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THE OBSESSED MAFIA KING
SHE IS ALre-adY MINE
Written By: Pamela James
CHAPTER 83
Alexa’s p.o.v
“I can see your heart throu-gh them”, he was looking at me so lovingly that I started blu-shing.
“You know? you were right. I was a heartless devil but you… You made me a whole new person Alexa… You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me…You gave me a de-sire to live…to love…”, he whispered those words sweetly.
“But what did I give you? Nothing but pain and tears..”
“In these past five days, I have been only thinking about you…I was waiting for you to come… but when you didn’t show up even on the third day… I knew… I knew I have lost…I knew I was not good enough for you… I knew I don’t deserve you… and how could I? How could a monster like me deserve something so innocent…so pure…”, his voice was halting and broken.
He leaned forward as he whispered.
“So… I am letting you go Alexa”
my eyes wi-de-ned as I just stare at him blankly.
His eyes were teary now.
“W..what?”,
tears were threatening to c@m£ out from the corner of my eyes.
“Ssshh don’t cry… don’t cry.. you won’t be crying from now on… you won’t be scared of me from now on… You are free Alexa…Free to live…”, A tear dropped on his face.
His expressions were frightening me.
“W…why?”, I swallowed.
I whispered.
My voice didn’t seem to emerge from my che-st.
“Why?”, he laughed sadly.
“Can’t you see? I am nothing but a trash now… I cannot hvg you…I cannot t©uçh you the way I wanted to.. I am not being to see you n-ked and do…do..Oh damn it! You have no idea what I want to do this moment…” He inhaled sharply before continuing again.
“I cannot take you out for shopping…
I cannot go on d@t£s with you…
I cannot do all the sports I planned to do along you..
I cannot even protect you…
I just failed…
I failed to won your heart…
I failed in everything…
I am nothing but a burden…
I shoudn’t be born in the first place.
This world… This world would definitely be a better place without me”
we both were crying.
He cu-mpped my face in his hand.
“Go pack your things Alexa..Live your life to the fullest…my men will esc-rt you to your mother”, he k!$$£d my forehead as he slowly lowered his hands throwing his head back on the chair.
He closed his eyes ti-ghtly waiting for me to leave.
I was crying looking at his face while sitting on his l@p.
He was shutting his eyes ti-ghtly like a child.
He seemed scared.
His hands were trembling.
I could finally un-derstand him.
I could feel his intense love for me.
I could see the fear he had been hiding all this time.
Not only his.
I could hear my heart dropping down when he asked me to leave.
I could feel my heart beat getting slower at the thought of getting ap@rt from him.
I have feelings for him..
I leaned forward on his face.
And in the next moment, I closed my eyes and… I placed myl-ips on his…
I was k!ss!nghim…
CHAPTER 84
Alexa’s p.o.v
“Mom….” I called out as I hvgged her.
I miss her so much.
“My angel, baby…..how are you?” My mom asked as she bur-st into tears.
“I’m fine. Mother we are free. We are leaving this place…”
“Really? We are free? Alexa you aren’t kidding me right?” Mitchell doubtly asked me.
I nodded my head.
We left the place and just as we were about to cross the highway, a truck hit my mother.
“Mother!!!!!” I screamed.
“Oh my god!” Mitchell yelled.
I quic-kly ran to where she la-id down on the floor.
“No, mom, plea-se you will be fine.”
My mother looked at me as she smiled.
“It’s okay baby. I think it is time to join your father. I’m happy you are free. You are free from pain. I am glad that I get to see you. Take care baby, I love you.” She muttered before closing her eyes.
No, no….it can’t be.
The scene was filled up with people watching us.
Mitchell stood there dumbstruck.
Mom, you are joking right?
You can’t leave me?
“Mom?” I called out to her.
I tried to shake her cheeks to see if she can open her eyes a little or just nod or probably get an expression for her.
But guess what?
I got nothing!
My mother was laying on the floor motionless.
“Someb©dy help! plea-se help me!” I cried.
“Mom, you will be fine. I will take you to the hospital. Don’t worry.” Tears flowed out from my eyes.
“plea-se call an ambulance.” One of the people who surrounded us instructed someone.
In not less than ten minutes, an ambulance arrived.
Mother was rushed into the hospital.
I was crying.
I am scared.
She is the only family I have left.
She can’t leave me.
Not now….
Mitchell hvgged me as she pat my back.
“She will be fine, right?” I asked Mitchell.
I just nee-d someone to encourage me.
Someone to give me hope.
Mitchell nodded as she held my hands ti-ght.
The doctor c@m£.
“How is my mother, sir?” I quic-kly asked him.
“I’m sorry, there was nothing we can do….”
“I don’t un-derstand sir?” I interrupted him.
“Mitchell, my mother is fine right?”
“How is her mother sir?” Mitchell questioned him.
“She was dead before you brou-ght her to the hospital. I’m sorry. ” the doctor said before leaving.
“Noooooo! This can’t be true! No Mitchell. Tell me I am dreaming. plea-se wake me up from this dream. My mother….my mother can’t be dead….”
Mitchell hvgged me ti-ghtly as we both cried on the floor of the hospital. ”
*Time skip*
It was ha-rd for me to move on, but I had to.
My mom won’t be happy seeing me sad over her.
Mitchell is a good friend and with her help, I decided to move forward with my life after my mother’s burial.
I relocated to another place.
With Mitchell.
My father has a house in California and Mitchell has a relative who also lives in California.
We both moved there and started a new life.
Mitchell found a job for us and I was glad that my life was going just the way I planned.
CHAPTER 85
Alexa’s p.o.v
One month.
One month has pas-sed since I left Justin.
I haven’t seen him ever since I left his house, which is good because I don’t want to see him again.
If he loves me like he claimed, he won’t ask me to leave him.
He won’t tell me to go.
He could have fought for us….
He could have been strong for us…..
But rather, he asked me to leave.
I am just stressed because of so many problems at home plus my cousins are demons.
They are currently eating the breakfast that I have cooked for them.
They live in my father’s house in California.
Ever since they heard about my mother’s death and my uncle suddenly ran bavkrupt, my aunty Rachael suddenly moved into the house with Mara and Samuel [my cousins] everything changed for me.
I could still remember my mom death. It was something I didn’t expect.
It happened right after we were free from Justin.
After having breakfast with my cousins, I finally got my stuff re-ady for work.
At exactly seven o’clock I left my house. I didn’t say goodbye to my aunt and cousins because they were alre-ady in the room, probably slee-ping or gisting and I didn’t want to disturb them.
Where I work is not far from my house.
Actually that was not how it seemed.
I only walk to work because it saves my money which is good for me.
When I arrived at the h0tel where I was working, the security men there greeted me and also my workmates and I responded well.
I quic-kly changed into my working clothes, just then my friend, Mitchell, called me.
“Alexa, good morning.” She hvgged me.
“Morning.” I replied her.
“I don’t know why, but madam is so angry and h0t headed this morning. She has been looking for you for a while now. Just go to her.” Mitchell suggested and held me by the arm.
“But wh…why…? Did I do something wrong?” I asked her feeling more nervous.
I don’t know why I’m feeling double nervous today.
I have a bad feeling something bad is about to happen.
“I don’t know. I don’t know Alexa. Just hurry and go see her.”
“Okay.” I replied with a nod.
As we were walking and waiting for the elevator to open, I saw a familiar face.
The nervousness I was feeling, flew away.
It can’t be!
No…
I might have mistaken him for another person.
That is impossible.
Relax Alexa, I’m sure I am mistaken.
Even if we see each other, he won’t recognize me anymore.
That is correct!
Relax Alexa.
I inhaled and exhaled.
‘Ting’ [Elevator sound]
As soon as the door, opened we were rig out.
I was just following Mitchell as we walked towards madam’s office.
I was nervous and sweating even if when I feel cold.
I was also feeling dizzy and my stomach felt like it was spinning.
“Alexa…we are here.”
I just nod and smile.
“Be careful.” She said before leaving.
I took a de-ep breath and knocked three times.
“Madam?”
“Get inside you br@t!”
I got frightened due to madam’s loud shout but I just ignored it and summon the courage to enter.
“Good morning madam. You called me ma’am?” I politely asked but she gave me back a frowning look.
“What is this that I heard about? You hurt a client? Mr. damien complained about how you disrespected and humilated him. Do you know who he is? Do you want to lose your job?”
I stepped back out of fear and shock.
Scared of unlikely reasons and surprised because madam is very angry.
“Ma’am, he disrespected me. I didn’t mean to insult him but he…”
I couldn’t continue explaining as she suddenly c@m£ to me and sl@pped me.
I could feel my cheek turning red because of the sl@p.
What she did just made me feel more dizzy.
She was saying something but I didn’t un-derstand what she was saying.
I felt dizzy and sleepy.
I don’t know what happened next but I felt myself falling before everything went blank.
TBC