📗 WHAT
📗 DREAMS ARE MADE OF 📝
💊 #Episode_39
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Chrissy shivered and turned around towards the door involuntary as it closed with a loud thud. She had insisted on speaking to Nikloi all alone but now that they were alone, her br@very seem to be deserting her. She was still looking at the closed door in a daze when she was spun around harshly against a solid wall.
Nikloi was holding her arms ti-ghtly, forcing her to look up to his face. But the look on his face, terrorized her to her core. “You should have left when you had the chance”, he said throu-gh his teeth. He eyes were red with anger and he was breathing fire down his nostrils.
This was the first time Chrissy was seeing him like this. Never had she experience this form of him. Not even when he had been extremely upset with her. This was a different Nikloi, one she had never known.
“Nikloi..I..”, she tried.
“What did you want to say to me that you couldn’t say in front of others? Or should I ask what did you want to do?” He taunted her, pushing her b©dy against the door.
“No, plea-se.. aah..”, pain sh0t throu-gh Chrissy’s arms as he increa-sed the pressure on her arms.
But Nikloi didn’t seem fazed by her pain. He seemed to be burning with rage. Chrissy was paralyzed un-der his acerbic attack. She had not expected such hatred from Nkloi. But she had find a way to st©p him somehow. She had to make him see s-en-se else they both would be destroyed in aftermath of his rage. She struggled to free herself but Nikloi’s grip only ti-ght£ñed around her arms. She knew she couldn’t overcome this brute f0rç£ and had to do something else.
“Nikloi, plea-se listen to me… none of this is true… I did not do anything wrong. I don’t know what Richa-rd told you or why but you must believe me… I am telling you the truth”, Chrissy struggled to say it in between her pain.
“Such innocent face. You almost sound real with that face”, he moved his hand from her arms to her face. His f!ngerssoftly ca-ressed her skin. And in spite of their situation, Chrissy felt a h0t wave sh0t throu-gh her b©dy. Her b©dy involuntary gravitated towards him. His hands moved from her face to her throat. He traced her expo-sed collar bone with light f!ngers. Chrissy’s breath was stuck in her throat. “This is what you wanted?”, he asked her huskily.
“Nik..”, she sighed unable to control her emotions. “I…”
Nikloi hands went around her w@!st. He drew her even closer and she felt his t©uçh on her expo-sed back. Her skin burned where his hands were spre-ad out. Her own hands moved up of their own accord and rested on his shoulders. Just when she thought her Nikloi was back, she heard his voice crashing all her hopes.
“Oh you had me there. I had almost fallen for that innocence, thinking it was a reality. But now I know, you are nothing but a farce. A calculating fraud who thought she had a chance to get back at me throu-gh Richa-rd Susshell”
Those words pierced her ears and her heart. Her eyes went large at the disgust in his voice. He was staring at her with cold dark eyes.
“You never thought your dear Richa-rd would give you away, did you? But you forget, this is not your world. If I depend on Richa-rd for getting the right coverage for my h0tel, he depends on me for far more things, money for example for running his empire. And his nee-d is much bigger than mine. So try as he might, he cannot ditch me for a Nob©dy like you!”
Nikloi’s words were ma-king every second unbearable for her but she couldn’t do anything to st©p the outbreak.
“Now everything is falling into place. I had seen the two of you getting cosy at every opportunity. At the yacht and even today! You were sticking yourself to him even though you acted as if you are made up of glas-s when you were with me. Did you like his t©uçh? Did you shiver on his be-d like you did with me?”
“St©p it. plea-se…”
“Can you imagine what I had to endure to see those pictures of yours with that rascal? When he told me that you had approached him to tarnish this launch p@rty in his papers?” Nikloi screamed.
“Here I was, trying to make it special for you while you were always plotting my destruction. Did you plan it on the yacht? Was it before you were in my be-d or after?”
“Nikloi, plea-se don’t say that”, she pleaded to him.
But he didn’t seem interested in anything she had to say.
“I was a fool to think you were different. You are nothing but just another bit-ch willing to sleep around to get what she wanted”, Nikloi spit out in anger. His words cut throu-gh all her defence mechanism. She felt expo-sed and bleeding. No, this couldn’t be happening to her.
“St©p it. You don’t know what you are saying”, she begged him to st©p hurting her.
“I was right about you all along. You use men as it suits you, like all other women. You are all the same”.
“Noo..”
“Why should I treat you any different? I should have taken you long back. You were only worthy of keeping my be-d warm for a few hours”, he gritted the angry words out.
Chrissy felt someone had squee-zed out her heart from her b©dy. She stood there frozen hearing him say those cruel words to her. An acute pain spre-ad out from the centre of her bosom and spre-ad all over her b©dy, paralyzing her on the sp©t. Tears of anger, shame and disgust had welled up in her eyes and she had no control over them.
All she wanted was to run away somewhere far off where his cruel words would not reach her. But her legs were dead. Her heart was dead. She wished she was dead.
Nikloi was still holding her tra-pped between his b©dy and the door. Not that there was any fight left in Chrissy. His words had finally broken her. There was nothing she could do to make him see the lies Richa-rd Susshell had fed into his mind. And Susan had used the opportunity to spre-ad her malice dee-per into his heart.
Why he had re-adily accepted their word against her was something she would never un-derstand but it proved the shallowness of his feelings for her. She was a fool to hope in these last few days that there was more to it, than plain, simple lvst. He de-sired her b©dy. She c@m£ across as a challenge to him when she wouldn’t jump into his be-d with a fli-ck of his f!ngers. And he could easily believe the worst of her when the two most criminal minded people pres£nted it to her in the forms of those manipulated pictures.
It was all over between her and Nikloi.
But that’s where she was wrong. Her sudden silence did nothing to calm Nikloi. In fact, her lack of response confirmed her guilt to him. He was outraged by her deception and ignored her tears completely. de-ep down in his heart, he had wanted her to fight. To prove him wrong even though his br@in had told him she was not worth it.
His eyes turned blood red and he fumed in anger.
“You chose a wrong guy to pl@yyour games this time. Your act is up and you won’t get away so easy!” he blasted.
Saying those punishing words, he pu-ll-ed her b©dy away from the wall and in doing so, snatched her go-wn off her shoulders. Such was the intensity of his f0rç£ that her Zi-p sli-pped open half way down on her back. Before Chrissy could st©p, he had slid both his hands from her back to her shoulders and spre-ad them around her throat.
Chrissy felt a burning s-en-sation where his hands closed onto her s-en-sitive skin but she couldn’t pu-ll his hands away as her hands were trying to hold the bodice of her dress, freed because of the loos£n Zi-p, in its place.
“Nikloi.. no… s..st©p…”, Chrissy had wanted to scream but only a hoarse whisper c@m£ out of her mouth. She was terrified of the mad look on his face, not knowing what he was capable of doing in that demented state.
“Last time I remember, you were quite enjoying my t©uçh or were you faking that as well?” He taunted her scathingly.
Chrissy’s breath was stuck in her throat at the excruciatingly harsh words. Tears started flowing from her eyes but Nikloi was beyond any control. His hands moved down from her n£¢k to edges of her dress that she was precariously trying to hold against her trembling b©dy. He j£rked her dress further down ma-king her scream in pain, shame and fear.
She tried to run in the opposite direction putting as much distance between their bodies. But the ti-ght go-wn with little leg room, didn’t help in moving fas-ter. As she tried to run away with both her hands still holding the dress against her brea-st, he caught her from behind encircling her w@!st with both his hands.
She couldn’t push his hands away so as a defence action, she bent her b©dy down, trying to escape his death ti-ght grip but the action only made him come further close to her b©dy, pu-lling his face on her expo-sed back.
Hisl-ips moved against her heated and quivering skin causing a dangerous wave all throu-ghout her b©dy. She felt expo-sed and vulnerable. She kicked and pushed but nothing could free her from that grip.
pu-lling one hand from her w@!st to her back, he ca-ressed her white skin, pushing the fabric further down her right upper arm, while hisl-ips continued to roam freely all over back. His t©uçh f0rç£d her to squee-ze her b©dy close, trying to hold the dress in its place, but the action had the opposite impact, loos£ning the go-wn around her b©dy, ma-king it easier for him to pu-ll it further down.
Chrissy was terrorized to her core at the f0rç£ of Nikloi’s actions. He was a completely different man with no regards to her feelings. All her efforts to save herself this humiliation were proving futile. But what frightened her most was her own yearning. In spite of being debased by Nikloi in worst way possible, she could not help but feel the strong s-en-sation coursing throu-gh her veins with his every t©uçh. She was using every last vestige of her strength to push him away but her inner self was arou-sedat the same time.
When he pushed his hand though her dress at her back, ma-king way un-der her right hand and moved all the way to her front to encircle her right br£@st in his palm, she whimpered loudly throu-gh herl-ips. Her hands were still plastered over her br£@st but it didn’t matter because they couldn’t st©p Nikloi from torturing her bud.
“plea-se.. st©p..” she whispered.
Her voice seemed to trigger something in him and he pushed her around in his arms ma-king her face him. Chrissy was too mortified to look up into his face because of her current state of n-kedness and her wanton reactions to his t©uçh. Before she knew it, he had pushed her b©dy on the couch in the office and covered herself with his b©dy.
Chrissy’s eyes fli-ckered up at the suddenness of all it and looked straight into Nikloi’s eyes. They were dark, intense, with a strong fire burning in them. She saw an amalgamation of too many emotions all the same time. Longing, de-sire, anger, frustration and…. It was difficult to re-ad all his emotions correctly but the pas-sion in his eyes was too strong for her to look away. She stared back at him unable to break the eye contact.
And when he closed the remaining distance between them by covering herl-ips with his, it was almost like she was waiting for it to happen. He de-epened the k!ssquic-kly, pas-sing on his urgency to her throu-gh his mouth and she couldn’t help but respond to his fervent de-sires with equal pas-sion.
His ton-gue created a havoc in her br@in and his hands moved all over bodice, freeing her br£@st completely from their alre-ady hanging cover. The Zi-p at her back had given away completely and her dress l@yloose around her w@!st ex-posing her creamy white skin.
But she was beyond control now. The emotional rollercoaster she had been tonight was too much for her to switch any of her actions. Her hands were entangled de-ep in his hairs pu-lling him closer onto her. Her b©dy was set on fire and there was only one way to douse it.
She knew it was not love and it was hurting her way too much but there was no way she could save herself from this hurt because st©pping herself was no longer an option.
When his mouth moved away from herl-ips she m0@n ed at being left but when her rosy peaks quic-kly replaced herl-ips in his mouth, she shuddered with the electric waves running throu-gh her b©dy. His hands moved across her soft flesh and hisl-ips followed, covering every p@rt of her expo-sed b©dy. It seemed he couldn’t get enough of her.
Chrissy didn’t know what to do or say anymore. Her own emotions were in a mess. She only knew that she didn’t want him to st©p. Her hands had spre-ad out on his back and she f0rç£d him dee-per onto herself, pressing her b©dy dee-per into the soft couch. h0t de-sire was oozing out of every pore of her heated b©dy. She experienced a wild we-tness between her legs, her inner most core.
Her s-en-sations were guiding her on their accord, ma-king her twist and wriggle un-der his b©dy when she suddenly felt him going still. Apprehended by his sudden stillness, she looked up to see him watching her intently. A red h0t colour spre-ad all over face un-der that intense glare. Even though they were locked in a de-ep s-en-sual exchange few seconds back, now his eyes only conveyed a de-ep set hatred to her. His face was twisted and she feared what might come next, when suddenly he pushed her harshly away and left the couch.
Standing far away from her, he turned to give her a disgusting look over. His eyes went over her n-ked, quivering b©dy before returning to her eyes but all they held for her now was contempt.
“Get out of my h0tel before I soil myself further with your t©uçh. You have proved you are nothing but a slut and I don’t want to waste my time on your types”, he spit out. His anger visible along the taut lines of his pulsating veins on his temples.
But Chrissy couldn’t focus on his anger. Her vision blurred with tears spilling out of her eyes. Her hands trembled as she struggled to pu-ll her dress back in its place. Her mind was blocked to any of the s-en-ses. His cruel words crushed her soul and she was lost in the abhorrence. In spite of knowing he had killed her several times alre-ady tonight and that he took over her b©dy only to spell out worst possible punishment to her, she was transported to an another world when their souls had actually embr@ced. Her heart had cling on to the smallest of the hopes that he would see her love, her true self when she expo-sed her de-epest feelings to him throu-gh her b©dy.
But it had all been futile. It was foolish of her to hope when all her world had come crashing down around her. And his last words were the last nail in her coffin. She had crumpled inside out, falling on her knees when she had tried to get up from the couch.
Tears running down her cheeks, she had finally stood up on wobbly legs. With shaking f!ngers, she had pu-ll-ed the Zi-pper up at the back of her dress. That she was failing miserably because of numbness in her hands was only too evident. But neither Nikloi nor she were concerned about her hands. She was too numb in her b©dy and mind. Nikloi was standing far away with his back to her. He didn’t even want to look at her.
Somehow getting her dress up over her shuddering b©dy, she walked towards the door. Tears of regret kept running down her face. Though she felt miserable, but she glanced over her shoulders to look at Nikloi’s distant figure. He was still looking away and with both his hands in his trou-sers’ pockets.
There was nothing left to say anymore. He had crushed her heart and soul and she was not sure if she will ever be able to recover from this de-ep pain that was emanating from her heart and spre-ading all across her b©dy. Still she wanted him to look at her for one last time. But he didn’t budge. Chrissy held herself with both her arms and stepped out of his office, his h0tel, his life.
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