there she sat Daniella Grande.I got annoyed.
Oh no this girl is hotter now this is not how she was when I sent her here.what the fuck.
” hy clara “, I said.
I moved over to Ryan .
” is she the urgent meeting u left Me for?.
” yes she is.”, he said.
” come let’s go inside I have something for you.”, I said .
He turned to clara
” Clara go on in , u must be tired.
No ryan don’t go with her.send her out of your room please am jealous I won’t even sleep..
She’s looking so seductive.what If she seduces him into sleeping with her.
I feel bad I am not happy.I walked into my rooom and lay on my bed.thank God I already bathed.
Sir Ryan dressing me up made me wish he was the one removing my cloths but right now in the next few minutes he might be removing Daniellas cloths..she was in a relationship with him before after all.
I forced myself to sleep after I wore my night gown.
” Daniella are u comfy “, I would have lodged u but I didn’t know Clara will come back. He said
” Ryan come on, we spent years living together In a house , sleeping in same bed and doing many other things too. “, I said
” well something’s changed he said.
He removed his shirt and rushed into his shower.
He came out from the dressing room door .He wore a black t shirt and white shorts.
He lay beside me by the bed and arranged his pillow.
What no I want him to make love to me that’s even why I came, I could have lodged but I missed him.
I turned to him and looked at him at the pillow. Where he lay with his eyes closed. I gently removed the jacket of my short singlet hand red night gown. I dropped it my seductive shoulders and attractive hair fell freely down my chest. My firm breast and attractive nipple was visible through the transparent gown. Back then this was his favourite gown.
I gently moved my hair and it touched him he opened his eye and saw me so close to him as I lay my head on my Palm and stared at him… I caught him he’s eye ran down my chest and carefully collected my shoulders… He looked at my slightly exposed breast with desires. He couldn’t help himself. It’s been long Ryan had been with a woman.waiting for Anna was something he did without cheating.. it was long when he played women . He changed a little for me cos i didnt give him space to cheat.but he changed completely for anna.
He stared at me and closed his eye……
I slowly slipped my hands into his singlet and brushed it up from his belt line to his chest then I kissed his lips passionately as I brushed my fingers round his body. He kissed me back for a while then he gently withdrew.
” daniella stop , this is wrong, Anna is your sister.He said while trying to control his eye which kept going to my chest.He was once my mine I know exactly how to get him helpless.
I gently ran my lips down his neck.then I moaned out whispers.
“Ryan you want me too, stop holding yourself. “, I said this as I deeped my fingers into his shorts gently.
He moaned, he was already getting hard on.
” daniella please just stop I beg you.”, he said as he forced out my fingers
” but I want you.I whispered into his lips.
He finally stood up and moved his hair back .
“I am going out we can’t stay together”, he said
” so u won’t lose your control ?.
” daniella I was wrong to think that we can be normal friends but it can’t work because u haven’t gotten over me yet.he said
” where will u go , ok I will stop , u can’t sleep in the couch u have cold.
” I will just stay with someone else.
” u PREFER TO stay with her , is she not a woman , can’t she so what I just did. I Said.
” you are my ex , she is just a nurse. And we are both used to sleeping in a room , I know u hate her already and u won’t stay in her room so just stay here and let me be.”, He said
Before I could say one word Ryan rushed out.
Omg I hope I didn’t arouse him that bad or else he might give what i desire for to that other girl.
After all they had been together , her seduction will be very strong.and she Is very hot too and it seems ryan likes her .even the way he looks at her its romantic…the way he left me at the park today with only the house Address just to go pick her up is very suspicious.
What I had been imagining of sir Ryan and Daniella had chased sleep from me.oh God please I want Ryan to leave that room before I die of jealousy.
Just then someone knocked I opened up it was him .I smiled in my heart.
” I there space for a friend”, he said.
I smiled and opened the door..
Maybe Daniela tried seducing him am glad he didnt fall.
I lay on my white pillow facing the sky .
He did the same.
The air changed , the air between us got tighter.filled with more of romance and desires.
I can’t even look at him can we really stay together.
I spoke up.
” sir am.glad u saved me today.”, I said he turned to look at me as I lay on the pillow my hair fell freely backward
He looked in my face he’s eyes ran down my neck then they centered on my lips.
whats going on he Is looking at me with desire that’s unlike him .I hope he doesn’t try anything because he is one man I can’t resist. We will both make a mistake this night.
I rolled my eye up to his eye and he gently started moving closer to my lips.. I too moved closer to his lips as I looked at them with desire.
What are we doing.finally he kissed me and I instantly closed my eye as I deepened that kiss…
this kiss was hotter than The first one I stole from him as we both opened our mouth and our tongues met.
feels good … sir Ryan kept deepening the kiss with his hands on my tummy.
Clara what are you doing ….
just then he unlocked his lips but why I didn’t want him to stop.
just then I felt his hands deep into my thigh I shivered ….feels somehow sweet..
he kisses me neck deliciously as he brushed his fingers upward from my hip raising my gown at the same time .
What are we doing. Ryan what are u doing.
I am lost I can’t control myself.. it’s just too sweet ….. all my imaginations and day dreams is happening…..
sir Ryan is holding me , me Clara!!
but I think we are doing the right thing at the wrong time. what am I to him….
what if its just sex after tonight what will I do .
he’s still dating Anna so who am I to him and will giving him myself make a difference.
I have the right thoughts but my hands are going wrong as I already wrapped my innocent hands round him….
Just before the gown could come down someone knocked .thank God .it must be Daniella.
Sir ryan stopped , he moved his hands from me.
The person knocking left the door I saw her shadow move away.
We both looked at each other with no words.we were speechless.I gently covered my chest well I feel so embarrassed
” Clara am so sorry , am really sorry, am sorry pls , I don’t what came over Me. I know we stayed together before, I know u trust me more than this but I am really sorry I dont normally do this .
” am sorry too I couldnt control myself , I couldnt stop u.i was carried away, we almost had sex if daniella hadnt knocked .”, he said
” its not your fault , we both got got carried away so don’t blame yourself, I am all right .
” what’s going on “, he Said
I finally called Ryan’s room for ella to tell us why she came.
Ryan took the phone.
” tell me ella.
” dont worry I will sleep with Clara so come here.
He stood up
” uhm Ella will stay here.
” oh ok .
He opened the door .I lay on the bed quietly as sir Ryan walked out Daniella walked in.
She locked the door behind her
” what were u both doing?.
” nothing we were just sleeping.
” how come the bed is so unkempt
She sat beside me.
” are u having an affair with Ryan ? She asked angrily
” no I am not.
” better not becsuse u don’t know how possessive his girlfriend can be.
” nothing is going on btw us .
“Good so piece of advice ryan can never like u , I see desire in ur eye u want him so badly He belongs to Anna but not for long.better stay away , I will fight mercilessly for Ryan. Leave the fight for I and Anna ,you are too small to drag a man with me.
She lay down and I Lay back with my eyes open , i kept savoring my moment with ryan.
I smiled and touched my breast . my breast is no longer a virgin….. I ran my fingers down my thigh then I wrapped my hands round my tummy .
I just touched everywhere Ryan touched I can’t believe he held me like that
sweet, little by little cute guys sre spoiling me…..
Could i be in love with Clara ?
Could i have feelings for her.
I hadn’t felt like this for years.
..all I know how to do recently Is think about her.
I am making a mistake ….
..I stupidly let myself fall in love with Clara .what can I do now
.I need to control this emotion …I need to stop this before it grows…. falling for Clara now is wrong.
What will I do now.
I fell to sleep.
early the next morning
Daniella already left.
I don’t even know how to face Clara right now.I don’t know how to define my emotions.
Finally Clara walked out of her room she caught me staring at her room door.
” good morning “, she said as she tucked her behind her ear.
” oh morning I replied.we both rushed our different ways.
We sat facing the table .the cook is delaying.
” so how was your night clara
” oh it was fine , it was nice
” Oh ok.
The air between us just got weird the cook served food we both rushed our fork just then he’s phone rang it was Anna.
He picked and all I heard after a while was
” am dropping the call “, he said and dropped the call .
I wonder what she said but he can’t concentrate .he can’t even eat anymore.he keeps fightng his fork against the plate . What’s going on .
does she wanna break up.I don’t understand sir ryan why are you Sad .
.he finally threw his spoon to the ground .
She finally called him again.he picked the phone and walked away I ran after him after a while
.he locked his room door I placed my ears there.I need to find out what went wrong.
Anastasia calling me to tell me that she wants to stay with Tony.what nonsense .she want me to let her stay with her ex.even with what Ella tried last night.
I picked up
” won’t u drop ur rubbish habit Ryan.
” I drop the call when the caller says something useless.
” what is so wrong in staying with Tony.I told u about the security.
Ryan need i remind u that u are staying with a girl , a pretty one at that. Just two of u in a couple suite.but I trust you so am not bothered.
” the girl is not my ex girlfriend.Tony is your ex, u can’t and wont leave in his house.
” Tony was my best friend even before he became My boyfriend Ryan am just staying as friends why don’t u trust me
” ex boyfriend u say?.come on Anna u never really broke up with Tony. I kept quiet doesn’t mean I don’t know the truth.I just ignored u because I loved u .but I won’t tolerate this one.if u move in with Tony we are breaking up.
” ryan what do u mean I didn’t break up with Tony.what are you saying .
” come on Miss Grande, i sent u to go and break up tony because u just couldn’t do it over the phone. what did u do when u got there Anna, are u going to lie , i was the first person to cut u open just 10 minute after u left his house.
” Anna you made love to Tony that day why , u crushed my soul. Will you lie , was i the last man u slept ? .tell me if am wrong , was it me, was I the last person that made love to you ?.
” Ryan am sorry I promise u I later broke up with him , I only got carried away . away that sex it didn’t happen out of pleasure, it was pain and confusion..Ryan I love you.
” Anna its been 2 years , I knew for two years but I let go. I forgot it because I love u.
I didn’t question you neither did i ask about it but this is one of the reasons y I would never trust u having a normal friendship with Tony , u both never had a normal break up.u cant stay in his house.
” ryan I am really sorry for that , I really wanted to tell u after I got up from coma but i didn’t want to spoil things.
” Anna its ok ,its in the paste.
” Ryan I won’t go to tony.
I will be here, even if i get stabbed i will stay here.
if thats the only way u will finally trust me.we trust each other so much already, lets not let others ruin our trust….Ryan I trust u so Much u need to trust me back u need to trust me the same way I trust u.
” Its ok Anna.
I dropped the call. This call just spinned me back to order.Anna trusts me so much yet am falling in love with Clara,
I need to stop myself now I can’t love them both .I can’t repeat the same mistake Anna made.
maybe Clara likes someone somewhere whom she is keeping herself for.
This love game has to end.I need to stop loving Clara any way possible.
I need to control my emotions before they control me.
What I feel for Clara is wrong.
I called my secretary .
‘ tell me sir
” Annas nurse , Mrs delvaliers where is she.
” she travelled
” I need you to change Anna’s maid I dont trust Rita again.
” ok sir.
” Anna is scared and that’s not good for her health so tighten security for me.
” ok sir
” she won’t have steady guards , how many guards do she have
” 4 sir
” make it 15, her entrance door must be crowded for me.with guards.
” ok sir.
” always check up on her.her maid must be changed everyday she won’t have a persistent maid .there must different maids for different days as well as her guard.
New and refreshed guards must be replaced every two days.
” yes sir. I will do it all right away.
” get closer to her I need the name of the real person behind her recent fear.
” ok sir.
” where is she now.
” well sir Tony just went to pick her from her morning exercise.
” how many guards watch her work out
” 2 ”
” make it 6. Protect her like gold, her strand of hair can’t get hurt.
” sure thing sir .
Fear is wrong.Fear is not a very good feeling.it can kill