?s-en-sATION ?
(Fighting against lvst ?)
Written by Lynne writes.
@Lynne’s libr@ry.
Chapter five
“Where are you taking me to ” I ask Xander whose focus is on the road.
I don’t know why I followed him. I trust him a little bit after the previous day incident.
“My house ” he says ma-king me sit up right immediately.
“Why are you taking me to your house? ”
“Fine if you don’t wanna go I can bring you somewhere else. My friends must be there anyways ”
“You live with your friends? ” I ask m
“We got the place together “he answered
He st©pped his car behind a small house.
“Where is this place? ”
“It’s just a place I do come to whenever I feel like being alone ” he replies.
“Then why did you bring me here? ”
“I don’t know ”
He gr-ab my wrist and pu-ll me along. We got to the front of the building. A small river was in front of it. He st©pped when we got to the river bank. He re-lease my hand and sit down on the river bank, his leg in the water.
“Sit down ” he says and I move to sit beside him.
Removing my sandal, I exhale as my leg met with the cold water.
“Why is it so quiet? ”
“Because no one is here except us”
“And that house, doesn’t someone live there? ” I ask.
“No one lives there…and do you know why people don’t come here? ”
“No ” I shake my head.
“Well I heard the ghost of the woman that lived in that house do torment this place “he says and I scream in fright.
“What? ”
“Take me home!” I yell only to see him cracking up and bur-st into laughter.
“Xander plea-se take me home ” I beg standing up.
My b©dy started shaking from fear. He stood and gr-ab my shoulder mas-saging it lightly.
“Hey! Calm down I was only joking ”
“What? ”
“I was joking ” he repeats.
I glare at him angrily and sl@p his hand away.
“That joke was expensive, you don’t pl@yme with something scary like that ”
“Sorry ”
“Not don’t tell me cra-p, I was scared to death you could have killed me ” I hissed.
“Was it that bad? ”
“I don’t like it ” I warned.
“I won’t do that again, I just want to have a conversation with you since all you do was ask questions” he explains looking at me.
I sigh.
“Do you wanna swim?” he ask ma-king me turn. I had no idea when he re-move his T-shi-t, I stare at his well toned che-st.
“You have a tattoo ” I voiced out pointing to the tattoo on his shoulder blade.
He nods.
I secretly admire tattoos but no I can’t do it on my be-d. No way!
“What did you write ” I ask straining my eyes to get the word.
“It’s….. I…you don’t wanna know “he says instead.
“I want to ” I insisted.
He jump in to the water without replying me.
“Join me, come on “Xander calls and I shake my head shouting ‘no’ back at him.
I cringe as I thought of his reaction when he sees me in a bikini. He might never talk to me again.
“Why? ”
“I didn’t bring any swimwear ” I replied.
He went silent, then got out of the water. I wouldn’t deny I was lost staring at him.
“Come with me “he says and walk away. I stood up and follow him.
“Wait, are we going inside that house ” I said as I watch him open the door with a key.
“it’s my mum’s and she’s late..so ” he shrug finally opening the door and walking in.
I was hesitant to follow him.
“Aria..come on ”
*
Minutes later, Xander kept throwing shi-t at me.
“Okay try this one, I think it covers you better “he throws a white bu-tton up shi-t to me.
I had told him I want something that will cover my b©dy, but none of his mom’s can fit me.
I gr-ab the big shi-t “Whose shi-t is this? ”
“Mine ”
“I’ve never seen you wear something like this ” I say and he laughs.
I walk into an empty room and re-move my hoodie and jeans then put the shi-t on. It st©pped at my mid ti-ght but I still feel expo-sed.
I can’t go out like this.
“Ahm.. Xander I don’t think I want to swim anymore ” I say from the room but I didn’t get a response from him either a sight of him in house.
I rush out to see him by the river bank talking to someone on phone.
I had forgotten that I was wearing only his shi-t, I only want to scold him right now.
“Xander why would you leave me alone in there ” I snarl ma-king him turn to my direction.
“Wow you look h0t in my shi-t “he sm-irk dropping his phone.
That will be the first time a guy will say something nice about my b©dy, even Tristan my ex b©yfri£ndnever told me I look nice or say something nice to me.
You must be wondering what type of b©yfri£ndis he and why I chose to d@t£ someone like him. Well I was desperately in nee-d of a b©yfri£ndthat time, I mean almost all my friends talked about their b©yfri£nds or exes while I don’t even have one.
And Tristan had ask me out just at the right time, I had thought. I should have just stayed single, cos Tristan only made me feel singular and worthless. He talks to me once in a while, ignores my message and left me confused, sometimes I wonder why he asked me out in the first place.
And guess what also, we never broke up. I mean not officially we just st©p being in contact and then it ended.
I broke out of my reverie when Xander splash water on my b©dy. He’s back inside the water.
“Come here “he gr-ab my hand and pu-ll me inside the water.
“Oh my god!!” I scream catching my breath.
“Wow your scream just sound like music to my ears “he deadpanned.
“j£rk ” I hiss un-der my breath and swam away from him.
He di-pped his head inside the water ma-king me instinctively cover my lower b©dy.
“Can you plea-se bring your head up, I feel like you’re staring at my b©dy down there ” I voiced out.
He raise his head then run his hand throu-gh his hair.
“Nope my eyes is closed but…you just gave me an idea, let me do that ” he says and I scream covering my b©dy.
“No no no!! “my scream echoes throu-gh the whole place and his de-ep laughter followed.
“Good God, you’re so annoying Xander ” I shake my head not able to keep the wi-de grin off my face.
“You should try it’s fun, just close your eyes and hold your breath “he says di-pping his head back in to the water.
I inhale and mimic him. I was enjoying it until I felt a hand around my w@!st.
I open my eyes and move up.
“What are you doing ” I say breathlessly.
“Hey breathe “he says staring at my face.
I look away. I can feel spark shooting throu-gh my b©dy and the contact of his b©dy ru-bbing mine.
I tried to move away but he grip my w@!st ti-ghter and firmer.
“Xander ” I call.
“Aria ”
The way and how softly he call my name made my stomach churn.
“You promise not to do anything ” I whisper still breathing heavily. I took the risk of glancing at him in less than a second before looking away.
He draw my b©dy closer ma-king me re-lease a soft g@sp.
I was f0rç£ to look at him again as his free hand cu-p the left side of my face, it was so light. I could ha-rd ly feel it only his thumb that keep c@r£ss!ngmy cheek softly.
His eyes watch me intensely, then his gaze dropped on myl-ips.
I know what he wants to do it but I couldn’t even st©p him. I had bec@m£ numb.
“I promise not to fv¢k you but I didn’t promise not k!ssyou, did I? I don’t think so, I want to k!ssyou right now and nothing is gonna st©p me. ”
His words are blunt and demanding.
“Wh….”before I could finish my words, Xander gr-ab the back of my n£¢k tilting my head then cover my mouth with his.
He su-cks on my lowerl-ips ma-king me instinctively close my eyes and let out a shaky breath. He k!ssmy mouth svçkon my l!ppas-sionately at the same time softly c@r£ss!ngmy ti-ght.
He stro-ke a f!nger down my n£¢k to my spine, leaving goosebu-mps on its way then bites my l-ips oftly causing me to m0@n blissfully.
“And that what I wanna hear ” he mutter and his push is h0t ton-gue in my mouth as our ton-gues danced with each other in ecstasy. His hands roamed up to my as-s cu-pping them then squee-ze it, heat crawl up to the between of my th!gh ma-king me m0@n again.
I clutch into his hair ti-ght and I gave in completely, letting him taste me all he wants. The s-en-sation was becoming much, I’m about loosing the last bit of control in me.
Someone should tell him to st©p.
“Oh God ” I m0@n ed when he k!ssmy n£¢k right on my s-en-sitive sp©t.
“Xander plea-se st©p ”
It c@m£ out as a m0@n .
“I’m sorry I went too far “he st©p k!ss!ngme but his hands was still around me.
His eyes wi-de-ned when I let out a sneeze.
“fv¢k! You are cold ”
He carried me out of the water immediately to the house. He place me on the be-d.
“Maybe I should help you dress? ”
“What? ”
“Never mind I’m going out call me if you nee-d anything ” he walk out and I sigh but then a blus-h creep to my cheek.
Guess who I just k!ss, it’s Xander. Badboy Xander, yes….him.
I imagine telling my roommates that. I can’t.
I can’t help but think, why will he k!ssme? does he like me or he’s having fun like he use to.
T. B. C.