Beyond captivating
Episode 43
Lucas POV:
She was drugged and r*pped that thought alone brou-ght a worst kind of jealousy and anger into my head ,,whomever that might have r*pped her deserves a life time in jail…
Gosh watching her cry was the most pained p@rt of all …and right at that moment I promise myself am gonna make her forget all of her pains , probably if she let’s me into her life ,, I’ll take full responsibility of Jamie and ask her to marry me….
Did I say marry ??,, gosh well yes I know I’ve never really for once thought of ma-king any kind of life time commitment with a woman but she ….
I love her and asking her to marry me shouldn’t be a big deal…right
After giving her a goodnight k!ssI try so ha-rd to resist myself in doing but couldn’t,,
I smile and c*ressed her face softly ,
“I will lead you to your room okay”
She nodded , and there I took her hand and led her to the front of her door …
The mere sight of her besides me completes my whole ,
She was an angel , a very beautiful one …
she opened the door gently,, but still hold on to my hands firmly
“Goodnight Silvia” I said softly…
When she wasn’t replying or planning to let go of my hand I call to her name again
“Silvia”
She stared back into my eyes, I could see as emotions fli-ckered across her face before pu-lling my hands as she led us both inside …
I swallowed at the sight of her big be-d…
She dropped my hands before moving into her bathroom,,
Damn my mouth was glued ,, I couldn’t even question her on why she drew me into
I close my eyes in an effort to calm my breath
Before I realise what I was doing different kinds of flash back began floating into my head …
The way she was shaking her bu-tt , the sight of her when the towel had drifted away from her b©dy..
Gosh I so desperately wanted her with every fiber of my being but I can’t take her , noo,, I realise my pri-vates was ha-rd and throbbing ,, my heart was pounding like hell
Damn concentrate Lucas …concentrate…
With that my eyes flew open.
I stayed glued to the door like a statue she c@m£ back from the bathroom and all I could do was watch her charade …
My eyes was all over her , her hair was thrown down as it moved along with her …
I was busy admiring how Se-xy she was when I realise she was moving towards me, my eyes went hvge …I tried all possible best to adjust my shorts so she won’t notice my erection but damn did she just looked down at it
“Silvia I…emmm…I should go”
“Lucas” she said softly as she moved so close that I nearly go out of breath ..
“Silvia what are you doing” I said softly
my heart was pounding like hell as she lifted her hand ….goshh When she t©uçhed my n£¢k ,, I nearly fainted …I close my eyes slightly and open
I wanted to speak again but there she is pu-lling me at the nape of my round n£¢k as I followed her like zombie …
She backed me towards the wall at the other side of her room, damn a thousand bu-tterflies took flight in my stomach as it titillate the s-en-sation going throu-gh me
“Silvia”
This woman is gonna drive me crazy entirely
“Lucas , I want you to make love to me”
At the sound of that my head sprang up in high note , I was trying to adjust and meditate to what she just said when I felt herl-ips on mine …
Immediately I tasted her my s-en-ses flew to the mas-s , i couldn’t help it I wra-p my hands around her and back her against the wall this time , she moved with all of my t©uçhes as she slide her soft foot against my calf…
She was just , beautiful and feminine to be resisted ,,, I was alre-ady going mad with nee-d ,
She as-sisted in pu-lling off my shi-t while I threw it aside , I trail k!sses along her jaw and n£¢k, and began to ni-bbled at the s-en-sitive skin behind her ear ,,
She call out my name as she clung to me..damn I love this woman ,
She smell so nice …
I met with herl-ips again , this time , we drown on each others ton-gue, i k!$$£d her as if it were my first time of k!ss!nga woman.. i swallowed all of her saliva.
One hungry k!ssled to another ,,I mated my ton-gue with hers in a dance of love and intim-acy that I’d felt with no other woman..
I carried her as she wra-pped her legs around me before moving towards the be-d…
We both fell onto the be-d with frenzy of ton-gue lashing ,,I slide my hand to c*ressed her l@ps while I su-cked on her ears….
Gosh her cries was something that led me to the edge of total lvst , I couldn’t st©p …
She reached down to my short as she pu-ll it down gently with her legs , glad I was putting on a real bo-xers ….
After getting out of my shorts
I pu-ll away from her to stare at her
Her eyes were closed,
I watch as her che-st rose as she exhaled a shaky breath …she was saying something ,,
“Lucas make love to me” she said again before her eyes flew open , when I saw those frown, pains , and loneliness
There I knew immediately that this wasnt Silvia ,,god what was I doing …… this wasn’t her ,, she wasn’t herself tonight ,, she was in pains and lonely and nee-ded comfort,,
If I should try this ,,am gonna regret it for the rest of my life …
I pu-ll myself away from her before moving to pick up my shi-t and shorts…
I used both to cover my pri-vates
“I can’t do this Silvia ,I can’t ”
“Why Lucas ,, we are both grown up ” she scolded
I stare back at her not really wanting to believe it was her voice i just heard and there my heart began to pound as she moved towards me ,
“Silvia plea-se ”
She took the shi-t and short i was all but nervously using to cover myself before throwing it aside , slowly and s£dûçt!vely,, she k!$$£d my ba-re che-st and began trailing k!sses down my six packs ,
I close my eyes to savour every feel of her ,
I opened my eyes and stared de-ep into her eyes when I saw the same flash of lvst and pains I st©pped her
“St©p this Silvia, you nee-d some sleep to clear your head, you are not yourself”
Ignoring me she ti-ptoed to k!ssmy n£¢k before whispering …
“Why I do I keep seeing Jamie in you Lucas , the striking resemblance is something else ”
She t©uçhed my eyes
“Your eyes lashes are the same as his,”
She ru-bbe-d her hand on my ba-re skin ,
with myl-ips slightly open I could only watch like a fool
“The color of your skin ,your ears ,the shape of yourl-ips ”
She slide her hands back to my face
“the way you smile, the shape of your face ”
“Silvia what are you saying ”
This time I watch as she move round to my back ..
“He loves you Lucas ,, there is this connection I myself ha-rd ly un-derstand”
“,,Silvia you nee-d to sleep okay ,, you are only imagining things ”
I faced her and took herhands before leading her back to the be-d …
You nee-d to shower ,, let me help you prepare your bath before Leaving okay …
“Warm or cold”
When she wasn’t answering , I was about moving away when she st©p me …
“Stay with me tonight Lucas”
I moved towards her before c*ressing her face softly..
The tiredness, and lonely feeling in her eyes says she really nee-ds company , a sigh escaped me before dropping a k!ssinto her hair
“This woman ,, okay ,, go take your bath I’ll be waiting ”
“Promise ”
“Promise”
After bathing glad she c@m£ with her pajamas, I was alre-ady back into my short and laying ba-re che-sted on the be-d when she walk in
My heart heaved into another pound at her quietness ,right there my mind jumped into a roller coaster of emotions and questions
Did I made a mistake of agreeing to spent the night with her ??
What was she thinking??
Why is she looking at me that way??
I should have l@yon the sofa instead of the be-d right?
“Are you feeling better now” I asked softly
“I’m sorry for losing myself in front of you like that Lucas,, it won’t happen again ”
It won’t happen again, at that my heart sank , isn’t she planning to say yes to my proposal , I watched as she opened the blanket before laying down and facing my direction
She stare at me for a moment, before stretching her hand to t©uçh my face ..
“You are really good looking Lucas ”
I smile softly as I met with her eyes.
I took her hand gently before reaching it to myl-ips …
“Everything about you is beautiful too mmm and that makes me love you more and more”
She smile softly…
“Come here”
I pu-ll her closer and clutched her to my che-st ..
“Stay here ,, right to my heart , cause that’s where you belong ,”
she wra-p her arms around me as her hair tickled my n£¢k ,,
I cu-mddled her so ti-ghtly into my arms as we pla-yed with each other hands..
She feels so right ,,
Minutes later I opened my eyes only to notice she was still pla-ying with my hands ,
“Can’t sleep” I asked softly
“Yes Lucas”
I c*ressed her hair and k!$$£d it softly
I roll her so she could l@yfacing me directly ,with my elbow supporting my head I stare down at her ….
I cleared my throat
“Should i sing for you ”
“No ” she laughed nervously …
I smile before tickling her nose
“This shyness doesn’t suit you Silvia…alright Its speechless by Michael Jackson okay”
She nodded before smiling ..
“I have a very bad voice ,,do not mind it okay”
“Okay” she laughed
“Your love is magical, that’s how I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel”
“But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of pas-sion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explainnnnnnnnnnn”
I stare at her for a moment before smiling
“To tell you how I feel”
She was smiling the whole time while she used her hands to cover to face
“Lucas don’t look at me that way,, am shy goshhh, this guy”
I smile before gently taking her hands away from her face
“But I am speechless, speechless
That’s how you make me feeeeeeel
Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real…
When I’m with you I am lost for words, I don’t know what to say
My head’s spinning like a carou-sel, so silently I pray”
“Lucas ,,alright am gonna sleep ” she laughed
I ignore her before staring down at herl-ips
“Helpless and hopeless, that’s how I feel inside… Nothing’s real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I’m with you I am in the light where I cannot be found”
She shifted her eyes away from my stare and smile…
“This is too much for me Lucas”
I kept quiet to watch her shy parade for a moment when she finally met with my eyes ,I struck myl-ips towards her
“Speechless, speechless,”
She laughed and jumped before wra-pping her hands around my n£¢k
“Oh Lucas”
“that’s how you make me feel” I laughed and continue
“Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real
I’ll go anywhere and do anything just to t©uçh your face
There’s no mountain high I cannot climb I’m humbled in your grace”
“You have so many talents Lucas ,, you are too ro-mantic goshhh”
I c*ressed her hair before whispering against her ear.
“Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real speechless”
I re-leased her from my hold and stare at her face before cutting slowly and s£dûçt!velyon the last stanza
“your love is magical, that’s how I feel
But in your pres£nce I am lost for words
Words like, “I love you so much Silvia”
“Wao lucas, you are beautiful”
She wra-p her hands around me …
“my voice is horrible , but do you love it ” I said before laughing out
“Everything about you lucas, I love you”
“You love me ” I raised my brows
And there she landed herl-ips on mine ,,
That night was our first pla-yful night together , we laughed , chatted , joked,, it just feels so right cause..that night was the best night of my entire life ,holding her in my arms throu-gh out the night with nothing coming between ,, just she and I feeling each others breath and listening to the sounds of her heart beats..