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(I love you
Purple Gwen)
CHAPTER 49
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(ONLY YOU????????)
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Marion’s POV
We all sat at the waiting room , waiting for doctor John to come out, I can’t say how scared I am right now, seeing Gwen bleed that much took me off guard, she must be hurting badly, that bitch pushed her so hard , I can’t forget her cry of pain and always the
whispering of “my baby ” till we reached the hospital, she kept crying and repeating the same word till the nurse’s took her away .
My friends and dad had been trying to calm me down ,but it’s not really helping because my own thought is on transit right now.
Dad phone rang and he picked it up moving away from us ( I and my friends) I sat quietly biting the inside of my cheek , am so so impatient, where is f*ckin doctor John, am not thinking straight right now,i need to know what’s going on , so I try to get up but Andrew grabbed my hand .
“No Marion , let’s just wait ” he said I sighed ,dad came back shortly .
” Son, the D.P.O just called to inform us Ava has been taking to a mental institution” dad said .
We all looked at him.
“Why ?, She shouldn’t be there, she should be in jail rotting, just look at the condition she put Gwen and our baby , am even scared to breath now not knowing exactly what the news might be” I yelled .
I could see my dad felt my pain he gently placed his hand on my shoulder , a gesture that says” calm down ” but I was far from it.
“Son, they had to take her there because she’s acting crazy, she’s obsessed with you , he said she’s been crying and calling your name and repeatedly saying” I love you ” even when your not there , she needs help ” dad said .
” Bitch” I said clenching my fist, “she doesn’t deserve any help” this is the time I become heartless , that wicked woman that calls herself Ava has made Gwen go into such condition.
Doctor John finally showed up, and I rushed him.
“Doctor John, how is my fiancee?” I asked.
“She’s fine you don’t need to worry about her” he said .
“And the baby ?” I asked quickly, his face turned pale, no way, he didn’t say anything I grab his collar.
” doctor John answer me, what about the baby ?” I yelled , panic held me ,no , no please let it not be .
“Am really sor…..she…,
” No , no…..” I left hold of his collar as a tear drop.
“She lost the child ,we are really sorry Mr
Rodriguez” doctor John said quietly, I couldn’t even talk, I just sat down back on the chair , I buried my face in my pam and cried , just a silent one which even
broke my heart more .
Dad and my friends started talking to me ,saying I should get myself together, how can I? I was so happy about this child , every day and night I speak to it, telling it how much i love it and waiting for it to be finally born , I always speak to it how I will spoil it if it turn out to be a girl , she’s going to be a daddy’s princess, and if it’s a boy, I will spoil him with lots of
things , now it’s gone , it’s no more .
(I have to call the baby it, because it really hasn’t form to be a Human yet , just a mixture of blood , so it’s not a her or a he)
“Marion doctor John is asking if you want to see Gwen ?” Jose said beside me .
“I loved that child jose, I really wanted it, but now , it’s gone ” I whispered.
” Put your self together man, we all know how happy you were about the child , but it’s not the end , you could create another one together” Andrew said .
Yeah it’s simple as creating another one, but this one was killed , my child was killed by that psycho , the bitch killed my child .
” Andrew , we could make another one, but it will not be this one again, the bitch killed my child , she killed it , that ….devil , I feel like going into that f*ckin mental institution and kill her” I yelled.
“Don’t man, everything happened for a reason, just go and calm Gwen down, the doctor said She’s been crying since she heard the news, it’s your duty to make her feel better because she’s scared right now , you love her this shouldn’t cause anything between you two, please go” jose said .
Yes , I have to be strong for my love, I know she must be scared I will push her away ,because she blames herself, but I love her, and it wasn’t her fault .
Gently opening the door , I could hear a whimper , and I know she’s silently crying ,she lay on the bed facing the ceiling, one hand on her stomach she was rubbing it like always, it broke my heart to see the gesture, nothing was there anymore, how I wish this is just a dream and my little princess or prince was still in
there .
Walking to her I gently sat on the bed taking her hand in mine , her head turned to me , her eyes was so red and she sat up and cried out loud hugging me tightly and I let her ,wrapping my arms around her , she sobbed on my chest her tears wetting my shirt , her shoulders shook as she kept crying.
” It’s okay ” I whispered.
“Nooo.., it’s not ” she sobbed looking up at me
” I lost our child Marion , I failed you it was my fault I couldn’t protect our child ” she cried ,I took her face in my hands.
” No babe, don’t ever blame yourself for this ,it was never your fault, child or no child my feelings for you will never change ” I said pressing my lips on her on forehead.
“I still feel I failed you ,you have always wanted a child with me, you have tried to get me pregnant so many times and when it finally happened, I couldn’t give you the happiness you wanted, I couldn’t give you what you asked of, I feel so responsible for losing this child, If only I listened to you , this wouldn’t had
happened, I didn’t know she was planing something, I was just stupid to think she really needed help , if only I contacted you before going, am so sorry I feel like I killed my own child Marion , I killed our baby” she cried hugging me and I caressed her hair as her
shoulders shake .
” Don’t ever say that again , you didn’t kill our child , you never did, my happiness lays with you Gwen, as long as I have you am happy,your the first happiness in my life, I know this is painful, it really hurt like crazy, but you didn’t kill our child, you ain’t responsible for it so don’t you say that ever again.” I told her.
“It hurts to think I have nothing growing in me anymore, I really was happy having your baby,I hear you every night when you will kiss my stomach and speak to it, you love it so much , you promised lots of things once it’s born, but I took that right from me, I didn’t listen to you and deprived you of your right , am nothing but a bad person” she cried .
” Hay …Gwen stop it, we already lost one, lets not loss our selves too, we will make another one together, maybe this one wasn’t just for us, God knows why it took it away ” I said her eyes held mine , she was badly hurt I knew it .
” But this memory will hunt me forever, we didn’t even get the chance to see what it looks like it just went we didn’t see what our love created together , we didn’t even make an ultra sound to take a glim of it, not even a heart beat nothing, it just went ” she cried .
I pulled her back in my arms .
” I wish we saw it too , but right now we have to get over it, it’s for the best , no matter what happens,i still love you , and ” I pulled her face up to look into her eyes .
” You EuGwen Rogers Thomas, will be the only mother of my kid’s, I love you ” I said looking into her eyes .
“I love you too Marion so much , I love you “she cried and hugged me , I let her cry , she should let it out , I myself is fighting myself not to cry , a tear dropped and I wiped it.
For her to be strong I need to be strong too,we just lust a great part of our lives we created together , and it broke our hearts, nagging at each other won’t solve anything, holding each other is the best .
All our family came to the hospital once they heard the news , they were all sad hearing the news they hugged crying Gwen who will stop but after some minutes Starts crying again mom and Mrs Thomas are so emotional, they cried too , especially mom who looked as if she’s the one who lost the child , but I
understood why she broke down, she remembered my twin sister who she gave up,it really hurt her because she have nightmares all the time, and Gwen losing her grandchild too made it worse , I looked to Gwen who was held by my mom and hers they were both
hugging her, dad and mr Thomas, was talking to me saying how sorry they were for our loss, my eyes went to Gwen who was crying, am just staring at her , but was she really hurt as I was ,or she’s much more than me, I don’t know,my chest hurts badly because if I recall those nights I will kiss her stomach and talk to the child it drives me naught, I can’t even let my tears fall , I don’t know if that’s why my chest
is getting so painful and heavy , the truth is we are both hurt badly .
After everything our family left , Gwen couldn’t go home yet because the doctor said something about her blood cells, she has to stay in the hospital till the next day .
I had to go home and pick some cloths for her to wear tomorrow home since the other one is messed up and thrown away , and also I will be spending the night with her, I went to the bathroom to freshing up, I didn’t know how long I even stayed because I silently cried there, after that I dressed up, I wore a new
pair of black jeans and a brown shirt .
After making sure to get everything into the little bag, mom already brought food when she came, so I decided to take some fruit’s for her, like banana, watermelon, pineapple and so on, I drove back to the hospital, I already told dad, I won’t be coming to the company tomorrow, I need to be with Gwen , she needs me by her side .
I opened her room door and there she lay ,once she knew I was the one she sat up, I smiled at her she forced a smile as I drop the bag and nylon on the table beside the bed , I kissed her cheek since her lips was still bruised, I don’t know if it was still hurting her, I really want to kiss her badly, her eyes were swollen from all the cry and am sure I took have it .
“Hi” I said seating beside her .
“Hi” she replied looking at me .
“I thought you already slept ” I said caressing her hair .
“I couldn’t sleep, I was waiting for you ” she said and i smiled .
“You should freshing up okay , I brought some clean clothes for you for tonight and tomorrow” I said .
“Okay” she said
Soon she went into the bathroom to freshing up while I brought out the fruits and with the little knife I peeled them and slice them into the plate , both with the water melon, but left the banana for her to handle it herself.
Soon she came out dressed in the night wear I brought for her, damn she looked so beautiful and I felt myself got hard , damn me this isn’t a good time to get hard , we just lost our baby and she’s not even feeling well,
“Babe I got you fruit ” I said , she smiled and sat on the bed .
“I just ate the food mom brought not quite long ” she said , her Voice so low .
” Baby you need this fruit trust me” I said she nodded and picked up the plate and fork.
She started eating slowly as I watched her , I looked at her state she looked so pale , it really showed how badly this has affected her even me , dad told me my eyes looked so dull from the Marion he recognized, of course I just lost my child by that psycho bitch i really hate it she’s in the mental institution, she’s so
crazy , what kind of obsession is that ?but the prison bars suit her best if only they switch her position, the prison is more better for a whore like her .
Thank goodness I realized it on time that I wasn’t in love with her and broke up with her ,I was just 17 then and thought i was inlove ,but when I finally knew how I felt for Gwen , I realized then that i was never as Happy as I was with Ava when I dated her, damn dating the bitch was the worse mistake i ever made .
When I met Gwen , my life changed for the better , I saw a brand new me, I discovered lots of things i never knew off, I never enjoy being with someone the way I was with Gwen , this woman sitting beside me changed my life for good, and i just can’t describe the love I have for her , but what ever it was , I know she was mine and mine forever, and nothing could ever break us apart , if big or little , Our love for each other will always conquer all.
She was mine, only mine.
I felt her hugging me, I didn’t even know she was done eating, why does she suddenly look small in my arms? I wrapped them around her
“Babe are you okay? ” I asked .
“I still can’t believe I lost our child, we were so happy about it , but it just left ” she whispered.
I know she couldn’t forget it, I myself can’t, I really wish the baby didn’t go.
” I feel bad too love, But everything happened for a reason , and we have to take what fate gives ” I pulled her head up so I could look into her eyes .
“And we could start making another one right now” I suggest trying to get her to be in a good mood and she Chuckled spanking me.
“You’re so naughty” she said and i smiled at her
“Babe, I can’t help it ” I said kissing her cheek, damn I want to kiss her lips as if she read my mind she pulled my head back down and connected our lips , I try to be gentle with her but I really wish I was kissing her hard , she wrapped her hands around my neck and I
pulled her closer kissing her as everly slowly as I can .
Once we pulled apart I perked her lips , we smiled .
“I’ve been dying to do that since ” I said she smiled .
“I figured that out ”
she yawned.
“Babe it’s time for bed common lay down ” I said and she did , I used the shit to cover her,thank goodness
Mr John hospital is well organized, there’s a couch i could lay on.
“Sleep well babe ” I kissed her lips , moving away but she grab my hand .
“Please lay next to me, I want you to cuddle me” she said sleepily I smiled and she moved for me to get on the bed with her, it was atleast a bit bigger than some hospital bed and it could try to contain us.
At least .
Once I got in , she placed her head on my chest and I wrapped my arms around her pulling her closer to my body , not leaving any space.
“I love you marion ” I heard her whisper.
“I love you too babe” I said kissing her forehead, sooner i heard her soft breathing, she’s already sleeping, I held her closer to me kiss her head again .
“I love you more , only you my Gwen , only you” I whispered again before I fell asleep too holding her in my arms .
Just were she belongs.
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