💖Give Me You 💏
[The CEOs choice 💋]
🎌Chapter 13🎌
🔥Katherine Pov 🔥
My head was alre-ady spinning when he was talking. The memories I had buried down had start flocking back into my head and I can see myself drowning in the pool of blood. The blood that drip down from my v@g!n@ that horrible night.
Why was I calm you might ask.
I was calm because the pain was beyond measure. It took the Grace of God for Mom to take me out of the shell and it took so much pla-yers for me to accept Lydia as my child and I had vowed that I won’t let her know that monster. Little did I know that that monster will turn out to be Jayson, someone I’m starting to love.
“Leave.”
So many emotions are just running throu-gh my head right now and it’s as if my head is about to explode💥 but he would not leave.
“Kathy I… ”
This is not the right time to talk Jayson. I didn’t know when I picked the flower vase by my table and threw it at him and it brused his shoulder. He held his arm and look at me like he couldn’t believe I could do that.
Me neither.
I got on my feet and walk out of my table.
“If you don’t want to leave I will. ” I gr-ab my purse and walk out of the office.
🏡HOME🏡
I went straight into my room and buried my face in my be-d. Funny enough there was no tears gushing out but my heart and eyes hurt so much and my head won’t st©p spilling. I thought I’ve put this behind me but it seems like I was only deceiving myself.
“What is wrong Mommy? ” I heard Lydia’s voice but I didn’t raise my head to look at her.
It’s not her fault and she shouldn’t see me suffering. She is innocent, all these is that bastard fault and he’ll pay for this.
“Go to your room now dear, grandma and mommy nee-ds to talk. ” I heard my Mom speaking to Lydia. They must be at the door cause I didn’t close it.
“But she doesn’t look good grandma maybe I could help. ”
No Lydia this is bigger than you just do as grandma said.
I felt an agonizing pain as if an arrow Pierce into my head and I had to gro-an .
“Be a good girl Lydia. Mommy will come talk to you once she feels better. Dont be stubborn. ”
I didn’t hear anything again but seconds later felt a hand on my back.
“What’s wrong? ”
“It’s killing me Mom. ” I said sobbing but tears are not falling.
“Speak to me Katrina. What is this about? ”
I raise my head and look at her.
“It’s him Mom. He’s Lydia’s father. ” I said looking at her and she use her hands to cover her mouth. She’s as shocked as I am.
“Jesus Christ Katrina are you okay? ” She asked me placing her hand on my back and I nod my head sideways.
“I can’t even cry Mom. What is happening to me? ”
It’s scaring me. What if it hurts me more later? I don’t want Lydia to worry about me at all.
Mom was just speechless staring at me.
“I nee-d to take my drugs. ” I said getting up from the be-d and Mom gave me a weird look. I know what she’s thinking.
“Where did you keep it Mom? ” I ask her putting on the fl!pflop that’s by the be-d.
“No Katrina don’t do this. ” She begged me getting up too.
“Where is it? ” I ask no one in p@rticular as I turn to meet gaze with my closet.
“No.” She said.
I rush to my closet and I open it wi-dely.
“Katrina fight this I’m begging you. ”
Her voice is so loud in my ear like she’s speaking into a speaker.
I start pu-lling out the clothes in the closet and dropping them on the ground.
“Where is it? ”
I kept on searching and searching but there was nothing. It wasn’t here. The closet is empty but there was no drug in here.
“Mom, where is it? ” I ask her and I can see tears gathering in her eyes. At this moment I don’t care about anything. I just nee-d the drug.
I nee-d my drug!!!!!!!!!??!!
I’m loosing my mind here!
“Where is it Mom??????!!!!!! ” I yell at her but instead she broke down in tears.
I walk to the lamp and pu-ll it out from it’s socket then she went on her knees begging me not to throw it.
“Where is the damm drug? ” I threw it and it flew hitting the wall and it scatters to the ground then I use my both hands to hold my head cause it’s like it’s going to fall down my head.
💖Give Me You 💏
[The CEOs choice 💋]
🎌Chapter 14🎌
🔥Katherine Pov 🔥
I could feel my head on fire. Mom had left me alone in my room to deal with this trauma and it’s killing me. She told me to fight it and I’ve been doing that for hours now but nothing seems to be working. I feel like jumping out of the window but I don’t have one here and Lydia is down stairs, I don’t want her knowing what is happening to me.
I let my hand run throu-gh my hair as I feel like throwing something but there was no one I could throw it at. I graon lowly as an idea pop into my head. Since they don’t want me to out I’ll just call him. I pick my phone that’s on the be-d and start typing a message to him.
💞Jayson POV 💞
“You ruin my chances of been happy thanks to you! ” I fired at her not minding the people that’s on the table with her.
“Have respect for our guest Jayson. ”
Guest? Mr. Grey and his useless daughter ain’t guest!
“It’s all fine there’s no nee-d to f0rç£ him to do what he doesn’t want to do. ”
Okay, now he’s sounding like a human being.
“Jayson is of age and I think he’s old enough to know what is right and wrong. And my daughter too, she’s not a child anymore. ”
Tasha cut him short, that’s what she normally do any way.
“What my dad is saying in ess£nce is that I am no longer interested in Jay and I know he was never interested in me anyway so I think I’m relieving him the stress. ”
Oh yeah of course you are!
I let out a loud sigh ma-king Mom to glare at me deadly.
Tasha and her father stood up.
“We’ll take our live now. ” She said and they walk out of the seat.
“Mr. Grey plea-se wait. ” Mom said getting on her feet.
“I’m not withdrawing my shares from the company don’t worry. This is my daughter’s decision not his so we’re cool. ” He said and shoke my hands then Tasha made to hvg me but the deadly glare I gave her made her retreat and she walked away with her father.
“Now what Mom? What are you going to do now? ” I asked her happy with the decision they made and even at that I still don’t like Tasha Grayson.
She wanted saying something. I want her to say something to me to explain to me why she ruined my chances of winning Kathrine over. She nod her head and walk right back inside and seconds later my phone beeped and when I checked the caller ID it was an unknown number and I suspected it was Lydia.
I checked the message and it re-ads MOMMY IS VERY ANGRY.
I put the phone back into my pocket and drove straight to their house. I don’t want to know what anyone will think of me but I just nee-d to see her and know if she’s okay.
As I was about knocking on the door it opened revea-ling Lydia by the door. She must have seen me coming.
“She’s upstairs and grandma told me not to go up. She has been destroying things and screaming. ” Lydia said and even before I could say anything else, I hvgged her and whispered to her that everything will be alright.
“You’re not meant to be here. ”
I raise my head to see Katherine’s mom walking towards us.
“Where is Katherine? I nee-d to speak with her. ” I said as Lydia walk away leaving us to talk.
“Haven’t you done enough? You hurt her Jayson an I am refusing you from seeing her. ” She said and then broke down in tears.
What is going on? Her voice was sharp earlier, she looks weak all of a sudden.
“You have to help her Jayson, I can’t help her anymore. She’s very sick Jayson. ” She cried and I asked her where she was and she told me that she’s in her room so I rushed there and I pushed the door opened to see her standing by his b©dy. Why is he here?
🔥Katherine POV 🔥
At this very moment Paul is the only one that could help me. He’s the only one that has what I nee-d so I had to text him and I’m very sure that he’ll be surprised I ask for it been that I was the one that told him that I don’t want to be p@rt of it anymore.
You just didn’t get the full gist, Paul has been giving me drugs to calm my nerves ever since the incident of the r@p£ happened and he’s right it did calm my nerve but I st©pped when my mom found out about it and I never old her that it was Paul the pastor’s son who introduced me to the drugs. More reason why I didn’t accept his proposal because I knew Lydia will be in danger if I eventually marry him but here I am still calling him for help and as I’m concerned we are not still friends. My daughter and my mother are my only friend I just nee-d to get this anxiety off my head.
“I told you you’ll always nee-d me. ” He said boastfully. I roll my eyes and I stretch my hand towards him. The anger is starting to build up.
“Give it to me alre-ady. ”
But he was smiling in an annoying way and I sighted the syringe on his left hand. Been that he was acting funny I picked the bottle next to my be-d and hit it on his head and he falls down to two ground and as I was starring at him on the ground the door flung open revea-ling the last person I want to see.
He gave me a look that I cannot explain. I hissed and pick up the syringe and proceed to inject myself with it but he held him and used his other hand to hold my hand that’s having the syringe.
“Let it end here Katrina. ” Mom said in tears. She has been crying ever since.
“Let me go you j£rk after all this is all your fault! ” I yell at him.
“Our daughter is down stairs and worried about her mother. Do you think she’ll survive without you? ” He ask me and I scoff.
“I’m not planning on killing myself and there is no our daughter because you were never her father. ” I said and f0rç£fully re-lease myself from him and before he will be able to hold me again I inject myself. There was a cold feeling I felt within and my eyes start shutting.
“Katherine.” I can hear Jayson calling my name faintly but I’m very weak to even respond.
“Katrina.” I feel mom sl@pping my cheek gently and I shut my eyes completely and that was all.
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Tbc