it wasn’t lust episode 8 & 9

IT WASN’T LUST

EPISODE 8

Written by: Chidinma Ihemenandu

Ben’s pov
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I tried to sleep but can’t, I was so restless and my heart travels so many kilometers just thinking of the possibility of my girlfriend falling prey to a rapist or armed robbers, thinking of that made me remember the girl that was a victim some hours ago. My mind settled there and I started thinking about her, so many unanswered questions pumped up in my head…

Whose she, I don’t even get to know her name?
Why was I even prompted to help her, what of if those guys had fired at me with their gun, what would I have told my mum….
Hope she wasn’t really hurt that bad…
The thought of her been hurt make me whimper, I stood up from my bed… Wait a minute, why did I even let her go home alone that night, I should have followed her home at least to know where she’s living and check on her often to know how she’s fairing….. I hit my head,gosh! I’m such a jerk! There are many people who commits suicide because of this very act of ra-pe, if they can’t bear it any longer they just took their lives to save themselves from shame and ridicules… I shouldn’t have allowed her go home alone.. How do I get to know where she lives…. I felt very sad at these thoughts because what it means to help someone is to render help to the person to the core and not to leave it half way… That’s no help at all…. I signed and went downstairs to the kitchen to grab some snacks because my stomach is rambling and making that noise of if you don’t give me food, I will command worms to eat up your intestines….

I grabbed cornflakes and prepared it… I sat on the kitchen cabin and swallowed the first spoon, just like something is in that flakes, immediately I swallowed the second spoon, the thought of the girl engrossed my mind and this time around its her nudity that I was reminded of. The thought of that sent a powerful surge all over my body and I was lost and carried away with her appearance as if I’m seeing her right before me….
This girl is damn hot, very se-xy and romantic, very tall and slander, chocolate in color with a nice curves, and firm bosom, her stomach is as flat as one who has been starved for days but her wa-istand hips are like so amazingly in shapes… Her eyes is a bit bulgy with a rounded face and tiny mouth like that of full stop…..
Gosh! I jerk and jumped down from the cabin…. What the heck is wrong with you a-sshole, I rebuked myself…. I left the flakes and took bottle water and gulped it down all at once….
You should be having pity about a poor molested girl whom instead of helping her to stabilize and gather her life back in order and you are right her lustful thinking of her…. I scratched my head and went up into my room and lay on my bed with my tummy flat on the bed….

Well, is not my fault, the girl is beautiful and something about her voice is Intriguing anyway I hope nothing happens to her, no complications and no pregnancy I whispered inaudible…..
The thought of my girlfriend Tessy came back to me and I just prayed that she’s safe..
Looking at the time, it’s already past 2am and I have few hours sleep to catch because I’m going to check on Tessy very early in the morning, I just have to make sure that she’s safe and advice her not to go out late at night no matter how important what she wants to get might be….

IT WASN’T LUST

EPISODE 9

Written by Chidinma Tonia Ihemenandu

BENS POV
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I woke up up very early in the morning all I could do to is brush my mouth, put on my cloths, grabbed my car keys and headed to Tessy’s apartment because the thought of her been in danger has already given me sleepless night and sour and swollen eyes…
I got to the compound and walk straight to her door….
I could hear blues playing that very early in the morning…. No doubt about that Tessy loves blues so much, she knows every blues and all the artist that sang it, even the year the album was released she knows all that at heart, if it is giving to her as an exam, believe me she will pas-sall with straight A’s.

The sound of the music coupled with the early morning breeze is really getting me in the mood.. I just can’t wait for her to open the door so that I will demonstrate how much I have missed her already since yesterday….. I have knocked twice already but I heard no sign or movement from inside….. She must still be sleeping or the sound of the music is too loud inside that she can’t hear the knock I rang the bell twice and yet no sound or sign of her….
I became worried, i stood up there fidgeting and a lot of thoughts running throu-ghmy mind…. Is Tessy dead or what?….. I decided to go throu-ghthe back door, I climbed over a wall and then removed the Amoco glas-sin her kitchen window and then jumped inside the kitchen…
My heart was beating out loud and I just hope she’s sleeping and not dead….
My curiosity was so in the way that I didn’t hear the sound coming from her room or will I say the sound of the music was too loud for me to hear the mourning and pleasurable sounds coming from my girlfriends room…

I got to her room without knocking, I just turned the lock and went in…
No sign of her in the room, but there’s something in that room that sent so much messages to me…..
The smell of the room was terrible, like terrible, you know what I’m talking about
right?…. The bed cover is not in its rightful place and no matter how a person is bad in sleeping, he or she cannot rumble a bed cover to that extent…..
Another interesting fact was pan-ties and boxers, singlets and nighties, shirts and shoes, wow! I felt like screaming but I just have to control my self…. I picked her phone which is on the edge of the bed, surprisingly the phone is on but in flight mood… I quickly unlocked it screen shot the screen and transferred it to my phone..

The shower is running and pleasurable sounds are coming out from there…. I went closer, hiding behind a wall curtain and watched as my Tessy is having fun with a man older than her father.. I watched as she screamed with plea-sure at each thru-st of the old fool… I felt tears gush down from my eyes…
I have had too much to watch so I tiptoed back to the room and snapped every damn thing there and went to the kitchen and left from the same way which I came..

I fixed back the Amaco went into my car and cried like a baby for 10mints, then drove off to the gym….
I was so battered and bittered that I aggressively worked out my self too hard… I did a lot of things I don’t fancy in gym just to get what I saw this morning off my head…..

After two hours of straight exercise, I went into my car all sweaty with the same cloth…. I drove to the street where the girl was molested and wished with every hatred in me that it was that bit-ch Tessy that was molested and ra-ped…
I thought about the argument I had with my mom because of her last night…. How I stood by her and defended her, supported her in front of my mother, I called my mom a liar because of that slut…

I thought she was different, why I’m I so unlucky in love she’s the third girl that just got me ditched…
What’s wrong with girls, what’s wrong with Tessy, I gave her every thing, I gave her all the time and attentions in the world… I gave her the best se-x ever, …
Yes she’s a se-x freak that I know but I always try my best to satisfy her, even when I’m too weak I mounts her just to make her happy…

My head felt like exploding at this time…. I don’t want to go home so I just decided to drive around town, I don’t have a specific direction all I know was just to drive nonstop………
By 2pm, I drove home and took my bath… I don’t wanna drink so I just lay still watching Tessy in the shower with an old man shouting and screaming in ecstasy…. The sound of her voice wants to blow off my brain….

My phone rang and it was her… Her picture appeared with the name I saved it with…. My sunshine….
Gosh, I became so angry and I deleted her number and every damn thing about her in the phone……
She called again and this time it was just her number that appeared….. I picked up place it on my ears…. Hear comes her sweet deceitful voice….
Tessy : Hello love, I missed you so much, I’m sorry my phone was off yesterday and I know you must have been calling…. Don’t worry I will make it up to you, I’m coming over in just an hour…. I love you, miss you… (she giggles)……
I felt like chocking her throu-ghthe phone, she’s just too innocent to be a cheat right? Then I will be too gentle manly to be her fall…
Okey dear, I’m expecting you soon, I said and ended the call……..

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