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The Blue Love-Episode 13(The Doctor ADVISE)
BENJAMINâs Point Of View
My heart jumped into my throat when I
saw Jaja. I kneeled in front of her and
checked her pulse. I bec@mÂŁ relaxed a bit
when I felt her weak pulse. I quic-kly called
an ambulance and they said I shouldnât
carry her nor move her because it may just
worsÂŁn the situation.
My heartbeat is so fast because of the fear
and worry. The ambulance responded
quic-kly and took Jaja. Theyâd give her first
aid before placing her to the stretcher.
My neighbors got out from their condo
units because of the commotion happening
on the hallway. All of them g@sped when
they saw the bloody Jaja.
I come in the ambulance and stayed at her
side. I want to make sure that sheâs
breathing. I am holding her hand ti-ghtly
until we reach the hospital. I helped the
crews on bringing down the stretcher and
transfer her on the deliver be-d thatâs
waiting on the hospital. They let her l@yon
her side because her wound is in her back.
âWhat happened to her?â asked by the
nurse.
âShe was hit on her head and stabbe-d on
her back,â I answered.
âMake a way! Make a way!â shouted by a
nurse who is running in front of the be-d.
âSir, plea-se wait here. Youâre not allowed
to stay here inside. plea-se.â
I get out of the operating room and
nervously walking outside. I canât calm
myself because I still donât know if she
would be okay.
I took out my phone in my pocket because
it rings. It was mother.
âMum, you had called me in the wrong
time.â
âBenjamin Alvarez, whyâd you sl@pped your
sister?! The psychiatrist had said that we
shouldnât hurt her for it may trigger her
violent behavior!â
âIâve had enough, Mum. Iâve done it to her
because she almost killed Jaja.â
âJaja? That slave?! Benjamin, sheâs nothing!
St©p giving so much concern to that s–t!â
âShut up, Mum. Now if you only called me
because of your br@t daughter, better end
this call. I have no time to un-derstand you
two.â
âThat slave is a witch! She had bewitched
you. Youâre not like that before!â
I ended the call.
I sit on the bench and sighed. I tried to
relax myself, keeping myself calm. Mum
was right, I am not like this before.
I donât
care if people around are in danger. I didnât
give so much concern to everyone, even for
my family. But Jaja. She is different.
It takes an hour before the doctor get out
from the operating room.
âHow is she, doc?â
âSheâs stable now. We had stitched her
back and her head. She will un-dergo for a
further examination to make sure that
thereâs nothing broken bones, cracks on
her skull or hemorrhage. plea-se fill this
form up for us to know her identity.â
I took the form and filled it up. I used a
fake last name for Jaja. I donât know her
complete name. I had just stated there that
she is my live in p@rtner to avoid further
questions. About the accident happened to
her, I had just stated that she was hit and
stab but and a psycho did it to her. Police
had come and interviewed me from what
had happened. I donât nee-d to lie to cover
up my sisterâs fault. She nee-d to be
disciplined.
After paying to the hospital in order to
accept Jaja, I immediately go to her pri-vate
room. She have bandage on her head and
was lying on her side. I sit in front of her
and watched her slee-ping. I t©uçhed her
pale cheek, I miss seeing this cheeks
blu-shed.
I heard knocks on the door. My secretary
along with Timmy c@mÂŁ in.
âJamin, how is Jaja?â Timmy asked.
âSheâs okay now. Doctors just nee-d to
make sure that sheâs alright.â
âSir, you look like a mess! Here, I brou-ght
you clothes. Iâve sÂŁnt cleaners into your
condo to clean mess and blood stains as
the investigators permitted to do it.â
âThank you.â I took the paper bag and go
to the bathroom of Jajaâs pri-vate room. I
had just noticed that I am shaking with
worry.
âGinny is out of control now. She had
ruined your office when I got there. God!
Sheâs a freak! No wonder Frederick had
name her wicked Ginny,â Timmy said as I
got out the bathroom.
He handed me a sandwich but I just placed
it on the table. I am not in the mood to eat.
I just want to see Jaja breathe.
âBenjamin, are you alright?â Timmy asked
when he noticed my silence.
âTimmy, why do people change?â I asked
out of the blue while staring at Jaja.
He st©pped for a while. I know heâs
thinking. âI had thought five reasons,
Jamin. People change because theyâve been
hurt, inspired, f0rç£d, suffered from the
life changing events, bored or frustrated.
There are lots of reasons why we change,
Jamin. Whyâd you ask?â
âIâve been acting strange this past few
days, Timmy. Iâve never been this way
before. I think Iâve been changed.â
âYeah, Iâve noticed it too. Your face isnât
serious every time I visit you. Youâve been
the one whoâs initiating the conversation.
You always get absÂŁnt minded then
suddenly youâre going to smile or your ears
are turning red. Your patience is a bit
longer now. And youâre always excited to
go home.â
I look at him. âReally?â
âYes. Because of Jaja. Youâve changed
because of her. Itâs a miracle!â
We look at the door when it opened. The
doctor c@mÂŁ in holding a paper. I quic-kly
got up and walk near him.
âHow is it, Doc?â
The Doctor smiled. âThankfully, thereâs no
hemorrhage and nothing found cracked or
broken bones. She may wake up one of this
days.â
I nod. I am totally relaxed.
âOne more thing, Mister Alvarez, is she on
her legal age?â
I furrowed my brow. âWhat do you mean?
Of course she is on her legal age.â
âplea-se donât get offended. We have
noticed that her b©dy is exhausted and
there are lots of swollen p@rt on her. Sheâs
also suffering from the swelling on her
pri-vate p@rt that may cause her so much
pain and she might have some
complications on it. Mister Alvarez, I advice
to you that let her rest until she had totally
recovered.â
âAlright, Doc.â
âI may now leave you here, Mister Alvarez.
If she had awaken, plea-se let us know.â
The doctor leaved. I saw Timmy grins.
âWhat?!â I yelled.
âPoor Jamin. You canât take her until she
recovered. Follow the advice of the
doctor.â
Instead of feeling pissed, I just feel
nothing. I donât feel disappointed with the
idea.
JAJAâs Point Of View
âI HATE LIARS! I HATE YOU! YOU SHOULD DIE!
BENJAMIN IS MINE!â
My eyes opened wi-dely. I wanted to sit but
I felt my back aches. My head hurts too. I
look around. I am in a hospital. My gaze
switched to the couch in front of me.
Master Benjamin is slee-ping there in a
sitting situation.
I remembered what I had dreamt awhile
ago. Ginny is stabbing me as she say those
words. She looks possessive when it comes
to Master.
âYouâre awake!â Master Benjamin said. He
c@mÂŁ near me and sit on the chair in front
of me. âYou nee-d something? Are you
thirsty? Hungry?â
I shook my head. âN-no, Master. You look
tired, Master. You should take a rest.â
He smiled. âYou are the one who nee-d a
rest, Jaja.â
Jaja. He called me on my name. He used to
call me âslaveâ. What is the meaning of this?
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The Blue Love-Episode 14(Ginny And Hella)
BENJAMINâs Point Of View
âSir, did I heard you right?â my secretary
asked me.
âYes. Itâs just two weeks.â
âBut, Sir, if you take vacation, how about
me? I nee-d this work, Sir.â
âDonât worry. Thereâs no deduction to your
monthly salary. Take a two weeks leave,
company would still pay you.â
âOh thank you, Sir!â
âNow, all you nee-d to do is cancel all my
meetings for the next two weeks. Then
complete the tasks Iâve given to you. You
can now leave.â
My secretary thanked me again then
leaved. I am going to take a leave to keep
my attention to Jaja. I want to be the one
who will take care of her in the hospital
though I had hired her a pri-vate nurse.
Timmy was right. I am not the usual me,
now. I have changed.
I have no plan to work for this day so I just
wore sweatshi-t and jeans. I just visited the
company to finish the things I should finish
then I am off to go to the hospital where
Jaja has been admitted.
As I got out from the elevator that landed
on the first floor, I heard a commotion on
the lobby. I walk towards there and I saw
Ginny talking to the receptionist of the
company building. There are also guards
whoâs pu-lling her.
âLet her go,â I command. The guards
quic-kly responded but didnât leave and
stayed alert.
They know what Ginny had done to my
office. She brou-ght havoc on it. I told the
guards that they must not let Ginny go in
the building.
âBrother, I had visited you on your condo
but youâre not there so I decided to visit
you here. Have banned me to the company
of our family? Thatâs not fair!â
âHave you forgotten what you did here the
last time you c@mÂŁ here? You brou-ght
havoc to the whole building!â
She looked away and rolled her eyes.
âBecause you had sl@pped me!â
I sighed.
âWhere are you going? Youâre not wearing
your business attire,â she noticed.
âIâm going to the hospital. I will take care
of Jaja.â
Ginnyâs angelic face bec@mÂŁ blank. She
didnât show any expressions. And that is
not good.
âIâm leaving. Donât rant here, police will
take you.â
I donât nee-d to go the parking lot because
my car is alre-ady on the outside of the
building. I parked it there for I am not
staying here longer. I put my key in the
ignition and switched my car on. While on
the trip, I had planned to buy breakfast for
me and Jaja. Sheâs been in the hospital for
two days and the doctor said that maybe a
day or two she can be discharged.
âGood morning, Jaja. How are you?â I asked
as I took out the foods I had bought.
âIâm feeling okay, Master. Good morning
too.â
I sit in the chair and put the sandwich into
her mouth.
JAJAâs Point Of View
I look at Master. He looks h0t in his white
sweatshi-t and p@n-ts.
He has been acting so strange when I woke
up in the hospital. Heâs so kind and caring. I
also learned from the nurse that Master
stated on the form that we live in. I havenât
asked him yet about him calling me on my
name, I have no courage. Thatâs weird and
sweet. I am enjoying when I hear him
saying my name.
âEat,â he said when I havenât eat the
sandwich heâs offering.
âMaster, let me do it. I can move my arms,â
I said. Iâm not used to him being so caring.
âNo. Rule number two, do not oppose or
contradict your Master. Now, eat.â
Without speaking, I eat the sandwich. He
reminded me the rules, and I also
remember the rule number one. Always
remember that I am a slave and he is the
Master. plea-sure and love shouldnât be
combined. I shouldnât be as-suming things
and overl@pping the limits.
Silence filled the whole room until I finish
the food. I stared at Master as he eat his
food.
âYouâre not going to work, Master?â
He shook his head. âI nee-d to make sure
that you are receiving good treatment and
attention.â
âBut I am, Master. If youâre not here, the
nurse and the doctor is always checking me
from time to time.â And it is strange.
Doctors and nurses are not this kind of
caring and concerned. The way they visit
me always makes me feel I am important.
âEven though,â he said in an authorized
tone.
I shut myself up. Heâs using that kind of
tone if he donât want to be contradicted. I
look at him again. I remembered my dream
about Ginny, that scene has been popping
up in my dream this past two nights.
âWhatâs the matter?â Master asked. Maybe
he had noticed me staring at him.
âMaster, can I ask you something
personal?â
He look at me, solemnly. I lowered my
head because of the shame. I shouldnât be
asking it. I am just a slave for pityâs sake!
âWhat is it?â
My head raised up and surprisingly look at
Master. Did he just allowed me to ask him
about his life?
âUhm.. Master, it is about Ginny.â
âI will be the one to ask an apology for my
sister have done to you,â Master quic-kly
said in a apologetic tone. His face is also
guilty.
âI-itâs alright, Master. Ginny, is she your
sister? I mean, yes you look like her but are
you really siblings?â I gulped after I said
those words. Itâs been running in my mind
for two days.
He didnât replied. He just look at me in a
questionable look.
âSorry for asking, Master,â I apologized.
âYes, sheâs my sister. Whyâd you asked?â
I took a de-ep breath. âMaster, Iâve been
dreaming this many times and I am feeling
uneasy with it. In my dream, while Ginny is
stabbing me, sheâs shouting that she hate
liars and you are her property.â
Masterâs face was shocked. âDid you heard
that when she had attacked you before?â
âI donât know, Master. Iâm sorry. I know it
sounded weird. Maybe it was just a dream.â
Master didnât speak. When I look at him,
heâs staring on the floor. Silence filled the
air again for a few minutes.
âMaybe you had heard that during the
attack.â
Flabberg@sted. I had heard it right.
âWhat do you mean, Master? Ginny is
obsessed to her brother?â
He smiled. âMum and Dad always say that
sheâs just violent and br@t. But no. I had
proven that Ginny have Dissociative
Identity Disorder. She have split
personality. Our parents are aware of it so
they sÂŁnt her away from me. Sheâd
un-dergone into a thera-py and they said
that Ginny is alright. She had been cured
from her mental illness but no, sheâs a
good actress. I keep on saying that sheâs
not cured but our parents didnât listen.
Ginny have two personality. Ginny, the
violent and br@t sister of mine. The other
one is Hella, Ginnyâs alter whoâs obsessed
to me and have a great affection towards
me. Hella is the one in control when she
had attacked you.â
ProcessingâŠ
Coping upâŠ
un-derstandingâŠ
Ginny has an alter?! I bec@mÂŁ speechless
because of what I heard. I donât know
what should I say. I am still shocked. What
I am dreaming is true, and it was Ginnyâs
alter who is obsessed to Master.
To be continued