????#FATE????????
{Drunk in your ????Love}????
SEASON 5
#Episode_78
Francis POV????
I quickly ran after Jasmine, i ran to the main road when i saw her at the middle of the road, a trailer which was speeding was almost close to her.
“Jasmine.. Jasmine.. get the fu-ckout of the road,” i yelled but she stood like a dumb person, i ran so fast and quickly dragged her, it was a miracle escape, the trailer would have run over her and she could have been a dead person.
“what the heck was that? you want to kill yourself.. huh? go ahead then .. go kill yourself,” i yelled at her angry while she keep on crying.
“you should have let me die,” she yelled back then rush back to the road but i quickly pulled her back then hug her so tight.
“please don’t do this to me, don’t do this to your family,” i said, i know she so much hurt but she can’t kill herself like this.
“Sean is gone already… and .. and i don’t want to believe my father is gone. Am so angry with mom, dad shouldn’t have come here in the first place,” she cried.
“don’t blame anyone.. it wasn’t your mom fault and your dad wouldn’t be happy to know you’re this broken and have to blame
your own mother for his dead,” i said.
“but.. but.. if only mom stood by him, if only she forgive him, if only she atleast pretend to like love and care for him don’t you think all this wouldn’t have happen.. she never want this family complete and now it wil be never be complete because i will leave her and Chloe behind, am tired of all this sufffering and dead, i still haven’t recover from Sean dead, i miss him so much, i so much miss my brother and now only the one i looked up to is no more,” she cried the more on my shoulders.
“we are not even sure if he’s dead, he might survive for his family Jasmine, please just let that anger in you melt, am always here by your side because i love you and i would love to see you happy,” i said while she smiled sadly. I held her hand and we walk back to the building…. her dad was immediately rush to the hospital, i hope he survive.
????Camille’s POV????
Antonio was rush to the hospital, maybe he’s still alive, i and Chloe were still at the waiting area, i hope he’ll survive for us his family.
“where’s Jasmine? i asked Chloe who wasn’t saying anything since we rush to the hospital.
“here is she,” Francis answered as he walked in with her and i rushed and held her hand.
“your father will be okay,” i a-ssured her.
“am sorry mom, i was just angry at you… but to be honest if father is truly dead i don’t know if you’ll still see me, i don’t know if i will still be alive, i don’t know if i can ever cope without him because he has always been with me right from day one of my life until this
day,” she cried while i cried the more.
“am really sorry Jasmine… i promise you this once your father is awake… our family will be happy again, i wanted to do what you said, i wanted to forgive him and let go of the past, i want to start afresh with all of you but i hated myself then, i hated the fact that i want to love Sebastian and not Anton but i still couldn’t get the de-ep feelings i have for your father, i acted all tough all because i don’t want to get hurt but now i realise how much Anton still love me and want to make it up to me but i hope all this won’t be too late,” i said in tears.
“i hope so mother… forgiveness comes from the heart but we don’t only forgive but we also have to let go, just try it mom, just try to let go of all this and you’ll feel so happy within,” she said while i smile sadly.
“thank you so much Jasmine, cos if anything bad should happen to Anton i don’t know if i will be able to forgive myself, i feel so guilty for all this, Karen and Nicholas were all working together and they will surely pay for all this,” i said trying so ha-rd to be strong, i felt so shattered, so broken, so Nicholas was behind everything that happen to me. He will darely pay.
SOME HOURS LATER.????
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????I freshen up and change into something simple, i sat down at the waiting area lost in my thought when someone sat beside me.
“Camille,” he called.
“Sebastian,” i said slowly with tears clouded up in my eyes.
“he’s going to be okay….” he said rubbing my hands softly.
“but what if he’s not, the doctor haven’t said anything about him,” i cried the more.
“let just hope for a miracle Camille… i somehow feel he will survive,” he said while i nodded.
“i hope so.. i don’t want him dead… i guess you were right Seb, if only i have forgiven him on time maybe all this wouldn’t have happen, it all my fault, Anton risk his life just to save me, i should be in his condition and not him,” i said.
“i know you still love him Camille.. i know some part of you still love him but you’re just scared of getting hurt again,” he said and i wonder how he knows that.
“i know that already… that why i didn’t bother you about the feelings i have for you. Camille something are just meant to happen, i believe if only we knew each other earlier we would have been destined but not anymore because we are never destined for each other. Anton is your first love and he’s still your destiny.. some mistakes are meant to happen so we could learn from it,
i know even in your next life you would never keep any secret from Anton and Anton will always trust you no matter what. I hope he’ll survive so you can reconcile and have a happy family, perphas if Lynn was still alive i would have still accept her back while because she regretted all what she did and i still feel guilty because it somehow my fault, i couldn’t take care of her, i was so poor then that i couldn’t provide all she needed like a good husband should do,”
he said while i nodded in tears.
“it not your fault Sebastian and thank you for being part of my life and also for helping me and my children.. but.. it was Declan who killed Lynn, I know Declan allow himself to be decieved by his evil father, he fall for his plan,”
“but it still a good thing he turn out himself to the police and we came on time if not Karen would have still shoot you again” he said.
“thank you so much Sebastian,”
“you’re just like my soulmate and as far am still alive i will always love you Camille but you have to go back to your husband whom you truly love, your happiness lies within him and his happiness also lies within you,” he said while i nodded then hug-ged him so tight, he’s such a Godsent and i will forever cherish our friendship and the love he still have for me.
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“mom.. don’t you think we should go and pray for dad? Chloe asked as she walked in with Ethan and Jasmine.
“yes mother, their’s a small church behind the hospital,” Jasmine said while i nodded then stood up with Sebastain. We went to the church and all knelt down before the altar as we all prayed for Antonio survival, this to show how much we all love him and need him to make our family complete and happy. I closed my eyes as i mutter a prayer.. Anton should survive.. that all i could ask for.
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????After prayers we went back to the hospital and Francis walked in with some food and water.
“i know you must be atleast thirsty,” he said as he kept the basket on the table, i couldn’t eat anything, i lost all appetite, now i understand the saying which says: you won’t know the importance of something until you lose it. Now i know how Anton is still important to me, de-ep down in my heart only i could feel it and i hope he survive.
????After an hour, the doctor and some nurses came out, it took them the whole day and i wonder if the operation was successful.
“doc? i asked as we all stood and walked closer to him.
“it was a tough one, but thank goodness the operation was successful, just that he was badly injured the bullet was poisonous,” he said.
“but he’s still alive right? i asked with more tears flowing down my cheeks.
“we are sorry, he’s on Coma and we don’t know when he’ll regain
consciousness cos right now he’s supported with a life-supporting machine for his survival, all he need is your prayers,” the doctor said before walking out to attend to some other people.
“atleast he’s still alive.. that’s a little hope for all of us, when all hope seems lost, a miracle might happen,” Jasmine said trying to calm down everyone.
“what if he never get out of that coma, what if things became too late.. then i might never be close to him again as a daughtr should do,” Chloe said as she sat down and buried her face in her palms.
“everything will will okay,” Sebastian kept a-ssuring, even when all hope seems lost he still make me believe Anton can scale throu-ghthis, his powerful words of inspiration kept me going. It not being long i lose Aunt Cecily and now i don’t want to lose anyone again.????
????????…SIX MONTHS LATER…????????
???? I stood behind Chloe, she was holding a picture of her dad and Cecily as she hug-ged it close to her chest.
“everything will be okay Chloe.. all our enemies are gone, i just got a call from the officer he said Nicholas died yesterday night,” i said while she looked at me. Yes when Nicholas was arrested he was torture, a silence torture which he begg for death, am sure he saw hell on earth, i only visited him once and i also get to torture him with the hurt and sharp blade given to me. I torture him with all the strength i have got, for raping me, for killing both my dad and mom thereby making me an orphan, for hurting my daughter Chloe, for destroying my marriage with Anton throu-ghthat evil Jake and also for hurting me and Anton. I make his life unbearable and the police did thier job well, he was torture for this six months and he died,
if only Karen was still then i would do the same to her. Declan on the other hand was still imprisonment for the murder of his friend Leslie who died in that bomb explosion and also for the attempt murder of Chloe, Erica was now seven months pregnant and we are expecting she put to bed in the next two month, so she can return back to the prison even thou it will be ha-rd for me, i still love Erica even after knowing she was siding with Declan,
i visited her once but she wasn’t ready to change, she said she hated me for not being the mother she want, i tried all i could to raise her so well, Catherine will be so disappointed but then if Erica is release she might as well even kill me with the way i see so much hatred she have for my family, she still have to pay for all what she did to Chloe, she was so ungrateful and only cared about her own happiness,
love can’t be forced, Jasmine has tried that and regretted it to but when she decide to changed for good, she got her true love and am sure they are many men out their who would love Erica but she wasn’t ready to love anyone back, she wasn’t ready to open up her heart, she’s still obsessed with Ethan and she also promise never to give her child to anyone, things are just complicated with her but then we have to let her be.
“Will dad ever be awake? she asked while i nodded then hold her hand.
“it six months now… good six month mother… is their any hope… don’t you think all hope is lost,” she said while i blink my eyes to hold back the tears in my eyes.
“don’t say that Chloe… don’t lose hope Anton will be awake… we will be waiting evenn if it has to be forever, i will keep waiting for him. Camille will keep waiting for her Anton to be awake even if it will take forever,” i said letting out the tears flowed down my cheeks.
“i hope so mother.. when will all this end? she asked.
“soon Chloe… soon.. just the way you come back to us.. Anton will also come back to us,” i said while she nodded. I went back to my room, am still having sleepless night, it been six months and de-ep down me am scared, Anton has been in a coma for so long, will he ever be awake???
✨The next day i was at the hospital with Jasmine and Chloe, we walked in to check on Anton, he has lose so much weight and i keep wondering when he will out of this Coma, will that day ever come, or are we just waiting in vain.
“dad.. aren’t you tired of sleeping.. don’t you want us to be happy again.. aren’t you tired of staying here in the hospital.. you need to wake up, mom has forgiven you,”
Jasmine said sadly staring at his pale and weak face.
“i wish i will get to know you more better dad… i hope you’ll be awake for us,” Chloe added while he smile sadly.
I stayed close by his side all day, i wanted to be the first person he’ll see when he wakes up, i want him to know i truly forgive him and am willing to accept him back to my arms. Chloe and Jasmine later left and i was left with him in the room. I kept staring at him in tears. I held his hand then sing our favorite song. Your Love by Alamid:
“This song is dedicated to you Anton, please be awake for me and your children.
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.????You’re the one that never lets
me sleep????
To my mind, down to my soul you touch my li-ps????
????You’re the one that I can’t wait to see????
????With you here by my side I’m in ecstasy✨✨
????….I am all alone without you
My days are dark ????without a glimpse of you????
????????But now that you came into my life
I feel complete….✨
????The flowers ????bloom, my morning shines
And I can see…????
????Your love is like the sun????
????That lights up my whole world????
I feel the warmth inside????
Your love is like the river????
????That flows down throu-ghmy veins
I feel the chill inside
…..Every time I hear our music???? plays
Reminds me of the things that
we’ve been throu-gh????????????????????
????In my mind I can’t believe it’s true
But in my heart the reality is you????..
…Your love is like the sun????
????that lights up my whole world..????
????..I feel the warmth inside…????
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I keep singing until i fall asleep.????????
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“Ca..mille..” i heard someone called my name i quickly wake up from sleep, i was happy and surprise to see Anton awake. I smile in tears and held his hand then ki-ss it lightly.
“you did it Anton… you’re awake.. thank goodness,” i said smiling while he smile sadly, he didn’t say anything yet, he was just staring at me.
“are you okay Anton.. should i call the doctor..,” i said then stood up while he began to cough, the cough got serious and i quickly rush to call the doctor and Chloe and her sister. We all rushed in and saw Anton bleeding from his nose and mouth, why is he’s condition getting worse now, his chest was popping in and out and doctors quickly examine his heart rate.
“now that you’re awake.. you have to keep on fighting,” i said in tears.. I looked at his heart rate in the monitor which was beeping.. the line were directly becoming straight and the doctor kept pumping his heart. The line went straight and everywhere was quiet.
“doc.. doc.. he’s just awake from Coma… we waited for him for good six months, so happening now? i asked.
“am really sorry… but…
“but what doctor? Chloe asked in tears.
“we lost him… he couldn’t survive it.” the doc said…
This the worse news in my life…????
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???????????? Burial arrangement commenced, it wasn’t that easy to believe Anton is finally dead, after six month of waiting for him, maybe something aren’t meant to be atimes. I and my daughters were all dressed in black during his burial. I stood in silence at the graveyard as i watch Anton’s casket hit the ground, something inside of me died????, the only part of myself i have held back for years. Jasmine and Chloe kept crying non-stop.
????This time i also broke down in tears and wept, i cried out loud and wailed uncontrollably, my lamentations were sonorous. I instantly lost so much weight, the shock was well spelt on me, i looked like a widow indeed, i had never been so devastated, i was broken and shattered which reflect the true weaker vessel i was.????
Within a short time, my mind ran throu-ghthe memory lane bit by bit, those memorable times i shared with Anton and even the bad times,
i recall everyone i have lost to dead, dad, mom, Catherine and her husband and Cecily and now my Anton, i cried out loud again, i grieved for a very long time, the human being in me overshadowed and overpowered that strong spirit of me. This for once in my life i was knocked out by ???? #FATE????????.
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SEMI-FINAL LOADING..