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🔥🔥 WORTH THE CHASE 🔥🔥
( Chaos In Earth )
Chapter Twenty Four:
Livy
Sitting at the edge of the be-d, my heart hurting me so badly, why did I refuse him, I mean I do want him to t©uçh me, I want to feel his b©dy too but then I still refuse him, what exactly am I scared of? I do know am not scared of him and now he has been gone for three days, where is he
Standing up I pace round the room, should I go out and look for him, moving towards the door I open it then st©p, Jake standing there looking at me ” Jake ” hvgging him, he didn’t move like he use to when I t©uçh him, his hands remain on his side ” are you trying to s£dûç£me then push me away again ” withdrawing from the hvg I stare at those blue eyes fill with hurt
” sorry ” moving back, he run his hands throu-gh his hair then step in ” where were you ” he ignore my question, his gaze somewhere else as he un-bu-tton his shi-t then off his b©dy ” Jake”
” you’re not my wife okay, st©p bothering me with stupid questions ”
” I have the right to know ”
” what right, who gave you such rights over me ” he turn around, his hands angrily taking off his belt, throwing it on the be-d then Zi-p down his trou-sers ” someone who is scared of me, scared that if I t©uçh her I will hurt her have no right to question my whereabouts ”
” how could you say that to me ” tears are threatening to fall down ” you know I love you Jake and am not scared of you, I do want you to t©uçh me ”
” then prove it” he muttered ” come close so that I can take off your clothes, you have no idea how much my b©dy ache for yours Livy but then if you push me away once more I might not be responsible for my actions ”
I know I wanted to move towards him but I couldn’t, my legs suddenly feels heavy ” I thought so ” he take off his bo-xers, gr-ab a towel and enter the bathroom, shutting the door ha-rd
What is wrong with me, I try moving and this time my legs move, why is my b©dy against tou-ching Jake, why am I reacting this way to him. I might lose him if this continue, taking off my dress I walk n-ked to the bathroom door but when I tried opening the door my hand couldn’t move
squee-zing my face I continue trying ” what’s wrong with you ” speaking to myself I struggle till Jake open the door, his eyes wi-den after taking my appearance in ” Jake I can’t control my b©dy, plea-se believe me, I want you to t©uçh me ”
I watch water drip from his hair to his che-st, his hands ti-ght£ñ around his w@!st where the towel cover his s-en-sitive p@rt but I could see he is alre-ady ha-rd ” whats this Livy ” he gr0@n” your b©dy don’t want me but you keep putting me un-der tension” his hands move to his c0ckgiving it a slight rob ” you’re ma-king me suffer by standing n-ked ” successfully lifting my hands I t©uçh his face then nose before robbing hisl-ips
” k!ssme ”
He watch me slowly then shake his head ” no Livy ” when he try tou-ching my face I step back without knowing ” you still don’t want me ” a smile form in hisl-ips but I know he is hurt ” when you do, you should k!ssme, I will be in the next room ”
After he put on his clothes I watch him step out and close the door, a tear drop from my eyes while I put on my dress, I don’t un-derstand any of these, absolutely nothing
Laying on the be-d I hvg my pillow to myself, blanket cover my b©dy, I couldn’t help but to cry silently. I have forgot all what am suppose to do, even Jake don’t know my memories are back
Maybe this love isn’t meant to be, I wasn’t train to fall in love but to kill wizards and witches, to avenge my parents death but here I am crying over the same boy I wanted dead after stealing my chaos jem
Life can be miserable sometimes, should I leave all these hurtful things and move on, if my b©dy keep rejecting Jake then we can’t be together, we will keep on hurting each other, maybe I should go, far away from him that way the hurt in his eyes won’t be there anymore
Closing my eyes I exhale before slee-ping
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Opening my eyes I frown, the whole place look familiar, the rivers but then this river has my b©dy in it, blood all over. Moving close I g@sp, lying there dead its me but how, am alive
My eyes roam round the place, the trees, the surrounding looks awfully familiar, am I dreaming again?? my gaze land on someone walking out of the water my b©dy was lying on, from behind I know is a man, his hair red in colour
” mister ” I muttered moving towards him but then st©p the moment his face comes in view ” zarin??” Hisl-ips curve into an irritating smile, can’t I get over this person, why do he keep appearing in my life
” my sweet girl ” he smile ” I never thought Jake will give the precious red jem to a person like you but then, don’t think I will let him t©uçh you either ”
Jake gave me the red jem?? To save my life? ” like I said Livy ” zarin push my hair behind my ear ” dead or alive, you’re mine ”
🔥🔥 *WORTH THE CHASE* 🔥🔥
( Chaos In Earth )
Chapter Twenty Five:
Livy
Sl@pping his hands off my face I step back ” what the hell do you want from me zarin, I will never feel anything for you ” he tried sl@pping me but this time I hold his hand and push him back ” don’t forget you’re in my head, you don’t have the right to hurt me ”
He frown before laughing ” what do you think Livy, when I st©p controlling your b©dy then you can be with Jake??” He shake his head ” look at that water your b©dy is in, do you know why your b©dy will be placed in there, red and white can’t be together, this two jem despise each other ” I step back and shake my head ” is either he eat you or you eat you, the urges will soon start manifesting and I don’t think they is a way to st©p it ”
” that’s not true, I will never hurt Jake and he won’t hurt me ”
” we will see about that” before I could process his words he push me into the water fill with blood, I tried swimming up but feel myself drowning more into this pool of blood
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Waking up I quic-kly sit up right, sweats forming on my forehead, if zarin is right I have to get away from Jake, I can’t stand hurting him or watch him try hurting me. I have to run far away from here, go back to why I was living. Back to Mr grey
Standing on my feet I take off the dress only to put on a ti-ght jean trou-ser to enable my fast running and a pair of blue shi-t, sitting down i pour my heart into a note before dropping it on my be-d then I ti-p toe to the kitchen, take some fruits and water before running out of the house
I wanted to st©p, I know I should have said good bye to Jake but then I won’t have the courage of leaving him if I see his face again, I hope am doing the right thing, they is no other way to go about this, I have to leave him maybe for good
St©pping I stare at the river, the same river I pushed Jake into months ago, this way I can find Mr grey, he has to be somewhere around here ” Livy ” that voice, turning around Mr grey stand there with four people behind him
Falling to my knees I bow my head ” plea-se forgive me, it was foolish for me to run into the arms of a chaos successor, I lost my memory but now I hope you can accept me back ” I feel his hands on my shoulder as he help me up
He still look exactly the way he was fifteen years ago, his hair brown, eyes grey and tall ” all that matters is that you’re back to avenge your parents death right ” I nod my head and he pat them gently, I still don’t know why he always treated me good, usually he will s£nd someone like me to the lions layer and die but he didn’t ” at least you got the red chaos jem even tho is not as strong as the white we will manage, for now give your old friend a hvg ”
hvgging him I watch the face of my co workers, all I could re-ad in their glance is pure jealousy and hatred towards me, withdrawing from the hvg he smile and ask me to follow him which I did
I glance back at the river pretty sure the more I step away the more am leaving Jake, leaving him all by himself. Focusing back on the road I cover my mouth trying to st©p myself from crying
Jake
Sitting on the be-d I run my hands throu-gh my hair, I have the worst dream anyone could never wish to have, I won’t approve of Livy leaving me, no I can’t take that pain, is too much for me to bear
Standing up I rush over to her room, my eyes getting darker, her be-d empty, maybe she is in the bathroom, has to be, rushing over there all I met was emptiness
This can’t be happening, am starting to lose my mind, moving back to her room all I could see was a white piece of paper on the be-d, picking it up I quic-kly open it and re-ad throu-gh it
‘ if you are re-ading this means I have successfully leave yourside, am aware you use the red jem on me and this is the main reason am leaving, you see red and white don’t go together, we can’t be and that’s the reason I keep pushing you away from me. Don’t think this is easy on me Jake but I have to go to keep you safe, am going back to the way I was, my pas-s life, I hope you have a long life fill with happiness with someone else, thinking about it really hurts because I can’t bear to see you smile, cook, laugh, joke and sleep with someone else, it hurts just thinking about it, it hurt so much because I grow to love you so fv¢king much, it hurts because when I think of my future I see you in it but then if you love someone you will leave right,I hope am doing the right thing , plea-se don’t find me I might not be able to leave if you do. I will always love you ‘
squee-zing the note together I frown, how could she decide for both of us, I knew the consequence before giving her the jem and still yet she left, she just pick up her god damn cloth and left?
How could she leave me, my hands move to my aching heart, if I have known love will be this painful maybe I might have not taken Livy with me, maybe I might have stayed away from her, far away from her
I nee-d to hit someone or something, all I know is that I nee-d to do something to keep my mind from this, this pain am going throu-gh for awhile then I will get Livy back
I might have not wish to fall in love but then it has happen and I won’t sit still and watch her leave me just like
TBC