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Episode 36
Ciara’s POV
I would admit I was slightly jealous that Ariana moved into the mansion. Maybe because I would have loved if Jaxon had fought as ha-rd for me but the milk alre-ady spilled..
Each day I got disappointed in him and he kept proving me right that it was the best decision to choose Jordan. But today he acted like a man for her, perhaps he is still the man every girl wants but it wasn’t meant for me to experience it…
I don’t mean that I wish I had a violent good for nothing but David was no difference
. He was also a boy in man’s b©dy..
All that matters is Ariana is safe and Jaxon is by her side. After helping Ariana get settled in the guest room,Sophie and I got back to our rooms..
It was 10 o’clock and Caro had told me that Jordan was in his office. That was some good news, for the past few days we were acting weird.
We never spoke or even looked at each other. I guess he felt as I felt…Weird..
I had planned to take a shower and get to be-d before he c@m£ but destiny had other plans..
Jane called the moment I wore a bathrobe and for an hour or so we just talked about The love triangle saga as people were calling it.
She was on a vacation with Max and I didn’t see it fit to bother them. The moment she landed and heard of what was happening,she immediately called me…
“Honey, I will call you back in five minutes. Let me shower first…”
I ended the call and took a shower like a soldier. Very quic-k..I didn’t want Jordan finding me still up…
After I was done, I wore back my bathrobe and called back Jane…
I walked out of the bathroom confidently only to see Jordan standing there…
I wanted to run back to the bathroom but that was cowardice…My heart was beating so fast that I was afraid it would bur-st out…
Don’t say something Jordan, just walked out of the room and come back after a few minutes. I promise I will be asleep..
I tried controlling his mind like I had seen in the movies but instead he begun picking the dresses from the be-d…
Wait did he hit his head???This is not the Jordan I know…
Just tell him, you were not done with the dresses yet..
C’mon he is just Jordan, an arrogant man…
He will just throw the dresses on the be-d and that’s it.. I thought…
I tried to talk but words were stuck on my throat…All of a sudden I was scared to even speak to him…
Since the k!ss, I don’t know if I was embarras-sed or shy..
. He didn’t say something to me, he has just being avoiding me. It was like we were pla-ying hide and seek, are we five or what???
But I wouldn’t lie when he k!$$£d me, I want to st©p…Everything seemed right but was it???
The last time I checked I didn’t love him then why were my thoughts hijacked by him since the k!ss??? My br@in was clouded with his image…
Why was he avoiding me??? Does he feel disgusted???I guess I will never find out and I don’t want to find out…
Suddenly I had an idea, yes his phone was in the left pocket of his sweatp@n-ts. So if I text him, I would have said what I want to say…
I got out my phone and boom I was trembling. Will it seem rude??? It’s not like I am dumb or deaf…
Why do I care??? As long as he gets the message…
>>I am not done with the dresses…
The moment I s£nt the message and heard his phone ping I looked down…
“Who texted someone at 12am??? Where are their manners???” He said angrily to myself..
Calm down Ciara, everything is okay…
I peeped at him and he seemed shocked..Immediately he begun typing…
Oooooh!!!! God let him be gentle on the insults…
I shut my eyes when I saw him press s£nt..
>>I am tired and sleepy…That was his reply..
He didn’t care what I had just said..You see that k!sswas a big mistake now I can’t even argue with him…
He was finally done with picking my dresses and threw them at the sofa…Atleast he could have been kinder enough to put them away in the closet..
I really can’t deal… I placed my phone on the table lamp and begun walking towards the door when he held my hand…
My heart skyrocketed….I inhaled de-eply to calm down before turning to look at him..
As much as I tried, I couldn’t. What was happening to you Ciara???
“Before you go, can you put your dresses in the closet???” He asked coldly…
That was it, we were not to talk about the k!ss. We have both had se-x in the past, why was a k!ssgetting to us???
“Just sleep…I don’t feel like..Or you do it yourself…” I said still looking away…
Suddenly he just there staring at me, did I have something on my face??? I could feel h0t on the cheeks..
Jordan plea-se st©p staring at me, I don’t know why I am shivering..
“What???” Atleast I managed to stammer…
He furrowed his eyebrows, “Are you blu-shing??? Why are you not looking at me???”
“What???” I acted surprised..But it was more of a question to me. Was I blu-shing???
“Why are you blinking so much, b!tt!g your l!pand not looking into my eyes???” He asked..
I hadn’t realised I was doing all that….I tried running from the embarras-sment but he gr-ab my arm and pinned me on the wall..
His hands caging me…
“Why are you acting like a child and you are the one who stole a k!ssfrom me????” He retorted…
Wait, what??? Stole a k!ssfrom him but he was the one who k!$$£d me…
“But you are the one who k!$$£d me…”
“You fell on t©p of me and k!$$£d me!!!”
“Then you k!$$£d me pas-sionately like there was no tomorrow….”
I immediately closed my eyes when I realised what I had blurted out. Now he knows I enjoyed the k!ss..
“So you mean you enjoyed the k!ss???” He drew close and whispered into my ear..
Sweet mother, I almost fell on my knees…
“Excuse me!!!” I dropped his hand and ran out of the room..
The moment I got to the terrace, I fanned myself with my hand…
What had happened in there??? My head was twirling in a unusual form…
Jordan POV
As Ciara stood there, I wanted to start off a conversation and finally speak about the k!ssbut I couldn’t…
I once in a while slightly raised my head and could see she was also restless.
How was I to talk to her??? Maybe she didn’t like the k!ss…
You are a man Jordan, how are you scared of talking about a k!ss??? Marcias aren’t scared of anything…
Just as I was about to speak up, my phone pinged with a message…
Who had the guts to text me at 12am???
Looking at it, It was from her..What kind of childishness is this?? Can’t she talk and she is here right beside me..
If this is the game she wants we pl@yand then I am in…
I was re-ady to pl@yher game but I nee-ded to hear her speak. Even if it’s just an insult…I missed her voice..
I know what, let me throw her clothes on the sofa…Wait for it, nothing…
She didn’t react..
This is getting out of hand, I have to man up and talk to her. But what do I say???
Suddenly she begun walking towards the door and I just held her hand..What do I say???
Anything that comes to mind…Silly subconscious..
One silly comment let to me talking about the k!ssand while at it, I could see her try so ha-rd to be composed..
At first I though she was angry but it slowly dawned to me that I was ma-king her blus-h…I was finally having an effect on her…
And the fact that she didn’t deny and ran out of the room, proved it all..
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