just a little sin episode 52

JUST A LITTLE SIN
Episode 52
By AMAH’S HEART

No, the outing wasn’t what I expected. With the way she dressed, I thought she was going to meet a man, maybe a lover but it wasn’t so.
She even ordered me to go and change to something better, she did this three times, saying my cloths weren’t good enough.
It was the fourth time, after giving me a packed shirt, that she finally approved of my appearance.
I was dressed in a stri-ped shirt, a chinos brown trouser, I tucked in my shirt and my original animal skin made belt was glaring.
I wore a brown cover shoe which she bought for me in the past
I wore a slim long blue tie and my low hair was brushed properly.
She gave me a li-p gloss to apply on my li-ps of which I did.
It was indeed awkward, it was all strange for me yet I can’t protest or even complain.
It was the part of the li-p gloss I wanted to turn down but the look on her face as she stretched her hand to hand it over made me not to have a choice.

My li-ps was shining like I just ate oily food.
I lic-ked it up to know if it taste good, it actually taste like strawberry and smells as such
In no time I lic-ked off everything and when she noticed, she hand over the entire gloss to me and said I should make sure that my li-ps isn’t dry.
It should be shining at all time, all throu-ghthe outing.
I replied “yes ma”
She said I’m to reply with “yes ma’am or yes Mom not yes ma”

I can’t wait for everything about today to be over
On our way she stopped at a salon, for more beauty make over
Mainly for the arrangements of her hair

While doing that she asked them to quickly do a pedicure and manicure for me
I really don’t und-erstand what that means until a lady came to sit in front of me with a low chair
She pulled off my shoe and socks without wasting time
Rolled up my trouser carefully before dipping my legs into a very warm, formy bubbling water
The whole thing took about an hour before it was over.
She even wanted to apply a white nail polish which I turned down.
My madam said it won’t do me any harm, it was just a nail hardener which is not even very obvious.
I objected still, I don’t want to have anything to do with any nail polish
The embarra-ssment of wearing a li-p gloss which has obviously refused to dry off, is enough.
Dressing like I was going for one international job interview or going to impress a lady is quiet disturbing
I felt very uncomfortable and angry too but I was asked to wear a fine smile which I try to do pretentiously in order to please her.

This is not Tomasi, is not me at all.
This woman wants to turn me to something else, she wants to replace the whole real man in me to some chaff.

What’s all this pedicure, li-p gloss and even trying to put a shining clear nail polish on my nails, if not that I stood my ground and objected, she would have succeeded.

All this things are women things which I don’t want to a-ssociate myself with
If I don’t do something now and stop her, maybe next time she will ask me to wear wig, earrings, high heels, lashes and go on a dress, who knows?
I can’t predict her anymore or whatever she intend to achieve with all of this.
Is tiring and annoying, I must confess.

John had reminded me about billing her for my services, I pretend like I didn’t hear him
But I’m actually looking out for any opportunity I can get to speak my mind.
I’m not sure if the timing will ever be right but I’m looking out for a chance to let her know that she needs to stop treating like one hsrlót she picked in the street.

This ridiculous outing could have warrant alot of money if I was getting paid for all this extra personal service but I don’t feel interested in her money anymore

I’m a plumber, I love my job and feel very comfortable in it.
I don’t want any of this personal service that madam is forcing me to render to her.
I don’t even know if this is also a big sin or a little one.
I don’t know anymore but I want to run my heavenly race well without distraction.
Alll this are unnecessary distraction and it doesn’t supposed to be so.

When we finally got to the house, it was a big mansion
The decorations is breathtaking and I was speechless at the beauty of the entire building, even the sitting room.

It was indeed glamorous
There where different types of exotic cars parked out
At first I thought it was a five star hotel but it wasn’t, is actually a home for one wealthy person

A rich man I presumed at first but I was taking aback when I realized that it was owned by a woman.

I saw picture frames, the rich woman with her husband in a different pictures where hanging on the wall.
The children are three from what I saw, two boys and a girl.

I was looking around the whole place when my madam asked me to sit.
I sat but she said I should sit properly like an intelligent person.
I don’t know how intelligent person sits,
She asked me to adjust my back, put my knees together or cross my leg, I have to chose one then relax my arms and place my hands either on my thigh or on the couch
She instructed this while the house owner was on a phone call.
The whole sitting instructions was off for me.
I don’t know there’s a fashionable way to sit down now
I never heard of it before
I heard my madam call the woman Diamond Queen
She appears older than my madam
My madam introduced me as “her boy” to the diamond queen
The woman mentioned that I was a fine and handy one and with more money I can look more fresh and perfect.
My madam agrees to everything she says
She asked of my name and before I could say my madam replied that my name was “Tomi”

The Diamond Queen smile with a nod.
Several other things where said, she even mention that my madam should come with me to a party that she was hosting next week.
She said that my madam should hold me tight because i look like a great potential and will make her happy among other men who haven’t been able to do so in the past.

I watched my madam laugh so loud before replying that she is already aware of that
She saw a great potential in me right from time and knew that I’m the perfect one for the job.
Ever since then she has been trying to groom me but I’m proving difficult.
She won’t give up doing so until I’m fully hers.
Diamond Queen said she shouldn’t give up because I seem untamed and appear very innocent

I don’t know what their intentions are but I know there’s a danger ahead and I have to think fast on what exactly to do.

They went on and on talking none stop
Food was serve and I try my very best to appear posh
But I was still corrected on several things on how to sit on the dining table and use the curtleries
Also how to put food in my mouth and chew
God should just have mercy on this women and their unnecessary teaching.
I can’t relate and do not want to relate to this kind of lifestyle.
They want to frustrâte me.

It was very late when we returned and all throu-ghthat night all I did was to think about everything.
I missed several calls from Omie and returned back immediately I picked up my phone.
I briefed her on how my day went, she said I should try and come to mid week Bible study so that we can discuss better.

The following day, madam called me to her room to ask me that hope I enjoyed myself yesterday and I nodded.

She said the reason she was calling is to ask me of something.
She asked me to sit and when I did.
She said I should tell her the amount I want to be paid because she wants to also make me her personal aid
I will be doing my normal job as a plumber but also attending to her personally
My salary isn’t a problem because she will be paying me any suitable amount I mention.

But her needs and order has to come first before any other and also before mine.

I was quiet and before telling her I can’t think of anything right now that she should give me time and I will get back to her

She reluctantly agreed
She handed a wad of cash to me, it was a huge sum and felt heavy as I held it.
She said I will receive many more of such if I remain an obedient boy.

I thanked her and left

My madam said this is a new beginning of a better chance for me but I don’t feel anything new about this begining.

It felt like the beginning of doôm.

I really have to decide what exactly I want to do with all this strangeness staring at me.

This is not the kind of good life I craved for.
They want to turn me into something I don’t und-erstand but I won’t let that to happen.

My name is Tomasi, I’m a man, a real man who is focused in his heavenly quest.

I’m not Tomi” a confused man, who dances to every of Madam’s body song
And worship at her feet
I reject such and won’t be reduced to that.

I don’t know how I’m going to do it but I will ask God to show me ways of escape,
If he does not answer me then I’m sure Omie will have answer for me.

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