SIN
( A REASON TO DIE)
NOEL INNOCENT
NOT EDITED, EXPECT ERRORS
EPILOGUE: ONE YEAR LATER
Lilly carefully chop the onions, she has recently learned how to cook properly and Edward thought her all these ” that’s a great meal lily ” hearing his voice from the living room, I smile.
” It will definitely take ten more minutes”
” I will be waiting”
Serving Edward his meal, i watch him eat, for a year now i have deny myself from eating, no it won’t kill me but it’s a punishment I decided to place myself in, I have caused so many people death, I have killed a lot, ruin a lot of lives….so losing weight and refusing eating won’t harm
” You still plan to starve yourself”
” Yes Edward”
” I keep asking why but you also shut me down and later cry at night ”
” Is nothing”
” I don’t know if it’s because you wish to die or lose weight but it’s not working, you still look perfectly fine ”
” I do know that ” of course, death spirit don’t eat so I won’t be losing weight but my human side is causing a really painful stomach ache ” I will step out for awhile” Edward nod and I proceed in leaving
A year ago he saved me from the forest, saying I lost consciousness and since then, he has been taking care of me
Moving close to the river side, I sit gently, place my leg in the water and close my eyes, whenever I do, all I see is mammon, his white long hair, perfectly shaped li-ps, blue eyes
He is perfect, his love was perfect and I tried killing him, tears fall from my eyes, even after a year I still can’t forget him and it hurts so badly.
But it seem he has moved on, successfully win a battle, his kingdom has grown even more ” it’s perfect” smiling I open my eyes then stand to my feet, things are meant to be this way, I should return back
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Many times lily went back to the palace and stare at Lord Mammon, how he eat, run the palace but what break her heart most was when he cried, he always lay on his bed at night, look at the ceiling and tears roll down.
Is this what the gods design for them? Maybe this was karma but then why is mammon pa-ssing throu-ghit.
For the first time in my life, I regretted reincarnating, if only I knew things will end up this way.
I won’t have done this grave SIN, FOR IT IS A SIN TO PERFORM THE ART OF REINCARNATION.
THE END.
I Know it’s a sad ending but then it was a nice journey.