Jide 18+ ⚠
Episode 127 😍
As i had sle-pt late… She woke up before me
As my sleep was to be disturbe-d… She k!$$£d me
Shola: wake up
Me: whats wrong, why are you up so early?
Shola: early at 9:30am? Come on get up
Me: Let me get some sleep now? Ahh, Woman
She insisted i woke up at that time..
Shola: come and continue what you started..
Me: what did i start, so that was why you woke me, you see, i still nee-d to get some sleep if thats the case
Shola: fine, do whatever you what.
She pretended like she was angry, and i had decided to sleep in reality.
5 minutes into the new sleep, she poured cold water on me, I was furious but then, it was shola.
Finally i woke up…
We dressed up…
Went to the beach, we tried different malls…
The week was simply ro-mantic, I made sure i did everything i haven’t done with her.
I spent everything I had on me, we went from abuja to obudu…
And on the last day of the week while we were returning from Port Harcourt at the airport in Lagos..
Getting down from the plane… Immediately…
I proposed to her, asking her to marry me..
What would a dying woman say?
The second thought flowing in my head, the fact that all was pointless… Vanity…
There was a time we got so high… And we were walking, dancing on the street, I can say all my ro-mantic life was spent with shola. There was just something different when i saw her, right from the time we met.
For this girl’s death, I wasnt going to be around… And till today i don’t regret it… And I know it would be very catastrophic of me to bear… As suicide is always an option..
By now she herself has alre-ady forgotten she was sick.. But the devil had to remind her..
The liquor she had taken wasn’t going to help matters…
Right inside the taxi on our way back to the h0tel.. She slumped in my hands..
Took it as a joke at first, I tried getting her head away from my arms to wake her up but there was no reply..
I told the driver to immediately turn around and head straight to our hospital..
I called my doctor on our way to immediately inform him about the current situation..
Luckily for us, he was just about leaving the office..
He obviously nee-ded no plead,
The devil held us down with Lagos traffic…
Finally we were at the hospital, I carried her in my arms.. The last time i did was when i wanted to make love to her..
Straight into the theater we went as my heart beats continuously…
I ran outside to pay the cab man and collected his number.
Like always I was asked to wait outside, I went to the balcony to get some fresh air…
Then i remembered my childhood friend who was very prayerful to help me in prayers his name was Prince Lee, I didn’t have his number so i went to facebook to look for it but unfortunately i couldn’t find him…
Few minutes later i saw the doctor approach me, i was re-ady for the worst… I had marked the d@t£ down for whatever was to happen, I was re-ady as tears rolled down my eyes 😭
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Episode 128 😢
Doctor: She drank too much..
Me: yes i guess as much..
Doctor: jide you almost committed murder..
Me: Ah thank God o, can i see her now?
Doctor: she’s on life support… Now its her and her support pipe everytime… I’ll see you tomorrow.
I went to the theater… Her eyes were closed and her b©dy was cold..
The machine were working, trying their best to save the love of my life… I got a chair outside and sat down by her side.. I placed my hand on her che-st and I felt her heart beating slowly..
What’s the meaning of all this, I thought to myself..
Sitting by her side, I started to feel cold..
Before i knew it, I vomited three times on the floor..
I ran outside to the nurse to get a mop
After much yelling and insults, the whole stuff was cleaned up..
The night was cold and silent..
Then I checked shola’s pulse again..
This time she opened her eyes..
Shola: where am i
I got up
Me: we’re in the hospital.. You weren’t feeling too well
Shola: jide i am scared
Me: I’m also scared.. Are you hungry?
Shola: Yes iam hungry.. Whats all these on me?
I felt maybe it was a ghost talking cos she wasn’t even acting like a sick person.. She sounded very normal..
I called the doctor to confirm the situation.. He insisted that at least she stays till tomorrow.. I went out late in the night to see what i can get for her to eat, after the nurses on duty had describe-d a ti-ght corner Iya Put..
She ate the little rice i was able to get, i was also hungry.. But the rate at which she ate the food, i dare not share it with her
We gisted, but what was at first sorrowful bec@m£ a thing of laughter again.. As usual we argued.. Argued who couldn’t withstand highness.. Who was the highest highness, as she always say..
Of course if shola didn’t win an argument then the argument can never be over, talk about lasting for hours.. She’s re-ady for you.
The thought of me missing her dear, wished she could be exchange for nolly..
At that point, I regretted going to south Africa..
Truly there’s more to being happy than d@t!ng..
The kind of love we have for each other is an everlasting one.. Thats why we were able to act weird together, most times you won’t know we were d@t!ng.. But she’s re-ady to let any individual know.. So she pu-lls a lot of stunts in public.
She sle-pt off after gist, it was about 12am..
I sle-pt around 1am, i was exhausted and hungry..
We were woken up in the morning by the doctor..
He wasn’t surprised at all.. At that kind of position we were, probably he was even tired of us.. All our issues, or he hasn’t?
After much pleading from shola and confirming to the doctor she was okay.. She was discharged..
We went back to the h0tel where we spent just one night.. Even though we paid for a week, it was all worth it, but very unreasonable..
Right as well got to the h0tel, The unforgettable day it was October 14, Prince Lee’s birthday.. She slumped again.. I rushed her to the hospital.. 👇👇👇
Final Episode 😍
Shola was confirmed dead right on arrival…. Right in my hands.
I wasn’t devastated, but I was…. But it was still something I had expected… it only c@m£ too soon….
I just stood outside, as I watched her b©dy taking down the aisle…. It wasn’t to the altar….but to the mortuary… I informed, first… my sister about the situation….
And she went to inform Shola’s mum about it…. The woman was dead…. She died 3 days before Sholas’. The family was broken, left with just her sister, and the unreliable dad…
After witnessing her death, I wasn’t going to witness the burial….
I went to her house myself, and to her room… there were loads of pictures of both of us on the walls…. Scattered everywhere… and then a diary… more like an exercise book…. It was titled Jide…
I took it along, as I went…. I got her sister’s number…. And to be honest, that point, I made up my mind to make sure her sister bec@m£ a very successful woman…. That was the least I could do.
I went back, with Nolly, to S.A the next day.
As I was trying to get myself together, I tried focusing my mind on the contents of the diary….
When we got to South Africa…. Nolly, at first respected my space…. And she tried as much as possible to get me lightened up….
2 weeks after my arrival in S.A….. My parents had buried Shola…. As my sister had informed me.
My life was in shambles… I remembered the diary I had brou-ght along… so I started going throu-gh it….
I never knew she was a good artist…. The welcome page said it all….
She wrote a poem attached to a drawing of both of us…. And d@t£d it…. It was the first time we had S-x….
She wrote about all the times I made her unhappy, all the times I made her happy…. She wrote about all our S-x escapades…. And she wrote about our future… what she wanted… the kind of family she de-sired…. How many children she was willing to bore….
All this made me weep bitterly, and my love for Nolly kept reducing every moment I opened it…. She confronted me….. on the day of reckoning…
Nolly: You won’t let her rest….
Me: I can’t…
Nolly: You can’t what?
Me: I can’t continue with you Nolly… Shola’s who I love…. Wholeheartedly… I’m sorry…
Nolly: What’re you talking about Jide? plea-se…. What’re you saying?
Me: Nolly, you won’t un-derstand…. I don’t love you…. It was all mere infatuation… or maybe I loved you at a point, I don’t know…. But not anymore….
She busted into tears….. and went inside…. After about 10minutes, c@m£ out with keys….
Me: Nolly calm down……
I stood up to run after her….. She entered the car…. I rushed and tried to f0rç£ my way in the car….
I had no idea what was on her mind… if I did… only If I did at that point.
She drove recklessly….
Me: Baby calm down…..
Nolly: Baby? You’re bleeped up Jide… I hate you…. After everything…. My vir-ginity…. I had an ab-ortion…. Everything for you Jide…. My life is so messed up cos of you…. All because its being re-designed to suit your taste…..
She went to the middle of the rail line… rolled up the windows and locked the doors……
I tried all I could to get the car out of their…. She was on a suicide mission….
And then c@m£ the horns…. Horns after horns… rang into my ears… left and right.
She was so determined…. She had st©pped crying…. And was praying….
I tried all I could to get her doors opened…. She jammed the doors completely, throwing the keys away….
The train approached…… meter by meter…..
I tried to escape myself…. And then get her out….
After much struggle……. My door broke out….
Looking back, the train had arrived….
I jumped with all my might, the adrenaline that was in me…. Into the bush…
Nolly was gone!
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Today, I write from C Max maximum prison Pretoria.
I was s£ntenced to life, with the possibility of parole, after 20years for manslaughter.
My name is Jide, and this is my story.
**THE END**
……. Thank you all for re-ading,
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