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The sound of love batch 5

** Zack’s pov **
Immediately Sarah left with Valery, I sighed and got on my feet people had been watching the scene but I didn’t care all I cared about was Sarah forgiving me and I won’t forgive my self If she doesn’t forgive me,
I quic-kly head back to my office, [email protected]£d my car key and hurried down the flight of stairs, I didn’t take the elevator and I didn’t know why,
I entered my car and sighed heavily I have to see Sarah that were the the only five words that [email protected]£ and pla-yed in my mind.. As I was about placing the key in the ignition my hands were shaking, I was scared and nervous I could feel it.. I slammed the key angrily on the pas-s£nger’s seat and hit the steering wheel angrily, a hvge fv¢king lump was hanging at the back of my throat and I suddenly went h0t, my grip on the steering wheel [email protected]£ ti-ghter and I hit my head occasionally on it
Dang it..
Damn me..
Damn me,
I didn’t know when tears started to gush out of my eyes and I couldn’t hold it In so I just let it all out one of the greatest pain is regret, it is really killing me now, it is eating each and every single flesh in my b©dy and my back suddenly [email protected]£ heavy like I was carrying a burden of guilt..
After cleaning my goddamned tears, I [email protected]£d the key and turned on the ignition and without wasting time I drove to Sasha’s house..
I got to Sarah’s house with my swollen eyes, and red cheeks and nose and packed my car in front of the compound,
I got down from the car and slowly walked to the porch, I sighed heavily and knocked on the thick and plain Woody door, Mrs Sydney opened the door and I breathed calmly I didn’t know what could have happened if Sarah was the one that opened the door
“Zack? ” Mrs Sydney said tilting her head for response and I nod immediately
“plea-se Mrs Sydney I really nee-d to talk with Sa..
“dont worry just come in” she said and gestured her hand backwards and trust me I was surprised and happy,.. I walked in and sat down on the couch and she called Sarah
“Sarah!!” she called and Sarah [email protected]£ out and when she sighted me her glare almost gave me a heart attack.. But I just breathed in and looked at her warmly but it didn’t work she still had that angry look that made my palms sweaty..
“I think I’m going to leave you two alone” mrs Sydney said and walked away with Valery in front of her,
“what? ” Sarah breathed out harshly
“Sa..rah.. I.. plea-se.. I’m..let.. ” I stammered not knowing where to start from
“look Zack or Zachary which ever your name is, if you’re here for my forgiveness then I suggest you leave because I’m not forgiving anyone, not today ” she remarked harshly and the lump in my throat which felt like leaving minutes ago [email protected]£ back and I shut my eyes and pla-yed the horrid scene from six years ago In my mental screen, I gro-an ed in disappointment as droplets of tears fell from my closed eyes we-tting my eye lashes .”Sarah I’m sorry” I say still with my eyes closed, I didn’t hear her voice so I slowly went on my knees spre-ad out my palms and joined them together and opened my eyes..
“Sarah, plea-se I beg you plea-se forgive me, I did wrong you know that, I’m sorry for not telling you who I was I’m seriously very sorry” I said and the look on her face made me calm down a bit, she had this sympathetic look, she feels pity, for me..
*SARAH’s pov*
Oh no, he’s getting on his knees, his eyes closed what am I going to do
“Sarah, plea-se I beg you forgive me, I did wrong and you know that, I’m sorry for not telling you who I was I’m seriously sorry” he said and I swallowed my saliva and looked at him In a sympathetic way, “you’re sorry I get that” I said and sighed I glanced at the floor then at him
“you’re sorry and you want me forgive, I know that’s the reason you’re here Zack but it’s not really that easy, for all those years it was like I’ve been throu-gh hell and—-
“I know, I know Sarah that’s why I want to make up for it, I want to. Make some adjustments and amendment, I want to be a [email protected] of Valery’s life, so plea-se just—
“can you plea-se sit down I’m not comfortable with you kneeling down” I said cutting him off and he nodded and sat down on the couch again “so just plea-se let that get behind you, you really have to move forward plea-se Sarah” he said his voice cracking I couldn’t take it anymore, maybe I should forgive him, not maybe I will forgive him, what if mom was right,what if I don’t forgive him and the anger grows and festered in me and I’ll be the one who’s going to end up living In guilt..
It’s actually good, he admits, accepted and apologized, mom was right he is a great person..
“I hate to say that you’re right Zack, but you are right, we both know you did wrong people make mistakes and you’re among those people so actually there’s nothing else I can do than to forgive you, so there you go, you have my forgiveness” I breathed out and his eyes suddenly lit
“really” he stood up in shock and I slowly nod observing his eyes as they suddenly went from sadness to happiness
“oh my God thank you thank you Sarah you don’t know how much this means to me thank you” he said and strangely hvgged me, I flin-ched on the inside but calm down..
“it’s okay you can head back to. Work now” I said as we dis£ngage from the hvg and i stood up and held the hem of my shi-t..
“thank you so much Sarah” he said and wiped his face with his Hand and I gave a knowing smile
He walked to the door and sighed heavily, a sigh of relief I guess, I felt like a load has been pu-ll-ed off my che-st and it felt good.
“thanks once again” he said and finally walked out and I couldn’t help but smile..
**Zack’s pov**
I went back to the marbella happily, but still not that happy, but happy, I couldn’t define it..
I parked my car beside Sarah’s I’m going to wait for her even though she has alre-ady forgiven me I still want to get close to her very close like we were in highschool..
As I walked to the hallway to get into the elevator I met owen
“so how did it go with you and her” he asked sarcasm full in his voice “what’s it to you blonde” I said and sm-irked
“nothing, you know Sarah told me about her high school prom disaster and you were the disaster and..
“what are you talking about..” I cut him..
“just want to let you know that she’ll never forgive you ” He said with a little sm-irk I know he has feelings for Sarah but now if he says one more $h!t about her or me I’m going to give him the beatings of his life..
“well too bad because she alre-ady forgave me, lover boy, I know you have feelings for her but just so you know those feelings should die, you know why? Because she’s the mother of my child and you know what again because I [email protected]£d her and I’m proud to say it, and Owen Ricardo, stay away from her and remember I’m your boss just because we were college buds doesn’t Mean you have the right to tell me $h!ts whenever you want remember who you are and who I am” I say and walked away but I could still hear him chuckle behind me..
as-s hole
I walked straight to my office but Ken [email protected]£ in uninvited and told me my dad was calling me I quic-kly head to the conference room… I met my dad and I sat down without him telling me so..
“son you did a great job you know, how did you even do it the cloth sales [email protected] aren’t booming now.. You did a great job” my dad compliments
“I know” I seethe and he smiled nervously..
“so can I get out now or Is there anything else you want to tell me” I yanked..
“son.. I’m getting married again to a second wife” he said nervously and my fist ti-ght£ñed that my knuckles turned white..
He’s crazy…
“and what do you want me to do about it” I yelled and he flin-ched “easy” he said and I calmed down a bit
“it’s not like I’m leaving your mom or some stuff but she’ll just be my first wife” he said
As far as my mom doesn’t suffer because of this sack of $h!ts in front of me I’m fine with it..
“okay.. Whatever” I say sarcastically
“and also my new wife Kasey she has a son about eighteen and I want to give him [email protected] of the marbella too” my dad said and I laughed
“look dad, you don’t know what you’re talking about, I run this company not you I’ve run the marbella for four years now and you’re not going to share it with any b©dy, or some boy who’s still in high school and still the company lies in the hand of my daughter” I said throu-gh my teeth and his scared face suddenly turned confused
“I don’t un-derstand what daughter” he asked
“you didn’t know what I did six years ago, well how would you know when you don’t come home at all but sleeps with those who-res else where”
“watch your ton-gue son” my dad warned
“no! You watch your ton-gue dad because I ain’t giving shares from this marbella to anyone and just so you know or not I have a daughter and I’m giving it to her when she’s come of age.. ” I said and stood up..
“and don’t worry about us dad, mom Nixie, Xander and I are fine without you you can go ahead and get married to Carlin, or caster or whoever you’re getting married to” I said and walked out if he thinks he can tell me piece of $h!ts then he’s wrong..
I went back to my office I have works that nee-d to be done but I’m exhausted, I looked over at Sarah’s desk and smiled, just thinking of her is ma-king me smile, I have a daughter, it just feels so good saying that.
. I want valery to know I’m her father, and Sarah I just want Sarah by my side, I loved her and still loves her.. I quic-kly closed my book and parked my stuff together I [email protected]£d my car key and called Ken to take over today and I drove my car to Sarah’s house.. I nee-d to spend more time with my daughter it had been six years and I’m happy, very happy that I have a daughter..
As I arrived at the house, I knocked and just who wanted to see Valery”, she was the one who opened the door, she tilt Her head right and her ponytail followed
“you’re Mr Zachary the man who maked mommy cried” she said and I nod..
“can I come in” I asked
“no” she said fiercely
“what. But why” I said gently
“you made mommy cry so you’re not coming in” she yanked
Okay she’s tough how the hell will she react when I tell her I’m her father…
“Valery be nice and go back to be-d” I hear Sarah’s mom voice said from behind and Valery moved back and I walked in..
“I don’t want to sleep again, I hate slee-ping when it’s still bright” Valery said and Mrs Sydney sighed..
“why are you here” mrs Sydney asked me and took a coffee sip from her coffee
“actually. I’m here for Valery and Sarah but Sarah I nee-d to ask her something” I say “Sarah’s asleep” Mrs Sydney said
“no let him talk I’m awake” I hear Sarah said and walked out of the hallway wearing a sweatshi-t and a [email protected]
“mom can you leave us alone” Sarah tells her mom and her mom nods and walked away
“Valery can you
“no Valery can stay” I interrupt her and she nods..
“actually I’m here to ask for permission if I can spend the day with Valery” I say, I don’t really nee-d permission though but I kind of actually do
“Why” Valery ch!pped in
“don’t be rude Vally he’s your dad” Sarah breaks the news awkwardly..
“you’re my daddy” Valery said as her eyes lit and I nod
“will you buy me a lot of candy” she asked
“Valery!” Sarah calls and I laughed
“so can.. I”
“of course you can” she said and I breathed a sigh of relief and happiness
“so Valery do you want to go out with me there will be candy” I say
“yessss” she agrees happily, as-suming she’s old enough she wouldn’t have accepted me and I’m glad it’s not too late..”thank you” I tell Sarah and she rolls her eyes.. And watched as I carried Valery on my th!gh.. And as she stro-ked my beard with her hands
“mommy I want to have these ” she said to Sarah referring to my beard hair..
“no you can’t girls don’t have mustache okay” Sarah said and I laughed..
Immediately they both left I sighed heavily, he does nee-d time with Valery, so she can know him better.. As I stood up to go in my room I heard a knock on the door and when I glanced at the time it was four thirty, are they back alre-ady..
I opened the door and was surprised to see Owen and immediately he held me and k!$$£d me..
T. B. C

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