I am not a g@y episode 8

😏I am not a g@y 😏

 

Chapter 8

SEMI FINALE

💗SOMIN POV💗

Mark called the ambulance and it was only a matter of seconds before they arrived

Jung woo was carried in a stretcher why i couldn’t control my tears

What going on

 

Why is all this happening to me

Why jung woo of all people

‘Jung woo plea-se stay with me you will be fine okay ‘I said as jung woo is being pushed on a stretcher all the way to the operation theater

‘ am sorry ma’m but you can’t come in ‘the nurse said

‘ what but I nee-d to be with him, I nee-d to Stand by him, plea-se don’t make me stay outside, plea-se I beg of you ‘I begged the nurse crying

‘ no ma’m you have to stay here ‘

‘ SOMIN just stay here ‘caleb said as he pu-ll-ed me back

‘ don’t t©uçh me, this is all your fault, if anything happens to jung woo I swear i won’t forgive you ‘I said

I don’t know why am so angry with them right now

Am just angry with everyone

I am angry with everyb©dy including myself

If jin hoo hadn’t come back in my life maybe jung woo wouldn’t have R@p£d me, maybe he wouldn’t have been beaten so badly by my brothers,maybe he wouldn’t be run over by that car why jung woo..

.

I will die if he does

I should have known this

I was so distracted by my stupid infatuation for jin hoo that I did not realise I love him

Now i know I do

I don’t know if he feels the same way but I hope he survives this

Lord plea-se do not let him die

 

I should have just listened to him

I was so uneasy

Few hours later the doctor c@m£ out of the operation theatre

‘Do.. Do. Doctor how is he’ i asked

‘well the operation was successful, but he suffered so much internal injuries, he loosed a lot of blood before you brou-ght him here’

‘so what wrong with him now’ I asked

‘he only has few hours left before he dies’

Okay that was the word that killed me

Few hours left

What

This can’t be true

I walked into jung woo ward and saw him on the be-d

His head was bandaged and he looked so weak and pale

Ball of tears rolled down my eyes but I quic-kly cleaned it with the back of my hand

I slowly walked over to him And held his hand crying

I felt his grip on my hand so. I am sure he is not asleep

I wiped my tears away and smiled at him as he slowly opens his eyes

‘hi’ I said

‘why you crying’ he asked weakly

‘I am not crying, well sorry am crying it just tears of joy, you know am so happy you still alive’

 

tears of joy?’

‘yea’ I said as I sat down on the chair near him

‘SOMIN’

‘yea’

‘am I gonna die’ he asked

I could not answer him

I do not have the heart to lie to him

Neither can I tell him the truth

I just kept quiet as tears flows freely from my eyes

‘so am gonna die then’ he said smiling

‘why are u smiling ‘ I said crying

‘i have no one here, I only have wealth that all, I am not afraid of death’ he said

‘how can you say you have no one What about grandma, she is outside crying, that poor woman alre-ady lost her son, should she lose her grandson too’ i paused for awhile before saying

‘what about me, will you leave me behind and go’ I asked

He looked at me and said ‘do I matter to you’

‘of course you do, you matter alot’

‘how?… How do I matter to you ‘

‘you matter because I love you, I love you a lot’

He stares at me and gave me a weak smile

‘why didn’t you say that earlier’ he asked

‘because I did not realise that before’ I answered

 

then I guess I have a reason to stay now’ he said

‘you not gonna leave me’ I said

‘I promise I won’t’ he said

I slowly moved close to him and k!$$£d him while he also k!$$£d me back

The k!sswas slow and pas-sionate and this time there was so much love in it

He slowly broke the k!ssand said ‘I love you too SOMIN, a lot’ ‘

I smiled as I looked in his eyes as my tears fellon his beautiful face

I slowly used my hand to clean it and he looked at me one more time before saying

‘ I love you so much ‘

I started hearing beep sounds from the life monitoring machine as jung woo slowly closed his eyes

‘what going on’ I said

I checked the monitor and the once zigzagged line turned to straight lines

‘jung, wake up What going on?’ I said as I started panicking

It was only a matter of time before the doctor and nurse walked inside and they pushed me aside..

‘someb©dy plea-se tell me what going on’ I shouted

The defibrillator (a device that gives an electric shock to a person heart in order to make it beat normally again) was placed on his heart repeatedly but all to no avail

The nurses were holding me back and after some seconds the doctor gave up on him and his face was covered with the be-d sheet

I felt like they just covered my entire life the way they covered his face

‘no, no, no, no, no’ he can’t be gone, he can’t be gone he told me he won’t leave he promised me ‘I said as I pushed the nurses away and ran towards him

 

jungle ‘I said as I romoved the sheet from his head’ you promised me, you told me you not going, you told me you have a reason to stay now, isn’t that what you said, how dare you think of leaving me and walking away, how dare you, jung woo plea-se look at me, do not leave me plea-se I beg of you, you told me you will stay then how in the world will you leave me you as-s-hole, plea-se, plea-se just wake up and fight with me again, tease me like you use to but don’t be so cruel by leaving me alone, plea-se come back ‘I said crying

‘ he is dead ‘caleb said as he tried to move me away

‘ don’t t©uçh me jung is not dead, he is not dead, jung plea-se come back ‘I said as I placed my head on his che-st

I could not feel his heartbeat

Could he really be dead

‘ he is dead min, he is dead ‘mark said

I closed my eyes and started crying on his che-st

‘ sir we have to take the b©dy to the mortuary now ‘a nurse said

I ti-ght£ñed my grip on his che-st and cried even more

How can he be dead

He is not dead

‘ SOMIN it enough let go ‘my brothers said

I refused to listen to them but I just cried my heart out on his che-st

Jung plea-se come back to me

I said

Immedietly I felt his heart beat again as the monitoring machine also started going beep again

I checked it and the straight lines were back to zigzagged

Immedietly a smile appeared on my face as I looked at jung woo

 

He slowly opened his eyes as I smiled at him

‘jung woo’ I called his name and this time around tears of joy flows down my eyes as I started

k!ss!nghim on the face before k!ss!nghim on thel-ips

‘you scared the poop out of me you know’ I said

‘he is alive’ everyone said ‘it a miracle’

. They were all shocked wondering how my jung is still alive

‘they thought you were dead but I know you can’t break your promise’ I said and he smiled

‘am sorry i scared you’

‘am happy you back to me’ I said

 

After a week jung had fully recovered and was discharged from the hospital

Now am pretty sure I will never leave his side for anything

The love grew stronger and stronger every second

We walked into the mansion and everywhere was so dark

We fli-cked the switch and immediately the light went on we saw grandma and my brothers tied down in the house

‘what the…..’ before I could finish my statement I felt a very heavy hand on my Mouth and when jung turned to see who it was that gr@bb£d me a gun was pointed at his head

‘hello baby’ jin hoo whispered in my ear

You j£rk

How dare he

A lady walked down from the stairs

She is beautiful by the way

‘Julian’ jung woo said