Faith la-id on my be-d stark n-ked! She had not a single cloth on her. She was probably listening to some music on her cell phone because the earpiece of her phone was fixed to her ears…
I g@sped and quic-kly shut my eyes. I ordered her to put on her dress and leave my room immediately. She laughed instead. I opened my eyes, she was still balanced on the be-d laughing hysterically. My instinct told me that very moment to flee. “If you would not leave my room, I will leave for you,” I said firmly. I got out of my room a bit confused about what to do.
I wandered around throu-gh our street for some minutes. I could not get the image of Faith’s n-ked b©dy off my mind. The devil kept flashing her picture throu-gh my mind at intervals.
The temptation was too much. I decided at last to go to the house of one of my colleagues to while away the time. I was tem-pted to tell him about my pres£nt predic@m£nt but I dismissed the thought. He would not be of help because he is the type that womanizes, he would only encourage me to see it as an ‘opportunity.’
I stayed at his place till very late in the evening. I wanted to make sure that I did not return to my room till very late in the night, so that Faith would have retired to her own room. On my way back home I entered one Anglican Church and I prayed to God. I got home around 11pm, only to discover that she was still in there. “What kind of trouble is this?” I thought.
I waited outside a bit to plan my next line of action. Calling neighbours won’t be of help, they all knew we were good friends, some even had the impression that we were d@t!ngeach other. I made up my mind to push her out of my room, n-ked or not. I entered the room, Faith was still lying n-ked on the be-d. I rushed to the be-d to drag her out, but I found out she was fast asleep.
As I was about to drop my bag on the table, she pounced on my back, I lost my balance and we both crashed on the be-d. It was then that I realised that she wasn’t asleep, she only pretended. I tried to wriggle free from her hold but she alre-ady la-id on me……… I lost my guard and surrendered to her. Though I was a vir-gin, I was overwhelmed by the temptation.
We started the forepla-y. She was the one that was in charge, I was inexperienced. Just when the inter course was about to take place, your picture c@m£ throu-gh my mind like a flash. I
stood up suddenly, I don’t know where that power c@m£ from, as if I had seen a ghost. I felt a strong s-en-se of guilt in the whole of my being. She appeared like a pile of ru-bbish to me that very minute. Faith was disappointed.
Her mission failed. “Come and finish what you started,” she whispered angrily.
I opened my door, told her to get out that minute and never say hello to me again. I was p@n-ting heavily. “What? You are joking ,” she replied. “Get out or else you will regret it!” I shouted this time around with a mean look on my face, “We cease to be friends henceforth,” I concluded. She rose up angrily from the be-d and murmured something I didn’t hear clearly. I didn’t care to know what it was she said, all I wanted was for
her to get out.
She picked up her clothes, wore them, hissed and walked out.
I coll@psed on the be-d after I have bolted the door and wept like a baby. I was angry with myself. I regretted ever allowing her into my life in the first place. I knew God was annoyed with
me alre-ady. The guilt I felt was indescribable. I had no boldness to ask God for mercy. Even though I didn’t eventually have S-x with her, I got my S-xual pas-sion ignited which was harmful to my spiritual life.
The more I thought about you, the more my guilt increa-sed. I knew you have kept yourself for God all these while and the best I could do was to do same too.
That was why I was furious when you didn’t bleed during our first inter course. I felt betrayed. I woke up the following morning, I prayed to God, I asked for forgiveness of my sin and went to work as usual. I made sure I changed the padlock to my room. I never knew Faith had another plan entirely. She actually wanted to destroy me……..
To be continued…