When I was little and running on the race track at school, I always st©pped and waited for all the other kids so we could run together even though I knew (and everyb©dy else knew) that I could run much fas-ter than all of them! I pretended to re-ad slowly so I could “wait” for everyone else who couldn’t re-ad as fast as I could! When my friends were short I pretended that I was short too and if my friend was sad I pretended to be unhappy. I could go on and on about all the ways I have limited myself, my whole life, by “waiting” for people. And the only thing that I’ve ever received in return is people thinking that they are fas-ter than me, people thinking that they can make me feel bad about myself just because I let them and people thinking that I have to do whatever they say I should do. My mother used to teach me “Cinderella is a perfect example to be” but I have learned that Cinderella can go fv¢k herself, I’m not waiting for anyb©dy, anymore! I’m going to run as fast as I can, fly as high as I can, I am going to soar and if you want you can come with me! But I’m not waiting for you anymore. Before, I wanted to say: “I found love!” But now, I want to say: “I found a person. And he belongs to me and I belong to him.People don’t get better, they just get smarter. When you get smarter you don’t st©p pu-lling the wings off flies, you just think of better reasons for doing it.
I will not lose my marriage to a nob©dy ,yes my S-x drive had made me be in this situation,but I will do anything to fix my marriage ..
so gist me ” selina said
gist you on what bigger mama ” I asked giggling
about the plan ” she asked
I hope ,it will work ,I want to win my husband ” I said
dressed like that ” she asked looking at me
what do you mean ” I asked
you are ever wear t-shi-ts and chitenges,you nee-d to wear S-xy cloths so that when he comes back ,he is speechless” she said
he doesn’t want me ” I complained
oh plea-se ,st©p complaining and dress for your husband” she said
after she left I told Blessings that she knocks off I will be having dinner somewhere ..I made reservations ,for the place he took me for our first day ..I s£nt him a text and he agreed ..he said we just go on a [email protected]£ just the two of us ..
I jumped up and down all excited .
I wore the dress he got for me on my birthday and it fitted perfectly ,my as-s come out ..
Sharon I …he st©pped when he saw me .
I wanted to ummmm know if you are re-ady ” he asked
almost , kindly help me with the Zi-p” I said
he helped me and I wore the shoes he got for me ,he couldn’t st©p starring at me ,I looked outside the window as he drove ,I was jumping up and down inside .
Mrs mwila ,we were waiting for you ” the waiter said
thank you ,”I said with a smile
he took us to our table and we made our order.
Sharon ” a voice said ,I didn’t recognise it though.
and I prayed that it wasn’t one of my old b©yfri£nds or Andrew ..
Sharon ” he tapped my shoulder
oh my gosh Ben ” I said
look at you ,you have finally put on some weight ” he tea-sed
it’s all thanks to my husband ” I said looking at Caleb
my bad ,babe this is an old clas-smate of my ,Ben this is my everything Caleb” I said
they shook hands
you make a perfect couple ,you are ma-king me miss my wife ” he said
you are married” I asked excited
he showed me his ring.
am so happy to see you ” I said
sir you are wanted in your office” the waiter said
you work here” I said
am the owner ” he said
I was so impressed,ben was the nerd of our. clas-s and I knew he was going to make it in life ..we had our dinner in silence,we never have anything to talk about ..
thank you ” I told Ben
for what ?,am happy to see you happy ,and with a man who makes you light up the room ” I smiled
that’s my job” Caleb said
you dinner is on the house ” he said
thanks man ” caleb said
thanks ” I hvgged Ben
Caleb ti-pped the waiter and we left ..
as we walked outside to the car park .
I couldn’t believe it that …Caleb k!$$£d me it was a slow S-xy pas-sionate k!ss,my all legs made me weak ..yes my S-x mood [email protected]£ back ..
so you have decided to stay with this good for nothing ” Andrew said
my eyes were closed ,it felt so good. I k!$$£d him again.
I don’t care if he k!$$£d me because of Andrew .
Sharon this man doesn’t love you ” Andrew said
I married her ,I fv¢ked her she gave me two babies and am still fv¢king her every night ” Caleb said holding my [email protected]!st
why did she leave you and asking for my d!¢k ” andrew asked
she wanted to see if ,it can satisfy her but I guess only mine can make her reach cli-max” he said
Andrew walked away ,we got on Caleb’s car and we drove home. .
am sorry ” I said when he was about to open his door .
let’s just forget about it ” he said
I took a shower.
I nee-ded to come up with a plan to make him sleep in my room tonight ..
I wore my see throu-gh nighty wear , un-derneath I wore a G-string ..I waited for atleast an hour ,I ru-bbe-d my eyes I made them red ..
switch off the light ,
are you re-ady Sharon ” I asked myself
I started breathing very fast till tears [email protected]£ out than I screamed ,I kept on screamed till he [email protected]£ ,he switched on the light ,my man was h0t he was shi-tless ..
I ran to him , crying ..
what is it ” he hvgged me ti-ghtly
I had a bad dream that my father is dead ” I said continuing pretending to be crying ..
shhiii shhiii , come it’s going to be alright” he said
plea-se sleep with me am scared slee-ping alone” I said
okay ” he said
he held from behind ,as we sle-pt ..
I kept on sniffing ..he made me face him .
st©p crying ” he said
am just scared” I said
he is fine ,it’s just a dream ” he said
he smelled so good .he k!$$£d my forehead and we went to lala land ..I woke up and he was still slee-ping like a baby ..I k!$$£d his forehead .
he opened his eyes .
you aint going to work today ” I asked
he looked at the time ..he got up .
is it okay we go see your father ” he asked
I will think about it ” I said
okay ” he walked out ..I went to prepare the boys for school ..
Jesus said that divorce is not permissible except for unfaithfulness. This does not mean that divorce should ~automatically occur when a spouse commits adûlt€ry. Those who discover that their [email protected] has been unfaithful should first m~ ake every effort to forgive, ~reconcile, and restore their relationsh!p. We are always to look for reasons to restore the marriage relationsh!prather than for excuses to leave it.The d~ ay we live in fear and allow our minds and hearts to worry about situations that may never occur is a day he is winning. These moments of fret and hopelessness are a complete waste of my precious time and my precious life and marriage. God’s unmerited, divine as-sistance is enough. Period. It’s enough when things are going great and the stars are aligned, and it’s enough when God chooses to allow something dre-adful to come across your path. It’s enough. It’s not easy, but it is what we nee-d. And praise God for that.
I didn’t know what to do ,the love for my wife was slowly coming back .
what’s been going on ” he asked
marriage stuff ” I said
marriage ” he asked surprised
Sharon asked for a week of a family time and she will leave ” I said
are you sure ” he asked
sure about what ” I asked
her leaving” he asked
am sure ,I think it for the best ” I said
you are just saying that but the day she will give some boo-ty ,you will beg for more “he laughed
shout up ” I laughed
am serious she hasn’t just given you some ,the way that girl scrolls your [email protected] out ” he laughed
get out of my office ” I laughed
am serious dude , divorce is not an option” he said
Elisha am not considering divorce “I said
than why do you want her to leave” he asked
I want her to just have some space ” I said
st©p dreaming just go for marriage counseling and get your S-x on ” he said
you know what just go ” I said
Sharon and Caleb sitting in the tree k!ss!ng” he laughed
I got my lab coat and left. .
I went back to work…Elisha was one crazy guy but he was right ,when Sharon was pregnant she was a S-x freak that I used to go to work very weak .. that’s where all the teasing was coming from . ..I got a text from Natalie that she wanted to see me.
babe I missed you” she said wra-pping her hands around my n£¢k
I just smiled
babe ,I can’t wait for your ex wife to go ” she said
I can’t wait also” I said .
she k!$$£d my n£¢k but I wasn’t in the mood for S-x ,I lied to her that I was the one who was suppose to pick up the boys..I lied that I was going to see her later.
I drove home and I found Sharon dancing ,she was in a happy mood ,and she wore a legging and a pink t©p..the way she moved her [email protected]!st ,it could turn you on …
I cleared my throat. .
she turned and turn down the music.
hey ” I said
hello ” she said with a smile
the boys ain’t back ” I asked
I think ,there ummmm where are the boys “she said looking around
she looked drun!k. .
are you drun!k” I asked trying to t©uçh her
st©p tou-ching me ” she giggled
you nee-d to sober up and get some rest “I said
no we nee-d to dance babe ” she said
I carried her ..
babe put me down ” she said
I put her on the be-d .
I ran a cold bath for her ..
I re-moved her clothes ,she had marks all over her b©dy ..she wra-pped her arms around my n£¢k ,she was n-ked ,and tempting right lol..
I want you ” she said
you nee-d to sober up ” I said
I want you not to sober up dude ” she k!$$£d my n£¢k ..
daddy ” malumbo yelled
I took Sharon in the bathroom
it’s cold ” she screamed
went to check up on malumbo ..
yes sonny ” I said lifting him up
I want ice cream ” he said
we go buy ” I asked
no it there in the fridge ” he said
tell Blessings to give you “I said
I want you ” he screamed
I gave him,the ice cream and found his mother getting dressed ..
I bought you some tea” I said
she got it and drun!kit …
I went to work and I started working on a pres£ntation ,and later talked to Natalie ..
I checked on the boys and went back to sleep.
come in ” I said when I heard a knock.
she was wearing her S-xy see throu-gh night dress.
how is the hangover ” I asked
fine ,I was kindly asking if I can sleep here am scared slee-ping alone ” she said
yeah sure ” I said
she joined me and switched off the lights ..
she held me from behind.
Sharon ,” my breath [email protected]£ heavy .
I just want to hold you ” she said
I turned and got on t©p of her. ..yes I don’t know what happened ..
I k!$$£d her rou-gh,as I pla-yed with her b©©b s ..she [email protected] ed I re-moved her night dress , ..
she got on t©p of me and she took control ,she went down and gave me a bj ..
I [email protected] ed so loud after sometime she started ri-ding me like a crazy girl ,she is after sometime we sle-pt next to each other ..
oh my gosh ,” I said catching my breath
she was pla-ying with my che-st hair …
why did you sleep with them” I asked
I don’t know ” she said
Sharon wasn’t I enough” I asked
she looked at me .
you were enough babe ,I don’t know what happened ,maybe I was scared that you will be telling me am a S-x add!çt. when we have S-x I still nee-ded some more ” she said
and you thought I didn’t enjoy it babe” I asked
I don’t know babe ” she said getting out of be-d ..I [email protected]£d her hand ,I made her face me ..
I k!$$£d her ..
promise me that you will never hurt me again “I said
I promise ” she said
so can I have another round ” I asked
I thought you never ask ..she giggled
Boss lady Episode 27 & 28
I love this , Natalie go and find ur own man.