đđTHE BLUE LOVEđđ
The Blue Love-Episode 19(Innocent JAja)
JAJAâs Point Of View
âIâll let go my room and just sleep here
with you,â Master said. We are cudd-ling on
my be-d.
Weâve been staying here at the beach
resort for five days and Master havenât
really used his room too much. Every night,
he knocks my door and then heâll sleep
beside me. His room is useless.
âI thought you wouldnât realize it, Master.â
âJust say you also liked my decision.â
I giggled when I felt his stubbles brushing
into the back of my shoulder. I can feel his
breath tou-ching my skin, it makes my b©dy
warm a bit.
âMaster, are you feeling okay now?â I
asked.
âYes. It was just a nightmare, donât think
about it.â
But the words you have begged me to
promise is still running in my mind, Master.
I am hoping that Master meant what he
had said. That heâs afraid to lose me and he
nee-d me.
âGet up. Go take a bath and we will have a
breakfast. Iâm hungry.â
âOkay, Master.â I rose up. I am on my way
to the bathroom when I felt Masterâs
presÂŁnce behind me so I faced him.
âMaster, are you going to join me to take a
bath?â
âI would love to but I should not. Iâm
leaving. Iâll just fetch you here.â He k!$$ÂŁd
me on myl-ips and then run outside my
room.
I was about to go to the door to close it
but Master returned and closed it. I smiled.
How I wish Masterâs attitude wonât change
now.
MASTER ORDERED lots of pancakes for us
two and there is a cu-p of syrup on the side.
I love pancakes but I donât think we can
finish this, but if we can, maybe our
stomach would be so full.
âMaster, are you craving to pancakes?â
âYes. Itâs my favorite breakfast. Go and
take your pancake before it gets too late
because Iâm gonna eat all of it.â
I took five circle of it into my plate and
then poured some syrup on t©p of it.
âThatâs enough?â Master asked in an
unbelievable tone.
âYes, Master. I love pancakes too,â I said
and smiled at him.
Master stared at me. âHow about me?â
âMaster, there are eight pancakes on your
plate. Donât be greedy,â I said jokingly.
âNo. I mean, you love pancakes, how about
me? Do you lovââ
Master has been interrupted by one
magician that stood beside our table. The
magician took out a coin from his pocket
and then in just a snap, the coin vanished. I
was about to amaze and cl@p when Master
gr@bbÂŁd the magicianâs arm and then took
the coin out of the magicianâs gloves. The
magician walked out and I heard people
around us cl@pping while laughing. Theyâve
seen what Master had done.
âHowâd you know that the coin is on the
magicianâs gloves, Master?â I asked
amusingly.
âI have a keen observation and alert eyes.â
âHis magic is almost perfect amazing,
Master. Unfortunately, someone had
caught him cheating.â
âThatâs people. They are blind with the
truth because they do not spre-ad their
eyes, listened to everyone, and opened
their mind. They would be so narrow
minded if they still feel amazed on the
same magic trick that they have seen many
times.â
âMaster, do you have grudge on
magicians?â
âNone. Why?â
âYou talk like youâre angry with magicians.â
âTo that magician, I am pissed. He had
interrupted me from talking.â Masterâs face
is serious again.
I sliced some pancake and aim it into
Masterâs mouth. âYou better eat, Master.â
Master eat the pancake and didnât talk. I am
still waiting for him to continue his
question that has been interrupted awhile
ago.
âWhat was you question awhile ago,
Master?â
Master shook his head. âForget it.â
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WHILE WALKING and looking for some
stuffs that I could buy here in resort to
make as a souvenir, my attention was
caught by a stall on the very end of the line
of vendorâs stall. Master is not with me this
time because heâs going to join the
wakeboard competition that would be held
at 10 AM on the wakeboard lake here in the
resort. It was sponso-red and event of this
beach resort.
âHello, lady, what can I for you?â the
vendor asked me when he notice that I am
looking for an apron.
âI am looking for an apron that have a
unique design.â
âWell, lady, there are lots of apron here.
Better say it to me for you to find it easily.â
âAre you accepting requested designs?â
âYes, lady, we are.â
I took the plain pink apron that hangs on
the wall. âCan you write something here?â
âOf course, lady. What would you like, print
or embroidered?â
âThe latter one.â
He handed me a piece of paper and a pen.
âWrite here the words you want to be
written on your apron, lady. You can make
your own design or weâll be the one to
design it. Itâs up to you.â
I wrote the words I had thought and return
it to the vendor. âJust make it simple. How
much is it?â
âOnly $5 for you, lady.â He look at the piece
of paper. He smiled and look at me. âHow
sweet. Is this your loverâs call sign, lady?â
I just smiled and give him $3. âHereâs the
first payment, Iâll give the last payment
when youâre finished. How long would it
take you to do it?â
âOne day, lady.â
âAlright. Iâll go back here tomorrow then?â
âYes, lady.â
âThank you.â I went to the lake and walk
towards Masterâs place. Heâs wearing fitted
wakeboarderâs swimsuit.
âJaja, Iâve been looking for you. Where have
you been?â
âJust strolled around, Master. Howâs your
registration?â
âIâm done. I am the fifth contestant.â
I look at the number written in front of
Masterâs suit. âBut your number is 89,
Master.â
Master chuckled. âItâs my identity.â
I remembered that number way back on
the auction happened few weeks ago. Heâs
Mister 89.
âMaster, is that your favorite number?â
âNo. Itâs just a coincidence that my number
on the auction is 89 because I am the 89th
man who joined. This swimsuitâs number
should to be 69 but the one who designed
this made it 89. My favorite number is 69,
my favorite position as well.â
â69? What position is that, Master?â
Master laughed. âToo innocent, my Jaja,â he
whispered into my ear.
He said âMy Jajaâ. Oh no! Am I dreaming?! I
sl@p my face.
âHey! What are you doing?â Master asked,
in a panic way.
âI thought I am dreaming, Master. But itâs
real.â
âWhat do you mean?â
I havenât answered his question when the
event coordinator called out the
contestants of wake-boarding.
âCheer for me,â he said and k!$$ÂŁd myl-ips.
He run to the p@rt of the lake where the
contestants are clvstered.
While Master is running towards the place,
Iâve seen that the ladies he pas-ses by are
giving him a second look. Thatâs my Master.
He have a strong S-x appeal.
âHi!â
I turned to face the lady. Sheâs smiling and
looks like friendly.
âHello,â I greet back.
âI see that youâre alone so do you mind if I
join you! Iâm also alone.â
âOh! Sure!â
She sit beside me and faced the lake.
âIs that your b©yfriÂŁnd?â She pointed
Master.
âWhyâd you ask?â
âI just noticed that heâs too tall for you. Let
me ask you, have you been ma-king out?â
Whatâs the matter with this lady? Is she
that open minded.
âY-yes.â
âDonât be shy. Is he good in be-d?â
âYes,â I answered. Not just good, heâs also
wild.
âHis man-hood is 9 inches, am I right?â
My eyes wi-den and look at her. âH-howâd
you know that?â
âI just guess. I learn it from my friend. She
said that you can tell how long they are by
measuring their feet. I thought it is not
accurate.â
Is that it?
âSo, can you take his whole man-hood?
God! Youâre too de-ep if you can!â
I just smiled at her. God! This lady is vulgar!
đđTHE BLUE LOVEđđ
The Blue Love-Episode 20(I love you)
JAJAâs Point Of View
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In just a few weeks, the girlie Jaja has
become lovely lady. The innocent had
become openminded. This changes is
because of Master Benjamin. He had
changed me.
Iâm currently staring at myself on the
human size mirror. I am aware of my
beauty but I just realized that I truly have a
beautiful face. I am wearing a silver
backless go-wn, just like what I have worn
on the auction. It was Masterâs idea and
suggestion. My long wavy hair is freely
waving around my back. My natural beauty
has been beautified by simple make up
from the make up artist that as-sisted me.
Master had won the competition earlier so
as a prize, he choose the one dinner d@tÂŁ at
the rooft©p. He will just fetch me here in
the beauty salon right here in the main
building of the resort.
âYouâre very beautiful, my dear. Iâm sure
your lover will love you more.â
âThank you.â And I hope so. I hope heâs my
b©yfri£ndand he love me. I sighed.
âNo, no, no. Donât be sad. Youâre sadness
reduces your beauty. Make your lover love
you so much by giving him your sweetest
smile.â This make up artist is friendly and
talkative.
âThanks again.â
âHereâs your lover. Oh God! Heâs so h0t!
Have a good night!â
I turned to face Master who is now
standing outside the salon. He is indeed
looks so h0t on his three-piece suit. I
gr@bbÂŁd my satchel from the couch and
then walk towards Master. Thankful that I
can handle my heels, itâs 5 inches!
âYouâre getting more beautiful as the day
goes by.â
âThank you, Master. You look h0t.â
âIâm h0tter when n-ked, Jaja. Letâs go.â
He hold my hand and softly pu-ll-ed me into
the elevator. Weâre going to the rooft©p.
âStay still.â Master went behind me and
then a piece of cloth covered my eyes.
Thankful that the make up that was used
to me isnât easily fading. He guided me
when the elevator opened. Heâs holding my
hand ti-ghtly. I felt a cold breeze t©uçh my
skin, now we are on the rooft©p. I can hear
instrumental songs thatâs not too loud.
âre-move your blindfold,â Master command
so I re-moved it.
I am surprised by the view my eyes is
seeing. The whole rooft©p is empty, only
the shed in the middle is there. The shed is
like a galaxy that is full of stars. Itâs
shining!
âIf youâre not the one then why does my
soul feel glad today?â
Master walk towards me and hold my
hand.
âIf youâre not the one then why does my
hand fit yours this way?â
He looked at me, lovingly. He smiled.
âIf you are not mine then why does your
heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the
strength to stand at all?â
I smiled. It was the song that we had sang
along in his car.
âIâll never know what the future brings
But I know youâre here with me now
Weâll make it throu-gh
And I hope you are the one I share my life
with.â
I saw a group of musicians in the corner,
pla-ying the song.
âI donât want to run away but I canât
take it, I donât un-derstand..
If Iâm not made for you then why does
my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your
arms?â
Master give me a bouquet of roses, it is
color blue, my favorite color of a rose.
âIf I donât nee-d you then why am I crying
on my be-d?
If I donât nee-d you then why does your
name resound in my head?
If youâre not for me then why does this
distance maim my life?
If youâre not for me then why do I dream
of you as my wife?â
Did he really dream of me as his wife or it
is just a p@rt of a song that he sing without
a meaning?
âI donât know why youâre so far away
But I know that this much is true
Weâll make it throu-gh
And I hope you are the one I share my life
with
And I wish that you could be the one I die
with
And I pray in youâre the one I build my
home with..â
He looked at me, straight into my eyes.
âI hope I love you all my life.â
Flabberg@sted! He didnât sing it. He said it!
He really said it! But he said âI hopeâ. Am I
hoping too much?
âI donât want to run away but I canât
take it, I donât un-derstand
If Iâm not made for you then why does
my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your
arms?â
I felt my tears is coming out so I look up,
trying to st©p it. Did he really say he love
me?
ââCause I miss you, b©dy and soul so
strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray
for the strength to stand today..â
He hold both of my cheek and wiped the
tears running down on it.
ââCause I love you, whether itâs wrong
or right,â he whispered. He didnât sing it
again.
âAnd though I canât be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side.â He
held my hand. âSing with me.â
âI donât want to run away but I canât
take it, I donât un-derstand
If Iâm not made for you then why does
my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your
arms.â
I hvgged him very ti-ght. âMaster, are you
ma-king fun of me? It is not a good joke
because I am taking it seriously.â
âI love you,â he whispered into my ear.
âTake it seriously, I am not joking.â
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THIS NIGHT is the happiest night in my life.
Master had confessed his feelings to me
and that dinner d@tÂŁ is super ro-mantic.
Thereâs a time that heâs the one whoâs
putting food into my mouth and vice versa.
Now, we got out the building and decided
to walk on the seashore. We use our ba-re
feet to walk while we are carrying our
shoes and heels.
We are holding hands while walking. The
seashore is empty, so it is our solo night.
We sit on the sand and faced the sea. It
was pitch black and a silver color of moon
reflects on it. Very ro-mantic view with your
lover.
We are not official yet. He said heâs going
to un-dergo into courting like every man is
doing. I have no choice, even I want to be
his girlfriend as soon as possible, I canât do
it. He said he want to prolong his courting.
Master hold my hand and his one hand
wra-pped around my shoulder.
âI havenât prepared for this night. If I did,
you should wearing my companyâs special
jewelry,â Master said.
I feel proud but uneasy. âMaster, am I really
that important? Do you really trust me to
give me that jewelry?â
âYouâre important, Jaja. I trust you. Youâre
the only one that made me like this. I
trusted you with all of my heart, I know
youâre not a kind of lady that is taking
advantage to my weakness.â
âWhat is your weakness, Master?â
âMy heart.â
Heart? âYou have a heart disease, Master?â
Master laughed. âNo. My weakness is my
heart. You think I am strong and stiff?
Thatâs my physical appearance but I am
soft here.â He pointed his che-st where the
heart is.
âYouâre like a boiled egg, Master.
ha-rd on
the outside but soft inside.â
âIndeed. I tried to control my heartâs will
before. I said you arou-sedmy de-sire
before, right?â
I nod.
âIt is not just de-sire you have awaken. It is
also love. I tried to deny it so I bec@mÂŁ
brutal to you. I am afraid of being hurt
again so I limit myself.â
âHave you been hurt before, Master?â
Master didnât replied so I look up to him.
Heâs staring at the sea. âMy ex-girlfriend,
her name is Olga. Sheâs my best friend
since we were kids. Sheâs my sweetheart.
Our relationsh!plast long for 9 years but
she cheated. I was about to propose a
wedding to her when I caught her cheating
on me. Itâs been a year since we p@rted.â
âSorry to hear that, Master.â I feel sad for
Masterâs misfortune towards love. I feel
angry to Olga, Master is perfect but she still
cheats.
âStrange. I should feel crestfallen now but
no, I donât feel anything.â
âWhat do you mean, Master?â
âEvery time that I remember my ex, I
always feel sad and regret. But now that I
have thought of her again, I feel nothing.â
I am speechless. He look at me and smiled.
He cu-mpped my cheeks.
âAnd it is because of you. I found the right
lady for me.â
His face is slowly getting close to my face.
Heâs going to k!ssme. I closed my eyes and
waited for hisl-ips t©uçh mine.
The k!ssde-epened and his hands roved
around my b©dy, feeling it. He pushed me
down the sand using hisl-ips and his b©dy.
Heâs now on t©p of me.
I felt his one hand c@rÂŁss!ngmy b*obs so I
m0@n with plea-sure. I missed this. Weâve
been k!ss!ngand feeling and tou-ching each
otherâs b©dy when someone shouted from
somewhere.
âGET A ROOM!â
Shocked. We quic-kly p@rted away. God!
Weâre almost ma-king out on the seashore!
âF–k!â Master cussed.
âGET A ROOM!â Another shout from
somewhere again. I think this man is
watching us the whole time and ma-king
fun with us.
âMIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, F–K
YOURSELF!â Master also shouted,
frustratedly.
I laughed ha-rd . Master is pissed
To be continued
EPISODE 21