By: Pinky Preshy Chioma🖊
Mr Eric tried to st©p me and talk to me but I pushed him away and walked out of the house with my luggage.
I can’t even face him…
I know we didn’t do it on purpose or knowingly but I just can’t bear the thought.
Why did I even drink the whiskey?
Am so stupid to have done that.
I walked out of the gate and flagged down a cab.
I hopped into the cab after putting my luggage in the car boot.
The car speeded off.
Thank God! The debt have been paid at last.
But I wish it was done more earlier to prevent this incident from taking place.
The cab pu-ll-ed over in front of our slum house.
I got down from the taxi after paying the driver.
I walked into the house with my luggage.
I watched the cab zoom off as tears rolled down my cheeks.
I walked into the house.
I poured out some rum from the bottle to the glas-s cu-p.
I was alre-ady reeking of alcohol.
I belched noisily and the stench of alcohol filled the whole place.
I gulped down the glas-s and proceeded filling the glas-s again.
“Man! This is not the right thing to do” George said
“Really? So what’s the right thing to do? George she’s gone for good…. I don’t know what exactly to do anymore” I screamed in pain.
“You caused all these… You should have admitted your feelings to her… You should have boldly told her how you feel about her” George said
I rested my head on the couch helplessly.
“I just wish I did but I didn’t! When I found out that am de-eply in love with her, she was gone! That was when I realised that she’s very important to me and that I nee-d her in my life not as a maid anymore but as a soulmate” I wailed
“It’s not too late man.. I mean she’s not dead yet so you can always tell her” George said
“No George! It is too late alre-ady! How am I even going to confront her when she’s so mad at me” I said as I shook my head in disappointment.
“But that’s not the end of the world dude” George said
“No George! It is the end of world for me… You don’t un-derstand how I feel, I haven’t felt this way for any woman… She’s the only one that made my heart beat” I said
I continued drinking and drinking.
Now I actually realised that I truly love her but what can I do?
Worst still I deflowered myself and that’s one thing I don’t think I can forgive myself for.
I sat on the be-d sulking as I covered myself with a duvet.
I’ve been like this since I [email protected]£ home.
I don’t even know the main reason why am crying or why am feeling bad.
I know this isn’t about being deflowered.
Am I crying because I don’t want to leave the mansion?
Or am I crying because I miss someone?
Who is it that am missing?
Is it Sir Andrew?
Or sir Eric?
I didn’t st©p sulking.
My door throw open and mother walked in.
I quic-kly cleaned my tears with the duvet.
“What’s wrong with you Nicky? Tell me what the problem is?” Mother asked anxiously sitting on the be-d.
“Am fine mother” I managed to say
“No you are not! It’s obvious” Mother said
“Am just not feeling okay for the meantime but believe me I will be fine” I said
I was backing her.
“Are you sure about that?” Mother asked anxiously
“Yes mother!” I nodded my head.
She stood up and left the room.
Thank goodness mother didn’t notice anything strange.
TWO MONTHS LATER
I alre-ady started my work at the coffee shop.
My life was back to normal but I have been really sick and dizzy.
I sat on the be-d heavily as I stared at the table.
it was filled with medicine…
I’ve been very sick for the past a month now.
I don’t really know what the problem is.
I keep on throwing up and slee-ping even at work
Thank God my boss haven’t found out and my mom too.
I opened my handbag and brou-ght it out.
Actually a friend suggested I test.
I looked at the pregnancy test str!pe with nervousness.
I walked into the bathroom praying it’s negative within me.
I di-pped the str!pe into my urine in nervousness.
My eyes wi-de-ned in shock..
My jaw dropped as I stared at the str!pe in shock.
It has two lines on it.
Which is stating it positive….
Tears gradually dropped down my face.
“Am pregnant…” I said in disappointment.
What do I do now?
Am so confused…
Mr Eric is responsible….
How do I tell him?
Is he going to even listen to me
Is he going to believe this?
Lots of questions kept running throu-gh my mind.
I was so confused and heartbroken.
“Dammit! Why now?” I cried as I rushed into the room and jumped on the be-d.
I just don’t know how best to feel right now…
Should I be happy or sad?
This is really going to be tough….
I was lost in thought starring at the window abs£ntminded.
“Hey girl! What’s up Nicky?” Mia asked as she sat beside me.
I sighed loudly as I scratched my head.
Tears welled down my chubby cheeks.
“What is it Nicky? Why the long face?” Mia asked
“Mia am finished! Am in h0t soup… I don’t know what to-do anymore” I cried bitterly
“What are you talking about Nicky?” Mia asked anxiously.
“Am pregnant Mia! Am pregnant and Mr Eric is responsible for it” I yelled angrily
Mia’s eyes wi-de-ned in shock as she covered her mouth with her palms.
“What? My goodness! What do you plan on doing now?” She asked
“Mia I don’t know! I can’t think straight right now… I can’t believe this myself! How am I going to tell Eric about this?” I wailed
“Believe me Nicky I un-derstand you but girl… You really have to let him know” Mia said as I flin-ched.
“Know what? No! Tell me Nicky… Let him know what? That the seed he planted has germinated inside me… The seed he planted unknowingly” I cried
“You do not have a choice Nicky! You just have to do the right thing” Mia said
“I can’t do it Nicky! I just can’t” I cried
“So what then are you gonna do?” Mia asked anxiously
“I want to get rid of it! I want to abort this baby” I said in tears.
“What?” Mia asked shocked
“Yes Mia! I know this is not the best thing to do but I don’t think I want to ever go back to that mansion” I cried
“This is not good Nicky! This is not good!” Mia said as I bowed my head.
Tears rushed down my cheeks again.
Mrs Susan’s Pov:
I watched Nicky sulk on her be-d bitterly.
I just know that she is not okay…
But she can’t just say it out loud to me.
I don’t know what exactly is wrong with her but I know she is not OK.
“Nicky! Dinner is re-ady” I said as I ban-ged the door and sat on the be-d beside her.
“Am not hungry mom!” Nicky said
“This is not good for you Nicky! You don’t want to develop ulcer” I said
“Don’t worry mom! I’ll be fine” She said
“Tell me Nicky! What in God’s name is wrong with you? What’s happening to you” I asked
“I want to be left alone for some time mom” She said
“One thing you should know in life is to always do that which is right… No matter the situation you see yourself” I said as I got up and walked away from the room.
Nicky only continued sulking.
I sat on the toilet seat still crying.
I quic-kly brou-ght out a small can.
It’s actually an abortion pill.
I know I don’t want to do this but I just hope am doing it right.
I opened the can.
Tears welled down my chubby cheeks.
I quic-kly closed it again.
I want to do this but my heart keeps failing me.
I gathered courage and opened it again.
I used my hand to cover my nose.
I slowly put it into my mouth…..
To be continued…..
Is she gonna abort the baby? 😲
Chaii who wants the baby aborted? 😪😪
Sold to Mr rude Episode 11 & 12