She is insane
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Chapter 21
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” You’re alive ” I marveled in shock.
” Brian ” I muttered.
Am in some kind of dream or what.
No it can be a dream.
Everyone who knew Brian was all stunned including Richa-rd.
He rush closer to me and cu-p-ped my face on his palms.
I can’t believe the sight before me. How’s he alive.
I was staring at him with utter bewilderment and shock.
” I miss you ” he said and gave me a ti-ght hu-g.
” Brian how’d y..
” Yes am alive. It your Brian ” he whispered in my ears.
” Ho… hw ” I stuttered nervously.
He disengage from the hu-g.
” I’ll tell everyone here why am alive today. I know everyone must be in a total shock ” he said and leapt backward.
” Everyone found thought i did die. But I didn’t die. The person that was brutally burnt wasn’t me it was someone else. That guy that’d was burnt was a thu-g. I was being chase by him with his own car. I didn’t know when I lost my way and went straight into the bushes. I reach a cliff and couldn’t drive more. So I stop the thu-g came out of his own car and try smashing him. But I wasn’t able to march up with his pace. After beating the hell outta of me. He pushed me over the cliff and i fell straight down. All other things after that I can’t remember ” he narrated all his ordeal.
I didn’t say a word.
There was a dead silence among us. Am sure everyone was struggling to believe he is really in front of me as well as I’m.
“How’d you survive falling over the cliff❓ ” Kim questioned.
She is the only one br@ve to ask.
” I was found by some good Samaritans they’d put me back into place” he replied.
” Why do you came now it as been 8months since your death ” she inquired inquisitively.
” You see after falling off the cliff, I’d lost my memories. I couldn’t remember anything. It was just a week back that i regain all my memory ” he explained to her inquisitive questions and she seems okay with his explanation.
“Wait ” she said.
” What about your voice. Your voice doesn’t marches the Brian i knew ” she pored.
I just notice his voice is not similar to my br@in’s voice.
My Brian voice sounds sweet and tender, while is own his more de-eper like that of a lion.
” oh! Yo.. you see hum. I got into and accident two weeks back it damage my voice and make it more de-eper ” he explained.
I couldn’t even speak. I just left Kim to do all the talking.
” Judy am back. Sorry for abandoning you. I’d heard what happen to you. You lost your sanity” he cooed.
I don’t un-derstand anything am suppose to be mad for joy at the sight of him.
We all thought he was died. But am not even happy.
It’s as if i don’t want him to return that is really selfish of me.
What is happening. Lost in strange thought I didn’t know when he took his li-ps on mine.
When he removed them. I didn’t feel anything.
I just to love it when he took his li-ps on mine.
But now i hate it. My eyes wonder around and caught Richa-rd looking hurt.
He eyes shows it was hurt. Is he the reason why am not feeling the slightest joy of having Brian back.
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Richa-rd POV
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When saw the guy Judy loved. I was stunned at first.
He narrated all his ordeal and then ki-ssed Judy.
It really hurt me. My heart sank. It as if am seeing all this in a coma.
My eyes were almost producing a tear.
Before I tear up. I nee-d to get outta of here.
I’d made my way to the entrance door.
With my big aching heart, I hopped into my cycle and went home.
I got home and alighted. I went straight into the house.
Nothing makes sense to me anymore.
Am hurt am damn hurt. I went into the kitchen. I took a can of water and gulped it.
I stare at the empty can when am done with it.
Water can’t quench the fired that is burning my heart right now.
I broke down.
” Why can’t i be happy. Am not just destiny to love ” i cussed sobbingly.
I broke down and started weep like a two year old.
I cried and cried the more the more the pain increases.
The fact that Judy isn’t gonna be mine anymore is killing me. Am gonna go insane soon.
I wail and shouted continuously ‘ WHY ‘ so loud venting both pain and anger all at once to myself.
I was lost in thought that i didn’t see Elena and Sofia.
They was standing in front of me.
Elena have this pitiful look on her and Sofia stare at me with teary eyes.
I gaze at them and continue my breaking down.
Elena level to the floor and patted my back.
I would’ve yank her hands rou-ghly if i wasn’t in such a woeful state.
I took her into a insecure hu-g and wept like a baby on her shoulder.
” Why do get hurt by love. Am i just not destined to be love ” I wailed.
” Please don’t wept am here for you” she cooed and i ti-ghten the hu-g the more.
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Elena POV
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Richa-rd left the party. Am sure he is hurt after seeing Judy and Brian ki-ssing.
He nee-d someone who will solace him right now and am gonna be the one.
I trailed behind him with Sofia in my arms and got into my car.
I drove home and alighted.
Richa-rd as already arrived home. I went in and I could here some cry coming from the kitchen.
I’d went into the Kitchen and met Richa-rd cry so loud like a baby in nee-d of his mother.
I felt hurt seeing him in such state. His cry was so intense that i felt like crying too.
Why do he love her so much that he can even wept for her like this.
I level down and cuddled him to my arms and for the first after my arrival he agreed to my comfort.
I can’t bear to see him in such state.
” Richa-rd please don’t wept like this. I can’t bear to see you in such a state ” I said softly patting his back.
Is he really this hurt.
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Judy POV
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I felt hurt seeing Richa-rd living like that.
But what can i do Brian is back and he is my first love.
He proposed ? to me right in front of everyone asking me to marry him.
I hesitate for some moment before saying yes.
I don’t know if said ‘ yes ‘ was the right thing to say. But Brian his my first love and as for Richa-rd I don’t even know.
I gaze at mum and dad and Kim they gave a round of applaud ?.
I forge a smile on my li-ps.
Kim had a confuse expression on her face as well as I’m.
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#The_next_day
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Mum and dad went to their various place of work.
Kim said she was going to attend some dance clas-s of hers in her school or whatever.
I can stay home alone. I really have to start finding a job.
Since I’d lost my job at the hotel as receptionist , when I lost my sanity.
Brian gave me is new address and phone number.
I haven’t call him this morning. I don’t feel like.
But that is be bad. Is as if Judy you don’t want the man you always loved to come back to you, I scold myself.
I was lost in thought my mind drifted to Richa-rd.
I just descending the stairs while thinking of Richa-rd.
When I gat to the third stairs. I lost my balance and landed my head on the ba-re floor.
I winced and felt dizzy some strange memory was the one making me dizzy not the pain on my head. Memories of Richa-rd came into my head
” Richa-rd ” I called, before everything went black out for me.
*She is insane*
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.Chapter 22
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Continuation…..
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I woke up and saw i laid down on the my bed.
How’d i got here, i remember I hit my head on the ba-re floor.
I place one of my hand on my forehead and because I felt a slight pain.
The memories that think made me dizzy replay on my mind.
Gosh, I remember everything i remember Richa-rd. I thrilled over my new memories.
He had save my twice for the hands of some goons.
He taking care of me and i use to call him my hero.
The laughing pie incident.
The shop incident
When I caught him totally… I rather not say that.
I remembered seeing him nu-de. I wave my head from that thought.
He…..
I cease my statement when i remember his declaration of love and how he lock his li-ps on mine and I also told him i love him back.
Wow a lot have happened and I should be very grateful to Richa-rd he helped me a lot.
He is really my hero.
Richa-rd deserve my friendship and I haven’t be able to thank him.
He is also in love with me and what do i feel in return for him.
Do I really love him.
I think so, but Brian is back. I can’t cheat him.
Brian doesn’t deserve to be heartbroken and neither Richa-rd.
Poor Richa-rd.
What should i do? am confuse.
When I try to sprung up on my feet.
My head became heavy I fell back down and Gr0-ned.
I held my head and another strange memory came replaying on my head.
“Elena ” I muttered and my eyes widen.
That woman is a bitc-h, she was the one who pushed me and my head landed on the dinning table before loosing consciousness.
And that child she claims belongs to Richa-rd….
I winced a little my head hurt the more I remember the more my head hurt.
Sofia isn’t Richa-rd child. That the reason she pushed me.
Gosh, the memories are all scattered.
Mum came in and arched a brow.
My head still hurt and i still doubt if it was because of the falling. It might be the memory.
I still held my head and Gr0-ned.
“Does it really hurt that bad ” mum inquired with care lacing her tone, as she took her seat beside me.
” Yea” I admitted.
I was thinking of telling mum about the new memories or should I say old.
I restricted from telling her. I should let anyone know i regain my memory yet.
If mum knew. She definitely gonna tell Richa-rd and Richa-rd might start asking questions um I don’t know_that am not ready to answer.
What is even the use of this memory.
I think Richa-rd shouldn’t find out. Am grateful to him.
But he should find out either do i want anyone to.
I think am really in love with Richa-rd, but that should always remain a secret.
Brian is back and he is my first love.
Elena is deceiving Richa-rd about Sofia been is child.
He as to the right to know the bitter truth.
But if I’d tell him about it. He’ll come to know that I have regain my memories that am trying to hide from him.
It best I live everything to happen the way it’s.
Am sure Elena will be exp-osed to her own escapade.
But it wrong to uphold such an important truth and not telling the person in question.
Well, I have to live everything to happen the way it’s.
I was so lost in thought that I didn’t knew mum was talking to me all this while.
” What wrong. Have be speaking to you all this while but couldn’t reply. It seems you were lost in thoughts.
That I know mind uphold such importance. Will you mind sharing them with your mum ” she demanded curiously.
” It nothing mum ” I denied and mum face didn’t show any sigh of satisfaction.
She still had her curious eye balls fix to me.
” Am not a child you can easily fool and for the fact that am your mum, I have always knew you and I can tell if you are hiding something” she pored.
” mum is nothing ” I lied again and she put on a frowning facial expression.
” Who could know you better than your own mum. Stop this ‘ nothing’ of yours as you can see am not buying into it ” she scolded and I sighed.
I decided to tell her. I told her that I remember all what Richa-rd as done for me and what’ll shared.
Of course i excluded the ‘love part ‘ and ‘Elena bitter lies ‘ and what she’d to me.
At the end of my tales she marveled and was stunned.
” Mum please don’t tell anyone not even Richa-rd and not Kim either because you know she’s a parrot beak. You know Brian is back and this memory isn’t any use. Please mum let it remain a secret ” I said plainly and mum face curve in a smile.
” Why do you want to keep it as a secret? ” she inquired.
“Mum please stop questioning me just do what I said ” I almost yell making a unpleasant face.
“Okay I’ll but i don’t see why you wanna keep such good news as a secret it weird ” mum pored.
” Why do you wanna keep it a secret um. Richa-rd deserve to know ” I heard Kim say over the door.
I arched a brow.
Holy shit, why’d she have to hear everything thing.
I can control mum but Kim I can’t am sure she is gonna let Richa-rd know if possible.
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Kim POV
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I came back from school and made my way inside my home.
I came upstair. I heard talks coming from Judy’s room.
I stood at the doorway the room door was opened.
Mum and Judy didn’t notice me as they went on with their conversation which suppose to be a served.
Unlucky for them. I eavesdropped on their conversation.
I was astonish when Judy told mum that she as regain her memories.
But why do she wanna keel such a secret away from everyone including Richa-rd that deserve to know.
Is she for real, thank God I heard their secret conversation and am gonna let Richa-rd know about it.
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” Kim come over here ” Judy called and I walk straight to her.
“Please don’t tell Richa-rd about this you know Brian is back and….
” What as Brian got to do with telling Richa-rd that you’ve regain your memory. And I doubt if that Brian is real something In me tells me he is fake” I queried.
Honestly, I really doubt if that is really br@in or not.
First it’s strange voice that made me start doubting him.
” Shut up will you, I have had enough of your talks and go in to the washroom and freshen up ” I scold hoarsely.
” I didn’t say anything wrong “I snapped and she glared.
“Enough the both of you don’t start a fight now ” mum intervene with authority.
” Kim don’t even think of telling Richa-rd anything ” she warned.
I ignore her and went to freshen up.
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#The_next_day
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Richa-rd POV
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I went to work with an heavy heart.
I decided to forget about Judy.
Maybe I should just focus with Elena and my child.
I should just give Elena a chance in my life.
But I don’t if I would ever love her back.
I gonna always love Judy and only Judy.
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Elena POV
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“Wow, wow Rowena guess what ” I thrilled as I plumbed down on her Sofa.
” What? the good news ” she raised a delicate I brow ready for some ju-icy gossip as ever.
” Richa-rd want to give our relationship a chance ” I hit the nutshell and she cover her mouth because she was astonished.
” Whoa, whoa. I nee-d details ” she yearned for more ju-icy gossip.
” First where’s Sofia ” she inquired.
” I had enroll her in a school before coming here ” I said.
“Oh! I see. So the details ” she demanded inquisitively.
I was ready to tell her everything.
TBC…….