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THE OBSESSED MAFIA KING
SHE IS ALre-adY MINE
Written By: Pamela James
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CHAPTER 80
Alexa p.o.v
“Justin was just four years old when his mother pas-sed away…His father was always busy so he arranged a maid that would take care of him. That maid was so nice to him at first…But he never knew what a horrible person she was…She was …a…..”
“paedophile” (person who is s.e.x.ual.ly attra-cted to children)
I g@sped as I covered my mouth.
“Yes Alexa…Justin suffered every kind of torture till he was 6 years old… until…one day… “, Manuel closed his eyes as he was trying to remember more.
“Do You remember the basement you went without his permission?”,
I shivered as I remember that painful day.
I nodded slowly.
“She used to do every nas-ty thing with him there… until one day…HE KILLED HER…”Manuel paused to look at my reaction.
I was just dumbfounded.
He continued again.
“With a kitchen knife…no one knew..
but after two days..Andrew found him out curled in a corner shivering and trembling as he was only looking at his hands…He was too scared to say a single word.
Every servant… everyone was scared of him.. everyone but Andrew..”, he smiled at the thought of it.
“Andrew tried his ha-rd est but there were wrong rumors that he killed an innocent maid who kept him like a mother. His father had to save his reputation so he s£nt him to a mental asylum and that was something more torturous…They used to lock him up in a room in an attempt to note his behavior.
He spent five years there until Andrew and Raymond legally claimed and took him away. They tried their best to bring him back to life but what he had become was almost impossible to suppress. An eleven years old boy who was supposed to be pla-ying in some school with his friends was nothing but a mental patient…”
My eyes were full of tears as I kept listening to Manuel.
“But Andrew being his cousin had always loved him unconditionally. He taught him so many things and he was recovering as he had peter and Raymond too but Natalia c@m£…Another wolf dressed as a sheep…Do you know? What Justin did when he saw Andrew and Natalia in the same be-d? He didn’t say a single word to them… he c@m£ back home locking himself inside his room silently…and the next morning when I broke the door.. he was just curled up in the corner shivering…pieces of glas-s were pierced into his skinBlood was oozing out…he was lost in his own thoughts… I shook him..and shook him… until he looked at me..his eyes were red…and in that moment I knew how he looked like when Andrew found him in that basement…He become an animal again…An heartless devil…he had no hope left…”
I was just crying silently listening to his dre-adful story.
I never knew he went throu-gh so much.
Manuel turned to look at me and stared for a minute in my teary eyes.
“I do not pray… Mafia like us know that we do not deserve to pray…but I prayed… prayed for his suffering to end… and one day you c@m£ in his life… and my prayers were answered”,Manuel smiled while looking into my eyes.
“who knew that an innocent fragile girl will change him this much… You have changed him Alexa..without even trying…You taught him love… you taught him humanity… you gave him a hope to live… to live again… I am no one to st©p you .. but I know… if you will leave him alone… he might not be able to live again for real….”,
I could see a hope in Manuel’s eyes.
“Ma…Manuel… but how….”, I had no idea what to ask him.
“Go in his study room… find a good book… re-ad it to him… I am sure he would love to listen if you will re-ad to him”, manuel.said standing up as he walked away leaving me there.
TIME SKIPS
I entered the study room with a speeding heart rate.
I know I was not allowed in his study room.
But It’s just a book.
What else could be there right?
I searched around for some good books.
As I was leaving my eyes caught an open drawer.
something was shinning.
I shook my head in a denial.
(NO Alexa! Don’t be curious… You have alre-ady suffered a lot because of your stupid curiousity)
BUT DID I EVER LEARN?
I leaned forward only to find the n£¢klace he made me wore the night he took me out to for our dinner.
The n£¢klace which I pu-ll-ed and threw away.
I sat on the chair taking it out as I t©uçhed the initial of our names.
My eyes averted towards a note book unintentionally which looked like a diary…
>>>>How to make Alexa fall in love with me?<<<< Wait? WHAT? I quic-kly opened the diary as I turned the pages backward. It was his diary… personal diary… He didn’t seem like a person to write a diary… I opened the first page.. CHAPTER 81 Alexa’s p.o.v I opened the first page. Andrew gifted me this diary today… He thinks I should write what I feel since I speak less… Raymond made pizza for me. It was too salty and spicy but I won’t tell him. I like when he smiles instead of worrying >>Manuel is my best friend.<< >>I keep having nightmares. I scream and get up almost every day but Manuel always come and tries to calm me down<< >>I’m going college today. I don’t want to leave my friends but dad and Andrew thinks that Education is as important as air and water<<< I smiled as I turned another. His thoughts were innocent. There were pictures attached. Smiling pictures of him. >>Andrew fought with my father today. Andrew doesn;t want me to get involved in their mafia business. He thinks I am too young for this<< >>>Today maxwell left…. I couldn’t believe he left… he was crying… I wanted to hvg him. I have decided that I will become the greatest mafia and will kill the people who killed his girlfriend.
Another page
>>>It’s three o clock in the night, I had the same nightmare. I cannot sleep.<< I turned some more pages only to find out that he was constantly writing about his nightmares… >>I don’t think I should write the diary anymore. I have a girlfriend to share my thoughts with now…<< So he st©pped writing diary after that … I turned some more pages only to find out some words written with… blood. REVENGE… REVENGE… REVENGE… my hands started shaking. Was he writing with his blood? I quic-kly closed the diary as I g@sped for air but suddenly I remember seeing my name. I opened it again… 3rd January 2022 >>I want to write today…maybe because I cannot figure out this feeling.
I was buying flowers for my mother’s grave and out of nowhere a girl bu-mped into me and fell down on knees.
She lifted her face as I extended out my hand to her and It seemed like the time had been st©pped.
Her eyes…
There was something about those eyes.
She was embarrased as she quic-kly apologized and left leaving me there…
and now I cannot st©p thinking about her.
WHY? <<
15th January 2022
>>I had the same nightmare but it was different this time. I saw that girl. I saw that girl saving me from drowning.. Is my mind pla-ying tricks with me? Why is she on my mind? Is it lvst?<<
24th January 2022
>>I saw her again at a mart working… and I couldn’t st©p staring at her like the last time.
I don’t know why but I just wanted to t©uçh her once.. to capture herl-ips with mine and k!ssthem until she is breathless. I am craving her…I will be alright if I just spend one night with her but she was not even noticing me. That is ma-king me crave her more. I will offer her money and if she denies, I will take her by f0rç£<<
25th January 2022
>>I want to laugh. I want to laugh like a mad man. My men informed me that Andrew is interested in a girl. I was about to order to kill her till I saw her picture.
That’s her!
Why does he always wants the same thing I want?
But guess what?
she won’t be spending only a night with me now but I will snatch her away and make her suffer everyday.
Poor soul!
What a greater plea-sure to satisfy lvst and revenge at the same time.<< 10th February 2022 >>She is going to me mine tomorrow.
All mine.
I will own her every breath..
she will belong to me..
I can’t wait to see her trembling and begging un-der me<< 16th February 2022 >>Was I wrong? Why am I add!çted to her?
Why do I feel jealous whenever I see her talking with Andrew?
Why do I feel angry when she rejects me?
Why do I feel possessive towards her?
SHE IS MINE.
ONLY MINE. <<<
21st February 2022
Alexa cries too much.
To be honest, it gives me a little sting in my heart.
She is innocent.
Too innocent <<<
23rd February 2022
>>I lost it today.
I felt when she was crying for her.
mother and friend but I lost it when she said I can have her b©dy but never her heart.
How could she?
What I did was cruel so cruel. What had gotten into me? Her wrists had cuts.
When she asked “why me?”, I couldn’t dare to answer her<<
26th February 2022
It’s strange. Since Alexa is here. I am not having any nightmare.
3rd march 2022
I don’t know what’s happening. I don’t even know how did I dare to face my worst nightmare just for her.
I felt like pas-sing out but I had only Alexa in my mind.
I don’t know how the hell did she get locked there but I had to punish her. I had to do what I did.
So she would know that she cannot disobey me.But the doctor said she is at boderline risk for depression. Manuel thinks I love her. Do I love her?<<
I turned next page only to find the heading of “IDEAS FOR ALEXA”?
The pages were filled with different ideas.
some were crossed out.
some pages were ripped.
My heart was melting.
Now I knew he put an effort in ma-king me happy.
14th march 2022
She is not forgiving me.
She is not looking at me.
She is not saying anything to me.
Everything was perfect until Natalia c@m£ back.
She knows everything now.
She asked me to kill her…
she asked me to divorce her..
she said I had enough of my revenge on her.
But I never took the revenge in the first place…
I couldn’t brou-ght myself to inflict the pain I planned.
How could I?
I LOVE HER.
I know now.
I love her.
From the day i saw her.
I love her.
But she didn’t want to hear me and I messed up
CHAPTER 82
Alexa’s p.o.v
I opened the next page.
>>She hates me now.
But I am trying so ha-rd .
I am trying again.
Hoping to get her love one day.
I want to tell her that I’m not perfect.
I don’t know how to love.
I only received pain in my life.
I want to tell her that I am scared that she will leave me.
I am scared because whenever I felt like living again,
I have broken again so ha-rd .
I want her to un-derstand me..
I want to tell her that I have no one right now.
I am so alone.
If she will leave me, I will be broken completely…
I don’t want to be broken again…
I love her a lot
Do not leave me Alexa…]
That was the last page.
I didn’t even know I was crying silently while re-ading this.
I KNEW MY FINAL DECISION NOW…
Time skip
I took a de-ep breath standing before the door of his room.
I was about to knock when I noticed the door was open.
I pushed it while clutching the book ti-ghtly.
I looked around this dark room.
Everything was bathed in darkness. Curtains were drawn.
Everything was a mess.
Things were broken and lying across the room.
In the corner of the room, he was sitting on a big chair with a cloth neatly folded and placed on his l@p.
He was asleep.
His head was resting on the border of the window.
He was holding something, a frame maybe?
I quietly stepped towards him but he s-en-sed a pres£nce.
“I SAID GET OU….”, he opened his eyes to shout but st©pped as he looked at me standing there.
I flin-ched and lowered my eyes immediately.
“Alexa…”, his words c@m£ out like a whisper as his eyes brighten up.
He tried to stand to hvg me but he couldn’t…
He let out a low sad chuckle as he fell back on the chair.
“Ouchhh… I forgot! I am a useless mess now.”, He laughed again as he threw his head backwards avoiding my gaze looking at the ceiling.
“Why are you here Alexa? Did Manuel s£nt you?”, Justin asked still looking at the ceiling.
“I…I c@m£ to re-ad this…”, I stuttured.
He still had the same effect on me.
His eyes averted towards the book as he let out another chuckle.
“Manuel told you that I love stories? Awwn, Manuel……”, he smiled sadly as he stared back at me.
“I was waiting for you Alexa… come here”, he smiled as he place the frame on the side table turning it away from me.
I moved forward standing so close to him.
“Closer.. here”, he gestured as I sat on his l@p shyly still clutching the book lowering my eyes.
“Look at me…..”
“…plea-se”, he gently held my chin lifting it.
Our eyes met.
Tears started swimming in my eyes as I looked at his state, he was not the Justin I knew.
He looked so pale.
there were dark-circles around his eyes..
he looked haunted and lost…
he looked weak…
“I look miserable, Don’t I?” he smiled weakly.
I didn’t answer.
I was just looking at his eyes.
I never knew he was hiding so much pain behind these dark brown beautiful orbs.
He gently ca-ressed my cheek as he smiled.
“Did I ever tell you? I love your eyes? Your eyes always speak the truth Alexa…”
TBC