AGE( it is just a number)
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Episode 14
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Feelings 3
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Hazel Dakota
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It has been a week since ha-rd in and I had our first S-x and believe me when I saw I had no regret losing my vir-ginity to him….
Well! it was very painful the first time but as time goes on , I began to derive plea-sure from it …..
I spend most of my night with ha-rd in and our S-x life have been “wow”, he taught me how to explore my b©dy in different ways that I was left wondering how a kid his age knows so much…..
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The sound of the alarm clock snapped me out of my Crazy thoughts and i quic-kly got off the be-d and rushed out of my room to ha-rd in’s room…
you might be wondering why I woke up in the Castillo mansion on a Monday morning .. hmm!well! ha-rd in insisted I spend the weekend with him so I had no other option, after all he is my b©yfri£nd…..
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On Entering his room, I found him laying on his be-d with his eyes wi-de opened, staring at the ceiling…..
Good morning! I greeted first and he shifted his attention to me
hey! he greeted, sitting up on the be-d as he gestured me to come closer which I did
how was your night? I asked and he exhaled de-eply
Bad!
0h! Is it still the night mare? I asked picking my words and he nodded
You should have just stayed with me . he drawled and I chuckled softly
C’mon ha-rd in! you know what could have happened if I had stayed over with you, we could have fv¢ked all throu-gh the night and I wouldn’t able to study ……..
For the upcoming SAT exams . he completed with an eye roll and I laughed
St©p it ha-rd in , you know how much this examination means to me.
And have you forgotten that I am also writing this same examination you are talking about! he retorted as I sm-irked
I know but you can’t simply compare my level of IQ with yours…. I mean you are a born genius who ha-rd ly re-ads but knows a lot while I am just an average student who hasn’t seen the four walls of a clas-sroom in three years …….
Oh! now I get ! but still , I can help you study if you want . he continued, pinching my n!ppl!s throu-gh my nighties
Ooouch ha-rd in! that hurts .i winced a little and he chuckled
Is that a cry of pain or plea-sure?
Go away! I retorted, glaring at him pla-yfully as he smiled
But on a serious not Haz, I can help you study
Really? I asked to be sure
Of course, I want us to go to college together, WSU to be precise . he stated and my eyes wi-de-ned in surprise
Washington State university! hell no , the fees is too expensive! I retorted and he sm-irked
There are somethings you nee-d not worry about!!
And what do you mean by that? I asked , arching my eyebrow
Nothing, or is there any other college you have in mind?he asked changing the subject and I nodded
MiddleS-x university London. I answered excitedly and he knitted his eyebrow
That is my dream university. I quic-kly added
And why London! Are you from London ? he asked, staring into my face
Yes! I answered and his eyes lit up
Wow! Wow! I have always suspected that but your thin British accent always got me all confused
That is because I am from East Smithfield. I retorted and he went stiff
Are you alright? I asked , studying his face
his eyes fli-cker with an emotion i couldn’t place as he clutched on the be-d sheet ti-ghtly
ha-rd in! I called and he quic-kly composed himself
Erm I am sorry erm I grew up in West Smithfield and the name “Smithfield” kind of get me pissed . he explained , breathing ha-rd as he was trying not to meet my gaze
What is wrong with him?
cu-pping his cheeks, I made him face me and that was when I saw it, the fear and pain in his eyes …….
Talk to me ha-rd in, what is wrong with you?
Nothing. he answered and before I knew it , he placed hisl-ips on mine, and pu-ll-ed me, pinning me to the be-d as he k!$$£d me r0ûghly
I smiled inwardly , i have been waiting for this and finally I was un-der him…….:
Don’t Judge me wrong , I ain’t a S-x freak, I am just kind of add!çted to him…..
Have you done the stuff I told you to do? he asked, his voice coming out rashly
What stuff? I asked ,breathing into his mouth as I pla-yed with his d!¢k throu-gh his brief
fv¢k! I am talking about the birth control stuff, I want you to fix it , i am tired of fv¢king you with a c0nd0m, I want to feel you raw……
he pu-ll-ed out of the k!ssand breathe ha-rd on my n£¢k as he su-ckled on it …..
Alright Haarrdin i … wiiilll … oh my gawd!do that today . I answered, m0@n ing loudly……
pu-lling off his brief , he instructed me to take off my nighties and when i did , he picked up a c0md0mfrom the drawer, rolled it on his d!¢k and with his mouth su-ckling my n!ppl!s , he pene-trated de-ep inside me ……
Haaardin! I m0@n ed loudly as he thrû-st in and out of me……
hold me ti-ghtly. he begged and I did ; then he increa-sed his pace drilling me dee-per and ha-rder
This is so good! This is so good! I let out a loud Cry and he chuckled
Of course, you are so ti-ght and that makes the S-x so fv¢king good. he agreed
I suddenly felt my or-gansm building and I held him more ti-ghtly screaming
I am ¢v-mming! I am ¢v-mming!
re-lease baby , I will keep on drilling you and true to his words when I re-leased, he kept on drilling me dee-per and ha-rder
Holy $h!t! he exclaimed loudly, holding my b©dy ti-ghtly as he re-leased….
We stayed like that for a moment and then he rolled off me ……
Don’t forget about the birth control? he reminded, pu-lling out the c0md0mand I nodded
But why are you work up about me fixing a birth control? Are you scared I might get pregnant? I asked, putting on my p@n-ts
That is right! I don’t like the sound of that word ” pregnancy”. he retorted
Sure! I un-derstand, you are still to young to be a father…
he scoffed , this is not about me being too young , I don’t want to have children ever , those tiny things annoys me ……..
I stared at him in surprise
This is really absurd! what if I erm I mean your wife wants children? I asked , picking my words and he laughed
Wife! There will be nothing as such because I won’t get married, I wouldn’t want to go throu-gh the stress of divorce…..
Divorce! I repeated
Yes Haz! Can’t you see divorce is the trend in most marriages!!!
I opened my mouth to say something but couldn’t find my voice
I was so Damn confused!
What will happen to me now ! Will he dump me when he gets tired of me!
And as if re-ading my thoughts, he said
I love you so much Haz and you are the one I want to spend forever with ……
Having said that , he got off the be-d and went over to the bathroom
Seriously!Is he for real! he doesn’t want to get married yet he wants to spend forever with me ..
As a Girlfriend. My subconsciousness mocked at me and I clutched my fist ti-ghtly in anger
Shut up! I barked at it
No Haz!you should direct your anger to your crazy b©yfri£ndand not me , remember I am you . It reminded kand i scratched my hair confusedly
Or right! I must be crazy arguing with myself ……
The door to the room suddenly creaked opened and Rebecca walked in holding a tray
Good morning Miss Hazel! She greeted mockingly and I scoffed
And what are you doing here? I retorted
cover that ba-re che-st on yours before you start asking questions. She said with an eye roll and on looking down , I realised my upper b©dy was expo-sed and I quic-kly covered myself up with the blanket…..
I wonder what Sir ha-rd in sees in that plain b©dy of yours. She muttered as she placed the tray on the low stool……
At least he is attra-cted to me and not you and mind you , next time you want to come in ,knock. I said shooting daggers at her …….
Crazy bit-ch! She cursed
And who is a crazy bit-ch? ha-rd in asked , coming out of the bathroom with only his briefs on and Rebecca froze of the sp©t
Ain’t I talking to you? or are you deaf? he asked in a huff
Erm I was just joking around. She lied, staring ha-rd at ha-rd in che-st as he scoffed
She is impossible!
You call my girlfriend a crazy bit-ch and you dare call it a joke! he snapped at her , I could tell he was alre-ady pissed
Erm sir I never knew she was your girlfriend. Rebecca stuttered
Now you know! ha-rd in growled , and what are you still doing here? Why are you even here in the first place?
Erm I thought you might be thirsty so I decided to bring water over to you ……
Oh God! You are so funny Rebecca, do me a favour and get the fv¢k out of here. he thun-dered
Yes sir! Rebecca answered panicking as she took few steps to the entrance
And don’t forget the water. ha-rd in added
Bending her head in shame , she retreated her step, picked up the tray and rushed out of the room …..
I laughed loudly, I never knew ” Almighty Rebecca” could be this scared”
Put on Your clothes. ha-rd in simply said as he walked over to the wardrobe…..
Yes sir! I drawled
Getting off the be-d , I hurriedly dressed up in my nighties and sat back on the be-d as I watched him dressed …..
I smiled sheepishly
How can someone be so perfect! I remarked, staring at the lone tattoo on his back …..
It was a name beautifully designed”
Camilla! who is Camilla? I asked
My mum! he simply answered and I exclaimed softly……
He must really love his mum to ink her name on his back!!!!
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Slinging his back pack, he picked up his phone along with his car keys and then faced me …..
I am off the school! he announced
Alright! See ya later! I bade and he blew me a k!ssbefore leaving the room……..
Oops! It is time to go clean up!
Adjusting my nighties, I stood up and walked out of his room to my room; on entering my room, I sat on the be-d and reached for my phone …
There were 7 missed calls and a message all from Mike….
I sighed, he has been disturbing me with call for the past few days all of which I ignored
But What does he want!can’t he just let me be ?
I cli-cked on the message and re-ad it
” Hazel! Why are you ignoring my call! I am seriously depressed and I don’t have anyone to call except you so plea-se return my call when you see this”
I instantly felt so bad knowing I was being unfair to him
And come to think of it , Mike had been a good friend to me , he was even the one who helped me with this job .i really nee-d to go see him …..
but what of ha-rd in? he told me clearly to severe all ties with Mike and I know he will be pissed off if he finds out ……. well! he does not nee-d to know …..
Heaving a de-ep sigh, I dialled Mike’s number and he picked it on the first ring
Hello Hazel! he greeted and i was quic-k to notice the weakness in his voice
Mike! how are you? Are you alright? Are you still hurting? I asked in a rush
Yes Hazel! he answered and my heart churned with pity
Don’t worry , once I am done I will come check on you . I promised
Seriously? he asked to be sure
Yes! and also , i am really sorry for not checking on you. I apologised
It is nothing! I un-derstand. he as-sured
Thanks Mike. I said and ended the call……
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ha-rd in Castillo
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As soon as the literature teacher walked in , silence returned to the clas-s room
how I wish the clas-s can be like this throu-ghout the day!
Check out the teacher as-s on that Sk-irt . Richa-rd said , nudging at me and I seized the teacher up to see she was wearing a mini ti-ght black Sk-irt….
I sm-irked
You can go for her if you want! I drawled and he laughed, giving me a pla-yful punch
No way! I don’t do older women
Then st©p admiring them! I simply stated
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The clas-s discussion for today will be drafted out from the book”Rude Mr Popular . the teacher started
Have you re-ad it? Richa-rd asked in whispers and I nodded
Trust you on that! But as for me , I haven’t re-ad a thing from the book. he added
So to begin with , who can tell me the main characters of the novel? The teacher asked and a girl in front raised her hands
Yes! Diane shoot it !
The main character in the pl@yare Shayne Adams and Sofia Regans. the girl answered correctedly
Good! And what was the ……. the teacher tried to say but Kimberly who was seated at the far corner of the room cut her off
Can we plea-se discuss on another novel , this novel is just too lame. She said with an eye roll and the clas-s was filled with murmurs…..
She is too rude for my liking! Richa-rd retorted
Quiet! Quiet! Quiet! the teacher screamed , ban-ging her fist on the table and the clas-s soon bec@m£ quiet
And why did you say so Kim na na? she asked calling Kim by her Ko-rean name
Isn’t it obvious, everything in the novel is Just not right . She stated
And can you explain yourself miss? the teacher continued
Sure! First of all, who in the world will leave a clas-sic girl to marry a maid . She drawled, staring at me and I smiled lightly knowing she was referring to the Hazel and I
I mean how can Shayne leave Lexy (the daughter of a wealthy woman) to be with Sofia (a maid)
And that is because Lexy is a bit-ch! I blurted out, staring at her and her eyes wi-de-ned in shock….
Yes, Since she wants it this way , I will give it back to her … she can’t insult Hazel indirectly and go Scot free….
And how can you say Lexy is a bit-ch, she gave her b©dy to Shayne because she loves him. She half yelled
Really!do you really call that love! hell no, she is a nothing but a desperate cheap slut who doesn’t deserve Shayne. I retorted and that was it , she flared up , jo-lting up from her seat like a crazy woman…..
You are crazy ha-rd in! You are really Crazy! She yelled, trying to rush at me but Steve who was seated beside her quic-kly held her back ….
What the hell is happening? Richa-rd asked in whispers as the clas-s was fv¢king silent …..
I don’t know. I lied
Steve take her outside now. The teacher instructed Steve who glared at me before leaving the clas-s, dragging Kimberly along with him …..
What is wrong with him? I wondered……..
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Phew! I think we really nee-d to Change the novel.the teacher Said as soon as the clas-s was in order ….
But ha-rd in, why do I feel all that was happened earlier was more than a clas-s discussing? she asked , facing me.
I don’t know what you are talking about. I lied
Of course you wouldn’t. She drawled , picking up her books from the front desk
This clas-s is alre-ady messed up , we shall continue our discussion in the next clas-s . She informed and left …….
This is a breathe of fresh air, I really hate literature. Richa-rd Stated and I nodded knowingly
Just then my phone beeped signifying a text message, I brou-ght it out from my pocket , it was a text message from Hazel…..
I cli-cked on it
” Hi ha-rd in! I just finished the house chores and I want to do some studying, can you plea-se tell me where you kept you lecture hand out ,
I want to make use of it “……….
I quic-kly replied her
” in the box un-derneath my re-ading table”
Having done that , I unlocked the phone and her picture c@m£ in view …..
I smiled as I stared at it
It was a picture of her smiling that I took without her being aware….
I sighed
Will she still love me if she knows about my past? I was so scared of knowing the answer……..
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TBC