The
Golden
Boys
An American r0m@nç£Series
Written by me: Authoress succy
ALL RIGHT RESERVED
Season 2
Episode 37
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Samantha
“am sorry Samantha
I can explain”Richa-rd called trying to get a hold of me and I sl@p his hands off me
“let go of me you son of a bit-ch!” I h0t at him before storming out of his room
men are not to be trusted
tears poured out from my eyes as I ran into my waiting car
“get me out of here” I yelled at my driver and he ignite the car engine
“move thisfu-cking car!!” I yelled again and he zoomed out of Richa-rd s Mansion
oh! good gracious!
I cried so ha-rd and my driver couldn’t help staring at me throu-gh the rare mirror
why must it always be me?
when I was beginning to focus more on Richa-rd
I never trusted him cause I trusted br@in and he split my heart I to two
just when everything was going smooth and I was beginning to trust him
how could he stoop so low to make out with a Lady in his house!
perhaps he doesn’t love me, cause if he do, he would have thought of rye consequences before spre-ading that bit-ch’s leg on his goddamn be-d
why can’t I just find simple love huh?
some one simple, who will love me back for who I am , unlike some bunch of wealthy heart breakers
I placed my face on my palm and cried so ha-rd that my cheek hurt,my eyes hurt and my head ache
gosh!
I feared I might fall sick
the pains I was feeling was too much for me to ba-re
my heart seems too heavy
how could br@in do this to me!
how could Richa-rd do this to me!
men and their deceitful ways
I thought Richa-rd was s£nt to heal my broken heart,I never knew he’s hell bent on opening an alre-ady healed injury
he drove q knife into it and right now I feel like running far, faraway, away from their sight
to a place filled with happiness
why do I always fall prey to men and their lies
I remember vividly the day Richa-rd asked me to be his girlfriend , I told him everything he nee-ds to know
I drive it de-ep into his head that I want a S-x free relationsh!pand he suc¢v-mb promising he was going to wait for me and there he is!
ma-king out with a bit-ch who doesn’t look different from a road side slut
how could Richa-rd be so cheap!!
thought of what happened between br@in and I, is something I least expected
why can’t i follow my heart?
I never wanted to get close to him not to talk of entering into my room and here he was stuck in between my legs few hours ago
it’s so painful!
damn painful knowing he hurt me
he was my first, I gave my innocence to him
he’s my first and right now he’s the same guy to ever cross my legs again
why do I feel too soft with him?
why do I melt un-der his t©uçh?
I will never have believed br@in would ever broke up with me
but he did!
hefu-cking said it to my face that it’s over
I couldn’t help the tears that fell off my face as I stare out of the car window
why can’t my love life be like that of Romeo and Juliet?
I think I have to say good bye to love for now
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br@in
I got up from my be-d and walked to the bar in my room, I picked up a bottle of wine and pop it open before decanting some of it into a glas-s cu-p
$h!t!
I gulp in
t down in a rush and toss the glas-s on the wall, it fell to the floor and got chattered to pieces
more tears fell off my eyes as I drank directly from the bottle, my eyes still fixed on the chattered glas-s
oh! God!
so this is how I had torn her heart ap@rt?
just like the piece of glas-s
can I be able to fix what have done?
can I be able to win her heart and love back?
she’s different from every other girl
Samantha is the best and she deserved only the best
how could I be so dumb to let her go!
my heart seems to rip ap@rt and I think that’s how she’s feeling right now
I woke up on her be-d to discovered she had left, probably to go see her cute b©yfri£nd
how can she ever gain my trust when i took her innocence?
she gave me her everything
she gave me more than she could afford
she gave me her pride without a second thought
she loved and cherished me
how could I be so dumb to lose her love for me?
I couldn’t help it, I was scared she’s gonna leave me if I tell what’s ma-king me scared
I can’t ba-re her being mad at me, that was why I had snub and broke up with her
it isn’t easy to do that to someone you loved
I couldn’t believe I chartered her
I left her more broken than she had ever felt and now she’s in pains
in pains cause of me
I couldn’t ba-re to tell her I was scared to lose her
she’s so h0t and pretty
her looks alone s£nt plea-sures on my b©dy
she’s the only Lady who had made me feel what have never felt in a lady
she’s the only girl I had met Still a v**gin at 18!!
she’s a rare gem
oh lord!
I nee-d to pay for my sins
I nee-d to feel the same pains am ma-king her go throu-gh
I picked up a piece of glas-s and pierced it into my skin countless number of times
the pains were excruiting but I could swear they are not up to the pains she’s going throu-gh right now
I will never forgive myself if I lose her
I couldn’t resist her on seeing her
I couldn’t forget how I had felt the day I had la-id her on my be-d and deflowered her
i can’t forget her tears
her screams and her m0@n s
I love her sofu-cking much
I snub her out of fear
I broke up with her out of fear
how could I possibly tell the girl I loved that my father had been the one who pu-ll-ed the trigger that killed her dad?
how can I bring myself to tell her my mother had been the one behind her kidnap?
how can I possibly tell her all this without her hating me?
how’s she gonna take this news without breaking up with me?
my own father killed her father
my own mother attem-pted to kill her
isn’t that too much to ba-re?
tears rolled down my cheeks and I scurried to pl@ymy piano with blood dripping from the cut I had on my hand, messing up my clothes but I don’t care
music is all I nee-d now least I run mad
Season 2
Episode 38
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Samantha
it’s been over a week since the painful incident, br@in hadn’t showed up, not even Richa-rd
Richa-rd kept calling every minute of the day but I refused to pick his call
it’s damn painful to realise that br@in is worst than Richa-rd
br@in had S-x with me and disappeared into thin air
he didn’t gave me a call, not even a text message
I feel so frustrated, sorrowful and ashamed of myself
I felt so used
who knows if br@in had a bet with the golden boys that he’s gonna make out with me?
what if he has a video of our S-x and use it in blackmailing me?
he never said anything meaningful that day
he didn’t even apologized
he just lean on my room door next he walked towards me
and the next minute I was on the be-d
before I could blink, I woke up to see myself unclad
what sort of b©yfri£ndis he?
one who told me to my face, ‘it’s over’
he didn’t even look sober or remorseful
and Richa-rd ,he promised me everything just like Brian did but I just don’t know why my heart keep connecting to him
he’s a pla-yboy for goodness sake, a big time h0t, ro-mantic pla-yer
whose look can s£nd a girl unclad instantly
and Richa-rd just showed me how irresponsible he is
he’s a flir-t, a wom-anizer, a cheap worthless being
he’s the last person I would ever want again for a b©yfri£nd
I regret d@t!nghim
I regretted accepting his proposal,
perhaps I just want a shoulder to lean on, I want something that was gonna take br@in away from my thoughts
perhaps I was attra-cted to the fact he had promised to make me actualize my dream of being a dancer
perhaps I was attra-cted to him cause he’s a popular dancer
perhaps I was attra-cted to him cause he had pity on me the first day he had met me on the road, same day br@in had broken up with me
perhaps I had never loved him cause right now I don’t feel hurt about what he did
it only hurt to know he’s been lying to me, pretending he loves me
it only hurt me cause I felt he acted just like br@in
it only hurt me so much cause I felt am a victim if numerous heart breaks
it hurt me so much to know I have to choose between Richa-rd and br@in
but have chos£n my word
the both of them must leave
they must leave me to live my life in peace
they’ve caused more damages alre-ady and am afraid it’s late for them to retrace their steps,not when my heart is alre-ady in pieces
I can’t believe I had locked up myself in my room for two days
two whole days!
I cried my eyes out for the two guys that ever mean the world to me
the two guys who showed me love and hate
the same guys who broke my heart beyond repair
the same guys who are going to be my past now
nothing is ever gonna make me go back to them
not even grandma!
not even molly!!
not even the int£rç0rs£I had mistakenly had with br@in!!
I can’t let them into my heart again!
they’ve done more harm than good
molly had alre-ady gotten wind of what’s happening
I mean, how won’t she?
when I had locked myself up in my room with grandma and Janet ban-ging on my door frantically for me to to open up.
it’s pretty clear to her now and I know she un-derstands my pains
am going throu-gh a tragic moment of my life and I don’t want to feel more pains than am feeling alre-ady
I pu-ll-ed the towel off my b©dy and my eyes fell on my be-d
that same be-d I had foolishly make out with br@in.
I couldn’t help it, he’s as h0t as ever
but not this time, am sure gonna quench his h0tness
I pu-ll-ed a go-wn from my closet and sli-pped my b©dy into it
I packed my hair in a corn row and picked up my phone, wore my fli-pflop and made to walk out of my room
my eyes are damn red and puffy
they were becoming beady and painful
I really nee-d to see an eye doctor before it turns Into something else
“good morning Samantha!”the door opened to reveal Molly, she doesn’t look happy and lively like she used to, seems she’s feeling my pains too
“morning molly, how was your night?” I asked helping her pack her fallen hair
she hesitated before replying my question
“it was good” she relied plainly
“some one is here to see you and grandma told me to come get you”she said and walked out of my room shutting the door gently
omg!
who’s here to see me again?
hope it’s not my dance tutor?
cause she’s been pestering me to st©p skipping clas-ses
only if she knows what am going throu-gh
I don’t think I wanna be p@rt of that competition stuff again am getting tired,coupled with the numerous heart break am receiving right now
I walked out of my room, climbing down the stairs,I froze immediately my eyes fell on him
Richa-rd !
what’s he doing here?
he suddenly looked up and beamed on seeing me
“Samantha!” he called
“bastard motherfuc-ker” I refrained myself from saying that to him and turned back climbing the stairs back to my room, when I heard grandma called me back
“Samantha!”
I slowly turned towards her and Molly held an angry expression on her face
it’s quite obvious she doesn’t like Richa-rd though she tried ha-rd not to make it obvious
“grandma!” I replied walking towards her were she had sat on a couch with molly beside her, pretending like she’s watching cartoon
“hear him out”grandma took in a de-ep breath and said
I let out a mischievous smile and walked towards Richa-rd who had stood up on seeing me
if I were asked to choose, I will prefer Richa-rd but I will never choose any of them cause they both are mother**king bastards
“why are you here?”I asked icly
“am sorry Samantha
am totally sorry” he said and I frowned
“there’s no point being sorry Richa-rd , it’s over between us
so go meet your bit-ch”I said in anger
we heard sounds of cars halting inside our compound and molly ran to one of the windows to check who the uninvited visitor is
“br@in”she screamed excitedly and I caught sight of grandma smiling
“br@in is here!” she yelled again
omg!!!
TBC
ghenghen!