🎤(She defiled me)🎤
By. Humble Smith
🎸Rose’s POV continues🎸
My eyes became wet again as I went into emotions staring deeply into his eyes..
It looked real and I could already see myself sitting beside him in class..
“So you are really going to that school that is a real hell to the poor..this scholarship to get enrolled in that school was stopped long ago..do you know why?” She questioned with her arm akimbo staring at me..
I wasn’t even looking at her, my gaze is on my dream man..
“Tell me why but don’t think it would stop me from being the first person to register..” I stated dryly..
“You are really crushing on him, he may be so hot and handsome but I heard he was one of the student who started up the bullying of the scholarship student..” She kept explaining while I smile..
“I can never feel any pain if he beats me.. look at those blue eyes..ohh, I can’t wait to see him..it would be a great sight..” I exclaimed crossing my arm over my chest..
“The only thing that is good in you is your amazing voice, I think Bryan and his crew would need it in his band..” She said and I smiled
“Just watch and see how I gets his heart,
“What???…mom!!” I screamed and rushed to her..
She was very weak and her eyes was dimmed..
“Mom what is it?..are you okay?” I asked as I held her arm helping her to the bed..
It was clear there was something wrong..
“Ma’am, are you alright?” Clara purred as we both sat beside her on the bed..
She was very weak and was breathing abnormally…
“Do you know what kidney problem is?” My mom asked with a deep breath..
My eyes widened as I stared at her..
“One of my kidney is damaged, I have only one right now and I can’t work anymore, I will be weakened for the moment..” She sighed and my eyes was covered with tears..
“But mom, where is dad??” I asked with a heavy heart..
“I already told you, he left us for another woman, I don’t know what would be our fate now, you are our source of living now, my life depends on you…” She cried and I also cried hugging her to my body..
I could see pain in her eyes as she said those words, this Is the woman that had always wanted the very best for me, she had never want me to suffer a bit, that was why she had always do all the job alone…
“I promise to make you happy mom..” I sobbed..
“I over worked myself and got my kidney damaged, the
“It is nothing, I’m ready to do anything for you..” I said and she forced out a smile..
I turned to Clara and she was also sobbing..
“Mom, I would start work from tomorrow, you can never go hungry for a single minute, trust me..” I purred and she smiled again making me hug her again..
I love my mother like my life, when my dad abandoned me, she stayed and brought me up singlehandedly, why won’t I do anything for her..
“It wouldn’t be easy to make money for us..I’m really sorry..you..”
“Mom stop!!..do you think I’m a log of wood, I can do any work..cleaner, house help, chef, car washer..any of them..I can do it!!” I exclaimed and smiled at Clara who returned it and held my mom’s palm..
“You don’t know Clara well, she is a robot when it comes to work, especially when she has the picture of Bryan round her chest as a necklace..” She said and my mom laughed..
“Can’t you see how she decorate our room with his picture, I wish she meets him one day so I’ll rest..” Mara my mom said with a grin leaving me giggling..
“Mom I’ll be meeting him in no distant time!!!” I squealed and she arched her brow at me..
“How??..are you ready to die?..how will you meet so a celebrity..” She questioned..
“I’ll be in the same class with him, there is a free scholarship in the school he is..I’ll register and like a dream come true, I will be a student and get to meet my long time crush..” I purred with my eyes glistening as I thought of what it would be like..
‘You are not starting any school..you can’t go to school and also work, it would be too much ” she said and I jolted up from the bed sneering at my mom..
“I rather do the both than leave this greatest opportunity..this is my only chance to see my dream crush, this is the only chance to talk to him, chance to touch him..”
I winked at the largest picture hung on the wall..
“So you also have his necklace round your neck??” My mother asked and chuckled..
“It shows he is my soulmate!” I laughed
“She would be bu..”
“Shut up!!!..” I screamed stopping Clara from saying that nonsense she had in mind..
I glared at her and turned to my mom..
“The registration is next week, I’ll start work tomorrow and start school next week..I feel bad you got that kidney problem because of me, sorry for being a burden..” I breathed
“I’m happy I did all that for you, I know you would make me happy..” She smiled
“So it’s evening, let me go get something for us to eat…” I said and dragged Clara’s hand as we head out of the room..
“Are you mad!!..how dare you want to tell my Mon about any studies bully you are talking about!?” I scowled as we got to the kitchen..
“You won’t understand, one of my friend committed suicide when she couldn’t bear the bully and trouble from those rich and spoilt brat there in that school, it was part of the reason why scholarship into that school was suspended…” She explained but I wasn’t moved a bit..
I am more than ready for all that…
Do you even know what is means to be sitting right beside Bryan…
Jeez!!..who even told me he would be sitting with me??
Arggh..he may have a girlfriend…
His girlfriend would be very much rich and sophisticated than me, she may even have a great voice..eh..how would I be able to get his heart when he has his heart to her..
“Rose!!!!!!” I heard my name and got back to reality..
“Where had you been?” She questioned staring at me in awe..
“Did I leave here??” I asked walking to the pack of plate to get some food for my mom, I had really forgotten she was waiting..
“You was lost thinking about Bryan right?” She inquired and I shrugged..
“Wait, does he have a girlfriend?” I asked stupidly..
why won’t he he have a girlfriend, someone that is more than cute..
“He has a girlfriend that is 100 times better than you!” She said and I laughed out tears..
I don’t want to think about that…
I dished out my mom’s food silently..
“I’ll be going before my mother starts looking for me!” Clara announced and I nodded..
The fact that Bryan has a girlfriend had really changed my mood, but how did i even thought he is single…
I served the food to my mother, she ate it all and I took back the plate..
Coming back to the room, my eyes fell on Bryan’s pictures on the wall, they were all giving me reassuring smiles…
That made all my anxiety disappear..
Bryan likes me..
I chatted about many thing with my mother, we even played, finally, night came and we both slept off..
Morning came faster than I wanted..
It just shattered my blissful moment with Bryan, my dream is always so sweet that I prays for dawn to take a year before it comes..
I wanted to go back to sleep when my mind drifted to what my mother said to me yesterday, I would need to work for us to eat…
I got up from the bed and rushed out to get prepared…
“I’m off to look for work!!” I squealed as I made my way out of the small house…
It was much easy and faster than I thought..
I got five works at a time..
Chef, restaurant attendant, pizza delivery staff, cleaner, nanny…
It was really tiring than I thought, I would do all one after the other,
I am very tired and dizzy right now, I can’t see clearly.. My legs are even wobbling..
My phone rang and it was my manager in the pizza store…
I am tired!!!!!
“Rose..please I know you are done for today but, it is very urgent, come quickly, you will deliver some pizza to someone!” He said
“I am not coming!!!..call another person!!!” I yelled and was even about to off my phone when I heard what took me aback..
“You are taking it to Diamond musical school..someone ordered for it!!!”
My heart skipped beat…what if it is Bryan…
So I would enter that school now…
Why would i not go??
I would be seeing my Bryan!!!
With speed, I ran back to the pizza store,
Today would be my best day,
I must hug Bryan when I sees him…
I ran back feeling joy all over me…
He is the one that ordered for the pizza?..
Woah!!..he would see me??..I would see him?..
We would stare at each other, I wouldn’t equally hesitate to tell him how much I likes him and his voice..
I got to the pizza store and I was given the pizza…
“The person who asked for this is an idol, he is a singer and very rich..he is waiting right in front of the gate of that school..I don’t eben know how he was able to order from us..guess we are blowing..” My manager said with a grin,
I smiled sweetly as I thought on the fact that I was the one he was calling, like..maybe we are meant for each other..
I’m already blushing right now…
I need no one to tell me before I know it was my Bryan, who else is an idol, rich and a singer..
I rushed out with the pizza after primping..
My heart was really thumping as I thought of the fact that I would meet him..
Just then, something crept into my mind leaving me weak..
Diamond musical school is a school for musicians, they are all rich..what made me conclude it is Bryan??
It can be any other student..
I never thought of this..
Shit!!.. My stomach grumbled signifying hunger, I felt really weak as my legs forced itself to carry me..
Diamond musical school has many student and I had thought the person that ordered for this is Bryan.. Can he even order for pizza here??
A very rich and cute guy like him..
And I wouldn’t even get to enter the school..
I was feeling dizzy as I found my way to the company bus which would take me there..
The school was a little bit far, finally we got to the amazing school which left my eyes bulging out.. I didn’t see the interior part just the outside, the part outside the gate was great, I wonder how the inside would be..
It was evening so there isn’t any student around..
I have never seen this kind of building before, it was like heaven, I wish we would enter in..
I can’t wait for next week when I would register here and begin school, Clara must be crazy to say she wouldn’t register…
What Is bully?
The building alone would make you forget the bully she was talking about…
“Rose..get down and do your job let’s leave here!” The driver grunted making me flinch back to reality..
I got down and walked closer to the gate looking around…
Just then, my eyes fell on someone sitting on the bonnet of his car…
My jaw dropped..what!!!
Who is this??
I asked myself as he gestured for me to bring the pizza to him..
This guy here is very handsome but not like Bryan, well.. where are all this kind of cute guys around my neighbourhood??
All my neighbours are just ugly boys with old clothes and dirty skin colour..
His hair was curled like Bryan and he has this lips that can make you kiss the air..
I got closer and closer feeling agitated..
“You are the pizza deliv..”
“Yes sir!!..I’m sir!” I replied immediately bowing repeatedly..
“Why are you bowing?.. I’m I a god?” He asked with a chuckle.
“What???..do you think you are a human?..jeez!!..look at your eyes??” I said thinking I was saying it in my mind..
“What happened to my eyes?” He asked and I cringed..
“Sir, did you hear that?” I asked
“Why won’t I hear it?..you just said it!” He said smiling making him more hot..
“Please stop smiling, you are killing me with it” I said covering my eyes shyly..
“Funny girl..let me see the pizza?” He said and I handed it to him still covering my face
“Remove your hand off your beautiful face” he said and my eyes widened..
“Beautiful face?” I questioned and he nodded..
My cheek became red again..
Rose can’t you stop blushing???
“Are you a student from this school?” I asked stupidly, don’t I see he is wearing the school uniform?..
He nodded and looked into my face..
“You are a singer right?..” I asked and he nodded again
“Can i ask you one question?” She said looking around
“Okay I am listening..” I said enjoying her company..
She came closer to my ear trying hard not to touch me,
“Do you know Bryan?” She whispered to my ear and laughed, her laughter made me laugh also..
Why would she even laugh after asking the question..
“Oh, yeah, he is my best friend and the leader of our new band which would still be officially registered..” I replied and she smiled to herself, she was staring at the space lost, her eyes was even wet with emotion..
“you are one of Bryan’s dying crush I guess?..”
She turned to me sharply..
“Tell Bryan that a girl named Rose is…is..” She scratched her head not knowing what to say..
“I should tell him you are dying for him?” I questioned with a chuckle and she covered her face again..
“Tell him I love him!!!!” She screamed and ran away
I burst into laughter at what she did..
What kind of girl is that??
I smiled as I got into the car feeling very happy, just this few moment with this pizza girl I am feeling very glad…
I need to meet her again..
Oh, how can I contact her, I don’t even her name??..
Why do I even want to know her name?
Oh, she is really funny..but..she said I should tell Bryan that she loves him..wow!! She must be a dying crush..
Well, Bryan is no more that man I know, he is now a cold and mean guy now, rarely seen, he doesn’t even talk much except it is important..
I really wonder how he changed so badly all of a sudden..
I took a deep breath before zooming off..
I walked into my house with my face stern like always, i had never smiled because I see no reason to smile, why would I smile when my joy has been taken away,
I an saddened to the core, the more i see Sophia and him, I feels my heart grow in pain..
I don’t like talking or singing with anyone, jace my friend doesn’t mean anything to me again..
I don’t like him and any other person, I hate to even stay where people are especially ladies,
Almost all my stay in school is in my private house where no one had the right to come in..
I am rarely seen and that had made the student faint in emotions anytime I come out..
I don’t even like the view of student looking at me with wet eyes..
I always feel like pulling out their eyes..
I got into my mansion and there was my dad and mom waiting for me in the sitting room..
I already knew what they were here for so i ignored them and head to my room..
“Come back here!!!” My dad howled and I halted with my face contorted..
“Where were you all the time in school?” He asked and I frowned..
“Dad, can you just leave me please?..I went to school as you insisted, so let me be!” I seethed
“Then why don’t you stay in class, all of a sudden you are becoming something else..what is it?..is Sophia your life???” He growled and I rolled my eyes feeling like slapping him..
I walked to my room without saying any other word to him..
My heart is bleeding so badly, nobody would understand how i feel..everyday by day I cries all alone right here, I cries for her leave..
Why would she leave me??
I did nothing.. I did nothing to her, why would she really break my heart, i had once thought she was joking..
Even now I still pray she is joking, I don’t want to accept it to be real..
My eyes is already wet and my cheeks is bathed with tears..
I was lying on my bed with my head buried in my pillow..
She left me and was comfortable with it, what about all those great moments with her..
Has she forgotten it so easily??
The news of our break up Is gradually spreading like a wild fire, it had been written down in the school press..
It would soon be published and that would mark the end..
When the whole world knows that we are no longer together what else do I need to accept that all hope is lost..
It pains me much more that she isn’t moved by it, she is even urging them to spread it..
She wasn’t coming back, people thinks I am moving along but less do they knew that no night passes by without my tears all over my pillow as I cry out my eyes..
My phone rang and it was the manager of our band..
“Hello” I said into the phone
“Bryan what I’m I hearing?..are you being lonely?..do you stay hidden all day?? What is it??..” He asked and I placed my hand on the red button to cut the call..
“I’ll start singing again only when Sophia comes back to me, if you need me to sing, bring her back to me!!” I growled bitterly and cut the call without listening to his reply..
I rested on the bed with a deep sigh of pain.
My phone rang again and I grunted..
It was jace..
“What is it man??” I howled
“There is some one you would love to meet, she is your real crush..she even said I should tell you she loves you..do..” I put off the call even when he hasn’t finished the nonsense he was saying..
Jace can’t stop being silly..
A girl, my crush, she loves me..his does that matters to me..
My phone beeped and I took it only to see a notification from the school board..
📃 New student would be given scholarship next week Monday📃
New poor students is coming to that school??
I don’t need those stupid poor student around me..
I flung my phone in exasperation..
I must make life a hell for any student who would come near me especially those commoner who would be giving scholarship..