LADIES COMMON MISTAKES IN A RELATIONSh!p
EPISODE 19
Dawn arrived quic-kly than i expected. I tossed uneasily on Samuel’s be-d.
“How do i face Emmanuel today?” i wondered and closed my eyes,
“God help me” i prayed and breathed de-eply. My strength failed me.
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I stayed away from lectures that fateful day, and stayed indoors with Samuel, who really was very glad to sacrifice his lectures because of me. We had a wonderful time pla-ying, joking and he never went beyond his boundary,which i really loved most about him.. de-ep down within me i still felt very uneasy.
I kept thinking about Emmanuel and his next line of action, since i failed to show up in school. My heart leapt each time i heard someone knocking on a neighbour’s door, fearing it was him knocking on my door.
“Hope you are alright dear, you look very anxious and uneasy?” Samuel asked numerous times that fateful day. But instead of telling him my plight i preferred to keep it firmly sealed in my heart.
“I can’t believe you still haven’t told him about Emmanuel, upon everything i said to you yesterday, seriously you are no longer behaving like the Mary i know, are you un-der a spell or are you still habouring some form of affection for that boy?” Mariam asked suspiciously, when she c@m£ into my room later in the evening, after returning from school..
“You won’t un-derstand” i murmured and bit myl-ips,
“Yes i can’t un-derstand your behaviour anymore, you even skipped lectures because of that boy nawa oh” she replied and shook her head.
“I know what i’m doing okay, you are just misun-derstanding my actions dear,” i murmured. She shrugged and changed the t©pic, while I instantly felt relieved, because i really had no strength to argue with her.
However when Samuel confronted me about Emmanuel later in the night, i knew my best friend had snitched on me. I felt very terrible, weak and lost, but what pained me the most was Samuel’s words, which really injured me immensely.
“I never knew you could keep such information away from me. I never believed i will ever hear such news from someone else, why Mary?, why??” he asked after repeating all Mariam told him.
I swallowed ha-rd and looked away, with an injured pride, totally ashamed of myself.
“I can’t even imagine you stayed away from school just because of him” he muttered,
“Baby i kept it away from you because i didn’t want to involve you, i know how upset you will be if i tell you such news” i explained truthfully, but for the first time he choosed not to believe me. He stared at me for a while before looking down.
“Seriously i don’t know what to believe, how am i even sure you haven’t been meeting him secretly, perhaps it was your friend’s conscience that made her open up to me even though i suspect she tuned down the whole thing” he murmured. I g@sped in shock, gr@bb£d his right hand strongly, forcing him to bring his eyes back on me.
Samuel has never doubted, suspected, nor spoken silly words to me, but that moment it appeared as if i lost all his trust. The most painful p@rt of it all was that he accused me unjustly and kept staring at me as if i was a half penny who.re.
“My God, why did Mariam do this to me” i wondered with a weeping heart, totally lost, dejected and heartbroken……
“Good night” Samuel muttered, snatched his hand from my grasp, and turned his back on me,
“Where are you going?” i asked stupidly,
“To my room of course” he replied coldly,
“Spend the night here with me dear?” i begged,
“I don’t think it’s necessary, you never wanted me to get involved, so it’s better i stay away so that you can clean up your problems alone just like you wanted. You can notify me when you are done” he murmured and left my room.
“Dear your behaviour is punishing me, don’t leave me here alone” i begged as he left.
I never knew Samuel could ever get so annoyed with me in such manner, and It just looked as if my life was crashing in a terrifying manner.
I spent that night tossing on my be-d and crying. I woke up the next day emotionally weak, pertube-d and uneasy.
Mariam showed up in my room by 7:55AM, I felt like murdering her, but had to control myself because i didn’t want to create a scene with someone so vulgar.
“Why the drawn face huh?” she asked and sat beside me with concern. I sighed and looked the other way,
“Snitch” i hissed quietly,
“Hmmm okay, now i un-derstand the monkey face you are showing me. Of course i told Samuel because you have no reason for hiding Emmanuel’s disturbance from him. You won’t un-derstand what i did for you, hahaha you can thank me later shaaa” she patted my back and laughed.
“This is no laughing matter, your big mouth just cost me my relationsh!p” i murmured,
“Abegi make i hear word jare” she replied and fell back on my be-d,
“I’m very serious, Samuel almost pounced on me yesterday” i complained bitterly. To my surprise, my dear friend laughed out loud.
“Anyway i don’t blame you, i caused everything by revea-ling my problems to you” i added sadly. She sat up and stared at me seriously.
“Baby don’t talk like that, Samuel loves you very much, he just reacted as he should. Relax he will come back to make peace” she as-sured,
“What if he doesn’t?” i asked,
“Then you go yourself and beg him, you have legs don’t you?” she replied and win-ked at me, “anyway i don’t think Samuel can last a day without you” she concluded while i shrugged.
We argued and debated about Emmanuel, Samuel and how to settle my problems throu-ghout that morning till 11:3AM when we heard a steady knock on my door which interrupted us.
Mariam quic-kly answered my door and froze when she saw who was knocking. She slowly walked backwards like someone possessed by an evil power. My face instantly coloured. I g@sped and swallowed ha-rd when i saw Emmanuel confidently walk into my room with a steady smile. But before i could recover from the shock, Mariam quic-kly regained herself and pushed him ferociously with an energy i never have seen in her.
Her push took him by surprise, and s£nt him staggering backwards towards the open door. Mariam pushed again and again until he was out of my room without much resistance. She quic-kly locked my door with great speed and rested her b©dy on it as she g@sped for breath.
I really was totally stunned, and surprised at the great stunt she pu-ll-ed. I stared at her gratefully for some minutes and breathed de-eply,
“God plea-se give me the type of mind, strength and courage Mariam has” i prayed….
LADIES COMMON MISTAKES IN A RELATIONSh!p
EPISODE 20
“That guy really is something else, imagine the arrogance, the smile and the way he carried himself, God” Mariam muttered and fell on my be-d.
“Do you think your action will st©p him?” i asked with a smile,
“Of course not, what i did was just a temporary measure, st©pping him permanently is in your hands, just like you did to David” she replied,
“But i think you should first apologize and sort out your differences with Samuel, before having anything to do with that rascal, or else you will be adding more salt to your problems” she lectured, “imagine allowing him into you room and Samuel shows up in the process” she added. A shiver ran throu-gh me as i imagined it all,
“You are right dear, i will settle with Samuel this evening” i as-sured her.
Emmanuel knocked on my door for hours and left when he realised nothing would make us open the door for him. Mariam later left for her own room. I bathed, wore a lovely go-wn, sprayed perfume all over my b©dy and went over to Samuel’s room.
He allowed me into his room without saying anything. I smiled la-id on his be-d and stared at him. He sat on his rug and backed me, focusing his eyes on the tv screen, even though i knew his mind was somewhere else.
“I’m sorry” i quietly apologized and t©uçhed his right shoulder. He kept quiet and ignored me.
“You know me better dear and you know the last thing i will ever do is to cheat on you, not with my ex, not with anyone” i prayed,
“I don’t know you anymore” he muttered coldly. I breathed de-eply, climbe-d down from the be-d and sat beside him on the floor,
“Dear look into my eyes and repeat that comment, i won’t disturb you again if you repeat it” i dared him calmly. He looked into my eyes momentarily before looking away. I smiled and heaved a sigh of relief…
“I still have much control over him” i acknowledged.
I gently pe-cked him, cutting off his tirade. For a brief instant, he resisted, then sighed,
“It wounds me when you act like this” i murmured,
“Isn’t there something you nee-d to tell me?” he asked curiously. I looked away and pla-yed the feminine stunt. Tears fell from my eyes and i began to cry.
He instantly clasped me to his che-st
“ssh” he soothed, “it’s over, everything is alright”
I smiled in my mind. Searched his face as i probe-d for equivocation, but encountered none, which ultimately made me accept his pledge to be genuine.
“Problem solved” i breathed de-eply and murmured to myself. My dearest Samuel is the most gullible guy i have ever met, and it really was so because he loved me with all his heart.
“Why are you smiling?” i soon heard him ask. But i didn’t reply because i was busy planning my next line of action, which was st©pping Emmanuel from disturbing me. I felt uneasy thinking about it as if i knew my downfall was approaching…
“plea-se my love don’t ever mistrust me again” i whispered pleadingly into his ear. He swiftly turned and stared into my eyes with the cutiest smile ever,
“It won’t happen again dear” he promised and pe-cked me. I smiled gratefully, pla-yed with his left ear for a while before pla-yfully pinching his jaw,
“I have another request to make my love” i carefully murmured. He held my left hand and nodded for me to continue,
“plea-se allow me to handle Emmanuel the way i deem it fit” i begged humbly. His expression instantly changed, and he breathed de-eply like someone in pain, as he scanned my face with his eyes like a detective.
“But baby i don’t think it’s wise” he tried to argue. I instantly placed a f!nger on hisl-ips, deliberately st©pping him from finishing his objection.
“plea-se baby” i begged with my feminine charms which i instantly displa-yed. He looked away for some seconds, shrugged and faced me again.
“Alright if that will make you happy and equally get him to leave you, who am i to object” he accepted with a dry smile, while my eyes instantly beemed with joy. I hvgged him happily, every pore in my b©dy smiled with excitement.
“Thanks my love, you are the best, very un-derstanding and considerate” i murmured happily, before resting on his b©dy like a little child.
He just held me and smiled like someone who displea-sed himself for the sake of peace.
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“Do you think you can handle Emmanuel on your own” Mariam asked with concern the following morning, after listening to the narration i gave her on how i secured Samuel’s love and trust again.
“Yea i can, or don’t you trust me anymore?” i answered and stared at her suspiciously. Seriously her behaviour and loyalty seemed to change, since she learnt of Emmanuel’s return.
“I do trust you dear” she flashed a quic-k smile, shrugged and expertly changed the t©pic.
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2:30PM A DAY LATER
I was about taking my usual sunday siesta when i heard gentle knocks on my door. I lazily got up from my be-d, opened my door and g@sped in surprise when my eyes fell on Emmanuel smiling nervously. I felt weak on my knees, while my heart skipped a bit, i really don’t know why i always felt uneasy each time i happen to meet his gaze, “perhaps i really haven’t yet gotten over him the way i thought” i wondered as i stared coldly at him.
“Mary all i nee-d is just two minutes of your time, plea-se don’t shut your door and grant me audience” he begged softly. I breathed de-eply and allowed him into my room, very determined to end his chapter and disturbance that fateful afternoon.
“Thanks for letting me into your room” Emmanuel murmured with a smile as he settled down on a small plastic chair.
“I know what i c@m£ to say may be a bit difficult and probably weird to you, but i really c@m£ with every bit of sincerity and honesty a guy could ever muster. Before i begin plea-se let’s keep all our differences and things of the past aside and think only about the future” he fluently poured out. I scoffed, held my jaw and nodded for him to continue.
“I know i did a very terrible, unforgivable deed by abandoning you, i really do apologize for that and i know if you will ever bear to hear my side of the story, you really will un-derstand why it happened. Anyway let me go straight to why i c@m£ here” he added nervously like a new bank executive who was ma-king his first pres£ntation. My heart pounded furiously as i listened to him.
“Baby i really c@m£ to finish the dream we started together years ago. Remember our plans, hopes and dreams we shared, drawings and promises we made to each other as we mapped our life years ago? I have returned with the noble intention of finishing it. Let’s forget the past and forge ahead plea-se. I now work with Fidelity bank, just like i told you i will when i graduate, plea-se don’t let personal feelings and anger cloud your judgement. My parents are waiting for you, my heart is very eager to unite with yours and my soul could only be at rest with you by my side, cyndii dear let’s finish this dream together” he pleaded pas-sionately.
“St©p!!!” i snapped, cutting off his speech midway. I truly couldn’t believe his words were having terrible effects on me. I really was hypnotized.
“What’s wrong with me, why am i even listening to all this thrash” i wondered, terribly alarmed at the apparent change in me. I instantly trembled when i felt his t©uçh as he expertly reached out, held my f!ngersand knelt by my side, when he noticed how shaken i was.
“I see confusion in your eyes. But plea-se think this throu-gh, remember how we started and remember that i do know you very well. I went to conquer the world, now i’m back with the spoils which i l@yat your feet, plea-se listen to the silent whispers in your heart” he murmured like a devil, confusing me more.
I was lost, confused and alarmed. My heart yearned for another thing, while my b©dy demanded for another. Sure he really was my first love, but isn’t old memories supposed to fade with time?.
“I’ll be back for your reply Mary” he whispered and k!$$£d me before i could even breathe twice nor say anything. His k!ssso bitter but very strong shook my hor-mones so terrible that i g@sped for air.
Before i could get myself to look up at him, he was gone.
“Lord help me” i prayed. I knew i finally have gotten a very terrible secret to hide from everyone.
“Not even Mariam will hear of this” i concluded to myself, “how shameful it will be if she finds out” i reasoned as i wondered how to overcome the terrible effect Emmanuel’s disturbance was having on me.
What should i have done??
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