Tessa’s dairy batch 2

💄TESSA’S
DIARY📖
Chapter 5️⃣
By Faith Godwin 🌺🌺
 
 
After about two more clas-ses, the bell for lunch break was rang and everyone started trooping out of the clas-s. I arrange my books in my backpack before I could go call Sonia, Kimberly c@m£ giving me some deadly glare.
“Don’t be too excited because you were paired with the h0ttest guy in Machills highschool” she said
“What do you mean” I ask as if I don’t know
“I wonder why you were paired with my b©yfri£ndwhen I am here but since it’s a nerd like you, I shouldn’t think about it that much but mind you bit-ch, my eyes are on you” she said and walk away.
What does she mean by all she just said? I’m not gonna do what she said because I love Jay. I’m really happy I was paired with him.
****
Sonia later c@m£ to me and we went to the cafeteria together. There was so much noise at the cafeteria as usual but today’s t©pic was all about me being paired with Jay. Everyone was just looking at our table which was ma-king me feel uncomfortable but I just continue eating with my friend anyways.
“Hi nerd” I heard Jay’s voice and I raise up my head to really see Jay in my table.
“Hi Jay” I said looking lost in his cute eyes. He’s just so handsome.
“So you are my p@rtner for the chemistry project wow” he said laughing and I look at Sonia who was rushing her food so fast.
“Yes…Jay” I said nervously
“And you’re happy about it right nerd” he ask but I didn’t reply because I was hurt with the way he was talking to me. He laugh and stand up then he walk to the center of the cafeteria.
“Everyone look up here I want to give you a gist” he said and everyone turn to him. I alre-ady know what he wanted to do anyways. That has always been my way of life in this school – Mocking and bullying
“You see that nerd over there” he started pointing to my table
“She was paired with a h0t guy like me in a chemistry project. Isn’t that a taboo to pair and nerd with a h0t guy?” He ask
##Of course Jay,she isn’t your clas-s
##She can’t cool off your d!¢k if you want a b!ow job
##She isn’t even your clas-s, why is she in this school anyway
##This school isn’t for nerds, why did she have to come to this school
Different student say from different tables and I was alre-ady crying as the students mock me.
“It’s okay Tessa, let’s leave plea-se” Sonia said and I nod as we walk out of the cafeteria with our food and went to the school garden.
What kind of life is this??
{}{} JAYDEN {}{}
“Thanks babe for the public embarras-sment of that nerd” Kimberly said as I walk back to our table
“Anything for you babe” I said smiling looking at her bo-ob s throu-gh her t©p
“I know you want it and I’m gonna give it to you” she said b!tt!g her lowerl-ips
“Why don’t we do it right away in the musical clas-s” I ask and she smiled
“I can’t wait to have you in me” she said and stand up and I followed her out of the cafeteria to the musical clas-s. Immediately we enter, I took hold of herl-ips as I ca-ress her bo-ob s that drives me crazy and she m0@n . She st©p the k!ssand look at me
“What’s the matter” I ask
“We forgot to close the door” she said and we both laugh as I went ahead to close the door. I walk back to where she is and we continue from where we st©p. I was helping in taking off her clothes and she was doing the same to mine. Gosh I really want her now.
****
“That was fantastic Jay,that’s why I love you so much and wouldn’t want to lose you to any bit-ch because you give me what I want” she said
“Don’t worry Kim I’m not gonna leave you because you’re all I nee-d” I said even though I know what I just said was a lie. She’s just my girlfriend for now because she has all I want for now but if I get tired of her…you know the story.
∆∆ SONIA ∆∆
“So that has been what you’ve been going throu-gh in and out! Your mum doesn’t care about you and the school you think you could find rest, they all bully you?” I ask shock that she doesn’t have people who cares for her.
At least I still have my family that cares so much about me but hers is…I can’t even find any terms to use for this. Gosh!
“That’s it Sonia. I was so happy the day I saw you in my seat asking for the direction of the cafeteria. That day there was alot of happiness in me because I felt there’s someone who still wants to talk to a nerd like me” she said I felt like crying for her. She has gone throu-gh a lot.
“But what if I help you in your dressing” I ask
“The truth is that I don’t like dressing so fancy so I won’t draw attention” she said
“I guess that’s all you nee-d right now, you’ll have to dress fancy. I mean look at me,even all the maltreatment my aunt is giving to me, I could still dress nice” I said and that was when I realize what I just did…I told someone about aunt maltreatment towards me…
“What do you mean by what you just said Sonia” she ask
“Em..I…em…” I was speechless. I’m in a h0t soup today. I know I was gonna tell her…
 
Chapter 6
 
** TESSA **
I walk into the living room to see mum setting the dinning. Wow mum c@m£ home early today?
“My princess is back from school” she said smiling
“Good day mum” I said
“Good day darling,go freshen up and come join me eat. It’s your favorite” she said
“Alright mum” I said not smiling as I walk throu-gh the stairs to my room.
I got to my room, drop my school bag before taking off my clothes. I walk into the bathroom and freshen up. I c@m£ out with my b©dy dripping we-t. I dried my b©dy and put on my b©dy cream before putting on a nice dress.
I walk downstairs with my phone in my hand as I made my way to the dinning. Mum was alre-ady eating and I have to join her.
“So how have you been coping with school and all” she ask
“Atleast I’ve been doing great without you” I replied and mum st©p eating and took my hand in hers
“I’m really sorry for the way things are right now. There’s a file I’m working on with my boss and immediately I’m done with it I promise to spend some time with you” she said
“Mum that’s all you say all the time I get to see you in this house” I said so pained about the whole situation
“Darling I’m promising you this for the last time that I’m gonna keep to this promise” she said
“No mum I know you won’t keep to it. For goodness sake you love your job more than me” I said in tears
“No baby I don’t okay. All the things I do,I do it for you. plea-se don’t hate me” she said
“Then quit your job” I said
“What! No you know I can’t do that. If I quit my job,what will I use in taking care of you?” She ask
“Mum we have more than enough that will last us for decades so why can’t you take care of me. This is the time I nee-d you in my life but you’re far away from me” I said
“I’m sorry my baby but I can’t quit my job” she said
“Now I know you don’t care about me, your job is more precious than me. What has all these wealth done for me. Can it take this boredom life away from me? Can it make me have friends ? Can it make those students st©p mocking me? I’ve never had a mother’s love from day one. Look at what you’ve turn me into” I yell in tears
“I’m sorry” she whisper
“I’m sorry to say this but I hate you mum” I said and left the dinning to my room. I lost my appetite. Ever since I was given birth to, mum has never for once give me the type of love a mother will give to her child.
It bec@m£ worse when Dad left mum to go and marry another lady. She changed so much,she focus only on her job and neglect me. I don’t even know my mum. I want her to know that I still exist in this life. Why is she treating me this way? I just hate my life…
TATIANA(Tessa’s mum)
I cried after Tessa left the dinning. I know I’ve not been a good mother to her but what can I do?. Her father left me to while in pains. Ever since I gave birth to her, Davis has been acting strange. He doesn’t care about me and I couldn’t take the pain because I love him so much.
I had to look for a job that will keep me busy from all the trauma. I hired a nanny for Tessa,so she could take care of her. But I fired her when Davis finally left me for another woman. Tessa was 16 then so I thought she could take care of herself but I think I’m wrong.
I just nee-d a break from all these….
#Next_day
TESSA
I walk down the stairs alre-ady re-ady to go to school. I couldn’t find mum anywhere around the house. Not that I care though because she doesn’t care about me either. I walk towards the dinning and I saw the plates we use in eating yesterday’s meal still on the table. I shook my head and went to pack them.
While packing them, I saw a paper with a pen place on t©p of it. I pick it up and it says…
**I’m a bad mother Tessa. I’m sorry for ma-king you pas-s throu-gh a lot. I got a call last night from my boss that we have an urgent meeting in New York and I had to leave without telling you because of what you said to me. I’ll be back in seven days time. plea-se take care for me and make sure to stay out of trouble. I love you***
Tears fell from my eyes. Knowing that your mum doesn’t have your time is something so painful. I kept the plates in the kitchen and left the house.
My life is just a mess….
 
Chapter 7
 
TESSA
I walk into the biology clas-s looking so sad and dejected. The tutor was there alre-ady teaching and I hate it because I will have to answer some questions which will involve some bully from the students.
“Good morning Mrs Darren” I said immediately I walk into the clas-s
“Why are you just coming Ms Davis” she ask
“I’m sorry Mrs Darren,it’s not gonna happen again ” I said
“That’s not a answer to my question ms Davis” she said
“Em…I ..I..”
“Good morning Mrs Davis” Jay’s voice cut me off my speech
“Jay why are you just coming huh” she ask
“Mrs Darren,I promise not to come by this time again” he said and Mrs Darren look at him for sometime before allowing him to go to his seat.
“Ma’am i….”
“You can go sit down now” she said and I walk to my seat.
She taught for a long time before the clas-s c@m£ to an end. We had two other clas-ses before lunch break. Today is the day the chemistry project between each pairs starts.
Sonia c@m£ to me and we went to the cafeteria together as usual we both our food and look for an empty table. She told me alot about herself yesterday but begged me not to tell anyone or feel pity for her but I still feel pity for her anyways.
Her Aunt is really wicked but what can she do, she just had to endure so she could help her family from poverty. But if I can’t keep what she told me to myself any longer,I’m afraid I’ll just have to inform the public because what her aunt is doing is child abuse.
***
We were walking back to the clas-s when Jay walk up to us. I was surprise because this is the first time such is happening.
“Hey nerd,can I have a word with you” he ask and I nod
“Alone” he added and I look at Sonia who nod and left for clas-s.
“It’s so unfortunate that I was paired with a nerd like you. I wonder what’s going to be like if I spend a whole week with you. Maybe you’re gonna infect me with your nerd so I can as well become a nerd like you” he said
“But Jay…..”
“Shhhh I’m still talking bit-chy nerd” he said cutting me off my speech and I swallow my saliva so ha-rd
“So this is what we will do… you’ll study alone and I’ll study alone then two days to the end of the project,I’ll come to your house because you can’t come to mine so you won’t infect it with your nerdness. Am I un-derstood” he said and I nod
“Are you dumb? Answer me nerd am I un-derstood” he said again
“Yes Ja…”
“fv¢k you bit-ch” he said cutting me off my speech as he walk away and I didn’t know when the tears fell from my eyes. I’ve been humiliated enough because of how I dress and from tomorrow, I guess I’ll have to love fashion…
I walk up to look for Sonia and I saw her talking to Alex her p@rtner. Alex was just ma-king her laugh and not bullying her because I know Alex is a bully too. Sonia dresses fine even with the way her aunt treats her but here I am looking like a nerd all the time.
“Hey you’re done with Jay” she ask and I nod
“Sonia I want to know how to dress S-xy like you” I said
“Wow really” she ask smiling
“Yeah I have to because the bullying nee-ds to st©p” I said
“That’s the spirit girl,you have a phone right?” She ask
“Yeah of course” I said
“All you have to do is watch “how to dress S-xy” on YouTube and you are good to go” she said and I smile
I guess I have to do this….
 
 
Chapter 8
 
SONIA
Aunt and her husband are alre-ady back from travel and everyone were celebr@ting about it. Alex ask me to come to his house tomorrow so we can start our project together but as it is now, I don’t think aunt will ever allow me leave the house. I don’t know why she hates me so much when mum is her sister – step sister though.
I’m in the kitchen preparing what everyone would eat since this evening is filled with celebr@tion. I’m planning on telling aunt about the project stuff when everyone is resting after eating.
“You’re still cutting the cabbage you lazy idiot” I heard aunt voice behind me
“I’m sorry aunt I’ll be done soon” I said not daring to look at her
“You’re just a lazy fool. I think I should take you back to your miserable parents” she said and that’s when I turn.
“plea-se aunt don’t take me back plea-se. I’ll done in no time” I said on my knees
“You’re lucky I’m in a good mood, be fast about everything” she said and walk out of the kitchen.
I turn to what I was doing and I make sure I was extra fast with everything. I don’t know what mum did to aunt but I pray that the treatment aunt is giving to me should less£n for me because I don’t know if I will be able to bear it.
SUSAN(Sonia’s Aunt)
I just hate her each time I see her because she reminds me of her stupid father who R@p£d me. Well yeah Sonia is my daughter but she doesn’t know about it because I begged Flora not to tell her about it.
I know you must be curious to know what happened but that’s a story for another day but for now, I hate Sonia so much. If not that Flora was finding it ha-rd to take care of her and her family, I wouldn’t have dreamt of coming to take my daughter back.
I just have to allow her go to school because I don’t want troubles from the government.
“Darling what’s wrong” Damian said looking worried
“There’s nothing wrong baby,why do you ask” I said
“Because you’ve been frowning since you c@m£ back from the kitchen or did that br@t do something you didn’t like” he ask
“Of course not, don’t worry I’m fine honey” I said and flash him a smile
“You got the cutest smile baby” he said ma-king me laugh
“Thanks sweetheart and you’re looking so handsome” I said
“Before I forget, where did Diane?” he ask
“Maybe in her room getting re-ady for the evening celebr@tion” I said smiling
“I still can’t believe that the Marion’s Wine Company is now merge with ours. This is more money baby” he said
“Yeah we’ve made it dear” I said very happy about everything. Marion’s Wine Company is the biggest Wine Company in the whole of America. So I and my husband are going to be so rich now. I’m taking Diane out for shopping tomorrow to change her wardrobe and maybe get new clothes for that bastard. I just want my Diane to have fun tomorrow.
The sound of my phone ringing brou-ght me back from my thoughts. I check the caller ID and it was Flora calling. I swipe it to the answer mode and place the phone close to my ear.
“Hello sis” I said
“Hello Susan,how are you doing” she ask
“I’m fine and you” I said
“I’m fine too. How’s Sonia, hope you’re not maltreating her because I know you still hate her” she said
“Sister plea-se she’s my daughter remember so I can do what I want to her” I said
“plea-se Susan forgive her father and st©p pouring your anger on the innocent girl that doesn’t know anything” she said
“Are you done” I ask so irritated
“Well I call to ask you for a favor” she said
“And what’s that” I ask
“plea-se my husband has been fired from work and you know everything will be too ha-rd on me right now so I’m asking for your as-sistance” she said
“How much do you nee-d this time Flora” I ask
“I just nee-d to stuck up my shop and I’ll be nee-ding $10,000 to do that” she said
“That’s a lot of money Flora” I said
“I know but you know I nee-d to settle my family affairs too before I start ma-king sales” she said
“Fine I’ll s£nd the money tomorrow” I said
“Thank you so much Susan, tell Sonia I said Hi” she said and hang up and I hiss.
Isn’t this girl done with the food,I’m hungry alre-ady. I said walking to the kitchen….
TESSA
It’s 8:00 alre-ady and I’m in my room testing all the S-xy clothes I could find in my wardrobe. Staying alone isn’t that bad but I’m feeling so lonely. I’m gonna make sure I sweep the guys off their feet and leave the girls mouth wi-de open in school tomorrow.
I smile as I arrange my clothes back into the wardrobe and went into the bathroom to take my bath. I alre-ady ordered for Pizza and it will be here in no time. Well I don’t know how to cook because mum was never around to teach me.
****
The pizza arrive and I took it with Coke. Pizza is really nice with Coke. You really nee-d to try it. After eating, I went to my room to sleep. Tomorrow is gonna be an interesting day….
 
 
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