My Mind As A Teenager
I had just finished from secondary school so
I was always home alone…my mum nd dad
were still working class.
I was born into a family of eight;my dad,mum
nd five siblings.we were born equally:3 boys
nd 3 girls,I happen to b d second child nd
My elder sister was already in d university at
Enugu.My immediate younger bro,who I was
four years older dan was still in primary six(I
was nd still very intelligent so I skipped
Then,my younger sister and two twin boys…I
finished secondary school at d age of 16,but
at dat age,I was already a developed woman.
I had a well endowned b0s0m.My hips were
wide,I had a killer eyeball,a straight leg which
am still proud of,a dimple on my left cheek.
I won’t call myself beautiful but am sure I
looked good facially,topped wit my body,j
knw I can make guys drool while staring. At
sixteen,I was no longer a virgin……..Yes.!my
teenage mind dealt wit me a lot and if u
don’t mind,here is my story….
my secondary school was far from
home.about four hours drive from Onitsha
where my family house was(is) located.In
school,I was one of d best.Teachers nd my
fellow students recognised me nd I loved
js3(2006),most of my girlfriends already had
boyfriends. some of my class boys
approached me but I just didn’t knw why I
always said no.But I ll always encourage my
girlfriends to accept any guy dat proposed to
dem.Rumour had it dat I was a l£sb!an but
who cares?cos I didn’t.The day we wrote our
last paper(junior waec),I was at a corner wit
my girlfriends breaking our pens and using
markers to write on d wall when a guy
approached us and cleared his throat.
His name was Lawrence and everyone of our
classmate called him Law.We all looked at
I turned nd my heart started beating very
fast.Butterflies suddenly became part of the
worms in my stomach.
“hey girls”, he greeted us wit a smile dat
could melt a soldier’s heart..
my girlfriends replied wit smiles nd most of
dem hugged him.They all knew I was
crushing on him.
Law: u mind if I steal your friend from u for a
They all looked at me.Regina,my best friend
among d girls tugged my shirt and pushed
me to him,
Regina: she’s all yours.
they all laughed and left me alone with him.I
hadn’t spoken a word since he arrived.
Law: Rose,are u alright?
me: yes….I’m fine.
law: I dont know u to b a shy girl o.when did
this one start eh?
I looked at him and couldn’t help but smile.
me: am sorry about that.its just dat u re the
law: hmmm. why? or are you not comfortable
wit having me here?
me: not at all.am good.
law: good.so,how are you?
me: I’m fine.very happy am no longer a junior
law: same here dear.look what I bought for
he handed me to cards…one was plain.it was
a congratulatory card..I looked at him and
me: thank u.
law: open the other one..
I opened the second card….”I love you……be
my girlfriend ” was written boldly,den by the
side,some romantic words were scribbled in
small letters..I was surprised.I looked at him
and he nodded.
law: I didn’t want to beat about the bush.
law: I want us to start our senior year with
this relationship.think about it.But know that I
love you deeply nd I also know that you feel
something for me.
I kept quiet for a while.I was happy that
finally,he proposed to me.But then,a thought
came to my mind.
me: Lawrence, wat if I don’t come back for
he kept quiet and looked surprised.After
some seconds,his face lit up.he held my
shoulders nd gave out that his usual smile;
law: I know u ll come back,if not for
anything,you ll come bk for me.
he pecked my forehead nd walked away.
Lawrence was a handsome boy.At 13,I knew
who s handsome and who s not.He had a
broad chest and muscles outlined his arms.
He always wore a smile.He wasn’t too tall but
more than average.He was also very
intelligent. He was very athletic nd loved
showing his abs……I think datz d reason I fell
for him…..our girls gossiped that some senior
girls were asking him out but till date,I never
confirmed if its true or not. He was just too
Sekxy nd he knew it. I looked at the card in
my hand and smiled…
I must return for ss1….yes,I must…