Beyond Captivating
By Op. Amina
Episode 27
Silvia POV:
Like crying my heart would less£n the pain … Would it???
I wish I had break his n£¢k instead,
who gave him the right to talk to me that way???
does he even know how i was R@p£d and m©l£st£d???
…does he even know how i got to live with that throu-gh the years ….???
It hurt so much,
it hurt me in here and as much as I try to hold it in … I couldn’t help the tears, all possible sounds around me was gone …the thought of being betrayed by the only man have ever loved and trust s£nds a different kind of swells in my head …this time I was crying like a kid ….
I just don’t know why someone could keep me that long and still let another guy took my vir-ginity to the extent of getting me pregnant..
A wicked kind of guy who could only take advantage of a lady only by r*ping her while unconscious, I just wish I could see Nate, I wish he crosses my p@rt one day so I could give him a dim mak in the n£¢k..
Visiting the club he works a countless times was always a fruitless trial ..
his whereabouts was still a mystery even to his co workers …the worst of it was I never even get to meet any of his family or friends …or maybe he’d even been lying to me right from the start ,about a dead parent and being an only child who had to hustle ,,
I was a so naive, a fool in love yet
The bastard traded my innocence to make his money …
My stomach made a little churning as more of my tears fall
I felt my pulse racing, ..the
s-en-se of vibr@tions whirring within me just wouldn’t st©p..
After Mrs Tyson led me out Lucas room ..
Sharing my heart out with her seems to less£n my aching heart a little …
Guess I was a little relieved in a kinda way I haven’t been in years …not because of the Shelter or the luxury comfort she offered but in a kinda of way my heart knew this special kind of peace….
A regular peace that seems to float into my br@in and out with a p@rticular kind of relieve
At the thought of it all over and over again ..I think it was because she promised to help me find whomsoever Jamie father was….
I just wanted to meet him, oh how much I wish to meet him before taking his life…
Nate and the bastard made my life this way, they made me a single mother who doesn’t even know how plea-surable the feeling of love ma-king was
They deprived me of all the feeling I wanted to experience with someone I love, the dream of ma-king love in a balcony that shows a whole lot of skyscr@p£r. . The feeling of being loved and to be loved …
The feeling of str!ping my man n-ked and ma-king love to him the way I wanted to …
I wouldn’t deny how the t©uçh of that bastard had taken so much effect on me,
But I couldn’t help it ,,I just felt he wanted to use me just like I was being used when r*pped,
That’s it.
I wonder if he even know what love is, I doubt if he’d ever fallen in love??…and it serves him right ,by destroying his face he got what he deserve..
And I swear as long as am in this house if he crosses my p@rt am gonna break his n£¢k …
Mrs Tyson had left me strictly undisturbe-d in a room I realise was her study …leaving me alone to my thought after consoling me was the best she could do for me…after every drop of my tears has ended I realise the whole episode of my life was just some unmitigated disaster from every point of view…
I wish my life was like that of Celine who dumps men instead, if I hadn’t had Jamie who gave me so much happiness, what would have been left of me by now,
at first i was convinced the r*pe was done by Nate but when i went for a DNA with Nate hair in a comb he left with me, It was confirmed his blood and that of jamie was strongly negative….
All I did was love the bastard and how sweet would it be of he were real with me and I to give him Jamie as the fruit of our love …
How much I hate him
Can I even fall in love again??
Can I ??
I swallowed whatever tears that might be threatening to come out …
Instead i tried shifting my thought away from every bit of how pained I was…and it worked
I was studying how neat and tidy Mrs Tyson study was when I sighted a picture …
I moved towards it and picked it up,,.
How come the family has such good look ,,
…Mrs Tyson and a lady I guess was her daughter was smiling broadly while Lucas arms was crossed around his dad..
I t©uçhed hisl-ips on pictured and shuddered a bit ..
I swallowed my saliva twice and start to wonder what prompt this kind of feeling ??, when will I admit my world had turn into t©psy turvy….
. there is no room for any kind of emotion..although his devilish looks could drive any sane woman off their foot but I had to remind myself am here to work and I would be a fool to feel any kind of attra-ction towards him…
Yet
Why do I feel like k!ss!ngthe bastard in spite of all he did
… Despite my inner turmoil i smile a bit with the thought of him wanting to jump a balcony cause of few bruises …
what a baby …
I was busy admiring how good looking he was in the picture but jumped a little when the door to the study opened
Mrs Tyson appeared with a Maid who was holding a tea tray ….
Her smile was just so soft and rich
What an elegant woman
“ma’am” I smile towards her before dropping the picture
“I can see you are a bit okay now Silvia”
“Yes ma’am ,, I thinks so ”
“Thanks heaven for that ”
I smile as the maid gave me the tea before turning on her heels, I took a sip and gave Mrs Tyson an appreciative sigh before taking my seat.
“Thanks ma’am ,”
She gave me a brief motherly smile before moving forward to ca-ress my arm
“U’re welcome,,”
The atmosphere was quite a bit
I was f0rç£d to stare down at my tea for a moment before gazing up at her
“Ma’am I think am gonna go home to check up on my son ,,you know and packed few of my cloth”
“You don’t have to stress yourself Silvia, I alre-ady s£nd my driver, Zion and few guard over to settle those at least today is Friday, your son can spent the weekend with you here ..they should be here soon”
I stared up at her as my inside bubbled with joy
With tears of happiness, I sipped my tea a little before clearing it away
“Thanks ma’am ,, you are such a mother, thanks”
“No problem dear, come let me give you a tour around the house before showing you to your room,,I think its re-ady now”
I nodded expressionlessly before following her out of the room.
After the tour of the house …..Mrs Tyson and i with few maids c@m£ back upstairs before moving forth towards a room which is exactly besides Lucas …
My eyes went hvge ,
Why would she choose my room to be beside this bastard son of hers …
Of course she wants me to break his n£¢k this time..
I noticed his door was closed ,I bit myl-ips a little and start to wonder what he was doing inside,,
Gosh its almost 6:o pm the fool wouldn’t even come out of his room because of few bruises …
As big as he is ,, why does he always behaves like a baby …
but I was mute ..
I could only stare at Mrs Tyson smiling face as she opened the door
“And this is your room Silvia”
I swallowed glancing around rather wildly at the large modern four poster be-d which took pride of the place …
“Its so lovely” I was f0rç£d to g@sped out ,,,
Gosh it was double the size of room at home
“It has its own dressing room and bath room …” She demonstrated.
“hope you feel comfortable dear” she smiles broadly and order the maids to go arrange only God knows what
I turn back at her and smile…
“Ma’am , but Lucas room is just at the opposite, I mean beside ”
She interrupted my words ….
“Not far from him is the best way to get your job done dearie don’t you think so ”
I swallowed my saliva and nodded
“I will right back dearie ,, just look around ,, you can freshen up if you want to”
I nodded and smile nervously towards her before she turned on her heels
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Lucas POV….
After freshening up, I had lunch before taking some pain killer…
This whole time I spent the entire time locked up in my room ,,berating myself for being a seven kind of fool ,,what had gotten into me for k!ss!ngher like that ?
k!ss!ngan horror kinda of woman
Now how am I even gonna live with this bruises on my face …
A whole Lucas Tyson
.. who would ever thought a woman…
A mere woman could do this to me,
moving tiredly…I walked towards my mirror and t©uçhed my bruisedl-ips…
the pain it brou-ght instantly s£nds a churning to my stomach.
My finel-ips …I t©uçhed it as though I was tou-ching a gold …
Of course myl-ips is,, every p@rt of my b©dy is ….
I know I shouldn’t have taken her like that ,,but should k!ss!ngand tou-ching her prompt to the extent of destroying my face..
Physically, i felt worst. Psychologically,
I felt wors£n ,yet i found myself continuing to brood despite all my
attempts to forget about her ….
I wish i could just get the thought of her out from my head … Her behavior this morning was exactly like ……goshh.
Nothing but an horror,, the abrupt swing from a sick lady to a tyrant, was beyond my un-derstanding.
What the hell is wrong with her???
I glance around my room quietly …
I just hope she’d left alre-ady…
And what will mom hire some one like her for..???
She doesn’t fit in any position around here ,,
When the flash back on how I k!$$£d her c@m£ ,,my heart made a ra-pid beating ….
I beat on my che-st repeatedly before moving away from the mirror…
What i don’t un-derstand was she k!$$£d me so hungrily…
She k!$$£d me as though she hasn’t been k!$$£d in years ,yet gosh that woman is just so ha-rd to un-derstand …
I stared into space for a while and found myself fumbling at the stupid thought of having her in front of me while I give thatl-ips of hers the best love ma-king ever
Gosh have never wanted anyone in my whole life, she arou-sedme so bad.
But what’s with this anger of hers??
No matter how ha-rd she tried to hide un-der a man skin,,with that b©dy of hers she’s still a woman …
I realise my pri-vate had start to tickle in a bind of emotional jumble only for my eyes to go hvge when I stare down at it
Damn, I slid my hands on the length before cursing at her.
Despite being an horror she could still make me feel this way huh …
Despite giving me the beating of my life ,,she could still make me this ha-rd
I gave myself a long level look before heaving a sigh …
Whats with this image of hers in my head seriously I found this rather strange as an international pla-yboy …
If its all about this coincidence night I had with her ,
Then Lucas it seems you are hopeless ,you’ve str!ped countless of girls ..get that in your head …
I was f0rç£d to
Step out to the balcony for some fresh air, I realise the weather had turned gorgeous…
And At a moment I found myself smiling at the thought of wanting to jump off the balcony ….
She is such an horror really, how does she even know I was faking it ..
I stared up at the sky for a while before
..closing my eyes and tilting my head back, I reveled more de-eply in the s-en-sual master piece of the atmosphere. The balmy tropical breeze fanned throu-gh
My hair, and sl@pped on my
face with the gentleness of a whisper, tenderly baring my features to the healing flow of the
trade winds.
Each breath i took of the moist air brou-ght growing relaxation throu-gh my lim-bs and s£nding my
my thought along with the mixture of how beautiful she was , how fresh her b©dy was when i had str!pped her…
How soft she felt un-der that robe ,, suddenly I was s£nt to the image of her s£nding her fist on my face ,,how she was shouting and sl@pping me like some horror
God I opened my eyes quic-kly before I would faint at the mere thought of that
Gosh Lucas behave …behave,you have so many women at hand for you to start thinking of one p@rticular horror kinda woman..
I shook my head before sliding my hands on my hair , when I glanced down the balcony ,,this time I had to blink ra-pidly as three of my friends drove in with their sport cars,
At the sight of the taunting expression on Elliot and jack’s face …
It was as if the world is about crashing into airs
Gosh it was so obvious mum told them everything ,,
Damn
this two taunter’s are here to taunt me,,I rack my hands throu-gh my hairs and cursed more
At first I was so glad I alre-ady put a lock on my door but when I remember jack has this kind of master key that could open any door …I found my running round my room thinking of what next to do ….
The last thing I wanted now is for those two taunter’s to start tauting me …
, damn
I j£rk in a polo and a much longer short before racing out of my room …
I thought of going down the stairs but at the sound of their laughing bas-s voice downstairs ,, I raced back ,
quietly I closed the door to my room and raced to the next …
After rushing in I was fast to put a lock on it …
And when I turn,
my eyes went hvge ,,i was shocked and stunned only to stand like a rock on the door way ..she was standing with her back towards me ,
Wra-pped in a towel which was showing enough of her fresh th!ghs, her raven black hair, was fanned on her shoulder ,, once taken aback by her beauty I thought I could just stand there and drink in the sight of her until time went still.
I closed my eyes and opened just to make sure i wasn’t day dreaming ,, but damn it was no dream ,, it was her ..looking like the goddess of moonlight…
She shakes her h!ps a little and hum to the song she was listening to ….
The sight of her moving bu-tt makes more of my eyes went hvge …
Lucas turn quietly and get out of this room right now .
Get outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
but the voice went unheeded, I swallowed repeatedly as i stare at her from her head and down to the toes .
Damn
……this woman is …….
My eyes fell on her bu-tt once more as it shake a little ra-pidly this time ..
Gosh I had to shift my head sideway
While i struggled convulsively to swallow the tingling feeling un-derneath me
Then, with a de-ep breath, i lifted trembling f!ngerson my face and when I glanced back this time …
My breath choked out of my lungs as she dropped her towel ,,,
My god …
I was about racing out when my head hit on the door …
Ouchh
I glanced back at her
Her head swung back as it held into collision with mine,
Now there was anger and coldness in them as She shouted ….
“Lucas ”
she struggled to tie the towel around herself …
“Lucas’s what the hell,” …
“I am……..m……I didn’t …….its not what you think Silvia”
I was fumbling with the locks this time as more waves of inner heat overwhelm me.
“Gosh what have I done, open up this damn locks”
Curiosity got me glancing back and there she was racing towards me all full with rage ….
“Am going kill you ”
“Silvia no no its not what you think ”
I shook my head ra-pidly ….
“Its not what you think”
“You bastarddddddd”
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Guess what happened next guys