SANDRA’S HEART TALE 💌.
p@rt 5.
By Amah’s Heart.
The holiday break was almost coming to an end when I packed my belongings to my father’s house.
It was not a problem, my father was happy to receive me and helped me unpack my things.
His wife was still her usual self but I did not intend to stay this time.
His place was the only option I had at that moment.
After packing in my belongings that day, the following day I picked few of my things and went back to my hostel.
I stayed in my hostel until the full resumption of school.
My mother was going throu-gh a lot of stress and trauma.
She lives in the house like a stranger not as husband and wife.
My step dad will sometimes travel out of town and stay upto a month. He only come home weekend to see his two boys since I was out of the house and Lucia was in school.
My brothers also noticed my step dad’s behavior and how he was treating my Mom.
They saw that my Mom wasn’t happy, she was always looking worried and sad.
Even when she was sick and got admitted in the hospital, my step dad did not care if she exist or not.
There was a time my Mom bec@m£ so sick, the sickness lasted for some time. She was mostly in the hospital getting treatment.
My step Dad never cares which was well expected. He leaves the house and stay out for weeks before coming back.
After my mother recovered from the illness, she don’t nee-d to be told again that it was time to move on.
She knew is high time she pack out of the house. She has suffered for years for the sin of her past. She has endured and kept hoping that my Dad will forgive and come back to his normal self but my step dad gets worst with each pas-sing day.
His words were harsh and cut dee-per like fresh wound. His silent was another battle that my Mom try to live with.
After my step father revealed all my Mom secrets, she tried to apologies, to speak to him, to explain herself, to ask for his forgivenes but my step father did not give her that chance. He did not allowed her to even sit close to him or hear what she has to say.
She was done with the torture and decided to move out for sometime, maybe my step Dad will come to reasoning and maybe wants her back.
My mother rented a place of her own within the town and moved in.
She Left my two brothers who were still in secondary school and can take care of themselves.
She Left them in the Care of my step Dad because they were old enough to decide for themselves. And they can always visit her and she can also visit them.
Lucia also was informed about my Mom moving out. She wasn’t happy with the news but she un-derstands that my Mom has suffered for years, she was suffering in silent and smiling in public because my step dad made living a hell for her.
We accepted the change as it c@m£ and was re-ady to live with it.
I gathered up my savings and gave my Mom and she add it with her own personal money and opened a provision sto-re.
Her provision sto-re which consists of different types of beverages was not far from her rented ap@rtment.
My kid brothers do visit her, mostly during weekends.
My mother had peace of mind for the first time in many years.
She continued managing with her small business which kept her going and occu-pied her mind from thinking too much.
Over at my side, school was ongoing and everything was moving on fine.
I later went into a relationsh!p, my b©yfri£ndhas been asking me out for sometimes and was persistent.
I decided to give him a chance, it will be my first relationsh!pand I was positive that it will turn out great.
He was very loving and was a biochemist which was also what he re-ad in school before graduating.
He showered me with so much love and gradually I fell in love with him too.
I bec@m£ madly in love with him and will sometimes visit him in his ap@rtment.
He was nice, jovial and handsome.
During my birthday, he bought gifts for me and took me and my sister Lucia out to have some fun.
My Dad also called and brou-ght gifts for me
It was a great moment that I wish it will not end.
I always call my Mom to check up on her and she will as-sure me that she was doing great.
My b©yfri£ndwas everything I nee-ded in a man, maybe because I loved him and did not see any other fault in him.
He was the very first man in my life. I have not been in a relationsh!pbefore and experiencing a love life with him makes me happy. He was smart, brilliant, caring and good looking too.
As the relationsh!padvanced, I began to notice something about my man. He loves women and easily get carried away with anything in Sk-irt.
I began to also notice that while I’m away in school, girls comes to spend weekends with him in his ap@rtment. Different girls usually visit him while I’m away.
Whenever I’m with my b©yfri£nd, his phone will be ringing constantly, he started putting his phone on a silent mode just so it won’t ring out.
Everything about him bec@m£ suspecious and I began to feel uncomfortable in the relationsh!p.
One day while I was in his ap@rtment, my b©yfri£ndhad a visitor. His male friend c@m£ around. Later when the guy that visited was about to leave, my b©yfri£nddecided to see him off.
He left his phone in the house where it was charging to see his friend off.
It was unlike him to leave his phone behind. He usually go everywhere with his phone and if he happens to leave it for some minutes it will be on pas-sword.
He probably felt confidence in leaving the phone because it has pas-sword and I don’t know what it was.
Immediately they stepped out, I went to where the phone was plugged and try to unlock it but none of the pas-sword I used opened the phone.
His d@t£ of birth c@m£ to my mind and immediately i tried it the phone unlocked.
I was even surprised that it worked. I began to go throu-gh his pictures and messages.
I saw different love messages and chats from numerous girls.
The painful one was his chat with his supposed baby mama.
I never knew he had a child. Despite how long we have stayed, he has never mentioned to me that he has a child.
He hide everything from me and as-sured me that i was the only one in his life and he has no business with other women. He told me before that he was open like the palm of his hand and will never hold any secret from me.
I believe whatever he says because I was de-eply in love with him.
But everything changed in that seconds as I went throu-gh his phone and began to discover other relationsh!phe was having with other girls.
None of that was as painful as the fact that he has a baby mama and was still very much in t©uçh with her.
I quic-kly copied some of those messages and forward to my phone.
I felt so bitter and stupid to have given all of myself to him. I thought he deserved it all, I never knew that he doesn’t worth it.
I was de-eply hurt and felt so broken.
When I noticed him coming, I quic-kly plugged back his phone and pretend as if nothing happened.
He c@m£ in and try to t©uçh me but I carefully cautioned him.
He was surprised that I was acting all cold all of a sudden.
He asked me what was wrong. I told him that I wasn’t feeling too well. I think I was having little fever.
All I wanted to do was to just leave the house and faraway from him.
He said he will get me drugs and I will feel alright but I told him I wanted to leave.
I can’t stay, I nee-d to return back to my hostel and take enough rest before any drugs.
He try to convince me to stay but I was alre-ady at the door. He couldn’t talk me out of leaving.
When I returned home, I couldn’t sleep nor eat anything.
I kept thinking of the whole thing.
I was still shock at what I discovered about my b©yfri£nd.
For days, going to weeks I was not myself.
I made a decision to end the relationsh!p. It was a tough decision and was very difficult for me but I had to.
He c@m£ pleading and kept asking what he did or what exactly was his offence.
I decided to tell him everything I discovered and asked him why he will keep such a s-en-sitive thing concerning his baby mama and his child away from me.
I was open to him, he was my first man. I gave him myself because of the kind of love I have for him.
What else was he looking for in other girls. I knew he has being cheating on me for sometime which I try to overlook for the sake of love but what I can’t over look is the lies. If he had mentioned about having a child in the begining of our relationsh!pI wouldn’t have mind but for me to discover that he has a de-ep secret which he was hiding all this while makes me doubt everything he has ever said and I can’t be in a relationsh!pwith a man who likes everything in Sk-irt and keep secrets from the one he claims to love.
He tried to lie again, pretending as if doesn’t un-derstand what i was talking about.
I brou-ght out my phone and showed him the messages that I copied from his phone to mine.
He was speechless and began to apologies.
He said he was sorry but I was done with him for good.
He tried to get me back throu-gh different means but my heart and mind was out of the relationsh!p
He called Lucia, my sister to plead on his behalf but after i told Lucia what he did and why I will not change my mind Lucia agreed with me.
It was a very sad moment which almost affected my studies because I couldn’t concentrate anymore.
I wasn’t taking his calls, but one day while I was in my room thinking to myself and wishing for many old days that I shared with him. As I was there, he called again.
I suddenly felt nauseated, I felt like throwing up.
I wasn’t feeling so strong. I knew something was not right.
His call c@m£ in again.
I stare at my phone as it kept ringing, it was ha-rd getting over him.
Is it because he was the first man in my life or because I gave him all of my heart?
I really don’t know but I have to decide if i really want to move on or take his call, forgive him and live with whatever I see which includes his baby mama and his womanising nature.
It was my decision to make and I have to make it quic-k before I will break down completely.
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SANDRA’S HEART TALE 💌.
p@rt 5.
By Amah’s Heart.
The holiday break was almost coming to an end when I packed my belongings to my father’s house.
It was not a problem, my father was happy to receive me and helped me unpack my things.
His wife was still her usual self but I did not intend to stay this time.
His place was the only option I had at that moment.
After packing in my belongings that day, the following day I picked few of my things and went back to my hostel.
I stayed in my hostel until the full resumption of school.
My mother was going throu-gh a lot of stress and trauma.
She lives in the house like a stranger not as husband and wife.
My step dad will sometimes travel out of town and stay upto a month. He only come home weekend to see his two boys since I was out of the house and Lucia was in school.
My brothers also noticed my step dad’s behavior and how he was treating my Mom.
They saw that my Mom wasn’t happy, she was always looking worried and sad.
Even when she was sick and got admitted in the hospital, my step dad did not care if she exist or not.
There was a time my Mom bec@m£ so sick, the sickness lasted for some time. She was mostly in the hospital getting treatment.
My step Dad never cares which was well expected. He leaves the house and stay out for weeks before coming back.
After my mother recovered from the illness, she don’t nee-d to be told again that it was time to move on.
She knew is high time she pack out of the house. She has suffered for years for the sin of her past. She has endured and kept hoping that my Dad will forgive and come back to his normal self but my step dad gets worst with each pas-sing day.
His words were harsh and cut dee-per like fresh wound. His silent was another battle that my Mom try to live with.
After my step father revealed all my Mom secrets, she tried to apologies, to speak to him, to explain herself, to ask for his forgivenes but my step father did not give her that chance. He did not allowed her to even sit close to him or hear what she has to say.
She was done with the torture and decided to move out for sometime, maybe my step Dad will come to reasoning and maybe wants her back.
My mother rented a place of her own within the town and moved in.
She Left my two brothers who were still in secondary school and can take care of themselves.
She Left them in the Care of my step Dad because they were old enough to decide for themselves. And they can always visit her and she can also visit them.
Lucia also was informed about my Mom moving out. She wasn’t happy with the news but she un-derstands that my Mom has suffered for years, she was suffering in silent and smiling in public because my step dad made living a hell for her.
We accepted the change as it c@m£ and was re-ady to live with it.
I gathered up my savings and gave my Mom and she add it with her own personal money and opened a provision sto-re.
Her provision sto-re which consists of different types of beverages was not far from her rented ap@rtment.
My kid brothers do visit her, mostly during weekends.
My mother had peace of mind for the first time in many years.
She continued managing with her small business which kept her going and occu-pied her mind from thinking too much.
Over at my side, school was ongoing and everything was moving on fine.
I later went into a relationsh!p, my b©yfri£ndhas been asking me out for sometimes and was persistent.
I decided to give him a chance, it will be my first relationsh!pand I was positive that it will turn out great.
He was very loving and was a biochemist which was also what he re-ad in school before graduating.
He showered me with so much love and gradually I fell in love with him too.
I bec@m£ madly in love with him and will sometimes visit him in his ap@rtment.
He was nice, jovial and handsome.
During my birthday, he bought gifts for me and took me and my sister Lucia out to have some fun.
My Dad also called and brou-ght gifts for me
It was a great moment that I wish it will not end.
I always call my Mom to check up on her and she will as-sure me that she was doing great.
My b©yfri£ndwas everything I nee-ded in a man, maybe because I loved him and did not see any other fault in him.
He was the very first man in my life. I have not been in a relationsh!pbefore and experiencing a love life with him makes me happy. He was smart, brilliant, caring and good looking too.
As the relationsh!padvanced, I began to notice something about my man. He loves women and easily get carried away with anything in Sk-irt.
I began to also notice that while I’m away in school, girls comes to spend weekends with him in his ap@rtment. Different girls usually visit him while I’m away.
Whenever I’m with my b©yfri£nd, his phone will be ringing constantly, he started putting his phone on a silent mode just so it won’t ring out.
Everything about him bec@m£ suspecious and I began to feel uncomfortable in the relationsh!p.
One day while I was in his ap@rtment, my b©yfri£ndhad a visitor. His male friend c@m£ around. Later when the guy that visited was about to leave, my b©yfri£nddecided to see him off.
He left his phone in the house where it was charging to see his friend off.
It was unlike him to leave his phone behind. He usually go everywhere with his phone and if he happens to leave it for some minutes it will be on pas-sword.
He probably felt confidence in leaving the phone because it has pas-sword and I don’t know what it was.
Immediately they stepped out, I went to where the phone was plugged and try to unlock it but none of the pas-sword I used opened the phone.
His d@t£ of birth c@m£ to my mind and immediately i tried it the phone unlocked.
I was even surprised that it worked. I began to go throu-gh his pictures and messages.
I saw different love messages and chats from numerous girls.
The painful one was his chat with his supposed baby mama.
I never knew he had a child. Despite how long we have stayed, he has never mentioned to me that he has a child.
He hide everything from me and as-sured me that i was the only one in his life and he has no business with other women. He told me before that he was open like the palm of his hand and will never hold any secret from me.
I believe whatever he says because I was de-eply in love with him.
But everything changed in that seconds as I went throu-gh his phone and began to discover other relationsh!phe was having with other girls.
None of that was as painful as the fact that he has a baby mama and was still very much in t©uçh with her.
I quic-kly copied some of those messages and forward to my phone.
I felt so bitter and stupid to have given all of myself to him. I thought he deserved it all, I never knew that he doesn’t worth it.
I was de-eply hurt and felt so broken.
When I noticed him coming, I quic-kly plugged back his phone and pretend as if nothing happened.
He c@m£ in and try to t©uçh me but I carefully cautioned him.
He was surprised that I was acting all cold all of a sudden.
He asked me what was wrong. I told him that I wasn’t feeling too well. I think I was having little fever.
All I wanted to do was to just leave the house and faraway from him.
He said he will get me drugs and I will feel alright but I told him I wanted to leave.
I can’t stay, I nee-d to return back to my hostel and take enough rest before any drugs.
He try to convince me to stay but I was alre-ady at the door. He couldn’t talk me out of leaving.
When I returned home, I couldn’t sleep nor eat anything.
I kept thinking of the whole thing.
I was still shock at what I discovered about my b©yfri£nd.
For days, going to weeks I was not myself.
I made a decision to end the relationsh!p. It was a tough decision and was very difficult for me but I had to.
He c@m£ pleading and kept asking what he did or what exactly was his offence.
I decided to tell him everything I discovered and asked him why he will keep such a s-en-sitive thing concerning his baby mama and his child away from me.
I was open to him, he was my first man. I gave him myself because of the kind of love I have for him.
What else was he looking for in other girls. I knew he has being cheating on me for sometime which I try to overlook for the sake of love but what I can’t over look is the lies. If he had mentioned about having a child in the begining of our relationsh!pI wouldn’t have mind but for me to discover that he has a de-ep secret which he was hiding all this while makes me doubt everything he has ever said and I can’t be in a relationsh!pwith a man who likes everything in Sk-irt and keep secrets from the one he claims to love.
He tried to lie again, pretending as if doesn’t un-derstand what i was talking about.
I brou-ght out my phone and showed him the messages that I copied from his phone to mine.
He was speechless and began to apologies.
He said he was sorry but I was done with him for good.
He tried to get me back throu-gh different means but my heart and mind was out of the relationsh!p
He called Lucia, my sister to plead on his behalf but after i told Lucia what he did and why I will not change my mind Lucia agreed with me.
It was a very sad moment which almost affected my studies because I couldn’t concentrate anymore.
I wasn’t taking his calls, but one day while I was in my room thinking to myself and wishing for many old days that I shared with him. As I was there, he called again.
I suddenly felt nauseated, I felt like throwing up.
I wasn’t feeling so strong. I knew something was not right.
His call c@m£ in again.
I stare at my phone as it kept ringing, it was ha-rd getting over him.
Is it because he was the first man in my life or because I gave him all of my heart?
I really don’t know but I have to decide if i really want to move on or take his call, forgive him and live with whatever I see which includes his baby mama and his womanising nature.
It was my decision to make and I have to make it quic-k before I will break down completely.
SANDRA’S HEART TALE 💌.
p@rt 6.
By Amah’s Heart.
It later turned out that I had fever.
I try to concentrate on my studies and to remain focus. It was ha-rd intially after I cut off every form of communication with my man.
My second semester exams was over and I went to my father’s place to spend the holiday.
As usuall its was not a comfort zone for me, I do what am suppose to do and will always remain in my room because I had nothing to discuss with my step mother.
I always feel much better when my dad is around.
Am an adult so she could not make me do what I don’t want to do.
I made sure i help with house chores. Tidy up things and put the house in order whenever I’m around.
After a month of staying there, I told my father that I want to visit my Mom and spend time with her.
I went over to my mom’s place, she was happy to have me around.
I as-sisted her with her buisness and will always stay in her sto-re to help out in attending to customers.
I forgot about my past relationsh!p, and felt alive again while with Mom.
My Mom was still hoping that my step Dad will come around someday.
Even though my brothers said he still spend time outside the town but returns back within the week.
They said Viva even visited the house one day and was with my step dad all throu-gh the weekend before leaving.
My Mom did not think much about that, she trust Viva so much and knew that her dear friend can’t disappoint her.
I was wondering why Viva will visit my step Dad but had never come to visit my Mom since my mother moved out of my dad’s house.
I try not to put negative ideas on my mom’s head because at the end Viva can never do wrong in her eyes.
She still believe that her whole secrets was revealed to my step Dad throu-gh someone else but never from Viva.
Viva will always find means to convince my mom that she was trust worthy but de-ep down I know she wasn’t what she seem to be.
My brothers comes around and we will all have a great moment before they leave.
One day, my brothers visited my Mom.
They c@m£ with a disturbing news that my Mom found unbelievable.
My brothers said my step Dad finally brou-ght in another woman to the house who moved in with her luggages.
“Who is the woman? did she knows that Dad is still married to Mom? Why did she move in with her things. Is she young or elderly???
I have many questions running throu-gh my head and I kept asking my brothers without even waiting for an answer.
My brothers shocked us futher by saying.
“Is Aunty Viva. Yes… the woman that moved into the house is Aunty Viva and she shares the same be-droom with Dad. They act like they are alre-ady married.
I couldn’t control my anger on hearing that. I was boiling inside.
Viva did not only destroy my mom’s life by betraying her to my Dad she had the gut to start having an affair with her best friend’s husband.
What a world, at least this will open my mom’s eyes to the kind of friend Viva was.
I just couldn’t keep calm.
I got dressed and wanted to go over to my step dad’s house to give Viva a piece of my mind.
She is a snake in a green gras-s. She was the cause of all our predic@m£nt but kept acting nice all this years.
As I try to go my Mom st©pped me from going.
She asked me to calm down and not get involve until she confirmed from Viva first if she is capable of doing such.
She wanted to call Viva first to know if the news was true because it sounds unbelievable to her ears.
She said maybe my brother was mistaking my dad’s new woman for Viva.
Viva has been her friend for years, she can not do such a thing.
My brothers were very sure of what they were saying but my Mom decided to confirm from her dear best friend first before she could believe.
She picked up her phone and started calling Viva.
She called severally but Viva refused to answer.
She waited till evening and began calling her again but still Viva did not answer my mom’s call.
My Mom patiently waited till the following day and decided to go over to the house so that she can be sure.
Since Viva refused to pick my mom’s calls, the only option was for my Mom to go to the house and see things for herself.
She asked me to stay back and watch her sto-re that she nee-ds to handle things all by herself. she was sure the woman in the house is not Viva.
I stayed back while my Mom went there.
When she got to the house, she was shock to see that my brothers were right.
Viva was actually the new madam of the house.
My Mom quic-kly confronted her and Viva started calling my Mom names.
Viva called Mom a naive, stupid prostitute. She called my Mom different names and told my Mom she was the new madam of the house and nothing will change that.
My Mom angrily sl@pped her across the face and Viva sl@pped my Mom right back and a heavy fight broke out between the supposed best friends.
My brothers rushed to them and began to seperate the fight.
My step dad c@m£ in and started pushing my Mom out of the house.
While Viva was jubilating and laughing sarcastically while my step Dad maltreat my Mom.
My step dad threaten to get my Mom arrested if she ever step her foot into the house again.
He warned her never to come close to the house that as she can see he has moved on and forgotten everything about her.
He moved on long time ago, years back and Viva has been his eyes and ears given him enough reason to hate her.
Viva was in his life and there is nothing my Mom or anyone can do about it.
Viva kept laughing at my Mom as my step Dad pushed her out of the gate.
My Mom returned home and kept crying.
She could not st©p crying.
I try to console her, she was going throu-gh a serious emotional pain.
She said all this years she has been suffering in her marriage and never knew that her best friend was the architect of it all.
She didn’t know Viva was behind all her misfortune and sadness and yet she was pretending to care about her and kept as-suring her that all her secrets were safe.
I was boiling angrily after hearing how my Mom was maltreated. I really wanted to go over there and deal with Viva by myself but my Mom asked me not to go.
I obeyed but my hope was that I will meet Viva on the road one day and give her the insult of her Life for all the trouble and pain she made my Mom go throu-gh.
My Mom trained us all well, she was a good woman and has a soft heart.
Her only mistake was in the beginning when she met with Palo and I was conceived but after then my Mom remained faithful and loved my step Dad with everything in her.
Viva was always asking and wanting to know everything happening in my mom’s Life.
Since my Mom doesn’t keep numerous friend, she trusted Viva and will always pour out her heart to her.
She will always upd@t£ Viva on every new development.
She trusted Viva so much and never thought Viva only wanted her downfall.
As I watch my Mom weep bitterly for days, my heart was shattered. I wish she didn’t trust Viva the way she did or take her as a best friend.
It hurts so badly but I’m glad that my Mom has confirmed the truth.
Seeing is believing and she has seen and believed The sad truth.
Lucia returned from school and saw Viva in the house as the new madam.
She was alre-ady told about what was going on and did not take it lightly.
Lucia insulted Viva. when my step dad c@m£ back from work, Viva told him that Lucia insulted her.
My sister was very angry as she continued talking back at Viva. My step dad sl@pped Lucia twice across the face.
After sl@pping her he warned her that next time she insult his new wife he will throw her out of the house.
Viva was smiling as my Dad threatens to throw Lucia out if she ever say or do anything bad to her.
It was sad moment for my Mom who was really heart broken and for us because my mother has a good heart and trust too much.
While she was trying to recover from the whole shock and trauma that Viva caused, I was helping out in her sto-re while waiting till when a new semester will start and also trying to get used to the fact that my step dad’s new wife is my Mom best friend.
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