?30days with the superstar?
?by authoress pinky?
⚡Chapter Sixteen (16)⚡
Subtitle : “Stay away”?
Ashley’s pov
The party was taking forever. I thought this party was the best but nah, it was the worst party ever. I couldn’t concentrate on the party, my mind were just on Josh.
What is he doing now? Is he mad at me? But come to think of it, why will he be mad at me? It’s not like we into any kind of relationships, right?
Oh, the fake relationship. Dammit!
Finally, the party came to an end. I was rushing my way to the door when i felt someone’s hand on my shoulder.
I shrug it off my shoulder and turned to the person.
“sorry.” Carly apologize. She looked so happy and was also blus-hing.
“hmm, it’s fine. what is it?”
“i just want to thank you for fulfilling your promise, it means a lot to me.” I smiled and nods my head. She looked around for a while. “what about Josh?”
Oh my God, what should i ask? I can’t say, ‘he left because he caught me ki-ssing a guy from the Js.’ If i dare say that my body would be lying in the morgue.
“he had something to thank care of at home.” I answered, which was partly true.
She smiled. “thanks again. You are the best.” She squealed as she ki-ssed me on my cheeks and walked out.
+++
We had driven into the parking lot of the house. My main aim was to go in there and explain everything to Josh.
I quickly hop out of the car, my bag was hanging on my shoulder. I was about to open the door when a hand beat me to it and opened it.
“thanks.” I said without staring at the person and walked in with the person behind me.
“I’m sorry.”
Joshua.
I sighed and turned to him. Even though i was suppose to be mad at Joshua for what he did, i wasn’t. It felt like it was kind of a payback or something. I could remember when they were arguing over a game named Jessie, it seemed like Josh had snatched Jessie from Joshua or they had both fu-cked while she was still dating Joshua. That hurts like a bitc-h, trust me.
But this was different. Joshua was wrong in dragging me into their private lives. I don’t know what had happened in the past between all of them but why does he have to drag me in it?
I ma-ssaged me temple and took in a de-ep breath and out.
“am not at you, ha-rd face.” I said softly.
He furrowed his brows. “you are not?” He sounded surprised. I was likewise surprise as well.
“no. I was just upset. That’s all. That was the truth.
“I’m sorry.” He said again.
“say sorry again and i will get mad.” We both chuckled.
“can i hug you?” He asked as he spread out his arms.
I looked around. Should i hug him or not? Okay, it’s just a friendly hug and nothing else.
I smiled and walked into his arms. We hug-ged each other for a while before pulling out of the hug.
“thanks for forgiving me.”
I nodded my head. ”it’s fine. Goodnight.”
“yeah, pony.”
I turned and left the sitting room to the corridor which occupied the bedrooms.
I walked throu-ghthe corridor and got to the front of my bedroom door. I stood there for a while before turning to face Josh’s.
I can do this. I just have to knock, go in there and apologize, he will forgive me and we will be back to normal.
I turned and stood in front of his door. I stood there for a while before raising my hand and i knocked .
i waited but no answer. I knocked again. No answer. Was he asleep? I knock again.
“yes?” His voice came out. It sounded so low and unclear. He even had to clear his throat before answering.
“me.” I replied.
There was a long silence that almost took forever before he spoke again. “go away.”
“i need to speak with you, please.”
“i don’t want that, okay? Just stay away from me.”
I almost paralyzed as he said that word. I should stay away? Never. I turned the doorknobs and walked in. I do what i want, okay?
The room had smoke everywhere. I closed the door and found Josh on his bed. He had a stick in between his li-ps. No it wasn’t a stick, it was cigarette. I took in a long drag before exhaling it from his li-ps. Wait! Josh smokes?!
“Hey.” I said. He looked up at me. I almost pee on my body with the way his eyes scanned me. His face were as ha-rd as a stone. He was shirtless, that was when i noticed the tattoos on his ch-est and arms. Why didn’t i notice when we played fifa the other time?
“what part of stay away, do you not und-erstand?” He questioned coldly.
“look, I’m sorr…”
“shut up!” He yelled, sending shivers into my body. He dropped the cigarette in between his fingers on a small plate and walked towards me. “what did i tell you?” He was standing in front of me now. I couldn’t get anything out of my li-ps. I was fu-cking scared. Yeah, i know i swore again. but now is not the time for scolding, okay?
“Jo…”
“stop telling me you are sorry! I hate that word like crazy.” He ran his fingers throu-ghhis hair and took in a long and de-ep breath. “fu-ck off, Ashley.”
What? He just said my name. He fu-cking just said my name. How? Wait, why? I mean, he always calls me princess, so why does he have to call me Ashley?
“jos…”
“don’t fu-cking call my name, you slut! What is exactly your plan? Do you want every J in this house to fu-ck you or what?” What did he just say? ”fu-ck! why am i even upset?” He stare at the ceilings for a while before looking down at me. “have dignity.”
di..dignity? is he trying to say am shameless? Enough of all this shit. Who does this guy think he is? What kind of jerk is this? why is he being so unreasonable right now? huh?
“enough, Mr…grumpy. what is your problem? huh? what is it? Why are you always getting mad in every little thing? why? It was just a ki-ss and it’s not like I’m your girlfriend or something.”
He was a bit taken aback. “oh, really? Just a ki-ss? Or a ki-ss which almost led to him fu-cking you.”
That’s it. I didn’t know what came over me, all i know was my hand went across somebody’s face. Yeah, Josh’s face. I slapped Josh. I just fu-ckin..shut up!
“you slapped me?”
“yeah. why? what are you going to do? hit me? Why are you always like a di-ck? why? what do you really want? why ar–”
“i want you! I fu-cking want you!”
what? he wants me? Josh, the superstar just said he want me.
He smir-ked. “was that what you were expecting to you?” Wait, was he pulling my legs? fu-ck this motherfu-cker son of a bitc-h. “get out of my room. Don’t worry, thirty days will soon be up and you will have your freedom…and i never want to cross path with you again.” He turned his back on me.
I quickly turned from him and walked out of the room. Yeah, i can’t wait for the thirty days to be over. I want my life back and also don’t want to cross path with him. Ever!
†††
I groa-ned as i got out of the bed. It was already weekend, it was saturday, the day i was meant to dress as a girl and go on a date with Josh. We haven’t spoken for the past four days. In fact i hardly see him.
I only saw him when we want to eat dinner and as soon as i walked into the dinning room, he gets up and leave without glancing at me. He really hates me and trust me it hurts.
My heart breaks each time he does that. Why? I had told my friends about it they had made a joke out of it, saying…i quote.
‘you like like Josh. Oh my God, Ashley likes Josh.’
Never. He was just a friend. Okay, we were never friends.
Speaking of friends. Joshua and i became very long during those four days. We were always talking and playing and when i had asked about Jessie, he just froze and walked away.
a-sshole.
I took my bath and put on a normal casual cloth that normal people wear. I was wearing a baggy black short and a sweatshirt which i had stolen from Kyle. I can’t believe mom packed it as well.
fu-ck! when last did i talk to mom or dad? or…hmm, Jeremy? It’s being for a long fu-cking while.
I made my hair in it usual and walk out of my room to help Johnny in the house chores. Today is his lucky day.
“hey, Johnny.” I greeted cheerful.
He smiled. “how are you Miss?”
I fake glare at him. “Ashley. Well, I’m fine. Need help in anything?”
“no, don’t worry about it, Mi…Ashley.” I smiled because he just called me by my name.
“too bad i listen to the opposite of words.” I said a i grab a knife to start chopping some vegetables.
“okay, come help me out.”
i smir-ked. “okay, boss.” I started chopping the veggies.
“bu…but…”
I laughed. “never trust me.”
We were cooking and gisting. It was so fun chatting with Johnny. I hurriedly went to the pot of stew to check on the soup when i sli-pped. My hand grabbed into the pot handle and we(the pot and i) fell down. The pot of hot soup poured on my b-are skin.
“arrrgh!” I screamed in pain.
“Ashley!” Johnny screamed so loud that all the Js came running out of their rooms including Josh to my surprise.
“Ashley.” They all said in unison. I was already crying in pain and agony. my legs hurt like a bitc-h.
“fu-ck! Calm down.” Josh knelt down in front of me as he started calming me down. “don’t touch.” He warned. I was still crying. “SOMEONE CALL THE fu-ckING AMBULANCE.”
TBC.