?I am not a g@y ?
Chapter 5
?SOMIN POV ?
Jinhoo must be back in my life for a reason
But why do I to like him that much
I am absolutely sure that he must have his reason for coming back
But why did i tell him that the marriage was fake
Am sure he doesn’t believe me, am a big liar anyway no one knows when am lying or when am not
?JINHOO POV ?
‘is that all you want me to do, then no problem I can do that, but you should know am not doing this for the money alone am Doing this because I want her to be mine again, I can’t stand seeing her
with that man who thinks he can just steal what is mine because he is rich…. But she did say that Their wedding is fake’I said
‘really how true is that’ an unknown person that I have been receiving orders from asked
I haven’t seen the person face yet cause she always talk to me with her face closed but one thing am sure of is the fact that the strange person is a woman, judging from her voice actually and she
definitely hates that business man my somin is married to so much
‘well you can’t really believe a word somin says, she is a great liar and she might just say that in order to get me back in her life
‘ ummmmmm, that interesting, now leave ‘she said as I turned my back to leave
This is gonna be fun somin
You can’t just leave me and get married to another man, I will never allow that.
?SOMIN POV ?
I walked into the room and sat down on the be-d
My feet still hurt badly
How can that mean man let me put on such high stiletto knowing fully well that I can’t handle it.
Damn that man!
He opened the door and walked into the room still looking kind of upset
Is he still annoyed about what i said earlier
‘hey’ I said as I walked over to him and stood in front of him ‘Do not tell me you still upset about what happened’
‘you were downstairs earlier, why?’ he asked
‘and why you asking’ I answered his question with a question
“you were downstairs right, why ‘he asked
‘ why do you care ‘I asked
Should I tell him my b©yfri£ndvisited
I think it the right thing to do
‘ well you see I have a…….. ‘
Grrnnnngggggg
That was the sound of his phone ringing cutting me short
Guess I will just have to tell him later
‘ yes later…. I will see you at the office tomorrow’ he said as he hung up and sat down on his couch
‘why are you being so cold all of a sudden did I do something wrong’ I asked but he ignored me
‘is it about the S-xual haras-sment thing I said’ I asked again but he ignored me
‘jungle’ I said as I bent down in front of him ‘are you just gonna ignore me’
‘I am not upset about what you said, You just made me remember something that kinda annoyed me’
‘then did what I said make you remember that thing that kinda upset you’ I asked again ‘if it did, am really sorry, pls forgive me’ I said holding my ears and looking cute
‘waw that a new thing’ he said smiling ‘look who is acting like a real wife, trying to make me forgive you cause you think you were wrong, am impressed you not exactly the crazy girl I thought you were’
‘you know what forget it, you are the worst’ I said as I stood on my feet and threw the cushion on him ‘I curse my love of money…. I shouldn’t have gotten married to you’ I said as I limped towards
the be-d and sat on it resting my back on the pillow.
He walked towards me and sat down on the be-d as he moved close to me
‘hey what are you doing’ I asked looking awkward as he moved closer to me ‘hey move away’ I said but he ignored me and moved closer to me.
His face was very close to mine like he was about to k!ssme or something
Waw this man must be the most beautiful man in the world
Jinhoo is h0t and handsome but my so-called husband pas-s the breaking point
His hand slowly went to my back and he bent his face like he was about to k!ssme and I closed my eyes with this wierd facial expression
Suddenly I felt him pu-ll something from my back
‘I just want this you can open your eyes now’ he said
I slowly opened my eyes only to see him holding a pillow and i breathe a sigh of relief
And am also very upset because he just put me in that stupid embarras-sing situation
‘what you think, i was actually gonna k!ssyou’ he said
‘no, I don’t, I mean who wants to k!ssyou’
‘did I say you wanna k!ssme’
‘no you did not, I mean… Just forget it okay ‘
‘well one thing I won’t be able to forget is that wierd look you had on your face,makes you look like a totall moron it really suits you anyway’
‘what’ I shouted as I stood on my feet and walked towards him but then I tr!pp£don something and.
fell on him ma-king both of us fall on the floor
I was on him while he was un-der me and then we both stared at each other like those stupid ro-mantic movies
I have to admit this idiotl-ips is absolutely tempting and inviting
Is it wierd that I feel like k!ss!nghim and not my b©yfri£ndright now
?JUNG WOO POV ?
This delinquent is not bad at all
She is pretty
Very pretty
But so annoying and irritating
Everything about her is pretty
Kinda dumb that am thinking of ma-king her my real wife not my contract wife
‘oh jung woo’ grandma said as she walked into our room ‘oh am sorry i think I barged in at the wrong time’
‘no no no grandma’ min said as she quic-kly stood on her feet
‘yea granny not cool you just interrupted our special moment’ I said as I stood on my feet and moved her close to me
‘Grandma that a lie, so not true’ she said trying to move away from me but I refused to let go
‘ okay when you busy with your special moment next time, do not forget to close the door’ she said
‘okay grandma won’t forget that next time’ I said as she smiled and walked out of the room
I let go of her and sat down on my couch
‘you are the worst you know’ she said
‘come on baby let continue with our special moments’ i said as I win-ked at her
She glares at me before slee-ping on the be-d and covering herself with the duvet while I smiled and went to be-d or should I say went to couch.. My life su-cks
?SOMIN POV?
I did not tell him about jin hoo
I sat down on my be-d to tell him everything but he was alre-ady asleep
Maybe it better of I don’t tell him
No nee-d to tell him about my pri-vate life anyway
Am sure he is not interested
?I am not a g@y ?
Chapter 6
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?SOMIN POV?
I woke up the next morning and jungle was not in the room
Am sure he had gone to work
I stood on my feet, arranged the be-d I sle-pt on before going to the balcony
I do not know why but I really love standing on that balcony
?JUNG WOO POV ?
I walked out of the bathroom with a towel tied around my w@!st
‘that crazy girl is not in the room which means I can dress in my room’ I said as I walked over to the door and closed it
If only I can get rid of her permanently
Guess I still have 360 days to go
I re-moved my towel and threw it on the be-d
?SOMIN POV ?
I nee-d to do other stuffs at home
But before that let me have my baths
I turned my back to enter the room
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
That was Me screaming after seeing something I shouldn’t have seen
Absolutely scary
I quic-kly closed my eyes
‘don’t you know we share this room you should have Atleast changed in the other rooms like you always do’
‘you cannot blame me i thought you were not in the room anymore’
‘but jeez why did you make me see that’ I said
‘Just open your eyes and give my towel it not too far from you’ he said
‘and see that again, never, no, no, no’
‘but am wearing my un-derwear alre-ady’ he said
I slowly opened my right eye and closed it back again almost immediately
‘but it still look akward, I can’t look at that even with the un-derwear’
‘and I thought you are one of those I don’t care girls’ he said as I feel him move closer to me
“are you moving closer to me ‘I asked
‘ yea I want my towel ‘he said
I am pretty sure he is in front of me now
He picked up his towel
‘ you can open your eyes now ‘he said as I slowly opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was that gorgeous man b©dy starring at me
I swallowed my spit and fixed my eyes on that beauty as water rolls down his perfect manly che-st
Is it wierd that I feel like tou-ching it
Jeez this is pure lvst
Why does this man have to be so Damn h0t
‘hey, hey’ he said snapping his f!ngersat my face ma-king me wake up from my dream land
‘were you just drooling’ he asked
‘w.. Wha….. D… D… Drooling ‘ I said stammering and blinking my eyes repeatedly at the same
time
‘look who is drooling over me, why do I have to be so damn S-xy’
‘st©p saying that okay, I was not drooling I was just… I was…… I was’
‘you were what?’
I bit my lowerl-ips and looked down
So embarras-sing
‘you know what forget it’ I said as I walked out of the room
There was really no point arguing
He caught me red handed
I walked out of the house and immediately Someone covered my mouth with their hand and took me to a pri-vate place
‘I should have known this is you, will you st©p doing that plea-se’ I said looking a bit upset
‘am sorry but I was just missing you badly’ he said
I wra-pped my arms around his n£¢k and said
‘I know you are missing but you seriously do not have to come here all the time, what if someone sees you’ i said
‘but does that really matter’
‘it doesn’t but you still don’t have to come here, tell me how do you always manage to sneak in here despite the ti-ght security’ I asked
‘you call that ti-ght, Asif….. I. Just want us to be together again more than anything else, tell me don’t you think you should get a divorce or something and let get back together’ he said
‘that will happen eventually but not right now, I have to be with him’ I said
‘waw that great you care about him but you do not care about me again,i have a feelings that guy has moved close to you, tell me has he t©uçh you yet uhn?’
‘t©uçhed me, you mean like have S-x with me, come on you know me better than that…. I do not give you anything more than a k!ssand you think i will actually give him S-x’ I said
‘but we are two different things…. He is your husband, i am your b©yfri£nd… He is richer and a bit good-looking than I am, he is the perfect guy for you and tell me what if he tries to take advantage of you’
‘trust me jungle isn’t the kind of guy that takes advantage of a woman, if he wanted to he could have done that, although he is a big flir-t but he is not serious about it all’ I said
‘ummmmm okay, if you say so…. But will you go on a d@t£ with me’ he asked
‘a d@t£’ I Said
‘yea or don’t you wanna go on a d@t£ with me’
‘yea sure why not I will love to go on a d@t£ with you’
‘that great meet me at the community park later in the evening’ he said
‘okay sure dear no problem’ I said as I waved at him and he walked away
I smiled and walked back into my room and saw a br@nd new designer sneakers
Waw that is super expensive
Have always wanted that sneakers but I don’t have money to buy it at all
Am guessing this beauty belongs to jungle
But wait he does not wear sneakers and the shoe is a small size
Definitely not his size
‘that is for you’ he said
‘me, for me’ I asked again
‘you see I had to do that for you…. You don’t like wearing stiletto and I f0rç£d you to put it on that day’ he said scratching his head while I focused on him. ‘and also you stood up for me that day so think of this little gift as a way of saying sorry and thank you’
I smiled and picked up the shoes before hvgging him and saying’ thank you so much’ then I realised I was hvgging him which was so not right and I slowly let go of him
‘have always wanted this, thanks a lot’
‘it nothing’ he said as he walked away and I smiled
He is not a total j£rk
Later in the night i got re-ady for my d@t£ and went to the community park
‘you look great’ he said as we sat down on the bench and we both stared at the moon holding hands
‘I got you something’ he said as he brou-ght out a beautiful n£¢klace
‘how can you afford this, it extremely expensive’ I said
‘not as expensive as those sneakers’ he said as he hooked the n£¢klace for me ‘and beside nothing is too expensive for you’
I looked at him and asked ‘are you doing something illegal again’
He looked at me and did not say a word which means he was doing something illegal ‘promise me you won’t do that again’
‘I promise I won’t Again.. Anything for you’ he said as hisl-ips met mine and we both k!$$£d
‘but I still nee-d money anyway’ he said breaking the k!ss’and you can help me with that’
‘you married to a rich man make some money out of him’
‘no i can’t I won’t do that’
but you have to plea-se’ he said
‘but I can’t do that to him, not him plea-se I won’t’
‘well I will give you sometime to think about this, and if you don’t wanna I won’t f0rç£ you okay’ he said as he k!$$£d me
I smiled and said ‘okay’
?JINHOO POV ?
I am getting paid to destroy their marriage and in the process I will get my SOMIN back
If she can’t be mine she won’t be long to anyone else
?SOMIN POV ?
I walked into the room and saw jubfle sitting on the couch
‘waw look who finally c@m£ back home, have been waiting for you, I was so worried… Did you check your phone i have called you alot of time’ jung woo said
Why is he so worried about me all of a sudden
Something is definetly not RIGHT somewhere
‘why do you sound so concerned about me it so unlike you’ I said
‘well as long as you still my wife…’
I wanted to say it fake but he st©pped me from saying the word
‘fake or not, you are still my responsibility okay’ he said like he knew just what I was about to say
‘but you hate me right’ I said
‘I do not hate you, I just find you very annoying and irritating’
‘mean’ I said and he sm-irked
‘come on go to be-d’ he said as he sle-pt on the couch and pu-ll-ed the sheets over himself
I don’t know why but I feel like the worst wi-de ever
I mean is it really right that am keeping this secret from him
But i really can’t help it, I can’t stay away from jinhoo
But why do I feel so wierd
Did jinhoo come back to my life because he loves me or does he has any other motive
But we broke up that time because he cheated on me
I am a fool to just accept him back in my life like that all in the name of love
Do I still love him the way I use to
Oh no.
I said as I ran my hand throu-gh my hair
I am so confused right now
Why do I have to choose between two guys
My fake husband and my b©yfri£nd
What do I have to chose
Jungle is not interested in me anyway right
?JUNG WOO POV?
This sudden interest am developing for Somin after the way she defended me in public that day is getting weirder than it alre-ady is.
I mean do I like her alre-ady
Naahhh that ridiculous even if am going to develop any kind of ro-mantic feelings for a girl it definitely won’t be that SOMIN at all
She is just not right
?SOMIN POV ?
The next day i woke up and jungle was not in the room
I knocked on the bathroom door before opening and he was not in there either
Phew www I have to be sure he is not in the room
Don’t want what happened last time to repeat itself
Yeishhhhh
Grnnmnnnnnnnnnng
‘hello’ I said as I picked my call
‘hey SOMIN’
‘Goodmorning’ I said as I smiled
‘Goodmorning my love, tell me how was your night, did that man try to get close to you’ he asked
I smiled and said ‘no he did not’
‘okay then come to the balcony’
‘why?’ I asked
‘I want to see your face’ he said.
‘see my face, jin don’t tell me you in the house again’ I said
‘yes i am so?’
‘but what if someone sees you’ i said
‘then I will be free to tell. Them that SOMIN is my everything, then I will finally give your rich husband a piece of my mind’
‘you are impossible’ I said as I walked to the balcony and saw him downstairs waving at me as he blew a k!sstowards me
‘Just wait there, I will be there now’ I Said as I walked down the stairs’I told you never come here again ‘
‘ but baby I was missing you ‘he said as he wra-ps his hand around my w@!st and draws me close to him
‘ st©p that, someone might see us ‘
‘ but can you really blame me, why do you have to be so Damn pretty ‘he said as he k!$$£d me on thel-ips
‘ st©p that, do not do that here ‘I said as I slowly pushed him away but he moved closer and smash hisl-ips against mine again
‘ Now you have the k!ssyou want leave ‘I said but he pu-ll-ed me close and hvgged me
‘ I love you a lot, plea-se don’t leave me no matter what ‘he said
‘ why will I ever leave you, trust me I won’t ‘
He k!$$£d me on the forehead and said’ bye, see you some other day ‘
‘ bye ‘I smiled and bit my lowerl-ips and he walked away
He had always been very sweet to me even in our past relationsh!p
But why do I have the feelings that something is wrong somewhere
?JIN HOO POV ?
‘ hey boss, I got the video……’
‘good now all it takes is to add some substance to jung woo coffee and when we do that, guess what he will do to his wife after that’
‘no, no no, I don’t want that, plea-se leave her out of this, I will kill him if he t©uçhes her knowingly or unknowingly’
‘hey if you want the money, keep your mouth shut and let this go smoothly and if not quit the job I will find someone better’
‘I want the money but isn’t there another way to do this’ I asked
‘this is my game, I call the sh0ts, this is how I want it to be’ she said as she hung up
Am doing this for you somin , you also have to sacrifice a little
?JUNG WOO Pov?
‘sir your coffee’ my as-sistant said as she dropped the coffee on the table ‘and yeah someone told me to give you this’ she said as she drops a USB on the table and walked out of the office
I can’t wait to go back home and tease SOMIN
This days I always look forwards to going back home and seeing her face
I think am going crazy cause I always smile whenever I think of her
Strange uhn
‘what is this’ I said as I plugged it into my computer and drank my coffee, I pla-yed the video on the USB and immediately my coffee mug fell from my hand
SOMIN k!ss!nganother guy in my house
What the heck is this
I felt a sharp pain in my head and I was also a bit dizzy
I think i should go back home am not feeling too good
Something is wrong with this coffee why do I feel so wierd after drinking it
Forget it am sure am overthinking things
SOMIN has to explain all this to me
How dare she do that to me
How dare she
?SOMIN POV?
Where is that annoying husband of mine
It 9:00 in the night
I kinda feel lonely
No one to bother me tonight
The door suddenly went open and I saw an angry looking jung woo standing right in front of me.
I have never seen him looking so angry
He immediately closed the door behind him and glares at me
‘look who finally c@m£ home’ I said as he walked towards me still glaring at me
He gr@bb£d me by the arm and pinned me to the wall
‘what the heck, let go of me’ he said
‘who is he, who was that guy you were with in the video, who was that guy you were k!ss!ngin my house’ he asked
He knows
But how
How did he know about that
‘you see jin is my b©yfri£nd’
‘your b©yfri£nd, really’…
‘yes I wanted to tell you about him but I was thinking you won’t be interested’
‘well but you brou-ght him into my house and k!$$£d him’ I said.
‘what is wrong with you, you do not sound like yourself at all, something is definitely wrong with you’ I said ‘just calm down, sit down and have a glas-s of water’
he let go of me and runs his hand throu-gh his hair looking frustrated
‘so you decided to be another man bit-ch while married to me uhn, typical slut behaviour’
‘hey’ I shouted as I sl@pped him,’ don’t you ever say that to me again’ I shouted looking pissed off
He gr@bb£d my hand and pinned it to the Wall above my head
‘let go of me you hurting me’ I said trying to free my hand from his grib
‘you will never do that again’ he said as he held my cheeks ma-king myl-ips pout with his right hand and his left was still holding my hand against the wall
‘Now I wanna t©uçh you the way he t©uçhed you’ he said
Now am really scared for the first time in my life someone actually intimid@t£s me.
‘plea-se st©p this’ I said
‘did he t©uçh you here’ he said as he placed his hand on my w@!st
‘st©p this you are going crazy’
He spinned me around ma-king me face the wall while my back was facing him
‘did he t©uçh you here’ he said as his hand went un-der my dress
‘st©p this pls, st©p’
‘I won’t until I t©uçh you just the way he t©uçhed you’ he whispered into my ear as he k!$$£d my kn£¢k
The weird p@rt is that i was actually enjoying this
But it got to a point i was not actually enjoying again
‘look you never loved me not for once, then why are you being so close to me, why are you so angry because I love another guy, cause I was close to him’
‘Do I have to tell you the word before you know it uhn,’ he spinned me around ma-king me face him
again ‘you are married to me but cheating on me’
‘it fake marriage okay, it not even real, what exactly is your problem’
‘fake marriage uhn, how about we make it real’ he said
‘what’ I said as I raised my right brow
He pushed me on the be-d and I crawled backward looking terrified as I wanted to get of the be-d
but he held me down on the be-d as hisl-ips met mine and k!$$£d me aggressively
He is good at k!ssing
Better than jin
I tried to push him away but he refused to let go of me still k!ss!ngme
I hit him on the che-st but all was to no avail
He broke the k!ssand to-re my dress
‘help me’ I shouted forgetting the fact that no one is around that day
And the door is sound proof so this is the end for me
‘jung pls don’t do this’ I said unable to control my tears
He to-re my br@ and su-cked and k!$$£d my br£@st aggressively
It was painful
Real painful
I pushed him away and wanted to run away but he held me by the wrist and pu-ll-ed me back on the be-d.
He held my hands above my head on be-d and I couldn’t attack him anymore
He k!$$£d me allover my b©dy and my tummy
He pu-ll-ed my p@n-t down and started thrû-sting into me
There was nothing to fight for now
I just stood still as tears rolls down my eyes
All my life have always thought jinhoo will be my one and only
When he was done plea-sing himself he rolled off me and sle-pt off while I stood on my feet n-ked
My whole b©dy hurts a lot
But the pain is nothing compared to the one i feel in my heart right now
I have never thought he will ever r@p£ me
I trust him more than myself in that aspect
I walked into the bathroom and stared at my self
There were red marks around my wrist
Must be due to the way he held me earlier
My n!ppl!s were swollen and so-re
It hurts a lot
I opened the shower and sat on the floor crying
Jung woo shouldn’t have done this
I trusted him a lot
More than myself
I washed my entire b©dy crying
I trusted him
?JUNG WOO POV ?
The next day i slowly opened my eyes
Why am I slee-ping on the be-d instead of slee-ping on the couch
And why am I n-ked
I put on white joggers and a long sleeve t©p and went to the balcony
My head hurts a lot
I still have to talk to her about that video I saw
I just don’t like the fact that she is seeing another man at all
It really hurt
I can’t even remember when I c@m£ back from work yesterday
And beside were is SOMIN
I haven’t seen her this morning
I went to the bathroom and was shocked see somin in bathtub with water covering her head
‘somin’ I shouted as I brou-ght her back up and she was coughing trying to catch her breathe
I looked away cause she was n-ked
I saw a towel on the door and handed it over to still looking elsewhere
‘Do you want to drown yourself’ I said and she re-moved my hand that was around her wrist and stood on her feet still n-ked
I was f0rç£d to look at her wondering what going as she walked out of the bathroom
I also walked into the room and saw her putting on her t©p
‘what going on’ I asked as I held her arm
She looked at me and all I could see in her eyes was de-ep pain and disappointment
‘somin, what wrong did someone hurt you’
She re-moved my hand from her arm
It like she does not want me to t©uçh her at all
Something is wrong somewhere
‘why you acting like nothing happened between us’ she said
‘what happened, pls tell me’
All of a sudden I felt pain in my head as I held it
What wrong with me
I suddenly remembered what happened the previous night
‘wh…. . What……. What have I done’ I said looking shocked
SOMIN pu-ll-ed her luggage out of the closet
‘I will s£nd you a divorce letter soon’ she said as she carried her belongings
‘somin pls let me explain I swear i did not know what c@m£ over me last night, I could not have done that to you deliberately plea-se you have to trust me’
It was like I was just talking to myself as she walked towards the door and opened it but i closed it again.
‘somin pls don’t leave me, i swear I did not do that on purpose, I swear to you I didn’t’
Tears rollls down her eyes but she quic-kly wipes it
‘the more I see you, the more my hatred grows stronger….. out of my way’ she said as she slowly pushed me aside and walked out of the room.
What have I done!
Tbc