Love or lvst episode 18 & 19


💧💋[Craving for her b©dy] 💧💋


💗💗Episode 18💗💗

💧Pheonix pov💧

I inhaled in some air as I brou-ght it out from the water running my hands into my we-t hair

I sank myself again into the water and wowed as soon as the cold water ran throu-gh my warm skin again

I sighed with the memories of what happened earlier flowing throu-gh my mind again

Cephar is a monster!
He’s a monster who knows no pity for anyone

I thought he’s changed when I saw him smile the other time

I thought he was handsome too

I thought he’s best man for a meant but now he’s a monster!

How he took that boy’s life as if it were a piece of meat
Is life that easy for him

I fumed

Thinking about it always makes me a lot more angrier with him
He’s shouldn’t have killed him

He’s helpless, he was helpless and I saw that in his eyes

I brou-ght myself up again from the water and took in a de-ep air,

This pool helps a lot better now for me

I swam to the edge of it and climbe-d out of it we-t

I wra-pped the towel around me before taking it off and then tied a shawl around my w@!st to cover my p@n-ts

I sat down on a chair squee-zing my we-t hair to produce water which ran out from it as I squee-zed it falling over my n£¢k sides and che-st

I st©pped for a while and then fli-pped it to and fro leaving at my back n£¢k for it to dry before I could pack it back into a pony tail which was its original position before

I sighed again before I noticed that someone was at my back staring at me all this while

So I turned my n£¢k

💨Cephar’s pov💨
I never wanted to make her angry, I just didn’t want to

My temper is always bad when am angry When she fainted I was so frightened that I thought am gonna loose her

What made me think such is what am still trying to find out

She’s angry with me not as if care but its just that am worried if she’s okay

I want to know if she’s fine,

That man deserved to die and I couldn’t let my enemies live like that
Psst! If she’s angry with me over that then she better change her mind

I signaled one of the maids to take care of her after she was s£nt in to her room

I peeped in at her watching her slee-ping so soundly on the be-d with no worries

I walked away to my own room, I should’ve killed him when I might have s£nt her in

She shouldn’t have seen me kill him in her pres£nce, she will hate me the more when she wakes up
After waiting the whole afternoon without the sign of her I decided to go check up on her myself and then walking into her room she wasn’t there anymore

My heartbeat increa-sed

Where is she? Where did she possibly go to?
I ram my eyes around her room straight to the the direction of her bathroom and I saw nothing

Where did she go?

Why am I getting worried? But I was still even though I was asking myself that question

I rushed away to go see the maid I asked to take care of her when I caught someone from outside the glas-s window fli-pping up and down inside a swimming pool and I knew exactly that it was her

I just couldn’t explain how I felt seeing her dong backstro-ke, bu-tterfly stro-ke in the water and coming up again to run her hands into her we-t hair

She always turns me on whenever I look at her and then at her b©dy right from the first time I saw her

And I think I crave for her now

A smile tugged at the corner of myl-ips that I didn’t know when I rested my hands on the glas-s window rails staring at her from upstairs

She’s beautiful and S-xy!
And no man ever had her except me
I hate slee-ping with vir-gins but each time I remember that night I took her I felt honored

“She’s so beautiful ” I muttered un-der my breath as I saw her coming out of the pool as all her b©dy curves were visible with the p@n-ts and br@ she was putting on


She’s h0t!

I breathed ha-rd as I was feeling myself getting ha-rd ened by just the stares I was staring at her

I st©pped staring and took the stairs down and then went into the balcony which was the direction of the pool
I traced my eyes to her direction and she was busy squee-zing her hair ma-king her whole b©dy much we-tter than it was and ma-king her look eatable

And then a question popped into my mind
What if the 25 days el@pse? Will I be able to let her go?

I mean will I leave without her?

Ofcuz I would I was always here without her so why would I be bothered if she’s gone

I’m still bothered… If she’s gone I think I will have to adjust to the other phase of my life again

But wait a minute

What’s this feeling I think I have for her?
Why do my heart jump when she’s around me?

Why do I feel at ease when she smiles and what’s all this strange feelings?

lvst yes its lvst
I can’t possibly be loving her because all I think about is her b©dy

What if it isn’t? I think that its just more than lvst
It can’t be more than lvst

Its lvst! And that’s final

What about whenever I look at her sad face

What is this girl doing to me?

“Cephar!!”she called my name loudly
“I’ve been calling you for the past few minutes ” she added this time standing and tapping her foot on the floor

“Cephar am still angry”she added in again
“You shouldn’t have killed that poor guy like that ”

You say its lvst when her words turns you on too? Cephar is such a fool

Her talks have turned S-xy to me
“Cephar… “I cut her up from finishing the last s£ntence because I gr@bb£d her into my bosom and wra-pping my arms around her h!ps

“You were saying… “I said bringing down my face lower to hers and I saw her cheek turn all red

My gaze fell on herl-ips… Her pink curvy shapedl-ips
What do I really feel for her?

“Am still angry about how you cut that guy up it was frightening” she explained her gaze trying not to meet mine

But her words were turning me on the more
ma-king me want to have her on this soft gras-sy floor c@r£ss!ngour backs

“I’m sorry”I mumbled and I saw her eyes all lit up when she heard me say that

Am I really sorry for that? I just don’t know… I find myself saying things I don’t mean whenever she’s around me

“He’s dead… ”
“Sheesh “I cut her up by pressing my first f!nger across herl-ips

I feel nervous and I really don’t know why I feel that way

“Can I k!ssyou now that am sorry? ”
I asked her my gaze all overl-ips

“You don’t… ”

Who said I was waiting for that answer in the first place?

I didn’t wait up for her to finish before I slammed myl-ips into hers k!ss!ngher as if my life depended on it

I t©uçhed as never before

I k!$$£d her as never before either and I wanted more and more of her taking her on slowly but I couldn’t wait up for that

Minutes later, we were both n-ked still holding on to each other
She m0@n ed severally riling up the more as i felt her with my divk

This feeling is what I can’t get rid off whenever I’m inside her
Its just different from all the others that I scre-w

I feel strange

“Cephar! “She called my name as I rode in dee-per inside her amd she clutched ti-ghtly with her hands around my n£¢k

“Cephar! ”

Damn! That name she calls gets at me alot!

What is she exactly doing to me!!

I want to know!!!


💧💋[Craving for her b©dy]💧💋

💗Episode 19 💗


Maybe I might be dreaming of I might be hallucinating but I feel like a whole new person when I’m around Cephar…

These past few weeks have been one hell of a rollercoaster ride that I might as well not forget but at the same time kind of strange…

There are two sides to this man I’m getting closer and closer two which morphs into one heck of a person…

Sometimes he’s heartless and arrogant to the extent of killing without pity and when he isn’t all those things he’s a sweet caring and loving man…

‘Mmmmh something smells good’..He whispered from behind me and I smiled as his f!ngerstrailed it’s way down to my bu-tt cheeks…

‘I think it’s the lamb chops your chef is ma-king for dinner’..I whispered back and seeing the glistening of his eyes s£nt chills down my spine…

‘Ohhh I’m not talking about that I’m talking about you’..He murmured and alre-ady turned on by his undisputed charm I raked my hands throu-gh his hair and lowered hisl-ips down to mine…

Just when things were going great and nice his phone rang and he broke away from the k!ss…

‘Damn it!’..He grumbled and tapped on the green icon by the left side of the screen…

‘What?….WHAT??!!! How?! When?! I’ll be on my way now!!’..He yelled over the phone and walked over to the closet to gr-ab some clothes…

‘What’s the problem??’..I asked..

‘There’s a fire at the club and I have a pretty good idea of who did it?!!’..He growled and I gulped ha-rd …

Ohh someone is going to die…

Cephar’s POV💓

‘Mitch started this,he’s from Casper’s crew and he did this’..One of my henchmen said and a frown crea-sed my brow…

‘Casper s£nt his boy?? I’m so gonna cut that bastard’s ba-lls off.What are the casualties??’..I asked…

‘Well a lot of damage was done that’s for sure,we have to close the club for like two months before anything else can be done’..He replied and I sighed de-eply…

‘Well then tell everyone to take a break but their salaries would be paid that’s for sure’..I said and went into my car…

I am so tired and what I nee-d right now is a good night rest and sleep to calm my nerves…

I’ll deal with Casper’s problem later and he’s going to pay for what he did…

Minutes later 💓
After few rounds around my other joints and establishments I limped my way slowly onto the couch…

‘Are you okay??’..Phoenix asked as she c@m£ from the kitchen wearing a simple large T-shi-t and I gulped ha-rd seeing her puckered n!ppl!s…

the last thing I nee-d right now is se-x but I can’t resist a beautiful face when I see one…

‘No I am not,I have a workload of problems which I have to handle’..I replied finally…

‘Yeah you look tired and uhmmm I was uhhh…I wanted to talk to you about something’..She muttered and my brows arched up…

what could she possibly want now??…

‘Okay I’m listening??’..

‘Well uhmmm my sister is uhhh she’s ma-king progress and the doctor said that uhhh she…she nee-ds to be in a warm safe environment before she could fully recover’..She said..


‘So uhhh so I was wondering if she could come stay with…with us for a while and—


‘It’s only for a while and I won’t bother you anymore plea-se!!! plea-se Cephar I…I…I really want her to recu-perate’..She went on her knees and begged…

This totally goes against the deal we made but seeing her eyes all glas-sed up due to brewing tears I just can’t help myself…

‘Fine she would be brou-ght here but you won’t have to go near her ap@rt from her nurse got that?!! she’ll be taken to the penthouse upstairs deal??’..I said and she felt hesitant a bit but finally gave in….


‘Good’..I murmured and tried getting comfortable on the couch but I was too tired to do so…

‘You nee-d a mas-sage’..

‘I don’t have time to go to the spa Phoenix’..

‘I can give you a mas-sage if you want??’…

‘I don’t nee-d a mas-sage’..

‘You do!! in fact you nee-d a full time break from everything that has to do with work,even if it’s a day!!’..She protested and I frowned de-eply…

Actually that’s not a bad idea but why do I want to feel relaxed with her so bad??…

‘Okay fine then what do you suggest I do??’..I finally resigned and she placed a slooppy k!sson my cheeks…

Damn it!!!..

Why did that meaningless pe-ck feel like heaven to me?!!…

‘Just l@yback and breathe out’..She whispered and the moment her hand began work on my shoulders I felt in another place entirely…

So this is what a good mas-sage feels like???..

it’s been so long I had to do this!!..

‘Oh my yeah that’s the sp©t’..I m0@n ed out loud…

‘You’re purring like a cat’…She remarked and I smiled…

No one has ever made me feel like this in a million years!!…

Phoenix’s POV💓

With much persuasion from me Cephar finally agreed to changing into a less intimid@t!ngoutfit and I smiled seeing his broad shoulders un-der the sweatshi-t he was wearing…

‘Don’t say a word,I can’t even believe you conned me into doing something like this!!’..He snarled and I smiled…

‘Ice cream???’ ..

‘I don’t eat ice cream what are you?! five??’..He grouched propping himself up on the kitchen stool next to me seated on the countert©p….

‘Adults have ice cream what are you?! an Alien???’..I retorted and his eyes wi-de-ned…

‘I am clas-sy that’s one and this is for….’..His voice trailed off as I shoved a spoon into his mouth…

‘What ar— Oh this is actually good by the way’…

‘I know right and….What are you doing???’..I exclaimed as he spilled a little bit of ice cream on my shoulder…

’Here let me help you with that’…He whispered and the next thing I knew hisl-ips went down on mine…

‘You!!! what is—

‘I love you Phoenix’..


‘Nothing, sorry for the ice cream’..He quic-kly said and walked away…

what is going on??..

TBC 😂…