“❤WORKING ?
AS?
A ?
NANNY ?
?(The Ice Queen )?
BY: Worthy stories
Chapter 32?️?️
Jada’s POV
I haven’t been able to sleep since Jayden left even though I feel so exhausted. I just want to lay down and have a long sleep.
Wake up hours later rested and energized. That’s a dream that I don’t think will come true. I turn to look at the clock on my bedside to find it’s midnight. I better start packing.
I walk to my kitchen and pour myself a gl@$$ of my favorite red wine then walk back to my room and straight to the balcony that I never use.
The street is quiet and every house is dark apa-rt from the random rooms with lights on.
I nee-d to leave with Ryan as soon as possible but where do I want to go to? I’ve never thought about leaving LA after Ashton’s death.
That thought makes me gulp down the remaining wine in my gl@$$. I was the perfect girlfriend. We planned our future together. I told him my plans and hopes.
My dreams. He was my everything. We told each other everything or so I thought. I should have guessed he cheated on me and had a baby on the way but that’s just the problem.
I trusted him with my life. I still love him. I should have let him go seven years ago but I just couldn’t.
I feel a presence behind me and somehow I already know who it is.
“What are you doing here?” I ask as he moves closer to me and presses his che-st against my back.
“I couldn’t sleep.” He says and I look ahead.
“And you thought coming to my apa-rtment would help you sleep?” I ask as he kizzes my shoulder.
“Maybe. I told you I would see you soon. Here I am.” He says closer to my ear. He kizzes the side of my ne-ck that is ba-re after the Br@id he did on my hair earlier on.
“I talked to your cousin.” He says making me snap my eyes open. I hadn’t even realized I shut them.
“Julian?” I ask and he hums. “So what did you talk about?” I know he more than talked to him. The man killed his brother, sister in law and nephew.
Jayden stops his bu-tterfly kizzes on my shoulder and I can feel his body still.
I turn around facing him making our che-sts touch but he doesn’t move. I place my palms to make him move slightly away and he does so by only a step.
“He… He said that he killed Jake and Lilly. Julia ordered for the death of Leo.” This really shocks me. She helped us find Leo only to kill him?
“Your dad is in the FBI?” Jayden asks looking into my eyes. I find myself nodding yes before shaking my head no.
“Was.” I answer. He looks at me like he already knew I would say that.
“Your dad exp-osed Julian’s parents to the FBI when he was tracking some mafia. He found out they were in collaboration.
He warned Julian’s mother who did the same to their dad so he decided to kill her before killing himself later on because of the guilt and love for her.” He says and I listen to everything.
“How do you know this?” Julian wouldn’t just tell Jayden everything voluntarily.
“I think it was the ha-rdest thing I’ve ever done. I was angry before I saw him. That helped a lot.” He sighs looking down. But he left here before going to the base.
Or maybe went somewhere else first. I’m curious but I don’t ask. “I found out something that nearly destroyed me but I’ll make it right.” He says looking into my eyes.
“I’ll make sure of it.” He promises making me even more curious but I don’t question even though I really want to. That’s surprising but asking him will make it my problem and that will make me stay longer. I can’t do that.
He places his hand on my cheek, his eyes still looking into mine. I watch how blue his are. “I’d do anything to protect you Jada.” He whispers.
“But that’s the problem. I don’t nee-d protection from anyone. I’m doing perfectly fine.” I whisper back.
“Not anymore. I want to be there for you.” My still heart starts beating so fast. What’s happening? What is Jayden trying to do. I start to panic and push him away. Literally.
“Go back to your apa-rtment. When’s the last time you saw Sarah or even Linda? Go see your family. Go protect them and be there for them. I have Ryan.” I say this and he shakes his head.
“I saw mum two days ago. She’s fine.
She’s back with Mike.” He says and I remember Sarah’s conversation with Leah when I was watching them.
“She wants you to inherit her company.” I say.
“I know. We agreed I will in two years.” He says with a small smile before looking at me.
“What’s up with you and Ryan?” He asks after a few minutes.
“I don’t know. He just reminds me of someone but he’s grown on me. I love him.” I say and he nods de-ep in thoughts. I really do tell him a lot.
“When did you know him?” He asks and I look at him skeptically.
“When he was two almost three. Why?”
“Nothing. I just see how you talk about him and involve him in every decision you make. It’s nice seeing you that way. With love in your eyes.” He says making me turn and look at the city. I nee-d another gl@$$ of wine.
“I should go to sleep.” I say turning and walking into my room. He follows me and sits on the bed as he removes his t-shirt.
“Yeah we should.”
“Your not sleeping here. Go back to your apa-rtment.” I say looking at him incredulously. He sm-irks at me as he removes his black shorts before climbing onto the bed. I let out a breath and walk towards him. “This is my side of the bed.” I say making him raise his eyebrows.
“Mine too. But we could both share. How about you lay on me.” He suggests wiggling his eyebrows making him look funny and I burst out laughing.
When I’m done, I find Jayden looking at me with an emotion. “What?” I ask amused.
“You laugh yes but they’ve always been in mockery. This was the first time you laughed for real. It’s beautiful.” He breaths out.
“But you once mentioned that you hate cliché moments.” I say rolling my eyes and he sm-irks.
“Is it cliché when I say that I want to make you laugh all the time so that I can listen to you.” He says wiggling his eyebrows as he did last time and I laugh.
“You should stop doing that.” I say then look down at him. “Now, roll over or I’ll make you.” I say sm-irking at him and surprisingly, he does.
“You are human.” Jayden says as I make myself comfortable. He moves closer to me snaking his hands around my wa-ist as he moves me closer to his ba-re che-st.
I don’t say anything as I think about his statement.
I miss how my life used to be. With my parents, sisters, brother, a boyfriend, a job at the mall, and my p@$$ion for clothes designs. I had the perfect life. But it all went at once.
I feel Jayden place a kizz on the crown of my head snapping me away from my thoughts. I’m walking in dangerous waters with him. But I want to feel normal for only one night.
Tomorrow, I’ll leave. Maybe I should leave with at least one good memory. Like a token for surviving in LA? I turn towards him and find him de-ep in thoughts.
I move closer to him and place a kizz on his li-ps which he responds immediately.
We kizz until we’re out of breath before letting go. He looks at me his expression suddenly serious.
“Jada. Let’s elope together. With Ryan.”
“❤WORKING ?
AS?
A ?
NANNY ?
?(The Ice Queen )?
BY: Worthy stories
Chapter 33 ?️?️
Jada’s POV
“Wake up baby. We nee-d to leave.” I shake him after packing some of his clothes into a duffle bag.
He doesn’t respond just as I remember I haven’t taken his personal effects. I run to the bathroom and pick up his blue toothbrush and soaps.
Just as I take out two of the soaps, I see some dollar bills stacked together in a small can. I pick it and place everything together. When I’m done, I walk back to his bed just find him still sleeping.
“I’ll just have to carry you baby.” I mumble positioning the bag so that I could carry both.
“Let me help you with the bag. You can carry Ryan.” Abby says making me turn to her. She moves closer to me and takes the bag from me.
“So this is goodbye?” She asks and I nod. Since she told me she had feelings for me, I don’t even know how to act around her.
“Can I at least get a goodbye kizz?” She asks looking at me even though I can see color rise to her cheeks.
“Please. I just nee-d closure.” She says and I let out a sigh. Abby has always been there for me. She knows more than half of the shit I p@$$ed throu-gh.
“Come here.” I say and she drops the bag moving closer to me. She raises her hand to my hair looking into my eyes but I look away. Too much emotions.
“I’m really going to miss you Jada. You made me enjoy my stay here. I really want you and Ryan to be happy.” She says moving closer to me. I look at her face. I wipe the tears on her face.
“I survived this because of you. You were my friend Abby. You’re someone I’d never forget. Ever.
When I leave, find someone who deserves you, okay?” I say gently and she nods while crying. I move closer to her taking her familiar li-ps into mine.
They’re kizz is slow and gentle but I stop it when she tries to increase the pace. “Don’t make this ha-rder Abby.” I say moving away.
She takes the bag and starts walking towards the door and I look at her until she gets out. I look at Ryan’s sleeping form and smile as I walk towards him.
“You are a good actor baby.” I say but he doesn’t move. He continues pretending to sleep and I sigh.
“Maybe I should just leave him since he’s sleeping. I’m too weak to carry him.” I say walking to the door and before I know it, his small body runs to me. I laugh and kneel then hu-g him. I missed you Ryan.
“We’re you really leaving me Jada?” He asks his eyes round and I purse my li-ps pretending to think.
“How about I make a preposition?” I ask and he looks at me thoughtfully pretending to think.
“Does it involve something brown and sweet?” He asks.
“Something better.” He pretends to think again.
“If I don’t like it, I still get the brown sweet thing.” He says and I smile.
“Yeah, deal.” I say shaking his hand. ” We’re leaving baby just you and I.” I say and he nods excitedly. “Do you want me to be your mummy?” I ask and for the first time I’m nervous. I never get nervous.
Ryan’s eyes widen even more in excitement making me giggle as he nods his head up and down. “Then I’ll call you mummy? And we’ll do all the fun things together that my friends at school talk about?” He asks and I only nod as tears fill my eyes.
Ryan might be my baby. I just saw Ashton in him for a second. His green eyes just shone like his always did.
How did I never see this? Is this happening because I’m desperate?
“We will. I’ll be your mummy and nobody else will take that away from you okay?” I say while crying. Ryan looks at me puzzled.
“Then why are you sad?”
“These are happy tears. You are my son Ryan. Okay?” I ask and he nods looking at me.
“And you’re my mummy.” He says as I try wiping the tears but I can’t do it. “Are you still crying ’cause you’re happy?” He asks innocently and I nod.
“Girls are weird.” He says and I laugh.
“I nee-d you to go to my car. You’ll find Abby outside. I just nee-d to freshen up.” I say and he nods then runs outside the door leaving me alone to my thoughts.
SEVEN YEARS AGO ?
I wake up to a dark room. I immediately notice that I’ve never been here before. ‘What happened to me?’
I ask myself as I feel my head start throbbing in pain. I try to feel around but my arms are heavy and tired but I know I’m on the ground.+
‘Did I fall?’ The question in my mind raises panic in me. I try raising my hand to my belly only to find it flat. ‘No, no, no.’ This can’t be happening. Not my baby too. Not my baby.
I start crying as I remember the events that took place. My water broke, I was carried to another room where I gave birth about an hour or two later but they wouldn’t let me see my child.
The midwife didn’t even tell me it’s gender saying it would be less painful that way. I can only remember it’s cries.
A woman was given my baby but I couldn’t see her face. She had been hidden.
I tried shouting for my baby but was immediately injected something.
“No. My baby. I want my baby.” I start crying the pain in my head intensifying but I don’t care anymore.
“I see you’ve woken up bambino.” Marko’s thick Italian accent makes me look up and I try getting up.
“My baby. Please. I’ll do anything you want. Just give me my baby.” I cry dragging myself to him. He starts moving closer and crouches in front of me. “Please don. I’ll do anything.” I say trying to look up at him but he starts letting out a laugh.
“I’ve tried breaking you for months Neonata. I must say your stronger than many men I’ve seen.” He says taking my hair between his fingers and tugging on it.
“Anything don. I just want my baby.”
“I’ve always wanted to hear that from you puttana.” He gets up and starts walking away. “I have plans for you. You’re stretched out I can’t have you but my men have always wanted you.” He says with an evil smile.
“Tuo figlio è morto dopo che hai dormito. I’ll send Giovanni to take you to your work station tomorrow.”
{Your child died after you slept}
I un-derstood everything he said. I wish I couldn’t. I let out a piercing scream thinking about how Ashton would be disappointed in me. Wondering what my family did to the Italians to deserve this.+
I was a bitc-h to many people in high school but I changed. What kind of twisted karma was this?
I get up from the floor and walk to Ryan’s bathroom. I pour water on my face as I think about Ryan. Midnight black hair as mine and green eyes. Ashton had green eyes too. Ryan’s have specks of blue but it could be because of mine.
I nee-d to be sure. A DNA test should do but that would mean that I should stay longer here. I won’t leave without knowing the results. I take in a de-ep breath.
After Jayden asked to elope I panicked. I injected him some sleeping medicine into his system that should knock him out for at least five hours. That was two hours ago.
I should just go back to my apa-rtment with Ryan. In the morning I’ll meet with a doctor who’ll do the DNA test and we’ll be going soon.
TBC
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