🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖) 🎶
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Written By 🖋️🖋️ 🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚 📚 📚
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Chapter 31
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👤 Jeremy’s pov 👤
Wait, I really don’t un-derstand what’s going on with her. First, I the Jeremy that never cares decided to break my rules just to care for her and the best thing she could do in return was turning it back on me.
“Stella plea-se wait” I said before she totally existed and surprisingly she did wait. I thought she would walk away since she has been putting up some attitude.
“I really don’t know what has gotten into you, or what anyone has done to you. But whatever it is, I still want you to try your possible best to avoid Smith as much as you can” I said to her.
” You don’t have to tell me anything about Smith. Of course you’ll paint him black cause his your opponent. I think I’ll stay away from you, you’ve always wanted to be alone. Smith is really a nice person than you could ever imagine. You all should st©p painting him black, bye” she said walking away finally not waiting this time.
It was after her last statement that I discovered Smith has something to do with this. I should be angry and just ignore her to get into trouble or get hurt, but I don’t want to do that to her, even if no female than my mum has ever talked to me the way she did to me today. I’m actually an introvert, and she has no right to judge my lifestyle, cause I have my reasons living that way. But all together, I can’t just let Stella be that way, she’s heading into danger, and I’m afraid she may come out bruised beyond a solution, especially now that mum eyes are totally on her. What a mess.
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🍃 Stella’s pov 🍃
I don’t even know what’s going on with me. Why the hell I’m I even crying. Jeremy can feel I’m changing or whatever he calls it, but I don’t give a damn. I would do as my mind leads. I don’t think there would be any reason going to apologise to Olivia again when there is Smith who really cares. I know I’ve always wanted to be close to Jeremy, because of his personality and appearance but Smith just told me a different p@rt of him, I never really thought Jeremy could act that way just to lead the music list. Yh, he has the potential and everything to be above but……. whatever..I don’t even feel like talking about it.
I was still trying to wipe out my tears so anyone wouldn’t notice but someone tapped me from behind ma-king me flin-ch in fear. I looked back at the person surprised.
“I know I’m the last person you expect to hear this from Stella, but the thing is that, I care” she said
” Alexa? ” I called confused
” Yes Stella it’s me. I’ve been watching you throu-ghout today and noticed there was something up with you but I never thought you would suddenly star tearing out now” she said
” I’m sorry Alexa, I shouldn’t even be talking to you, thanks for caring” I said surprised.
” Wait Stella, I mean no harm. I only care. Yh I un-derstand I’ve been a bit-ch from the beginning, but the truth is that, Olivia inhibited that into me” she said
” Really? ” I asked still confused
” Of course, the moment you walked into this school, I was tem-pted to walk to you so we could be close friends, but Olivia got her ways. I was trying to warn you about how much of a control freak she is, but I never got the opportunity to do so. Then by that, I got angry, and started snapping at you both” she explained
” But that doesn’t really sounds like what happened at all” I replied
“Of course it won’t, everyone see me as bad alre-ady including you I guess, sorry for caring” she said walking away looking quite sad. And I kinda felt guilty for telling her out so I decided to call her back.
“Alexa plea-se” I called and she walked back almost immediately
“I’m sorry for judging you the way I did, but everyone seems to have a wrong point of view about you. And sorry to say, your attitude then also said it all. I’m sorry I shouldn’t have judge that way” I added.
” It’s okay, at least someone finally believes me. I’m sorry for treating you badly, calling you names insulting and even stealing your script. I was only being desperate” she said
” It’s okay Alexa. I’m glad you realize that. But I think it would be nice of you to apologise to everyone, that way people would know they judged you wrongly” j said to her.
” That wouldn’t work now Stella, but I’ll work towards that, for now, would you mind if we were friends? ” She asked and I thought about it for a moment, it was quite confusing but I just decided to give her an answer.
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One week later ❣️
🌿 Olivia’s pov 🌿
I can’t believe this is happening, jeez it’s just too confusing and sounds so annoying to me.
First she diverted to Smith, and suddenly changed in a wi-nk of an eye, I really don’t un-derstand. But what I actually don’t un-derstand is her hanging out with Alexa. I’m really bewildered, I expect worse from her, but hanging out with Alexa is beyond imagination.
I first thought our argument was only going to last for some hours but now it’s falling to weeks.
But weigh de-ep down in me, I know this is all a plot, but I thought Stella should be able to know this considering all the stuffs I’ve told her, and also what we’ve been throu-gh in the hands of Alexa. She should be wise enough to know when things are actually not right.
Well who cares. Like she said she has her own decisions to make. I guess I’ll have to cancel out our concert with miss Natalie.
Probably, I and Stella weren’t meant to be friends.
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🌺 Karen’s pov 🌺
“Hey Stella, plea-se come over” I called Stella over to me.
” Hey man Karen, it’s been quite long”she said
“Yes dear you’re right, I don’t see you around like I do see you with Olivia” I Said
” Oh, I guess you’re right” she replied
” Do you mind explaining what is going on cause I do feel everything is no going well” I said to her.
” Yh you’re right, everything is not alright, I and Olivia aren’t on good terms that’s all I can say” she replied
” Are you sure, I’m re-ady to listen” I replied
” I don’t know, you shouldn’t even be bothered about me” she replied
” You can talk to me dear, I know alot, I met my son not long ago and he didn’t even recognize me, I should be more hurt, but I still have to put myself together, not snapping at people” I replied her.
” You met your son? ” She asked.
“Yes I did, but he didn’t recognize me” I replied
” You’re actually lucky. You still have hope on them. My dad abandoned is from little and we never knew my mother, my dad said she abandoned me at birth” she replied me and suddenly the guilt of my kids Jayson and my sweet girl who I left.
“I guess so, I’m trying my best. I could imagine what you’re going throu-gh” I replied
” Yh, Jason and I are doing quite well, he just got a job recently” she replied
” Jason? ” I asked confused
” Yes, he’s my brother” she replied
Jason!! Mother abandoning them? This sounds weird
🌺🍓 STELLA’S DIARY 🍓🌺
(The Girl I Am 💖) 🎶
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Written By 🖋️🖋️🖋️
Damilola Faleke M 📚 📚📚
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Chapter 31
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🌺 Stella’s pov 💖
“Yes Jason is my brother whom my dad abandoned done years ago to live with another woman, right now he has alre-ady relocated to Africa. We are just alone taking care of ourselves. My mum left me in the hospital says my dad. He said she fled with another man, so I never really enjoyed the love of a mum. Though it hurts but I’m over it alre-ady” I said to her cause she seemed really interested about my story.
“Are you sure about what you’re saying?” She asked looking scared.
” Of course, it’s my story you Know. My life and how I lived it, there’s definitely nothing wrong with it. I’m used to be unloved, I was even rejected by my own mum. Do I don’t even nee-d anyone’s sympathy” I said
” Your mum didn’t reject you” she said looking really sad.
” How did you know that, you weren’t there, you Know nothing about my family” I replied her
” No I… I.. I was just saying that because I know a woman can never rejects what come out of her. But about your mum, don’t you have at least a ph0to you could use to recognize her or anything” she said
” I wish I did. But my dad burnt them all down. But I don’t care anymore, we’re alre-ady getting used being alone” I replied
” No, don’t say that, there’s still hope you guys can all come back together, you don’t know what can happen” she said, I almost bur-sted out laughing, but I was too sad to do that.
” You really have a big Faith ma’am Karen, but sadly, I don’t and I’m alre-ady used to living that way, I’m sorry I have to go now” I said
” No wait, can you at least show me a picture of your brother Jason?” She asked
” Uhmm. I don’t think I can, you shouldn’t even be concerned about this, the way you seem so intrigued, I have to go now, bye” I said finally walking out gratefully she let me, cause I really don’t want to be rude to her, like people are saying I’m becoming, like they even have the right to judge one’s behavior, just like they misjudged Alexa. Well I don’t care about what they think, as Alexa advised. Now I think I should go meet her, since I probably have nothing doing, and she and Smith are the only ones hanging out with me for sometime now, or should even say they’re the only ones I hang out with.
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🌿 Karen’s pov 🌻
I can’t believe it, I’m even crying now, can Stella be my daughter, or it’s all a coincidence in her story compared to mine.
Cause I felt bad when she talked about how her mother rejected her from birth cause she was unwanted, it felt like my own daughter whom I actually abandoned is telling how she feels and can’t accept anymore to be p@rt of her life, it hurts and stings. I do feel something is up I must find out. I keep telling myself it’s just a mere coincidence about her story, but my subconscious mind keeps telling me there is something more to it, the name of her brother, her mum running off, her dad burning her mum’s ph0to,and he living them for another woman.
It’s quite close to my own story, cause my husband was cheating on me with other women and was planning to remarry and that was the main reason I left. I can’t bear watching my children living with a step mum and siblings while I’m still alive with them. I left and later on he s£nt me a divorce file, which I had no choice but to sign.
I wanted to start a new life in NY, but I couldn’t even do anything, cause the fact that I left two kids behind keeps hunting me till now.
And again Stella said they’re just two.
What’s going on here? I think I really have to find out my self.
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🍀 Olivia’s pov 🍀
“Are you sure about what you’re saying Olives?” Miss Natalie asked, she usually calls me Olives instead of Olivia, I’m quite used and fund of it alre-ady. I just told her that I and Stella are backing out from the concert that’s coming in a week and three days time.
“Miss….
” Just call me Natalie” she said with a smile before I could even finish my s£ntence I smiled back giving her a small nod
“I just feel we’re not re-ady, and can’t handle a live concert with a lot of 5 star artistes there” I said
” You know what Olives, I feel there’s more to this than you say, come over let’s talk” she said leading me to a sp©t where we both took a seat, we were in her pri-vate studio.
“There isn’t really anything ” I said to her
“Okay, if so, where is Stella?” She asked
“She’s quit busy and couldn’t come” I said and she stared at me weirdly
“I’m not buying that. I even offered you guys to come here anytime you want to practice, you both seemed happy about it why the sudden change” she replied
” Yh you caught me. I and Stella are no longer friends, that’s the deal” I replied
” Are you serious, how did that happen?” When asked.
” It’s a long story Natalie, I’ve been trying to figure out how everything change in the blink of an eye, but it’s not really as easy as I think” I said
” So because you two have an argument which you both are being childish about, you decided to drop out of the concert? Does she knows about this?” She asked
” Yes ..I mean know, we haven’t really spoken to each other for a week now. I suppose to be at school now, but just decided to come over to cancel our role cause I don’t think we can really walk together” I said and she smiled
” You know, the first time I saw you two together, I saw a spirit of unity and love of friendsh!pbetween you guys, and that was the main reason I picked interest in you both. You guys are meant to be together to be on the t©p of the world, and I’m sure you know that, and she also knows it. Maybe she has a reason, listen to her. And you also tell her what you’ve been holding de-ep down in you, let it all out to her, that’s what friendsh!pis all about, you don’t have to be fake with each other, be yourself to each other. You both are going to perform in that concert no matter what happens” she said
” But….
“No buts….. In the next three days, I want you guys to be back together” she said
” But I’m not at fault”I replied
” You see, that’s where the problem is actually from, you keep throwing blames at each other, that’s what destroys the greatest bond one could ever imagine. Don’t worry I’ll talk to Stella. But something tells me, she’ll soon realize the big mistake she made” she replied smiling and I smiled back.
” Thanks mis..I mean Natalie, I believe” I replied and she walked me out, while my driver drove me back to school.
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🍓 Stella’s pov 🍓
“Hey Smith, you really are a genius” I heard Alexa say to Smith. I was going to meet Alexa in her own practice room when I heard voices from within, she was talking to Smith. I don’t why but I just decided to eaves drop into their conversation.
“Hmm, I told you to trust me from the beginning, all your struggles were just in vain. I’m such a smartie” Smith said and I wondered what they were talking About, I wanted to walk in but st©pped when I heard my name.
“Stella is so dumb as hell, she is quite stupid than I thought, how wish Olivia can be like her, the. I would have been ruling this school alre-ady” Alexa said and laughed.
Huh?? Me??
” Hmm maybe” Smith replied
Smith too? I thought he said he was alre-ady developing feelings for me. I leaned more to hear what is more to come.
“You know, I thought their friendsh!pwas gonna last forever, but friendsh!pcan last with a fool in it” Alexa said and laughed. ” And again I’m sure the concert they thought was a big deal cause they were chos£n won’t work for them anymore. Not to even mention how she shunned Jeremy, he’s definitely gonna hate her, and now Amaya is my next target” she added
” Hmm so what are you gonna do to her after you get your de-sire” Smith asked
“I’m gonna use her against Olivia, Olivia actually thinks she’s weigh to wiser than anyone but she totally thought wrong, cause I’m gonna use her dumb friend against her” Alexa said and Smith chuckled.
I alre-ady had tears flowing from my eyes without a st©p, Olivia was right. I was actually trusting Smith and taking him as my closet. Not knowing it was all a plot it was all set up from the beginning. I’m indeed dump according to Alexa. I don’t know what Alexa did hurt me so much, but not as much as getting the idea that Smith was in it.
I still stood there surprised and pained with tears in my eyes when the door cracked open. It was Smith and Alexa.
“Hey Stella” Smith said smiling and Alexa did the same beside him…
They still have the guts to smile at me
TBC