# BURN FOR ME ????
[ Dylan’s Desire ???? ]
# 6 in the DE LUCA SERIES]
✍️By authoress lenity Faithful
Settings : ???????? ITALIAN ROMANCE
Tags ☠️: Mafia , love , Ex , arrogance ,Hot , Erotic billionaires , Ruthless , Genius, forbidden.
©️ Copyright [ Do not copy or Repost without permission from me the writer or else …You’d not like my actions ]
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♠️ BOOK SIX OF THE DE LUCA SERIES ♠️
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EPISODE 22
✨ DYLAN ✨
Even the thought of all the bl**Dy missions she might have gone through brought tears to my eyes.
She signed her own death. ..why ? Did I really not matter to her ?
I bowed my head and I couldn’t stop myself as I cried badly .
I didn’t just cry. ..I wept like my life depended on it .
She doesn’t care about my feelings , anger cursed through my veins at the thought of it .
I needed answers …. Someone needed to give me those answers before I fvcking loose my mind .
I matched out of my office as I took heavy strides towards the Don’s office .
I was angry not just angry , I was bleeding ay fvcking needed answers before I loose my mind .
I burst into the office without Knocking.
” WTF ….” He cursed as he dropped his glass of alcohol.
” What happened to your manners Dylan ! He snapped coldly .
I looked around and all my Brothers where around and some other important men .
” I need to talk to you ” i said camly .
” Is everything okay ? Frederico asked in concern.
” We can talk after this … Meeting Dylan … I won’t have you disrespect me … ” The Don said and Gio pleaded with me using his eyes.
” Punish me Don , do whatever you want but I’m not leaving until you answer my questions” I said as my voice broke at the Edge .
” What the Fvck ” he cursed in unbelief .
” Fine , I can see you’ve lost your mind . Ecuse us ” He snapped his fingers and everyone left us accept Sergio .
” Gio ….” He said and Sergio sighed .
” I kinda handed some important files about Cora to him ” He confessed with head bowed .
” You what ! The Don cursed out in shock .
” You let her sign into Red Rose ” I said and he rubbed his forehead.
” That’s not in my place to tell Dylan ” he said camly .
That’s one thing I hated about this man , his ability to keep his cool …
” She won’t tell me anything so you better say something before I fvcking loose it cause I’ve had enough !
” I’ve fvcking had enough ! I screamed in anger .
” Cora. ..signed it herself ,I didn’t have a say in it … because she had every right to her life ,I can’t be bias …” He said and I scoffed out tears .
” You let the woman I love sign a death contract ….Massimo …your my brother ….you should know how this would hurt me , ” i said as my voice broke at the edge .
” You think I didn’t try to talk your stubborn woman out of it ? There’s little I could do when she let her Demons take full control of her ….I’m sorry but at some point in life I ……I didn’t want you with her because she was damaged beyond repair ….
” I’m sorry …But Cora doesn’t have the Will to leave , it’ll be so hard to pull her out of the web of pain she’s built around herself ” he said and I bit my lips as I cried .
” Why did she sign it ? Didn’t she know how bad it’ll break me ?
” I didn’t want anything else …I just wanted us to be together , I don’t know how to feel anymore after this …does she want to kill me ? I asked and Sergio looked away .
” Love is not supposed to hurt so bad ..right … loving Grace was it this hard ?
” Dylan …” He trailed.
” Answer me Gio was loving Neomi this hard ? I’m loosing it ….I’m loosing it …I can’t be strong anymore because even when I try to nothing these feelings I can’t control myself
….she’s all I think about ”
” It’s so hard ….” I trailed as I cried .
” She loves you Dylan that’s just what I can tell you ,I’ve watched her break down countlessly ,she’s so selfless…..
” I don’t want her to be selfless …you don’t want to tell me right ? Fine I won’t ask anymore …that’s just it .”
” Maybe we just aren’t meant for each other ” I said and made my way out of his office.
” Let him be , he’d be fine” I heard the Don say .
I moved back to my office and I sat down as my heart ached .
I just wanted to be left alone …
All alone far away from everything and everyone else.
Love has brought me nothing but pain from the beginning .
I’m done .
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????CORA ????
” Nothing Happened between us , he has a fiance ” I said and Bella sighed .
” I can’t stay with Kris for that long and not fvck him ” she said frowning.
” He’s your husband” I said and she chuckled
We stopped talking when we heard a knock on the door .
” Are you expecting anyone ? Bella asked getting up .
” Nope ,I’m supposed to see the Don ,but I left it for tommorow” i said wearing my room slippers properly.
I walked out and frowned when my eyes met with one of the Don’s personal guard .
” The Don requests your presence” he said and Bella frowned .
” I’ll be right back,I think it’s an Emergency”I said and for some reason I didn’t have a good feeling about whatever the Don was gonna tell me.
I walked into his office and Sergio stared at me then walked out .
” Sit down Bermundo” The Don said as he drank from his glass of strong wine.
” Is everything okay Don ? I asked and he pinched the bridge of his nose which immediately took my mind to Dylan .
” He knows ” he said and I stared at him in confusion.
” What ? I asked in confusion.
” He found out about your connection with Red rose , mikoy and your past ” He said and I froze .
” Sh!t ” I cursed under my breath as my blood ran cold immediately.
” How. ….did it happen ? I asked trying to get over the shock .
” He got it out of Sergio …he was here a while ago ,Dylan is loosing his mind Cora it’s high time you relief him of this pain …before you kill him ”
” Ive never seen Dyl like that before ” he said and I got up before I could stop myself .
He was not supposed to find out , I thought I had everything under control …why is this happening .
He must be so hurt ..How do I look at him in the eyes and Explain everything …
Just how
He must hate me so much already ,all I’ve ever done was break him …
This is the limit already .
” Where is he ? I asked worriedly.
” His office , he shut the door and no one has the balls to go after him just yet …I told Gio to let him be ” he said and I left for his office immediately.
I knocked on the door and there was no reply . I rubbed my arms anxiously awaiting hid reply but when there was still no reply ,I walked in immediately and stopped on my tracks when his cold eyes met mine .
” What are you doing here ? He snapped Angrily as he set his files on the table and stared at me like I was a ruthless woman who needed no form of pity .
” I ……wanted to explain myself Dylan ” I said softly and he scoffed out loud as he laughed.
” Explain yourself ? Isn’t that too late right now ? You Hid things Cora not just things you watched me break down every single time ….” he bursted and I looked away.
” I thought my involement with the mafia was your reason …you lied ….” He trailed speaking about the past .
” I had to do it ” I said immediately ….as my eyes stung .
” You are literally a slave to the mafia Cora …! ” He bursted angrily as he moved away from the table .
” I don’t want you anymore ,I’ve learnt to live with the fact that I’d never matter to you in this journey of life …” He said as his eyes stung with tears .
He’s giving up on me , isn’t that what I always wanted ? Why is it suddenly hurting so bad ?
” Dylan I can’t be with you ,I’m a curse … ..I can die anytime. I’m a slave to the mafia…thats….what I signed up for ….I’m sorry ” She broke down completely .
” Then why do I desire you so much even though it’s wrong” He
asked as he walked close to me .
” DYLAN…..” I gasped as he pulled me into his arms my butts made contact with the table behind .
” Wait …we can’t ..m” she gasped as his lips met in a burning kiss .
” Hmmn” I moaned into the kiss as he grabbed my thighs and kissed me hard .
My eyes stung with tears at his roughness. Dylan was doing this on purpose.
He wanted me to feel his anger and the pain I caused him .
” Dylan … Slow down please” I managed to cry out immediately his lips trailed my neck .
” I’m sorry …. I’m sorry ….” I trailed out as I burst out crying.
” You’re …not ….Cora . That’s what you keep saying and then you shut me out ….I’m done ”
” I’m so done because loving you had brought nothing but hurt .! He snapped Angrily.
” Just say what you want to say …and leave ” He said coldly.
” Dylan ….I love you , I love you so much it hurts …” I said as my voice broke at the edge .
” I’m not a wicked person , I’m not selfish person either …. I love you ” I said and tears rolled outta my eyes uncontrollably.
” All I want is for you to be happy ….trust me ….that’s all that matters to me ” I said and he scoffed bitterly.
” Happy ? I’m not happy …you are my happiness you crazy woman !
” How can you feel you that leaving me will make me happy ? It kills me each time I have to look at you and we aren’t together , you keep pushing me away and you tell me you want me to be happy how contradicting that sounds” he snapped angrily.
” You won’t understand , I’m broken …you shouldn’t try to fix something broken …you’d bleed Dylan …
” I’m a mess …I can’t give you the happiness you deserve .
” Don’t tell me that ! You hurt us Cora. .you’re my woman …you’re all I think about …even when I sleep and the first thing I think about when I wake up. .how can you stand there and tell me you’re not my happiness ! He snapped and I cried badly .
” I don’t care what you’re going through …I just want you Cora ….”
” We can make this work …if we try ” he said crying and I cried out in pain .
” Dylan …you don’t understand , I have a lot of enemies from my father’s side ,that’s why I signed into Red rose ….”
” Don’t ruin the life you’ve built so far ,for a broken woman …..I’d only pull you down to hell with me …I’m sorry ” I said and he held my face close .
” Break me . .hurt me. ….just don’t let me go. ….” He whispered and I stared into his Beautiful eyes as I cried .
“I can’t have children Dylan ….I can’t bare kids of my own !
” You love children so much …how can you love with the thought that we can’t have our own kids ” I said and he froze as he stared at me .
” Ivy gave you Ruby ….you all deserve to be an happy family , Dylan …I want you to have that happiness after everything we’ve been through .
” I’m willing to watch you marry someone else , because you deserve to be Happy …my love for you is not selfish …
“It’s not as if I’m made of stone that I don’t feel things , I love you so much ….it hurts so deep …in my soul Dylan …
” When you both engaged …I stood acting so strong , even if it was killing me , I’m not as strong as you think . I’m just a shadow of myself .
“No no …that’s not true …how …can …you endure that pain Cora …” He asked as he cried .
” Look at me Dylan … Wherever we are …or wherever life takes us , my heart belongs to you …it’s only you …it has always been you ” i said and laughed sadly .
” I don’t care if you can’t have kids ,you …..had no right to make Decisions for me ! He said pushing my hand away.
” Dylan …”
” My love you for you is deeper than what you think Cora ! ”
” Dylan …” I tried to hold him..
” I want to be left alone ” he said as he turned away from me , I hugged him from behind.
” Dylan please …I’m sorry ..” I cried as he cried with me .
” Please leave Cora …I don’t want to be close to you ,I need to process all of this before I loose my mind .He said and I gave a nod .
” I love you Dylan …don’t forget that ” i said and as I left his office I burst out crying like my life depended on it .
I spoilt everything
TBC