♥️T.H.R.E.E♥️
THEME: {Where do I belong??}
✍️ Written By Precious Pinky✍️
?DON’T COPY OR REPOST?
❣️Episode 02❣️
?Alexis’s pov?
I woke up to the sound of someone pounding away on the front door.
I groa-ned using one of my pink pillows to cover my face in attempt to block off the pounding but instead of it easing, it comes directly at my door.
What the hell is going on?
I rose from the bed to see my door opening, revealing Brenden who had a mischievous smirk on his face.
I frowned. “What the fu-ckare you doing here?”
“Rowan is here.” He announced.
My eyes suddenly went wide at this news. “WHAT!?”
“What do you mean by ‘what?’ Didn’t you guys discuss about it?” He questioned, leaning against the doorframe.
“No…ow! my head hurts.” I groa-ned, running into the bathroom.
“Just take some painkiller drugs.” I heard Brenden say from my bedroom.
“I hate drugs!” I responded, turning the shower on and shredding my dress off.
“You should have thought of that before getting drunk like a fu-cking idiot.” He stated.
I was going to reply him when I heard the sound of the door closing which means he was gone.
That jerk!
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I walked downstairs already dressed for school. I looked around the large living room but couldn’t find Rowan…or Brenden.
Gina, one of the maids walked out of the kitchen, handing over a cup of coffee to me _it was part of my daily routine to always have a cup of coffee before going to school_
“Thanks Gina.” I collected it from her and gulped down the whole content then gave back the empty cup to her. “Um, Gina?”
“Yes?”
“Where is Brenden?” I asked her.
“He’s outside.” She replied calmly.
“Okay? Did anyone came to look for me?” I asked again, wondering whether or not Brenden lied about Rowan coming here.
Gina thought for a while before nodding her head. “Yes. He’s also outside….with Brenden.”
“Oh, no. Tell me you are joking.” I was already backing away when I heard her say ‘no, I’m not joking.’
I quickly ran out of the house and found Brenden saying something to Rowan. Rowan doesn’t look happy with whatever Brenden was saying to him. And me on the other hand, I don’t trust my brother when it comes to being nice to people.
That guy is a fu-cking bully!
I hurriedly ran towards them but they had stopped talking when I arrived.
Brenden turned to look at me, smirking…as usual. “Hope you took the painkiller drugs?”
fu-ck! Why was he saying this in Rowan’s present?
I for-ced a smile to my face, secretly glaring ha-rd at him. “Thanks for caring but I’m fine now. The headache wasn’t very serious.”
“Good. I hope you don’t return home drunk tonight again.” He turned to look at Rowan. “See you around, man.” With that said, he turned around and walked again.
The urge to kill that brother of mine is fu-cking strong! Why the hell will he say that? How will Rowan feel upon hearing that? Damn!
He will blame himself for it. I’m sure he will.
“Ro…” I was going to talk but he cuts me off immediately.
“Let’s go or we will be late.” He started walking away, leaving me behind.
Wait, no ki-ss? No hug? No how was your night?
Shit! Brenden fu-cking Crawford what have you done!?
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#Boston.
?Gwen’s pov?
“You’ve got to be kidding me!” Eddie said at the top of his voice, almost damaging my eardrums.
“Ouch! That’s fu-cking loud.” I groa-ned, shifting away from him. “And no, I’m not kidding you.”
“But why will she do that? I mean, fighting is like an everyday something for you.” Kennedy said.
“Excuse me?” I fake glared at him. “I don’t fight everyday.”
“Well maybe but you still fight at least twice in a week.” He shrugged.
“That’s because some boys can be stupid and annoying. You guys know how much I hate jerks who are rude, annoying, stupid and stupid!”
“You’ve said that before.” Eddie pointed out.
“I know!” I said, throwing my hands up in complete frustration.
I don’t know what I should feel right now,,,angry? betrayed? sad? depressed? The feelings is just so confusing and I hate feeling this freaking way.
I haven’t spoken to mom since last night and I don’t plan to talk to her until she probably change her mind? Will that ever be possible?
Don’t get me wrong, I want to live with my father but if staying with my father means leaving Boston then I think I will just have to live apart from him.
I really love, love Boston. My friends, school, environment, the weather… everything. I can’t be apart from all these things so why the hell does mother want to pull me away? Why is she punishing me this way?
I sighed, taking a large bite from my cupcake.
“Even in this state, you are still enjoying the cupcakes.” Nathaniel said, laughing.
“I’m not.” I denied, taking another bite from the strawberry and chocolate cupcakes.
Yes, I loooove Cupcakes! They have a way of making me crave for more. One rule I might have forgotten to say is; *Don’t eat my cupcakes.* I’m quite addicted to it, especially the strawberry and chocolate flavour. I can even kill for it, trust me.
“We know you, Gwen.” They all said in unison, making me groa-n even louder.
“Wait, are we talking about my lovely cupcakes or the fact that I’m going to be leaving Boston next week!”
They all let out a de-ep breath. “Should we just go over to your mother and beg?” Ed which is the short form for Eddie suggested.
I thought about the suggestion for a while before shaking my head ‘no’ mom will never listen to them instead she will ship me over to New York immediately.
“She won’t listen.” I muttered und-er my breath. Just then the bell rings which signifies; break over.
“What are you going to do now?” Ken questioned.
I stood up to my feet. “I don’t know. I just have to sit and…watch.” And I don’t think I will like the ending of this fu-cked up movie!
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#New York City.
?Alexis’s pov?
“Babe?” I called calmly, staring at him closely. He hasn’t said a word to me since we got to school and honestly, this silence treatment is beginning to scare the shit out of me.
What the hell did Brenden say to him? Could it be about my drunk state last night?
“Hey.” He responded, smiling at me. “What’s up?”
“I don’t know.” I answered sincerely.
“What do you mean?” He questioned.
“You’ve been giving cold shoulders since we got to school. I don’t know what it is I’ve done but…can you please talk to me?”
“Babe, it’s alright. Everything is fine. I was just…” He paused. “Brenden told me.”
I knew it! That sly a-sshole!
“Don’t listen to him.” I said, reaching out to hold him.
He laughed, tightening his hold of my hand. “Which part shouldn’t I listen,,,is it the part where he warned me never to hurt you or make you drink again? Or the part where he asked me to treat you like the queen that you are? Or the part where he said, I don’t belong in your cla-ss? which one?”
Oh…so Brenden is this sweet? Tsk, I didn’t know.
“The last one.” I said to him. “Status or no status. Clas-sor no cla-ss, you are still the love of my life.”
He leaned towards me and pressed a soft ki-ss on my forehead. “I love you, Lexi but Brenden is right…I am not of your cla-ss. I’m not from a wealthy home, I can’t afford latest cars or phones, I’m…”
I angrily pulled my hand from his grasp. “Really? Are you saying that shit to my face right now? How many times did I tell never to bring the fact that I bought you that car and phone?”
“Babe…” He began but I cut him off.
“I told you I’m not into money or wealth. I have that already and I’m not looking for more.”
“What if you haven’t realized it yet? I mean, you are just seventeen.” He said.
I looked around to see students filling up the hallway.
I grabbed his wrist and pulled him into the ladies room, ignoring the fact that he shouldn’t be in here right now.
I locked up the door and turned around to look at him.
“You doubt my feelings for you?”
“I don’t. I’m just…”
I cut him off, again. ”Yes. I’m a seventeen years old girl who is hopelessly in love with you! Rowan, you are my first love and trust me whatever I feel for you is real.”
“You can’t even mo-an when I have se-x with you, Alexis.” Here we go again…Listen up guys, I don’t know if this is actually a big problem but I can’t mo-an when making love to Rowan,,,is that normal? Or am I crazy? “Um… I’m sorry. I…I shouldn’t have said that.” He quickly apologized.
“I… I’m sorry.”
“Alexis…”
I backed away from him. “No. It’s my fault. And trust me, I’m very sorry. I um, let’s talk some other time, I need to be in cla-ss.” I unlocked the door and walked away, ignoring his calls from behind.
Should I be upset? I mean, it’s not like he was wrong or anything. If I love him as I claim, shouldn’t I be enjoying our se-x! Shouldn’t I be a screamer when having a wonderful se-x with him?
Hey, don’t give me that look…a seventeen years old can also have se-x, okay? Like seriously, which girl is still a vir-gin in this 21st century? Of course no one!
I was still in de-ep thoughts when I bumped into someone, causing me to fall on my a-ss.
Ouch!
“Oh my God! Lexi, are you alright?” One of my best friend, Kathy asked helping me to stand to my feet. “We are so sorry. We weren’t looking.”
I didn’t say anything. I was just staring at them as if they were foreigners while fiddling with my fingers.
“Lexi, are you okay?” Pearl, another beat friend of mine asked again.
I slowly shook my head, sniffing. “Guys…I…”
“Shush, come with us.” They grabbed my wrist and pulled me along with them to the Café.
The Café wasn’t filled up with students even with the fact that it was break time. Well, thank God for that.
Kathy put me to sit down while Pearl went to get us food and drinks _I have wonderful friends, actually_
“Are you okay?” Kathy asked me, sitting down opposite from me.
“I…I got into a fight with Rowan.” I said faintly.
“Oh, my. What happened?” She asked worriedly.
“I…” I don’t even know what to say! Would it sound crazy if I say, “I can’t mo-an when having se-x with Rowan?” “I don’t enjoy se-x with him?” Okay, it sound very awkward and weird.
Maybe I should go to the hospital. Or probably go to a therapist. Or just confide in my best friends and listen to their opinions.
“Here,” Pearl returned, dropping three drinks on the table alongside sandwiches. She took a sit beside me. “Drink that up.”
“Hmm.” I collected one of the drinks and gulped it down my lungs, sighing. “Thanks guys.”
“Will you tell us what happened now?” Kathy asked.
I hesitate for a while, contemplating whether or not I should tell them but I think I should,,,I mean, a problem shared is a problem half solved, right?
“I… I don’t mo-an when having se-x with Rowan.” I said in a low voice.
“Wait, what?” They questioned with their eyes wide opened.
“I know it’s crazy but it’s the truth. I’ve tried countless number of times to mo-an but I can’t.”
“Wait, you don’t enjoy the se-x?” Kathy asked me.
I shrugged. “I…I don’t.”
“Are you sure you love this fu-cking guy?” Pearl questioned, taking a bite of her sandwich. “I mean, why the hell can’t you mo-an? it’s fu-cking crazy.”
“I know! Do you think there’s a problem with me? Maybe I should go see the doctor, right?”
They didn’t say anything for a while but after sometime, they did.
“Do you watch porn?” Pearl asked me, quietly.
Honestly I hate having discussions like this with my best friends.
“I…no.” I replied, lowering my gaze.
“Hey, you don’t have to feel shy or anything. Porn is a normal site to watch.” Pearl said.
“Really?”
“Uh…okay, it’s not very normal but at least you are already having s€x so I don’t see anything bad in discussing about it.” She shrugged.
“Okay, enough. Besides I don’t see how watching porn is connected to me not being able to mo-an when having s€x with my boyfriend!”
“It does. Maybe if you are a little expo-se to s€x life then you will und-erstand it. And, Rowan is your first boyfriend ever.”
“Wait!” Kathy chirped in. “What if Rowan is the problem? What if he’s the one who lack the ability to satisfy a girl?”
I shook my head. “No. I doubt that. He has slept with some girls in school before dating me, and none of them complained about his ‘lack of ability to satisfy a girl’” I said, air quoting the last statement.
“So you are quite positive that you are the one with the problem?” Pearl asked.
“Yeah.” I nodded my head. “Girls, what do I do?”
“I have an idea but I don’t think you are going to like it.” Kathy said drily.
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#To Be Continued…
What do you think the idea of Kathy is going to be??