I ran out and continued dinner immediately sir Ryan dropped Anna’s call. Wow Anna really did something so careless.
⏰2 days later ⏰
Isn’t it painful after that call with Anna that day sir Ryan changed towards me , he kept pushing me to the corner I didn’t un-derstand why.
He treated me just the way he treated me when we first lived together.
He s£nds me out of his surgery.
He started treating me like dirt.
I finished my meal.and walked into my room. we have work to do at the hospital..
Soon I was done bathing I dressed up and rushed out sir ryan entered his car and I sat with him.
he drove off quietly.he started ignoring me again.
I won’t confront you Ryan am just bothered about your health u have not been following your drugs.
” Clara are you strong
” you kept wra-pping your hands on your tummy yesterday
” no its nothing just normal tummy pains
” take care of yourself , you can’t fall sick …I nee…the hosoital needs you.
” ok sir.
too bad we are not friends anymore ,Ryan I miss you.
U fought with Anna and started avoiding me.
we arrived at the hospital Samantha rushed out.
” ur in time I was just about to call u
” what’s wrong ?.
” patient number 15 ? She is having heart pain.
” but her record said she has br**st lump and that is what I am operating her for .
” sir am confused
” so which report are we following.
” sir maybe lets look for the lump in her br**st.
They both rushed in everything was set for surgery.
I checked the list for team 15 so I am in his team i rushed into surgery room surgery alre-ady started.
Samantha gave it to him .
I noticed him staring at me ,
” hook, sorry, i meant clamps!
” sure sir
” sharp toothed hook
” ok sir.
He took it and cut open again. he is doing this wrongly . He is cutting to de-ep.
He cant find the lump.
he’s just cutting carelessly and sighing , he won’t concentrate why .
Every b©dy looked at each other
” saw “, he said.
“Sir u are cutting too de-ep”, Samantha said.
” pls Clara go outside , may be get busy in the drug admin dep@rtment.
how is it my fault that you are failing surgery,why s£nd me out ,i really want to look at you every time,at home u rarely come out of your room I rarely see you nowadays.
i nodded and I rushed out..I wiped my tears I arrived at the drug admin dep@rtment, Louisa was there .
” Clara did he s£nd u out again
” it’s ok .
Just then a p@rticular drug was brou-ght in.
It was packaged expensively.
” what’s that”, I asked
” Important drugs imported by mr devantes .They are expensive .they will be s£nt to aghc soon .
” yes one of them cost like 500,000 thats y you and sir Ryan will take it home and Mr dervantes agent will come and pick it from the house for safety reasons .
“Ok now I un-derstand.
Just then I looked out the window I saw ryan step out
I ran to him.
“oppa….sir , how was it
” surgery was a success.
He walked past me , he opened the car door.
They packed the drug in the car.
Sir Ryan sat down and i sat beside him
we left ,I keep wondering if it is just the call with Anna We arrived home and I rushed into my roomI re-moved my cloths and l@yon the be-d .
I heard his loud coughs from the room sir Ryan is really abusing this drugs.
I am glad I woke up in time saamantha had been calling.I need to go to the hospital I rushed down and clara just opened her door.
She bowed .she wra-poed a big towel round her head her face looked dull. Is she sick
” are u ok clara
” yes its its just normal sickness.
” ok since u are home no need telling the cook about the drugs , soon the agent will come give the drugs to him but first count them out and write the figure.
” oh ok “,she said.
She keeps wra-pping her hands round her tummy it could be her period, I need to get back as soon as possible so I can check up on her.
I looked at the table oh So that’s where I forgot my drugs .
I took a single tablet when Samantha texted me. I dropped it on the counter and rushed out.
She said my patient died .
I rushed into my car oh God pls.
I started coughing again , why am I coughing out blood.
Well if I get to the clinic I will check if they have my drug there .
I feel week but I still have to do what Ryan told me I brou-ght out all the drugs and counted them it was 82.
I wrote it down and carefully arranged the drugs and packed up everything I saw on the table into the the drug carton then I carefully locked it well I dropped it close to the suite door closer for the agent to locate . I walked back into my room and I l@ydown then I wra-pped my hands around my tummy..
I arrived at the hospital in my fear of loosing a patient but Samantha rushed out after me
” am really sorry sir I wanted to text the next Ryan in the drug admin dep@rtment I didn’t know it was you.it wasn’t your patient who died.
I rushed back into my car I need to go home so I can check on Clara..secondly I need my drugs
In heard car horns it was the agent so I opened the door and he carried the drugs .wow his car Is pretty.
I watched him enter his car.just then I saw sir Ryan coming in.I left the door open the man alre-ady took off.
Sir Ryan walked in and coughed again he held his heart then he rushed to the table.
” Clara did you see my drugs i saw it here this morning.
He started coughing again
He shouted and fell to the chair.
” Aaaaaaaarrrrggghhhh!!!!, it pains “, blood streamed down from his nose.
” Clara check un-der the table for my drugs .
I ran un-der the table.
Omg I think I gave it to that agent . am dead ,i rushed to sir Ryan and be is no longer breathing well.
” sir Ryan , sir Ryan , are you ok.
I wiped the blood out what do i do.
My tummy still pains. I rushed out and ran after the van
.I borrowed a bike and ran after him…I rode so fast even with my tummy pain .just then I saw the man he actually even St©pped to talk to someone .
before I could get closer he moved off again I kept chasing behind him, I can’t possibly over take him he is fast ,I need to st©p this man at all costs .
I rode very quic-kly and tried over taking him he got shocked and took a wrong turn he almost hit me but he didnt , I fell out of the bike because of shock
I hit my head in the road blocks
I finally strugged to the counter and took the tablet I left there
The pain St©pped, the bleeding seized .
I got so scared so now where is Clara
She is not even feeling fine.
This girl looks baldy hurt I carried her up and tried rushing her into the car but she started beating me instead.
“Give me sir Ryans drug “, she said g@sping for air
” sir Ryan is dying , give me .
She jumped down from me and opened my booth
She searched for the drugs until she found it.
Her forehead was still bleeding.
” u need to visit the hospital girl.
” no I must give this to Ryan.
She entered the bike and ride off.
I feel so much pain i wonder how sir ryan is just then sir Ryan pu-ll-ed over .
I saw his car he c@m£ down I st©pped driving my bike .
He t©uçhed my first head
I gave Him the drug .
” are you crazy , why do you always do this ,won’t you st©p .u are always placing me before yourself now u almost killed urself Dont you know that someone might die if you get hurt .
he shouted at me .
” is it better if you get hurt Ryan
” clara st©p it , why do u do this , just tell me why you keep risking your life.
she c@m£ down from the bike and looked at me. she wiped her tears
” I love you , that is why i do all this ,
I am in love with u.
everything I did , i did because I love u.
I think about u all the time
I can’t breath , eat or dream without u
Yes Clara is in love with you.
The reason i take things personal is because I love you.
Then reason I would sleep with Liam to get a contract is because I love you.
The reason i entered fire for you is because I love you.
I love you so much that it pains me
I said it .
What are you going to do best surgeon.
“this Clumsy nurse is in love with you.
what is Clara saying
Clara ran off after she said this I knew it was pointless chasing after her cos right now she really needs to be alone.
I looked around the road for a while then I walked into my car.where ever she went to I am sure she will come back.
Clara had been in love with me all this while , why didn’t she say anything and I had been the biggest fool why didn’t I notice all of this ….
I drove off in a high speed and headed straight home …
☆☆ Claras p.o.v ☆☆
what did I do, sir Ryan just found me out its so embarr@ssing ……
I opened my purse and saw the card that woman gave me before …back In the drug administration dep@rtment.
I traced the address and took a cab to her house after all its useless I can’t possibly go back to Ryan. I can’t leave with Ryan again.
I am just too embarr@ssed.
the driver took off he was really fast soon I arrived at the street I followed the address to her house .
I knocked and she opened up.
” hy I was wondering if you still need a nurse for your baby
” oh Clara I alre-ady Got someone infact she took the baby out .
” oh ok “, i replied and walked away.
what do I do now . it’s alre-ady getting dark . I walked out to the streets its pretty exactly the same place I and sir Ryan sat that day .
I sat on the floor quietly and folded my legs together … sir Ryan what do I do now I told you how I feel about you .
I wra-pped my hands round my leg abd sat there quietly ….. I dont know what’s next.
♡♡Ryan’s p.o.v ♡♡
Clara is not yet back ..what’s going on where did she run too. i entered my car and took off soon I arrived at the junction she left from .
I switched on my tracker thank God her phone is on.
I tracked her down with the GPS in my phone ……
finally the tracker st©pped working I drove down and there she sat quietly on the road near the food seller.
must Clara always be a character.
she helped the woman organise her plate and the woman’s kids played around with her .
I watched her queitly then I finally walked out of the car.
☆☆ Clara p.o.v ☆☆
oh its sir Ryan what is he doing Here ..I separated myself from the kids whom there mum was selling near by ..
I stood up and he walked down to me.
” hey miss “, he said..
i gently bowed
” if you run away because you fell for me then maybe I should run too cos I am in love with you.
” do you know why I chased you out of surgery ….. that’s because you distract me. I love you so much that you distract me.
what is he saying.
” do you know why I avoided you ….I avoided you because I wanted to st©p loving you ..I wanted to st©p this feeling.
but what are we going to do because this surgeon can’t breath without you.
” what” i love you Clara ….I love you too.
yes that’s my name , i am Anna’s Maid for today.I went to get her somethings while she bathed I opened the door and walked into her room… sometimes I forget Anna’s house is a hospital.it’s really pretty.makes me think of being in coma …she was done bathing I watched her carefully from behind… she must be really fashionable she has a tattoo behind her w@!st… she applied her cream…. she wore a silver chain on her w@!st and only a red P@nt her figure is really drop dead gorgeous.her hair fell below her bu-tt she just packed it up.
she finally spoke up.I didn’t know she saw me
” are u going to keep checking me out.
” madam you are too h0t “,i gave her a thumb up.
she smiled and wore her shorts.then she wore a white ti-ght singlet firstname.lastname@example.org br**st is pretty compared to mine I h@rdly go email@example.com b©yfri£ndmust be really lucky.she walked down and picked her phone she smiled.I dropped the stuffs on ‘the cupboard.and walked behind her.
” check out this couch”, Anna said
” it’s pretty
” my fiancee, I want to change our house’s decoration that’s the new couch and this will be our new room paint and design.
” it’s really cl@ssy madam
” is it “, she dropped her phone just then someone walked in it was her friend maybel.I walked out and maybel sat down
* Anna’s p.o.v*
my second bestie,my first bestie traveled. she sat facing me smiling.
” anna am glad you are all right
” thanks how was your trip
” awesome ,woow u look more beautiful
” shut it
” I saw the changes in the hospital…wow you are really doing a great work.
” yes… I really want to change a lot of things.
” it’s good
” how Is our sweet heart
” Ryan traveled
” Ryan must really miss you , he has not held you for two years.
I wra-pped my hands round my b©dy “thats true …
” Ryan really loves you some other guy would have just been fooling around e.g. Nathan.
yes that’s her b©yfri£ndhe cheated de-eply
“I love Ryan too,he is the best thing that happened to me .but Ryan is changing, he is distant recently I feel him in my heart, ryan knows about that affair with Tony May.
” omg how did he find out .
” I dunno but I miss Ryan… whenever a p@rtner misses a p@rtner so much then something is not right
” which nurse did Ryan travel with
” Clara is not an issue may, i trust her
” don’t trust any woman with Ryan ,he is every woman’s dream, he has it all, your b©yfri£ndis too h0t and s£dûçt!velyhandsome…. think about it .what if Clara gets a crush on him and tries s£dûç!ng him .won’t he fall after all, he has desires too and …here you are.
could maybel be right.
” maybel that’s not true
” anna you need to visit Ryan , u guys deserve a one week vacation just the two of you ….this work your doing shouldn’t be your priority.ryan is ,two years is not two days
” you are right , i will look into it
” you should.
minutes later Mabel left.
breakfast was fun …thank God we took the day out.right now am in the shower sir ryan is re-ading at the study .I dried my b©dy and wore my white P@nt ..I love this P@nt ,my favourite.it has a pocket where I Always hid my mother’s Money.
I hanged my towel , seems i forgot the br@ in my room ..I always likes wearing them both in the bathroom all becsuse of Tyler the room sneaker.u never know when he is on your be-d.
I walked out while drying my hair with the hand towel and there l@yryan ,jesus!! , wait sir ryan is on my be-d . what!!
he turned to look at me I instantly wra-pped both hands on my che-st and turned my back ..
I heard him chuckle.arhhhh am too shy.I ran into the shower and locked the door.
” arrrgh what a crazy girl ,did she just run away….fine i will still wait lets see who gets tired first…..
after few minutes I knocked on the door
” miss , come out pls
” no did you see my br**st
” no I didn’t ,I swear.
but truthfully I did , beautiful.
” what about my P@nt
” no what is the colour ?.
She chuckled happily
” I am shy…
” should I hand you a cloth.
I went to her wardrobe and saw my favourite female singlet… it’s h0t … it’s best worn br@less and the hand lies throu-gh the n£¢k .the colour was black so I picked her white short to match. this outfit will totally flatter her figure.I handed the cloth to her.
she brou-ght out her hand.
” hey , are we clubbing
” no … pls just wear that
” um give me the white br@
“no don’t wear a br@
” ok 1 mimute.
I wore the singlet , Diana bought it.
I don’t really dress this h0t.
Ryan is right she doesn’t wear it with a br@ cos it has no hand …it’s pretty …made my br**st s£dûçt!veand h0t …. sides of my br**st were visible from the sides so I pu-ll-ed it up. arhhhh he is gonna see my ni**ple.I careful packed my hair behind me and wore the short … jeez its too short sides of my bu-tt is visible …ahhh must I looks this h0t.
I opened the door and walked out … am still shy .he was using his phone he just lifted his face and saw me .he looked down my shoulders then my tummy which the singlet didn’t cover well ..
” you look pretty.
I smiled as he dragged me down to the be-d . I sat down and he switched on the t.vI smiled as I sat between his legs.
” let’s Watch a movie “,he said.
I smiled and he played the movie.it feels sweet.he sli-pped his f!ngersinto my tummy from behind and just left it there with the remote.. just below my br**st. feels tingly cos he is tou-ching my br**st unconciously and its sweet ..
” I fell fully into his shoulders and turned my face to k!$$£d hisl-ips .he smiled against myl-ips and de-epened the k!ss..I ti-ght£ñed my grip that was when he raised his f!ngersfrom un-der my br**st and gently carresed my br**st ma-king the k!ssmore delicious….
he gently turned me over on the be-d and feathered hisl-ips down my ear to myl-ips…he k!$$£d my nose and then k!$$£d myl-ips de-eply our ton-gues met again.
ryan held me with so much p@ssion .
I felt hisl-ips pressing into mine and his f!ngerswondering round my b©dy .I just held him ti-ght ..I embr@ced his sweet t©uçh and k!sses . he k!$$£d my n£¢k deliciously down to my shoulder blades I smiled as I felt his f!ngersall over my br**st, his ton-gue c@m£ down my n£¢k so sweet.I pu-ll-ed out his singlet I just want to feel him all over me as he k!$$£d me de-eply ,his che-st was pressing on my br£@st so sweet. he li-cked me down the hollow of my throat I smiled deliciously this feels sweet …. I feel so needy of him. the need intensified as he ran his f!ngersfrom my leg down my th!gh.sir Ryan explored every p@rt of my b©dy in a h0t steam. bringing out all the desires I burried he pressed hisl-ips into mine again..I don’t want him to st©p k!ss!ngme. I opened up and let his ton-gue slide in… I used my sparkling eye to tell him what I wanted…. yes I want him to make love to me….. Diana can as well go to hell now. I lifted my singlet up and dropped it on the be-d side … I really need him. he ran his eye down my shoulders with plea-sure and desire. I smiled and dragged him down into my arms .he gently li-cked my n£¢k..now I fell my ni**ple ru-bbing on his che-st .. sweeter. i felt his ton-gue coming Down below me from my n£¢k bone ma-king me bur-st with desire but he suddenly st©pped. he looked at my face for a while ….. he doesnt un-derstand how much I need him, why did he st©p.
even myl-ips, my eye, my nose, even the way I moved myl-ips towards his was all filled with need ,I couldn’t resist it ..
my eye is enough weaken his defense.. he should make love to me alre-ady before I bur-st with need he moved into my b©dy and k!$$£d myl-ips slowly then he unlocked , I chased after hisl-ips to k!sshim but he moved back gently and spoke.
” Diana is right Clara, he lifted the blanket to my che-st and tried moving up .. I still dragged him down to me I want to look into his eyes while he speaks..
he c@m£ so close just like I wanted him, i was breathing halfly fumming with desire … I looked into hisl-ips with my innocent hands accross his face and hair need almost made me cry he spoke into myl-ips which were desperately moving close to his .
” Clara you are beautiful and your first night should be beautiful too. I re-ad your diary ..I know you are scared of entangling with the wrong person but why are you so sure of me?, what if I am that wrong person”…..
I ran my eye on hisl-ips and his face and tears streamed down my eye ..I love him so much it makes me cry.. myl-ips were still desperate over his.
” Clara I want to be the person u deserve , i want your first night to be beautiful with a man that is truly yours,someone who doesn’t hear I love you over the phone ,someone who has severed all ties, someone you can claim anywhere…that’s who I want to be before I take your vir-ginity away from you . so just give me time and pls continue being my half girlfriend.
I moved his hair back with my f!ngersand looked into his eye he nodded gently and finally k!$$£d my shiveringl-ips ma-king me melt beneath him…Ryan is my destiny….
I hvgged him ti-ght and he gently placed his head on my che-st.I t©uçhed his hair playfully…. it was all sweet ..the way Ryan explored my b©dy today…it was really sweet I need him to do it every day.I brushed my f!ngersdown into his back and t©uçhed his bu-tt smiling .I heard him chuckle …. my b©yfri£nd.
maybel alre-ady left , everything she said is true.tony walked in ,he locked the door behind him and sat beside me on the be-d,he t©uçhed my hands.
” anna am traveling , am glad you are strong.
” really were to
” I got a contract in an outside hospital..I will also learn more.
” you look beautiful
I t©uçhed my newly stretched hair and smiled
” thank you I said .he smiled and carresesd my hands with desire as he drew closer to myl-ips …and boom he k!$$£d me. while brushing his hands behind my hair… I k!$$£d him too I don’t even know why….Tony de-epened the k!ssand our ton-gues met ..s£nding back some memories to me. I remembered my call with Ryan and gently withdrew.
” I will get going”, he stood up I took his hands and rolled my eye up at him.
” be careful and safe Tony
” I will …bye
I nodded and Tony walked out.
I blacked out my mind fully …I will not think about what happened today…
I alre-ady dressed up and I and sir ryan rushed into the yard.
he said he wants to take me out I really wonder where too.we entered the car and soon we arrived at a five star restaurant but it was empty.
it was so colourful, i sat facing him and some men c@m£ to us and played the guitar and other instrument..they didn’t have to say any words only that sound melted my heart.
” Clara I love you , i really do .I don’t know what you may think of me but the only reality I know is that I love you .Clara I know that this is wrong .. I am still d@t!ngAnna ..I really want to just to be just normal friends until I break up with Anna but I can’t …I miss you so much.I want to hold you when I want .
I want to taste yourl-ips each time I can’t say the words I love you.I want to feel your b©dy against mine and I want you with me so badly that I might die so plea-se ….you might feel insulted ….but bear with me and don’t ever leave
” saran`heyo oppa!!!”, i said
(i love you too)
Clumsy nurse batch 14