🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖)🎶
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Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚📚📚
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Chapter 38
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🌼 Stella’s pov 🌼
Jeez, what the hell is happening to me? I feel like my head is about to be thrown off my own b©dy, and it’s so ha-rd to open my eyes. Anytime I try to do that, I get welcomed by an annoying blurred vision, which isn’t encouraging in anyway.
I don’t know what’s happening to me, but suddenly, I felt really weak and tired, like I’ve done something I’ve never done before.
As if that wasn’t enough, the little noise I was hearing un-derground wasn’t helping my case a bit, rather it was just causing more problems than it should.
And the worst thing is that, I couldn’t figure out what they were saying, but I could hear my name. And I could trace out ma’am Karen’s and Olivia’s voice, I couldn’t figure out what they were saying but I knew it wasn’t a friendly conversation.
Jeez! Wait! What’s ma’am Karen doing here? I thought I said I don’t want to have anything doing with her. Jeez! Where the hell am I, and what’s happening to me? I felt tears rolling down my eyes, the pain was so unbearable.
I can’t even figure out where I was, this blurred vision was preventing me from figuring that out.
“Stella are you okay?” A voice said tou-ching me, but I never really knew who it was.
I tried answering but it was so so difficult.
“Stella, there’s tears in your eyes, should I call the doctor?” She asked, I was able to shake my head no.
” But you’re crying? Is anything the problem?” The voice which I figured out was Olivia’s asked again.
Jeez! I can’t reply, I feel really weak.
Suddenly, I felt the sound of the door opening.
“Hey, I think your noise is kind of affecting my patient here, this place isn’t for noise” a male voice said
Patient? Me!!
” Oh, glad you c@m£ doc, it seems she’s awake alre-ady” Olivia said.
“Well that’s good for her” the doctor replied
” But I think something is actually wrong with her” she said
” What?” The doctor asked
” She’s crying,can’t open her eyes or talk, she only nods to whatever I say” Olivia explained
” Oh, that’s normal, the drug is still acting on her, that’s why we nee-d to keep a very close eye on her, by tomorrow morning the effect of the drug she took would have fainted alre-ady” the doctor explained
Like seriously I’m lost, what drug are they talking about, how did I even end up here?
“So do you know any of her relatives?” The doctor asked
“Yes, I’ll call her brother with her phone” Olivia replied
” Ok, but what about that woman who c@m£ here claiming to be her mother?” The doctor said
” Don’t mind her, Stella told me she doesn’t have a mother, I don’t un-derstand why Karen c@m£ here claiming to be related to her as her mother, although they are quite close, I don’t even know how she knew Stella was here” Olivia said
” Well that’s a big one Olives, well I’ll leave you both now, will you be staying here with her?” The doctor asked
” Of course, just nee-d to tell my parents” she replied
” Okay, if anything goes wrong just let me know, okay?” He said
” Thanks doc” Olivia replied then the door opened and closed again.
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Three days After
🍭Stella’s pov 💛
It’s been three days after I made a fool out of myself by accepting that drink from Amaya. Olivia is right, I trust people easily, Smith should have been a bitter lesson to me, but my stupid mind failed me.
I never thought i would ever take such heavy substance into my b©dy but Amaya made it possible, thanks to me, who stupidly think I should trust everyone around me.
I think is high time I st©p being adamant about being like Olivia, yes she’s good and doesn’t take $h!t from anyone, she still got a softer side to her and surprisingly no one cares her unlike me.
Like it wasn’t enough, Jason finally believed that ma’am Karen is our mother, our blood match with hers, and some certain trait. Now he’s the one suddenly pleading for me to forgive her, he actually said the last time he saw her when he was trying to catch a bus, he knew it was her but just decided to ignore, cause he thought she never cared about us, until he heard her story, which I’m not falling for.
It’s easy for him to plead on her behalf, after all , he wasn’t abandoned in the hospital immediately after child birth, though I must admit we have a lot of things in common, but I must say it isn’t really well for me.
That isn’t even all, Jeremy on the other hand has been ignoring me ever since the incident and has been hanging out with Amaya. I can’t believe he doesn’t trust me, after everything I’ve shared with him about my life, but no, he chooses to believe Amaya, I know he hates drug, but the funniest p@rt of it all is that, he doesn’t believe me, after being drugged by Amaya, not quite long ago. Hmm… I guess people change their minds easily.
I washed my face from the flowing tap in the restroom corridor, things hasn’t been quite easy for me over the last three days, yes Olivia had been by my side, but she’s also preoccu-pied with the preparation for her mum’s birthday.
Walking out of the restroom, I met with Jeremy, he was leaning on the exist door, with his hands folded together.
Like usual, I thought we would just walk away from each other without saying anything, but this time he was obstructing my way out.
“Excuse me” I said trying my possible best to sound polite and I could see him heaved a sigh.
“Look Stella we nee-d to talk” he said
“You don’t mean it” I said in sarcasm.
” Stella, I’m really sorry, I want you to just know that my reasons for avoiding is far far away from what happened three days ago” he said but I had nothing to reply
” Stella I’m serious, these three days, there have been lot of changes, a lot of changes that I’m sure is gonna change my life” he said
” What are you talking about?” I asked confused
“This is not something we can talk about here, and I can’t risk people seeing us together outside for your sake” he said
” But why, what happened wasn’t my fault, I was totally deceived” I replied
” No, no, no Stella, it’s not that, would you be free after school? ” He asked
” No, I promised Olivia that I’ll be going over, to help her with some things” I said
“plea-se Stella” he pleaded
“What?” I asked
“I know you’re not gonna be spending all the day at hers, at least I can come pick you up after you’re done with her, just tell me when, huh? ” He said
” I don’t think so, if you don’t want people seeing us together in school here, then I guess you wouldn’t want us to be seen together outside also” I replied
” No Stella, you don’t un-derstand, that’s why I have to explain things to you, plea-se” he said.
” Fine alre-ady, I’ll give you a call” I said
” Thanks allot Stella , you don’t know how much I appreciate this” he said and I nodded.
” Okay, I think we’ve overstayed a little, see you later” he said leaving
Hmm… It’s really weird, I don’t un-derstand, but I’m sure something is going on, and some p@rt has to be about me. Cause the Jeremy I knew few weeks ago, always wanted us to be seen together, to avoid me being bullied, and so on. And it also has to do with Amaya, considering the fact that he has been hanging out with her lately.
Then why the sudden change?
Hmm.. I guess I won’t be staying too late at Olivia’s house today, I nee-d to find out, it’s eating me up
🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖)🎶
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Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚📚📚
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Chapter 39
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🌺 Stella’s pov 🍓
“So explain” I said to Jeremy, he had just picked me up like we both agreed in school, and here is he, driving the where I don’t even know.
“Explain what?” He asked looking at me with his corner eyes cause he was driving
“Jeez! Why you wanted to see me dude” I replied
“Oh, I’m sorry” he chuckled
Is he seriously laughing, probably he did that on purpose, cause the Jeremy I know hate smiling and now, he’s laughing, which is pissing me off.
“Common Stella, don’t look at me that way” he said
“And how are you even seeing me?” I asked, clearly still annoyed.
” I can. So about why I wanted to see you, why don’t we go somewhere more pri-vate to talk about this, I mean you’re angry, and I don’t want any more anger from you” he said
” See, I don’t think we should be doing this” I sighed
” But why? ” He asked worried
” Look at me, weigh different from you, only being your friend has cost me a lot, a lot of drama I never thought I’d come across. Like that’s not enough, you don’t want us to be seen together” I said
” We’ll talk about that” he said not saying a thing again focusing more on the road, well I pla-yed along too, I kept mute throu-ghout the ride.
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“Jeez! I thought you said somewhere pri-vate, why the hell did you bring me to a park?!” I asked yelling of course
” Of course, it’s pri-vate property” he replied
Oh My!!
“How do you expect us to even talk in this kind of place?” I asked
“Well, I just wanted to make it up to you, I’ve caused you alot this week, why don’t we just have fun together, as a way to cover up” he said and I rolled my eyes.
” I’m out of here” I said walking away
“Wait!” He said catching up with me.
“plea-se Stella” he said
” Okay fine, but I want to be home before 7″ I said
“Cross my heart” he replied
” Great” I replied smiling
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Woah!! Right now, we are having more than fun.
Like seriously, I never thought Jeremy who was so upti-ght, had this p@rt of him. It’s like I totally saww different p@rt of him.
We’ve pla-yed games, watched the clown, race, eat junks, won gifts and mostly laughed. I never even noticed it was running late and people were vanishing alre-ady.
I was just happy seeing Jeremy having fun.
“OMG!” I exclaimed as I accidentally bu-mped into Jeremy.
He laughed bringing his forehead to t©uçh mine smiling brightly at me, I just couldn’t help than to smile back.
It was getting awkward, so I decided to break the moment using as a joke, and gratefully, he laughed.
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It was quite dark, but the park wasn’t closed yet and surprisingly, I wasn’t in any rush to get home.
We we’re sitting on the swing bench just talking, we haven’t even discussed what we’re actually here for.
“I really got carried away, it was all fun” I replied cheerfully, he just gave me a small smile.
Hmm, I guess he’s back to himself again.
“Uhmm, why don’t we go watch the ocean?” He asked and I chuckled
” Not really a fan of that, oops!” I replied
“I guess I’ll make you one today” he said dragging me along with him as he rushed towards the ocean.
“Oh gosh Jeremy!” I said and he chuckled
“You’ll love it” he replied
We finally got there sitting close to the water, I never thought I could ever watch the sunset with someone like him, honestly, walking into this school wasn’t a mistake.
Well maybe you guys didn’t noticed, I did have a crush on him from the beginning, but when things Begin to get complicated as I was getting into numerous trouble from different trouble, one which even landed me in hospital. Well, I don’t even know, maybe I still have a crush on him, cause the closer I get to him the more confused I become
Can you imagine? Jeremy hasn’t even told me the reasons he brou-ght me here.
“Stella, for quite some time now we’ve been friends, quite close ones I must say, and I have to tell you it means a lot to me” he said
” But, you don’t want anyone seeing us together” I said
” That’s because of Amaya and my mum” he replied
” I don’t un-derstand” I said white confused
” You won’t Stella, like I said, things had changed for the past three days” he said
” And what are they? ” I asked
” It involves I and Amaya” he said
” What about you and her” I asked
“My mum wants more than she can get, she wants me to d@t£ Amaya” he said
” But why? ” I asked sounding pissed.
Jeez! I never wanted that to show.
” See, I’ve told you about my mum before right? She’s lonely, and sad, she wants me to do what she wants, I can’t just deny her of that” he said looking sad.
” But you’re hurting yourself, look at you, you do what she wants, but she never cares about your own happiness” I said
” No Stella, don’t say it that way, she cares” he said but I could feel that doubt in his voice
” Jeremy you can always tell me everything” I said and he took my hands taking a de-ep breath
” Now Stella, I don’t think there’s anything really relevant to say, let’s just spend today together, cause I don’t think there would be more of that” he said and I took my hands away from his.
” Why? ” I asked standing on my feet, he followed suit.
” Amaya, she has spys, I’m not scared of her, I’m used to girls acting like that over me, but she’s the craziest, she may hurt you than she has alre-ady done” he said
” Oh!” I said
” Yes Stella plea-se try to un-derstand” he said
” So tell me how you’re coping with her” I said
” I’m trying, but it’s not easy” he replied
” I have to go” I said
“Wait Stella, plea-se un-derstand” he said
“You don’t want us to be seen together, is the whole story you c@m£ to tell me here, just say it that way” I said. I was alre-ady pissed, well for reasons I don’t even know
“No, you’re misun-derstanding everything” he said
” That’s what you may say, but as for me I’m out of here” I replied walking away
” Stella plea-se wait” he said but I wasn’t even in the mood to talk to him again
“plea-se let me just drop you up” he said.
But I’ve alre-ady made up my mind.
He shouldn’t even be apologizing to me, not like we have anything together, well it’s good for me also staying away from him, cause being close to him has brou-ght more harm than good.
TBC ❤️