“❤WORKING ?
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NANNY ?
?(The Ice Queen )?
BY: Worthy stories
Chapter fourteen ?️?️
I raise my eyes towards a silent Jayden. He isn’t moving or saying anything.
His eyes are closed and I can see tears dropping down to Leonardo’s body. I look down to the body but as every time I do, my heart skips and I feel it clench in pain.
I know people are around me but I can’t hear them. I’m sure Jayden can’t either.
I see some men try to pick Leo from Jayden’s arms but he still clings on him. “Leave him alone.
He’s supposed to wake up.” His li-ps say and for the first time, a tear falls down my left cheek.
The men say something but Jayden doesn’t let him go. Someone picks me up and hu-gs me. I don’t hu-g the person back but soon I hear a whimper from me.
Leonardo Williams is dead.
I hit the person’s che-st as I cry. How could I let this happen? My mission was to protect him.
A mission that I belittled. Leonardo is dead. I cry. The person hu-gs me saying words that I don’t un-derstand.
I stand in the person’s arms until I can hear everyone around and the sirens blaring. I move out of the person’s emBr@ce to find its a concerned Cole.
I turn to where Jayden was but I see him climb into the ambulance.
The ambulance starts immediately the door is shut but I remain in the same sp-ot. “It’s all my fault.
I was so fu-ck ing slow.” I say and I feel Cole move to my side and direct me to my car.
I sit and Cole walks to the driver’s seat. He sits for a while and doesn’t start the car.
“I’ve never seen you affected Jada. How did it come to this?” He asks but I don’t look towards him.
“I was supposed to protect him. I failed and he was so young and so talented.” I let out a shaky breath.
“I took your bag. It was lying next to you. We’re going to headquarters. Mike is waiting for us.” I shake my head no and I notice a slight headache form.
“No. I’ll go see Jayden. I have to go to the hospital.”
I say now feeling numb. Cole lets out a breath and mutters something un-der his breath that I don’t care to catch as he starts the car.
The drive takes about seven minutes to the hospital that Cole is sure that Leo and Jayden were taken to.
“I’ll wait here. Go in.” He says as soon as he parks the car and I give him a curt nod. I get out of the car and walk towards the hospital.
I see Jayden come out and I immediately walk to him. He looks like a mess. Not that I expected otherwise but he looks different.
“Jayd…” He lifts his palm to stop me and continues walking away. I follow him calling him once again. I want to tell him that… I actually don’t know but I have to say something.
I walk to him and stand infront of him.
“You were supposed to protect him. Why did you leave on Friday night when YOU should’ve been there?
I told you I would take care of Leo when I went there but YOU had to be the hero.” He says the word hero as if it’s something disgusting.
I don’t say anything because I know what he’s doing. Trying to blame the next thing. I was once there.
“I knew this plan would fail but you were so eager to do it. Do you see what happened?”
I don’t say anything and this makes him angrier. “I shouldn’t have listened to you. I shouldn’t have trusted you.
Look what it did. It costed my nephew’s life. You are toxic Jada or whatever you’re name is. Your secrets and different identities have caused this and I hate you.
I never want to see you again near me or my family.” He spits and walks bumping his shoulder with mine.
I think about his words. They aren’t true. I did everything I knew was right and that could save Leo.
Maybe I could’ve used a different strategy and tactic but I know I did whatever I could. I even went back to my past for them. He’s blaming me because he’s hurt. I’ll find Leo’s killer and I’ll torture them to death.
I look at my palms to see blood after digging my nails into them. I look towards where Jayden headed but I don’t see him and so I walk to my car where Cole is seated. I open the door and he looks up as I sit.
“Let’s go pick up your car then we’ll head to headquarters.” I say still numb.
Cole doesn’t say anything but starts the car and gets out of the driving lot in a few seconds.
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FBI headquarters ??
We walk into the FBI Headquarters and I walk straight to the conference room. Cole stops me and shows me my blonde wig. When did I take it off?
We don’t want raising questions now do we?” He asks with a soft smile and I take it. I look at the wig in conflict.
I change directions and walk to the bathroom and put it on. I look at myself and see everything perfect. If only my life could be that way too.
I get out of the bathroom and find Cole standing there.
“We’re pa-rtners, remember?” He asks but as usual I don’t say anything. He places a hand on my shoulder.
“Look Jada, I think I know what you might have decided and I’m here for you.” He pats my shoulder and for the first time tonight I let out a small smile.
“You are the best pa-rtner in this place. I respect that.” I say and his eyes widen in shock before he sm-irks but I start walking before he says anything.
We get into the large room to find everyone bored and impatient. “So, what did we miss?” I ask as I head to my seat.
“You look too proud for someone who failed a mission.” Mr douche says. Peter Billiard has always been against me and my failure is his victory. I’ll never un-derstand why.
“Let’s make sure the next mission goes to you then.” I mutter and Mike stands.
“Now that Jada and Cole are here, let’s start this.” He says making every conversation stop. He opens the file and looks at me for a few seconds.
“Jada, we found the bodies of the @$$@$$ins as you told Cole. Both belonged to ‘The Spiders’. The jackets and tattoos of webs on their biceps.
We have a new lead. The LAPD informed me that the spiders had been responsible of different deaths in LA.
They were tracked but they covered each of their tracks until they suddenly went MIA after the police found a leak.
Looks like they escaped to here.” Mike informs as he looks down at his file.
He places Leo’s page on the scanner and we look at it on the screen. It’s the same photo that I saw a week ago when I was @$$igned the task. It seems long ago.
I swallow ha-rd. The meeting continues for another hour until it’s time to leave. I look down at my badge until I hear Mike’s voice calling me. I look up and he gestures me to follow him.
I sit infront of his desk as he takes off his coat and hangs it on his chair then seats.
“I have a confession to make.” I say. Mike doesn’t say anything but nods encouragingly. I take in a de-ep breath.
“I got into the FBI with false identity. I know I’m supposed to be thrown into jail for that and lose my badge and I’m okay with that but first I have to catch Leo’s killers.
On my own. I’m quitting.” I put my badge on his desk. I take out my gun and also place it there then look up to see his face imp@$$ive.
“Oliver would have been proud of you.” He says making me gasp. That’s my dad. He sees my reaction and let’s out the tiniest smile.
“It was always Oliver, Matthew and I.” He says making me curious. “We knew each other from the training grounds.
We were @$$igned as a team throu-ghout the course and that made us inseparable. We had each other’s back.
Matthew and Oliver were @$$igned cases years later when I was in my honeymoon.”1
I listen in shock. “Wait. Dad was in the FBI?” I ask dumbly and he chuckles as he nods.
“He was. I’m getting to that point. The Italian Mafia and the American Mafia were a nuisance.
Drug dealing, rap-e s, human trafficking. They did it all until Matthew Lopez was @$$igned to track down the American Mafia and Oliver Martins, your dad, the…”
“Italian Mafia.” I finish now putting the pieces together.
“Matthew died a year later leaving behind a pregnant fiance. He was so excited. He was going to meet his daughter until they shot him immediately after he landed.” He says and a tear escapes.
“Your dad saw this and decided to go un-dercover. The Italians were ha-rder and more ruthless. You thought he was just a taxi driver, but he was one of the best agents.
All this happened until one day his wife, your mother, announced she had the Br@in tumor.
He was devastated. He decided to do what was he was best at; work, end the Italians and move on not knowing that would lead to his destruction.” I feel my cheeks we-t.
“What happened to the pregnant woman?” I ask changing the subject. He exhales knowing what I’m doing.
“Carolina went throu-gha lot. She had the baby who was kidnapped later by the Americans. It was a game to the Mafia.
They didn’t even change the baby’s names but made sure she was in the worst place with the worst people.
They got reunited years later and the daughter got married to another American Mafia Lord.
Ironically.” He says looking at me and I gasp.
“You’re talking about Isabella Kings?” I ask shocked and he sm-irks.
“❤WORKING ?
AS?
A ?
NANNY ?
?(The Ice Queen )?
BY: Worthy stories
Chapter 15 ?️?️
I look at Ryan’s sleeping figure as I run my fingers throu-ghhis hair.
I’ve told him that I’ll be gone for a longer time. Maybe weeks or even months. It depends on how creative and smart Leo’s killers are.
Earlier I had signed the adoption papers of Ryan so that when I’ll be back, we would go away and start a new life together.
I didn’t tell him that I adopted him but I told him that I’d come with a beautiful surprise that he’ll love. I bend down and kizz his right cheek then stand and walk to the room next door.
I see a sleeping figure that stirrers immediately when I enter. “Do you have to go?” I nod knowing Abby can see me.
I walk to her bed and sit beside her and she rises and hu-gs me. Abby has been my closest friend here and has helped me cope too apa-rt from Ryan.
“Take care of Ryan for me.” I whisper and she nods still hu-gging me.
“C.. Can I kizz you? For the last time?” She asks and I nod after a few seconds. She raises her head and kizzes me slowly.
The kizz turns p@$$ionate and her li-ps leave mine and continue down to my ne-ck. I let out a mo+an as she kizzes my soft sp-ot. Her fingers tug at my tee before my senses kick in.
“Not today Abby. I’m not in the mood, okay?” I say and her face holds disappointment.
“I want you before you leave. You know my body like no one does.”
She says her eyes holding some sort of p@$$ion. I look at her face. Her dilated honey eyes look at me expectantly and her lower li-p is in between her teeth.
I’ve always loved this look but It’s not doing anything for me.”
I push her away slightly.
“I have to go back to Ryan. And I have to pack too.” I say and her face falls.
She moves away from me and lies back to the sp-ot she was in and looks away from me and raises her quilt to her cheeks.
“Abby. Why are you reacting this way?” I ask looking at her ridiculously.
“It’s nothing. You just said you have to go back to your room and so I nee-d to sleep.” She says just as she lets out a sob.
“Abby. Talk to me. What’s wrong?” I ask in concern she’s never like this. She gets up abruptly throwing the quilt to the side.
“You are the problem Jada. We’ve been doing this for four years. The first year you we’re unsure, scared even but I was patient with you until you were comfortable.
I always did what you wanted. Tried following your stupid rules.” She pa-nts and I look at her indifferently.
“I don’t want to commit to someone who hides me like a dirty secret, a person has never accepted that she’s bise-xual or one that doesn’t have these feelings towards me that I have towards her.
I know what I signed up for when I accepted your conditions and so now I choose myself.” She says.
Her words have shocked me but I know my face hasn’t changed. I never knew she felt this.
“We’re done Jada .”
She says and I stand.
“I’m so sorry it had to end this way.” I say and she looks away. “You’ve been my only friend even when I pushed you away.
I didn’t know you were going throu-ghthis and I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry I can’t be the girl you nee-d.
I’m dead inside. Being with me will destroy you too.” I say and turn to leave. I shut her door slowly and walk to my room.
I just lost a friend because of intimacy. Being inti-mate with me has brou-ght so many bad than good. I’ve lost the only two inti-mate people I’ve been with.
In high school, I realized I liked girls just as I liked boys but I never came out to anyone.
I was the queen bee’s sidekick or minion as people secretly called me. I had to look perfect.
I dated one of the hottest jocks but just as he was almost taking advantage of me, a boy, the school nerd saved me.
I know it was cliche but I started liking him the more time I spent with him. I stopped walking with Diana, the queen bee, and hanged out with him. Gradually, I changed.
People said I was meaner than Diana. I made two girls transfer schools and one changed her personality and started wearing very dull colors and gothic accessories.
Ash changed me to a better person. We visited every person I wronged and I apologized to them.
People started accepting me and I loved that. We graduated, went to the same college but he died on a plane crash when I was five months pregnant. I was broken.
I dropped out of college and when home. Mum was also sick so I distracted myself with taking care of her as my belly grew.
A month before the due date for my child’s birth, I walked to buy my mum’s medicine and I as I came back, I found the house on fire.
People tried everything but nothing. Everyone and everything was down to ashes.
My dad, mother, two sisters and my older brother
I ran and slept on the bus station before two men came in the middle of the night and took me.
To torture me. I never un-derstood why until when Mike told me about my dad..
If I knew that this Job killed my dad, I would’ve never done it.
I walk to my bed and crawl beside Ryan and hu-g him as he continues sleeping. I kizz the top of his head trying not to think about my baby that the Italians killed.
I wish they could just let me touch my baby once. No gender reveal was done.
The midwife only took the baby and gave the man that was standing outside the door. She cleaned me without a word and left silently.
I heard a gunshot just outside of my room and the woman’s cry of pain and I knew they killed her.
“Why are you crying Jada?” I hear Ryan ask.
Don’t worry about me. Just sleep and I’ll go pack my clothes.”
“I woke up ten minutes ago I think. I’m not sleepy.” He says but his voice betrays him.
I chuckle and start humming a song to him. My mother always did it to my younger sisters and I got used to it until it stuck to my head. I never knew the words but it was fine.
Ryan drifts off to sleep and I kizz his head and stand.
I walk to my now empty closet and wear my leather pa-nts and jacket.
I take out the letter I wrote to Ryan and put it beside him. I take my bag and head out of my room. I look at Abby’s door for a second and I leave.
Leonardo’s killers better be ready for me.
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To be continue
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