JODA Episode 11.
By Amah
A little
I drove to Kuria’s place that morning, i saw school bus parked outside his gate, but nothing was important to me than what I so much wanted to do, I ran up to to his front door, I knocked her and he opened within second, he looked shocked to see me that morning but I wasn’t thinking straight, I pounce on him like a prey, I started k!ss!ngand offing my cloths, asking him to make love to me, he was still shocked as he took off his face from me, he tried to push me away still asking me to calm down, but I don’t want to he calm, I wanted Kuria, I wanted him so much as I kept moving close to him as he steps back, my t©p blouse wad alre-ady on the floor, it was remaining my br@ and my jean trou-ser, but Kuria was re-sisting me.
“Joda…Joda plea-se st©p this and put on your cloth, Joda st©p… plea-se, what happened… What’s wrong… Talk to me… plea-se Wear……put your t©p back back on… St©p
” I thought you wanted me, why are you running from me, I want you Kuria, st©p pushing me away, plea-se… I nee-d you…plea-se make lo…
“Uncle Kuria.. Is everything okay…is she alright?
I quic-kly turned and saw this cute teenage boy in his uniform and school bag hanging on one of his shoulder, he was standing on the wooden stairs that Kuria built.. He looks so confuse and looked from me to Kuria…I gently picked up my t©p on the floor and wore back without shame.
” hey Jude.. You are set for school… That’s good… Pick up your lunch pack on the dining table, and run up because your school bus is waiting For you outside.. Yea, she’s fine, she’s my friend, her name is Joda, I will introduce you properly to her when she’s in a better mood but run up now, be good my boy.”
“Thanks uncle Kuria, see you after school.”
Jude looked at me again, I wasn’t in the mood to smile so I looked away, he ran out. Kuria took me to a seat and I quietly sat down, I nee-d to make Kuria to do this with me, but he was trying very ha-rd to resist me, I thought of plans
” Joda what is the problem, my boy was around and he doesn’t suppose to see this drama, he is a teenager, and I’m trying to guide him throu-gh.. I don’t want him misun-derstanding this whole thing, teenage mind can work fas-ter than you think, and what exactly happened… Talk to me, you can’t drive down this early morning to my place just to ask me to… Hmmm this is crazy… I’m sorry Joda… But what exactly is going on.”
“I’m sorry, i forgot you have a teenage around, I wasn’t thinking.. I…i …is just crazy Kuria, you won’t un-derstand… I had a fight with my husband and I nee-ded to desperately talk to someb©dy, hmmm… I thought you actually felt the same way I have being feeling since we had that k!ss, all I think about is you…Even when I’m with my husband…you occu-pied my mind… I…think I’m… Never mind…
I looked at his face, the trick was working, I smiled in my mind… Today with the way I wanted a revenge, with the way I desperately wanted to cheat on Denis I can’t give up, I liked Kuria and I’m sorry for ma-king him do this but it nee-d to be done… I didn’t want to talk to Binta because she will have some other plans outside this but I nee-d to do this on my own, I know she will even be proud of me
” say it Joda.. You are in love with me? Isn’t it but you are a married woman, you are married, I promise you what happened the last time won’t happen again, I can’t do that because it won’t be fair to your husband cheating on him…and I know you equally love him… From the very first time I saw you I have loved you Joda, but I kept my self in check because you were engage to be married and you will never be mine, and when we finally k!$$£d back then I wanted to pour all the sto-red up feeling I have on you, i regretted it, and i watch you walk down to be married I started wishing I was the man getting married to you, my heart still beat For you even at this moment, but is a waste of time because you belong to someb©dy, you are the only Woman that melt my ego, and brings me to my feet any time I’m around you or I think of you, you got My heart right from the first day…I love you so much Joda but you can never be mine, and that’s the fact and i can’t tell you to leave your husband for me, God forbids if I ever do such a wicked thing, I will some day get someb©dy whom i will love with my life, and who will love me in return because I want to have a big family, and a happy one, I c@m£ from a broken home, I want something different and beautiful, I will never be a p@rtaker in destroying another Man’s own home because of my selfishness, go back home Joda, before your husband starts looking for you, I hate to see couples fight or unhappy, go home and sort out with him…he is your husband and will always be, if you don’t love him or he doesn’t love you you two won’t be together… I’m always here if you want to talk but plea-se come with Binta or someb©dy, is difficult sometimes having you alone with me, I must say the truth.. Joda, but all the same I’m always be here for you, just go home, is too early for you to be out…
I Sat there not ma-king a move, I intend to achieved my aim before going anywhere, on seeing I wasn’t re-ady to go he wanted to call Binta to come over but I begged him not to, he breathed de-eply before standing up to make some breakfast for me but i told him i wasn’t hungry, he went to his kitchen anyway I later stood up and follow, a he bent over ma-king scrambled egg, I put my hand un-der his shi-t, holding him, he m0@n and turned trying to takeoff my hands, begging men to st©p it, I did it even More since i know I’m difficult For him to resist me, I took my hands up his b©dy and gr@bb£d his b—–s, I was good at what I do, he m0@n ed again and pushed me off, he flee like the story of Joseph and poti-phar’s Wife in the Bible, I Sat where he pushed me, when he returned back to the kitchen he help me stand, and apologised, he said I should be going or he will leave the House, I knew he wanted me but he was trying so ha-rd to resist me, and I was working so ha-rd to get him down, as he held me and talk I k!$$£d him ha-rd on the mouth, he tried to pu-ll off but I held on ti-ght, he struggled a bit before relaxing, I finally won, the next thing followed as we offed our cloths,I ask him to take me to his be-droom and he lifted me into his arm and carried me up there
After the whole thing I felt so good and he felt so broken, so later I said
“I enjoyed you more than My cheating husband, this is his revenge for cheating on me with my friend…
Kuria looked at me as if I said the wildest thing
” your husband sle-pt with your friend, Binta?
“Not Binta, he sle-pt with Vanessa, they are lovers, the idiot sle-pt with my so called friend Vanessa, the girl that was my chief brides maid during my wedding, I caught them red handed, they usually drugged me just to do it…and I plan to cheat on him too,
” whaaaat, Joda.. God…so what we just did was only because of revenge, just because you wanted to cheat on your husband you c@m£ to me, how stupid can I be….jeeeeez…why didn’t you tell me what you had in mind. Why tell me now that the deed is done… Why joda… Why do you hurt me this way, i felt terrible Alre-ady giving in to this, but with this realization I don’t known if i can forgive my self, you manipulated me just to achieved your plans it wasn’t Even because you have feeling for me..oh noooooo….I’m the because fool to have … It felt like I took advantage of you Joda, you shouldn’t have done this to me I truly love..so much. That pushing you off and running felt like a knife was on my throat, ooh Joda….
His face was ashen, he looks as if he wanted to cry as he asked me to leave immediately, I try to apologise is not exactly what he thinks but he shouted and told me to leave,
by this time he was actually crying, I felt broken too seeing his tears, he actually tried to re-sisting me but implore different tactics just to get him down, I felt so ashamed of myself as I walked out, I hated my self for ma-king such a grown man to actually cry,
I drove home, and didn’t come down from my car immediately as I got home, it wasn’t the picture of Vanessa and Denis on my head again, it was that of Kuria, shameless regretting his action as tears pours from his eyes, if I ha-rd known it will result to this I would have kept quiet and just do it and leave him in peace, i try getting My phone to call Binta, I couldn’t find it, I have forgotten it at Kuria’s place,
When I finally went upstairs to my room, Denis c@m£ to ask me where I have being but I didn’t reply him, I was boiling on seeing his stupid face, as he c@m£ to hold me I gave him a double heavy sl@p, he held his face in shock, I started raining heavy causes on him, I re-leased all my anger on him, but I never mentioned about me knowing his plan with Vanessa or about the drugs, I never mentioned last night to him I just caused and fight as he tried to hold me to himself, comforting me and asking me what happened,
Denis made me to hurt Kuria and I will never forgive him,
as he held me in his arm I poured out all the tears I have held back, he was acting all nice as he tried to wipe my tears, I sl@pped off his hand,
I’m actually done with foolishness, I really nee-ds to talk to Binta probably she can help me beg Kuria to forgive me for manipulating using him like Denis did to me
This is My wrong, I will Right it, this is my story and it must not end sadly for me,
JODA Episode 12.
“What is Vanessa still doing here, the wedding has being over for months now, what is she still in my house doing…she is not my close friend, and i don’t nee-d her for anything, she have a place of her own…I only allowed her to best me doing the wedding because you wanted her and not Binta… So why is she still here… Coming and going as she likes…is there something you aren’t telling me. Because I’m not blind to see the way two of you acts around me and in this house…Tell me what I nee-d to know Denis because I’m tired of this whole s–t…
” are you in any way accusing me of having something with Vanessa… This house is equally mine, and i can’t cheat on you Joda I have alre-ady as-sured you that before now, How can you even be so crew to van..she likes you and wanted to stay around as a friend.. There’s enough rooms in this house that can take up to 20 people, or Even More, can you sleep in all the rooms at ones, Binta your friend is shrewd and she hates me as much as I do…Binta has a bad influence on you…van adores you.. Why don’t you like her..
“Van…really Denis… Van…is that your new name for her now…because to my knowledge you calls her Vanessa… St©p lying, you look so stupid when you lie like this… I actually saw you k!ssher inside that car which you denied when i confronted you, I saw you look at her on my wedding day, instead of me, the signs has being there but I was such a fool in love to even un-derstand, guilt is written all over you and you Smell of it… Why do you have to use me to cover up…knowing well we are not close, you wanted her close by, I’m not a fool Denis..
” Joda plea-se st©p it… I don’t have anything with Vanessa..you are My wife.. I as-sure she will leave as soon as this discussion is over…I’m just close to her because she is a nice person…and she likes us…I love you Joda… St©p as-suming the worst of me..
I looked at the face of a master liar, if not I caught them red handed during the night they thought they succeeded in drugging me..if not I saw and ha-rd everything I would have believed him but I had a plan for both of them. I pretend like i believed him.. I nee-d them to be caught in the act together..
“Okay, she can stay, I believe you.. Is just that I will so much hate it if you cheats on me…let her stay.. I’m cool my love…I’m sorry for doubting you…
He smile so broadly, and tried to hold me but I dodged it, the idiots doesn’t know what is coming for them.. Let’s pl@ythis game,
I st©p the intim-acy with Denis, whenever he ask or try to f0rç£ himself on me I push him off and threatens him, he constantly reminds me of being my husband and deserve to have me any time but I also remind him that a wife sometimes nee-ds break, and my doctor said I should not have anything inti-mate with him for now so that the drugs I’m taking can clear my wo-mb for a baby to enter when we finally do it.. He has no choice than to believe the lies,
I called Binta with my landline since i forgot my phone at kuria’s place, she said she has being trying to call me i begged her to come over, Denis left very early in the morning and Vanessa Left after an hour, my girls are also out of the house, she said she was coming over
After Thirty minutes she c@m£ in, when we were together, she opened her hand bag and brou-ght out my phone
“My phone, I forgot it at Kuria’s place.. He gave it to you?
” he called me over and gave me the phone to return to you…Joda what did you do to that fine man.. He wasn’t happy and refuse to say much.. He hasn’t even gone out since yesterday and he is obviously not himself… He only asked me why are women so manipulative, they takes advantage of you if they finds out that a man loves them and can’t say no to them…. Well I didn’t un-derstand where the question was coming from so I told him is not all women, he shakes his head and gave me the phone to give you, I urged him to talk but he said he was done talking, so I want to know exactly what happened Joda…tell me what’s going on…
I told Binta everything that happened right from the house to Kuria’s place, she listened without a word, after I was done she sl@pped My face and said I was foolish, I was shocked that she strikes me, I opened my eyes wi-de and asked her what has gotten into her,
acting like she was my mother, she asked why didn’t I call her before rushing to Kuria’s house to have S-x with him in other to revenge Denis, Binta was scolding me like a child, well I nee-ded it I felt stupid myself after the act with Kuria, after all the whole shouting she held my hands and said I nee-d to be wise and do things right because two wrongs can never make a right, she asked what I achieved now after I made Kuria to go down with me, I left him shattered and full of regrets, he is a good person and he truly loved me, what I did was very unfair to him, she said all this drama could have being avoided if I had listened to her right from the beginning, I would have being more happy with the man who truly loves me, that is Kuria, than the one that is after my money and properties, Binta talks as if she was s£nd to me to direct me on the right track,
After the talk we called the CCTV Office and sounded so urgent, they c@m£ and planted the c@m£ras round the house and rooms, where nob©dy can ever imagine anything of such is there, they worked so fast and gave me a small iPad where I can be watching and recording everything going on in the house, I paid them off and they Left.
I was happy and scared too because I know unknown things may eventually unfold, but I was fit and re-ady, a tra-p has being set for the culprits.
Binta gave me more advice, one which is to act all friendly with them in the house and i should always lock my wardrobe where I have important thing and avoid Denis tou-ching me, I nee-ded to divorce him but first of all let’s sees what he is up to. Finally I nee-d to make amend with Kuria, I have to call him or go with Binta to ask him to forgive me, I know he will not like to see me alone, but de-ep down I felt so betrayed by Denis but I still love him.
I agreed to everything Binta said planned, i was following them accordingly, I must try not to mess anything up,
Everything was going on fine, I make my own food sometimes or watch them from my CCTV iPad prepare it, so I know when is safe or not safe to eat or drink, I also told Denis I nee-ded a room to myself that period so that I can concentrate on my doctor tasks, he later agreed after much persuasion, so I lock my room whenever I intend to sleep just to feel safe in my own house because I began to see I wasn’t all safe from the things I hear and watch from my CCTV iPad, my evidence was building up I nee-ded more to nail him. I felt bad for Denis, the man I love, but Binta said I should put my feelings aside so that I don’t complicate things.
No day past that I don’t think of Kuria and how to face him,
I suddenly started feeling sick every morning and evening, I feel like throwing up sometimes, so without wasting time I drove to My doctor’s hospital,
After the check up he confirmed that i was 7weeks pregnant,
it was supposed to be a thing of Joy but I wasn’t happy because I haven’t being with Denis for weeks now, Kuria was the last Man I met and i have being so occu-pied that I never listen to my b©dy changes,
Oh my God…I’m pregnant but not for my husband but for Kuria, but it was just ones, this can it be, Denis has being with me severally and I’m never pregnant, Kuria t©uçhed me once and I’m pregnant for him
I was so devastated as I called Binta who asked me to come over to her place so I drove down, I felt so confuse, it was a very wrong timing to be going throu-gh this. I felt so tired, is very ha-rd to be a human with multi-ple worries.
What I’m I suppose to do, why now I was almost actualizing my plans.
TBc…